Became an Academy Spearman chapter 325

325. The reality after the kiss is over

325. The reality after the kiss is over

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Why are kisses so sweet?

Despite the fact that they were only touching each other’s lips, the stimulation that came to them was much greater than expected.

“Sigh….”

As I actively felt Milia’s breath on my lips, it felt like her mood was floating.

…Was active.

And just like her reversal charm, Milia seems to show her own charm every moment, and I felt another charm that I couldn’t normally feel from her.

I can feel the passionate affection in his actions, and the two arms that wrap around his neck seem to stimulate me as he hugs me strongly as if demanding me.

Slowly.

Finally, after a long kiss, she slowly pulled her head away from me.

Even that moment was strange.

“…”

It was as if an electric current was flowing from her slender fingers as they gently brushed my neck, intoxicating me.

It was as if he was imprinting on me how attractive he was.

“Haa…”

Her eyes were so hot that I couldn’t take my eyes off her.

Inadvertently, a laugh leaked out through my somewhat dazed mind.

It was I who bowed her head to her and kissed her as she demanded.

But after that, the situation changed as if he accepted her kiss. Because it felt like she kissed me.

Sureuk.

Then, as she gently lowered her head and leaned on my shoulder, I felt a strange satisfaction.

‘Why does it feel so bewitching?’

We only kissed, and even though we only whispered love, the feeling was a bit different.

“…What time is your appointment?”

“Six o’clock.”

I answered while hesitating at Millia’s question while leaning in my arms.

I never thought that you would ask me about the appointment time with Glesia at the timing when we finished kissing with affection.

“Because it’s almost 6 o’clock now…. I’m really sorry.”

Took.

I nodded blankly at her whispering voice, but my heart was shaken for a moment.

After a long kiss, Millia is now gently leaning into my arms.

And now, her eyes, gently raising her head and looking up at me, seemed to reflect the exact opposite of what she had just said.

I want you to stay with me like this.

…I couldn’t get rid of the feeling that I was told not to leave.

“Hey… Millia?”

“Yes. I know. I had no intention of embarrassing you.”

I smiled lightly at my call and nodded and pulled away from her, but for a moment, I felt like my heart sank.

…Happy.

And she is so lovely.

She found her more attractive now than when she thought of her as her ideal type. She seemed to be showing off.

She seemed to show me how charming she could be and how actively expressing her affection, so it was hard to contain her infatuation with her.

Because it was so good, on the contrary, I even felt fear in my heart.

I think I’m going to fall for her too much.

“Ah, because of me, her collar was disheveled.”

Sureuk.

Even as I looked at her smiling as I gently touched her dress, I couldn’t say anything easily.

Even though it’s not a friendly touch, a smile that feels like before, or a kiss from her, it’s like she’s tempting me right now…

“……”

After staring blankly at the car, Millia soon removed her hand.

“Then… See you tomorrow, Han Chun-seong?”

“Yes. See you tomorrow.”

Afterwards, as her smiling Milia slowly moved her steps outside of her, she felt very strange while seeing her off.

Even the moment I broke up with her like that, I couldn’t keep my eyes off her.

… ….

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Jerbug.

Now I am moving on after parting with Milia. Suddenly, I saw the sky turning red.

It’s not long until 6:00 PM.

“…”

Still, my heart seemed to float all the way.

I don’t even know how time passed, and the time I spent with Milia felt very short.

Something felt unreal.

‘The fact that she and I can change like this in just a few days….’

Sureuk.

I caressed her body even while caressing the lips that her lips had touched in a daze.

It was time to return to reality. The reality I had to deal with was scattered everywhere.

“Glesia must have been very angry.”

As we were talking, we could see the park, the meeting place.

Today is the day I meet Glesia regularly. As always, the time to face her has come.

I was afraid even though I arrived at the park earlier than usual.

I had to think about the reality that she had to face Glesia, even though her happy heart remains in my heart like residual heat after spending a loving time with Milia.

“Whoa.”

She took a deep breath and calmed her mind.

Snap.

He lightly tapped my cheek and resumed his stopped steps.

Now I had to face her.

Anyway, there was no turning back for me now.

… ….

“It came sooner than I thought.”

“Glesia. You were here first.”

As soon as I entered the park, I looked at Glesia who greeted me and looked at her face.

It’s calm, but there’s not much change in expression.

Contrary to the idea that she would get angry or treat me coldly, she seemed extremely calm.

That was odd to me.

It’s like … I felt the same calmness as when I first got to know her.

Took. Took.

“Sit next to me. Agar-seong.”

Then he sat down on a nearby bench and knocked on the seat right next to me to call me, but I felt uncomfortable with his calm tone and indifferent gaze.

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Jerbuck….

Even so, she seemed calm on the outside. When I sat down next to Glesia, Glesia quietly stared at me.

