The bunny is obsessed with me.
Perhaps because I was quite tired, it was 6 am when I woke up.
Originally, I didn’t even fall asleep because I was resting.
Even if I fell asleep, I would wake up in the middle.
It’s been a long time since I felt like time didn’t pass like today.
Seeing that I didn’t even have a dream that I often have, it seemed like I could say I slept well.
Thanks to that, it seemed that the fatigue that had piled up a little had gone away to some extent.
… Compared to what will continue to accumulate in the future, it is the level of new feet.
Still, I wanted something to solve.
I would be happy if I could continue to relieve it in this way.
There is a lot of stress in the future.
I took out my phone from the desk and checked the time.
Fortunately, there was no morning class today, so I was able to go out a little slower.
If it had been any other day, I would have had to move busily from now on.
“Woke up?”
When he left the room, he smiled as if Kyunghee had been waiting for him.
I asked if he slept well and smiled.
Kyunghee nodded and hugged me.
Yesterday he looked very tired, but after waking up, he seemed to be fine.
She was just as cute as usual, so I was able to relax for a moment.
Of course, I didn’t completely solve it.
You never know when you’ll show anxiety again.
At that time, I had no choice but to hold on to the string of tension so that I could respond appropriately.
Fortunately, Kyung-hee did not show any strange symptoms while preparing breakfast.
Rather, he asked me if there was a menu I wanted to eat, even showing a more relaxed appearance.
“Ask for something suitable. You have to study all day today, so don’t put too much pressure on yourself.”
I answered and looked at Kyung-hee.
Kyung-hee nodded and started cooking for me.
The habit of taking out all the cooking utensils at once and cooking seemed to be busy for a while.
As if we were still able to talk, Kyung-hee continued to talk to me.
“Come to think of it, Siwoo. You said you had a rest yesterday and just fell asleep?”
“yes? oh It did?”
“Since you slept without covering yourself with a blanket, I covered you.”
“Is it?”
Somehow, when I woke up, the blanket was covered.
I thought it was strange, but it must have been something Kyunghee did.
Kyung-hee said as she began to stir the egg water.
“You didn’t get up even when I lifted you up, so I thought you were really tired.”
“Wasn’t it heavy?”
“Because it is a mutation. Were you okay?”
“Looks like you took your socks off too.”
“yes. I thought it would make you uncomfortable.”
“… yes?”
It was a normal conversation, but for some reason, I felt full of uneasiness.
It didn’t seem like a simple illusion.
Looking at it now, Kyung-hee looked quite tired.
It wasn’t the kind of reaction you’d see in the morning when you woke up.
That’s why, it looked like he had just stayed up all night.
On top of that, he was pretending to be okay with his unique stamina, and his very dull hand movements were also noticeable.
It wasn’t that Kyunghee didn’t stay up all night.
I would be faced with deadlines or stay up all night if necessary.
But lately, Kyung-hee hadn’t been able to stay up all night.
If so, I had a guess.
But I decided not to think about it any further.
At least looking at my sleeping face or hugging me all night long.
It was one of the acts of affection that Kyung-hee often did in the past.
It’s a little unpleasant to lie and hide like this, but…
Still, I was able to look cute to a certain extent.
In addition, the current appearance was cute.
Somehow, the expression and behavior seemed to say that I am not tired.
But even my body, which was tired and moved about half a beat slower.
Maybe now I could play around like I used to.
But I had a hunch that it wouldn’t be possible.
I said hiding a bitter smile.
“What’s going on?”
“Oh, no.”
There was no sense of uneasiness in those words.
Thanks to that, I was able to reassure myself to some extent.
I thought it would be enough to tell Kyung-hee that you are still a precious person to me.
But this time it went a little further than I expected.
After a moment of silence, Kyung-hee asked me slowly.
“You’re not too friendly with other people, are you?
that, so! I mean, I wonder if the priority is still me… ”
“Of course you are first.”
“I see. Well. Is it like that too?”
Kyunghee smiled shyly and slowly made exaggerated gestures.
Since I finished making the omelet, it was a bonus to say eat and cheer up.
I sat down at the kitchen table and had breakfast while talking to Kyunghee.
The content was nothing. Although there are things I tried not to bring up on different topics.
Most of all, it was because Kyung-hee was tired and was lying on the table complaining.
Thanks to that, the morning passed quickly while accepting Kyunghee’s cute complaint.
And another few days passed.
