570 – Holes (1)
As I was about to explain my family, Mora stopped me.
It wasn’t a voice that resonated in my head, but her voice that spread throughout the white room as if it were broadcasting.
At God’s call, the heads of loved ones went up. I also raised my head and made a puzzled expression.
To be honest, I’m worried about her leaving. Until now, Mora had hardly ever been good.
I’m not talking about penance alone. Some of my hair stays long, and at one point I tried to change my gender as a joke.
Fortunately, Luminus stopped him at that time. Luminous said it would feel like he was neutered or something.
Anyway, being unreliable doesn’t change. Even more so, didn’t I show my military days before?
“Mora Mora?”
[It’s not like that. I just have a fact to tell you.]
To my dubious question, Mora answered in a serious voice. If it was Luminous, it would have been reliable.
Still, God is God. Humanly, they lack trust, but when they are serious, they are serious people.
You can call it a mistake in penance. Because of that mistake, I want to avoid making another mistake.
“Can I trust you?”
[You can believe it. This will be necessary for both you and the person you love.]
“Well······”
It’s so self-confident that I can’t even pry on skewers anymore.
When I thought about it, Mora smiled softly and spoke in a unique lively tone.
[What you show to the people you love is no different from what you show. The difference is not from Isaac’s point of view, but from a distance.]
“Do you mean third person?”
[yes. It’s similar to what we saw before. That will make it more understandable.]
It doesn’t matter. The situation of ‘pad lip’, which will become an eternal dark history, was also shown in the third person.
The first time I rode an airplane, it was a first-person perspective, but it wasn’t long before the perspective changed. It’s amazing to see something like this
I crossed my arms and pondered a little before giving my consent. It is the belief that there will be no accident this time.
“Okay. I’ll believe you.”
[thanks. However, as I said before, you should also look carefully.]
“Which part? Could it be that you manipulated your memories while crossing over here…”
It’s a highly probable story. Like manipulating unfortunate memories and passing them over here.
Since he was a god and no one else, there was no choice but to be suspicious. Of course, that wouldn’t change anything.
[That’s not right. You and your previous family were normal and harmonious. You realized the value early on and gave them love.]
“Actually, it’s not like I was an orphan or anything like that? Thank goodness.”
[instead······]
Mora paused for a moment before speaking in a slightly subdued voice.
[The problem was that I realized happiness too early.]
“······”
As soon as I heard that, I couldn’t help but smile bitterly. as she said
My parents in my previous life generously gave me love as an only child, and I also gave love to them.
That is the decisive cause of my failure. After he passed away in an accident, my mind was not at all sane.
It was a time when I kept my distance from society and only wrote novels like crazy.
[Then let’s begin.]
Mora spoke softly while I laughed bitterly. At the same time, the white room begins to transform into another space.
Afterwards, instead of a pure white space, the image of a familiar room caught my eye.
Although it is much smaller than the mansion I currently live in, the inside of the apartment was my true sanctuary.
And inside the apartment, a happy family was unfolding.
“Abubu. Abu.”
A baby with plump breasts struggles to walk. I spread my arms vaguely to somehow balance.
Cuteness is cuteness, the appearance that seems to be all in one place and the distinct facial features.
grow. I just started taking my first steps.
“Go, walk! Walk! Walk!”
“Our Yuhwan walks! Yoohwan!”
Unlike the baby who was absorbed in walking, the two men and women in front clapped and made a fuss.
A man who can tell where a child’s distinctive features come from.
On the contrary, she had a rather blurry impression, but she could be called beautiful enough.
These are my parents in my previous life. Parents from a previous life who were young without a single wrinkle.
Knocked-
“Pu-a-a-aeng!”
“Oh, Yuhwan-ah, are you okay?”
“Doesn’t it hurt?”
I, who failed in my first steps, weep for the world to leave. The real world is crying sadly.
My parents soothed me with bright smiles. Both of them had really charming smiles.
“I thought Isaac was dignified from the beginning, but he wasn’t.”
“Didn’t you say Mr.····· when you fell down once?”
“Ah. I remember that. Where did you hear that? A family meeting was held.”
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Looking at my family in my previous life, each family in the present life was locked in memories. Most of it is my childhood.
There is a big age difference between Lily and the rest of my siblings, but after all, I was born as a late child. The age gap with Nicole was more than 5 years.
You don’t know how much you loved me who was born as a late baby. Actually, I had all the memories of my previous life, so I acted like an adult.
Of course, even though I had memories of my previous life, I couldn’t cover my excrement and urine. how could this not be done It was really humiliating.
“Yoo Hwan-ah, can I call you Daddy?”
“mom mom.
“Is mom better than dad?”
“Appa. Appa.”
He also had a frog-like appearance. When I said the opposite, my parents put on a mysterious expression and then burst into laughter.
Then, on my birthday, everyone sings happy birthday, helps me walk, takes me to kindergarten, etc.
A very ordinary life was going on with the present life. A life without anything special.
I was truly content with that life. It’s not lack of greed, it’s satisfaction.
“Hwan Yoo! Do you want to do this again? My mother told me not to!”
“aaagh!”