“……”

Keep an eye on it. I was accustomed to speaking first as he looked at me without saying anything.

“Did you wait… Long?”

“No, a little.”

“Then I’m glad. Oh, then… Where shall we go today? Tell me where you want to go or whatever you want.”

My heart was shaken when I first proposed it.

Actually, she had planned to spend the day practicing with Glesia even in the morning, but she couldn’t bear to ask her to practice together.

I looked at her to match Glesia’s mood, but… She was really calm.

“Okay.”

From the way I answered while staring into my eyes, I heard only calm answers.

And now, looking at her like this, I feel it, but there was no sign of her being angry, and I didn’t feel any other emotions like sadness.

“Or how about we go see the animals in the common room the other day? You really liked rabbits.”

Carefully though she mentioned what she likes. Glesia’s reaction was lukewarm.

Feels insignificant. No matter what I say, it’s just a slightly incomprehensible reaction….

The car where I talked to one-sidedly.

The impatience in my heart only increased.

“Agar Castle.”

“Uh….”

“Rather than going somewhere, I’d rather have a conversation. And you don’t have to try too hard.”

“Yes. Okay.”

…Do not get angry. I didn’t even see a hint of sadness.

He treats me in a very rational way and makes me feel relaxed. So I was more anxious. Because I can’t even guess what state Glesia’s heart is really in.

Alternatively….

‘What kind of emotion is she looking at me with?’

The conversation was interrupted for a while.

This seat felt awkward and uncomfortable. In particular, not knowing which rhythm to match with Glesia made me more anxious than I thought.

“There is something I want to ask you.”

When Glesia opened her mouth first, she answered cautiously.

“You can ask. If I can give you an answer, I will.”

“Really? Then, Milia and you are lovers, right?”

Glesia asked me so bluntly that my words were overshadowed.

“…Right. She and I are lovers.”

And I had no hesitation in answering that.

I think it will probably be as crazy as many cadets saw us kissing tomorrow, but I thought I couldn’t deny that.

Milia and I have no choice but to reveal that we are lovers now….

“So you are a lover. I thought I would too.”

When she suddenly smiled slightly after hearing her answer, I hesitated for no reason.

…Quiet.

At the same time, he is extremely calm.

Looking at Glesia, who felt calm, she hadn’t been like her lately.

She used to express her feelings directly, whether she liked or disliked her, but now she was trying to subtly hide her feelings.

So I also want to know how she feels. I had no idea what he was thinking.

“I’m sorry. Glesia.”

I inadvertently handed over an apology.

“I’m sorry, why are you sorry to me?”

“That’s because I think I hurt you….”

“It’s not that I hurt you. And you have no reason to feel sorry for me. You and I are friends from the beginning. We’re not lovers like Millia.”

Took.

Every single word is heavy.

And as she said, we are friends. We exchanged our hearts openly, reflecting each other’s sincerity, and the answer she gave me at that time was that we should remain ‘friends’.

‘I sure said that, but….’

To be honest, I didn’t really feel like a friend at all.

Actually, since then, we have been completely aware of and acted with each other as we were dealing with each other.

I didn’t act like holding hands or hugging without emotion… It’s because I clearly acted with the feeling of dealing with the opposite s*x.

“Glesia. Are you… are you really okay?”

I asked her again as she stared at me without saying a word.

Are you really okay?

If you are angry with me or feel sorry for me… I would rather have you honestly express your feelings.

“Yes. Are you okay.”

Even so, Glesia looked very calm as she answered.

There was really no change in expression.

It is safe to say that there was almost no change in talking or answering while looking at me, except for the faint smile from a while ago.

“……”

Even when I saw her like that, I couldn’t even speak to her.

Normally, I would have opened her mouth and made it easier for her to respond. Because that’s not the case now.

‘How about our relationship… ….’

How should it be?

Even I couldn’t get a grip between Glesia and myself right now.

I don’t know what you might have thought of me, Glesia, but I was conscious of Glesia as a member of the opposite s*x from the beginning.

“Actually, I’ve been thinking about it a lot since I broke up with you today.”

“What were you thinking…?”

“Just about me, and also about you. Because I always thought about the relationship. I just got an answer.”

Answer.

Amid the still unconcerned voice, I became nervous.

And I inadvertently guessed the answer.

The reason why Glesia was so calm then….’

As my heart calmed down little by little, an empty laugh leaked out. Something like this made me feel stupid.

…When you think about it, it was natural.

It is the most normal judgment for Glesia to look at me today and grab her strands to clear her mind, but why didn’t I think of that possibility?

I wonder if he was full of arrogance.

“Agar Castle.”

“…Uh. Glesia.”

“Can I ask you a favor?”

Glesia spoke to me for the first time today, hesitantly.

“……”

I was nodding my head before I even heard what it was.

I thought that no matter what choice she made, I should respect her opinion.

Maybe even if it means the end between us….

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