In the meantime, daily life has not changed.
Go to school, study hard, then leave school.
To go home, talk to Kyung-hee, and then go to sleep.
In addition, the closer the midterm exams got, the more intense the study, so it felt like time was passing faster and faster.
When I came to my senses, the end of the day was repeated several times.
In addition, the stress continued to pile up, and I was even more tired.
Still, it was relatively tolerable because there was not much else to do today.
Suddenly, there was no such thing as a note test.
I didn’t even burn hours hanging onto an incomprehensible concept.
It was really fortunate that Kyunghee didn’t show any relatively obsessive behavior either.
I was anxious about asking about Han So-wol from time to time, but I was able to get past that.
I looked at the calendar for a moment and smiled faintly.
Fortunately, there were no morning classes tomorrow, so I thought I could study and sleep until late.
I didn’t have to worry about sleeping late.
Even if you oversleep, Kyung-hee will wake you up, so you can study until dawn with peace of mind.
Of course, for that to happen, Kyung-hee had to be put to bed.
For the past few weeks, I have not been able to sleep with Kyung-hee because I have been studying.
And Kyunghee insisted on sleeping with me, so there were many days when she slept later than usual.
Thanks to that, lately, Kyunghee couldn’t stand it because she was tired.
Of course, Kyung-hee doesn’t like to rest, so the importance of sleep also played a part.
It was said that there was no problem with serialization or anything like that, but now he had no choice but to put Kyung-hee to sleep.
He wants to sleep with me every day and sleeps a few hours later than usual.
And even though he sleeps a lot, he wakes up to greet me.
Then there was no choice but to have an adverse effect on health.
“So, go to bed early.”
“… Yes.”
I smiled at Kyung-hee, who pretended not to be tired.
As if he wanted to somehow show that he wasn’t tired, he was drawing a little while ago.
But considering that it was more like graffiti, it was clear that he was very tired.
The fact that Kyung-hee, who now draws reflectively, can only draw that much is a problem.
In the end, Kyung-hee, unable to withstand her drowsiness, rose slowly from her seat.
“Siwoo, hug me.”
“yes.”
I smiled as I hugged her.
After enjoying the hug for a while, Kyunghee went into her room.
Looking at that, remodeling the officetel seemed like a good choice.
There are also several rooms, so privacy is guaranteed.
There was also the fact that it was convenient to use different rooms when each person was concentrating.
It was also nice to be able to move around comfortably until late when I go to my room and sleep.
I had a lot of work to study until dawn, so I often had a lot of trouble putting Jinsu and other friends to bed.
So I thought that I would definitely take my own life in a place with more rooms later, but I didn’t expect it to be resolved like this.
“Kyung-hee must have been very tired… ”
I looked around for a moment.
When he went into his room, he looked really tired.
And Kyunghee didn’t close the door all the way.
To hear the sound, I always left the door a few inches open.
But today, as if he just didn’t want to care, even the door was completely closed.
He must have been asleep with his ears closed by now.
“I didn’t even organize it.”
There wasn’t much to organize on the desk.
I pulled out the coat of my laptop, covered the open practice field, and stacked them one by one.
I gathered all kinds of writing instruments scattered around me and put my notebooks on one side.
Looking at the situation, it seemed that I was making a synopsis to write, but gave up because I was too sleepy.
Even in that state, I drew a picture to somehow make it look normal, but that doesn’t seem to have worked out either.
So it was clear that he had gone to bed after all.
“… ”
It was the moment I was about to enter the room after tidying up the desk.
Usually, Kyung-hee doesn’t put color well when drawing.
I don’t know if it’s a digital drawing, but the hand drawing has always been black.
Thanks to this, other indexing tools always took up space in the drawer.
But now I saw a red colored pencil and a ballpoint pen on the desk I had organized.
After seeing it, I felt an unknown anxiety.
why now I’m not sure if it’s red or not.
Still, it was clear that there must be a reason for using this color.
I didn’t know if that meant a good thing or a bad thing.
… I could roughly guess what Kyunghee was hiding.
There must have been something I wanted to draw or write even if I used the red color that I don’t use often.
I don’t know if my guess is correct or not, but it seemed like it would somehow work out if I said it.
Since there is a precedent, it was not a bad choice to relieve anxiety now.
But I was tired.
In addition to being in a situation where the exam was already ahead, he continued to overwork his body for several days.
I didn’t want to focus on this, so I went into the room, just remembering.