Of course, like the tree frog, I didn’t really listen when I was young. Aren’t you still being scolded by your mother for not listening?
Besides, at that time, corporal punishment was possible. It was a time when no one disagreed even if he was ruled with a rod.
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Looking at the cane in her mother’s hand, it seems that she has been beaten several times.
However, the expression of the mother who wielded the hawk of love was also not very good.
It was for the sake of my beloved child, but it would have been uncomfortable.
“In the other world, did the parents or nanny beat the child with a rod if the child didn’t listen?”
My mother, who watched the scene, carefully asked questions with curiosity.
In this world, there is also a custom called ‘hawk of love’. A custom that suits the times.
However, sometimes it is common to go too far and ruin the child’s emotions. There are cherries even if you don’t go far.
My parents didn’t. He poured out love to his heart’s content, but he severely admonished him so that he would not go astray.
“Yes. Everywhere I go, it’s the same.”
“Isn’t it? A long time ago, your older brother was severely scolded by his father.”
“Ah, mother. Why did you work at that time…”
When Dave heard his mother’s words, he was greatly taken aback. My mother just smiles softly.
Once upon a time, my older brother challenged my father once. Of course, after being beaten under the guise of Dalian, his attitude changed drastically.
Nicole watched it from the side and said that she came to her senses on her own. Thanks to the memory of my previous life, I was able to listen to the words of the tomboy.
However, there were a few times when I had accidents that were far from expected because I felt a sense of gap in the part of common sense. It must have been difficult in a different way.
“mom mom.”
“Huh? Why?”
“I don’t have a grandma or grandpa? All my other friends say I do.”
“······”
At my question, my mother smiled forlornly. As a child, I would have never known the meaning of that smile.
In my previous life, there was no concept of a parent’s family and a mother’s family. This is because both of them lost their parents early.
My grandmother passed away when my father was born, and my grandfather passed away from cancer.
On the mother’s side… it’s better to just not say anything. It was a miracle that he went beyond not being so good and grew up intact.
Both of them brought me up right despite the bad home environment. When you see it like this, you realize how difficult it is to live a normal life.
“Hwan Yoo. How much do you love your father?”
“Like Land and Sky!”
“Mom is?”
“Mom is as much as the sky and the earth!”
When I was young, I grew up with their love.
He didn’t forcefully send me to the academy like other friends, and he only focused on helping me grow properly.
Not having a younger sibling is part of that. I’m afraid that if I’m not careful, I’ll be distracted by the rest of my sister’s nerves.
In fact, since they took their love for granted, the possibility was quite high.
But you can’t always be by your parents’ side. It is said that they are in the arms of their parents until elementary school, but not from middle school.
The day I left school in my school uniform. I brought up such a question to my dad, who was on holiday.
“Daddy daddy.”
“Hmm? Why?”
“What is s*x?”
“·······?”
Dad put on a look on his face for a while thinking about what he had been told. Then, startled, he stuttered.
“Muh, what do you mean? Where did you hear that?”
“At school. The kids keep having s*x?”
“······”
If elementary school students were okay, the spicy taste started in earnest from middle school. Children who are about to enter puberty.
I was pure at least until the first year of middle school. Even when I accidentally came across ‘s*x’ while using a computer, I was just surprised, but I didn’t do anything more than that.
Because I urgently asked my parents what this was. At that time, I know that my mother shut down the computer faster than anyone else.
‘Anyway, fortunately, that part seems to have been edited.’
That’s enough to believe. On the other hand, my dad, who was asked a difficult question by me, rolled his eyes and cleared his throat.
“Hmm. Hmm. Yuhwan-ah? Didn’t they teach you s*x education at school?”
“I don’t know what it is, so I don’t understand a thing?”
“······Yes. That’s right. None of it will be useful.”
Dad muttered self-deprecatingly. Certainly, the s*x education taught in schools was a little no, a lot useless.
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Later, when I asked the kids where they heard about it, everyone said they had heard it on the Internet.
Sometimes knowledge gained from friends or the Internet was more beneficial than what was taught at school.
“It’s better than Kate, though. You didn’t know that person until he was an adult, didn’t he?”
“······”
From the side, Mari gave comfort, not comfort. After all, Kate only knew the concept of ‘seed’, nothing more.
I opened my eyes belatedly while watching the 19-karat gold scene that appeared in the life of Zenon.
Anyway, as I went through the eventful middle school days, I slowly came to know common sense.
Even back then, it was really normal. Whether the Iljins fought or not, I was only doing what I had to do.
There was never anything derailed. only······
“What is mom! Don’t tell me what to do!”
“What’s your habit of talking to your mother?!”
“They say they study on their own! Just leave it alone, please!”
Puberty just came strong.
I covered my face with my hands in the face of my puberty.
‘······Mora Mora? Will it be edited?’
[You know this is your turning point, right?]
every know I didn’t say anything to Mora’s rebuttal.
“Hwan Yoo! Where are you going!”
“Yoo Hwan!!”
Because at that time, I ran away in a fit of anger.
Even in the cold, cold winter.
“Um. That’s normal.”
“Well, our Isaac was docile and listened well. I should be grateful to them.”
The current parents’ evaluation is even more heated.