76 – Beginning of Regret [ EPISODE – Yoo Eun-ha ]
Eunha Yoo.
Eun-ha Yoo was struggling with debt until recently.
I couldn’t even eat properly, and I rolled in dirty places while being chased by loan sharks. There were times when I hid in a trash can.
In addition, sleeping on a newspaper in a dark alley every day is basic. There was a time when a dog urinated on itself while sleeping.
A truly miserable life, such a life she had no choice but to live after the downfall of Yu Eun-ha.
Everything happened after the failure at the Astaroth-class gate.
It was something that Yoo Eun-ha had no choice but to deal with after losing her ability at the Astaroth-class gate.
When Yoo Eun-ha, who had many enemies everywhere, lost her ability, they harassed Yoo Eun-ha, saying that they would retaliate together.
And to be honest, it was a life like despair.
The life of a brilliant S-class hunter No. 1 suddenly became a gutter life that went downhill.
The downfall of Yu Eun-ha, the empress who could do and enjoy anything. It was a very painful time.
However, in such a life, Yoo Eun-ha endured by drinking only a bottle of soju she bought with the money she found.
No matter how serious the situation was, Yoo Eun-ha never got frustrated or gave in.
Because Yoo Eun-ha is not the kind of ordinary women that are widely spread.
Simple violence, threats, starvation, whatever the situation, she never bends her pride.
Eunha Yoo is a much stronger woman than you think. It didn’t matter to her at all, even if it was a life that others would never be able to endure.
Yoo Eun-ha endured with only her pride. I endured with the mindset that even if the world abandoned me, I could just abandon the world.
Of course, if I just bowed my head and begged for forgiveness, I wouldn’t have fallen to this extent.
They, in their own way, tried to give the former S-class hunter the first rank.
Even though she lost her ability, Yoo Eun-ha’s harsh words and actions brought this situation upon herself.
Even though she knew that, it was Yoo Eun-ha who did this.
A woman who can never let go of her pride, even if she can become comfortable with it.
That is the woman Eun-Ha Yoo.
Pride, that is the way Eunha Yoo lives.
A woman whose ego is so important that she values it far more than her own life,
A woman who never gives in to anyone, never kneels down, and just lives as if she doesn’t exist, that’s Eun Eun Yoo.
However…
However, there were moments that Yoo Eun-ha couldn’t bear to endure.
That’s Siwoo Lee.
It was when he saw his ex-boyfriend.
Siwoo Lee was so kind.
Yoo Eun-ha must have kicked Lee Si-woo coldly.
She resolutely dumped her boyfriend who had been devoted to her for 7 years.
It was clear that Lee Si-woo was probably worse than anyone else in the world.
However, Siwoo Lee was very kind to Eunha Yoo.
It was only natural that he hated himself so much, but he didn’t hate it at all.
Rather, he was willing to step in and help himself.
Even though he should really hate Yoo Eun-ha, Lee Si-woo did not hate Yoo Eun-ha.
And Yoo Eun-ha hated that.
Because I was very proud of myself.
To hear that kind of sympathy from the man you dumped.
That was not a problem Yoo Eun-ha could tolerate with her pride.
That’s why Eunha Yoo couldn’t stand it.
Bursting out the tears I had been holding back, I thought that I should give up this embarrassing life any longer.
That’s how Yoo Eun-ha threw herself from the roof of the building where Frozen Heart was located.
However, Yoo Eun-ha’s ability came back in that dramatic moment.
S-rank rank 1 ability.
The mighty ability to make one’s self-respect come back again.
The ability that made Yoo Eun-ha the number one S-class has returned.
So, it took only a moment to get back what was lost.
Treated as the top of the S class.
I received all the treatment that no one dared to exceed.
And he was looked upon with awe by others again, and was again given the status of a tyrant.
A life where you can do everything as you please has arrived.
So, Yoo Eun-ha tried to live happily enough to forget her poverty-stricken life.
Make lots of delicious food.
play a lot of games
The property was called out again.
However…
Still, Yoo Eun-ha couldn’t be happy again.
Even if I suppressed such happiness, I felt that the most important happiness was missing.
The vacancy of that happiness was somehow too cold.
There was nothing but emptiness in her heart.
No matter how delicious food you eat.
no matter how many games you play
no matter how much wealth you have.
never filled
Eunha Yoo knows what this void really is.
That was Siwoo Lee’s warmth.
The warmth Lee Si-woo gave to him during his poverty-stricken days.
That warmth had become a huge hole and was now nestled in his chest.
Only then did Yoo Eun-ha realize.
He said he wanted to feel the warmth that Siwoo Lee gave him.
However, Yoo Eun-ha struggled to deny herself.
That was not the behavior of a woman named Yoo Eun-ha.
For Yoo Eun-ha, pride is the most important thing and she never regrets it.
To Yoo Eun-ha, missing her ex-boyfriend was unacceptable.
Moreover, Yoo Eun-ha had already dumped Lee Si-woo.
Now, there was nothing I could do about it.
Besides, even if they dated again, it was obvious that he would be dissatisfied with Lee Si-woo.
Siwoo Lee, who does not worship himself.
To allow Lee Si-woo, who tried to treat her as an equal, as the S-class number one, was unacceptable for her pride.
That eroded all of Lee Si-woo’s other strengths.
In fact, I didn’t feel that Lee Si-woo’s looks or abilities were lacking at all.
Lee Si-woo’s appearance is as good as that of a celebrity, and he has recently become even more handsome.
Besides, the ability is also very outstanding. Even while working as his secretary in Frozen Heart, he never showed anything lacking.
Anyone can see that he was a very good manpower and an excellent man.
In addition, when he was dating Yoo Eun-ha, Lee Si-woo loved her a lot.
No matter how selfish he was, he was fully aware of how much Lee Si-woo loved him.
However, Lee Si-woo did not have the faith that Yoo Eun-ha wanted most.
That is, Lee Si-woo did not have the most important things Yoo Eun-ha wanted from Lee Si-woo, such as respect, awe, and faith.
Lee Si-woo never sent those feelings to Yoo Eun-ha, the S-class number one.
He just treated himself as a human Eunha Yoo.
When I treated myself in the past and when I treated myself now, it was so the same.
Eunha Yoo was an F-class Hunter.
It is a fact that is not well known to the public, but Yoo Eun-ha, who is known to be flawless, was not originally ranked number one in S-rank.
Originally, she was an F-rank Hunter, the lowest among them.
I couldn’t even run the dungeon properly, and my appearance was more ordinary than the one worthy of my current name.
Of course, she was pretty even then, but…
After all, she’s everywhere.
No, he was just a person who was further behind than that.
And that’s not all.
A being who succumbs to power, cannot resist absurdity, and always begs for forgiveness.
He was just such a weak being.
Yoo Eun-ha was the most servile person in the world.
He was just an ordinary person who didn’t care about his servility in order to survive day by day.
After she accidentally gained strength and became the S-rank number one.
Yoo Eun-ha couldn’t help but hate herself like that in the past.
She had been servile before, so she couldn’t help but be unaware of the misery.
So, never to be servile again was Yoo Eun-ha’s goal.
That was really very important to Yoo Eun-ha.
Because she was so servile in the past, even after becoming an S-class hunter and having powers on a different level than other hunters, she had no choice but to cling to her pride.
So, as soon as she became an S-class Hunter, the first thing she did was request the Hunter Association to erase all of her past.
I wanted to erase the past and stand tall as an S-class hunter.
And I never wanted to lose my pride again.
So she was just going to give up Lee Si-woo.
Even though everything was different between the days when he was at the bottom of the F-rank and the top of the S-rank, Lee Si-woo’s attitude was very much the same.
Because I hated it so much.
But that doesn’t mean I can’t just give up.
On the day she visited Lee Si-woo’s company, she couldn’t help but vaguely feel that she missed Si-woo Lee.
To be honest, it wasn’t a feeling that could be denied just by denying it.
Lee Si-woo, the boyfriend she devoted herself to and dated for 7 years.
Such a boyfriend always handed a helping hand to himself who was having a hard time even after breaking up.
It was natural for Lee Si-woo to have a crush on Yoo Eun-ha again.
So Eunha Yoo seriously pondered over this problem for a week.
About whether pride is more important or Lee Si-woo more important.
And I made a decision.
After a long and long thought, what Yoo Eun-ha chose was pride.
In the end, pride was so important to Yoo Eun-ha, and Yoo Eun-ha tried to give up Lee Si-woo.
I vowed not to see Siwoo Lee any more.
Even if I ran into him on the street, I vowed that I would never pretend to know him.
But why…
“Lee Siu.”
When he sees Siwoo Lee, does his body move on its own?
“Would you like to talk to me for a minute…?”
Why can’t I just ignore…