92 – What my ex wished for [ BAD END ]
To be honest, I don’t really understand the situation right now.
The unprecedented gate occurrence has ended.
At some point, I suddenly rose to the top of the S rank.
Besides, they are telling me to be president.
At some point, I even became a hugely popular star.
Really, what has happened recently is so incomprehensible.
However, that was medicine.
Things happened that made no more sense than that.
“Me… me… me… me…”
Yoo Eun-ha came to our house.
Yoo Eun-ha was now bowing her head to me.
Of course, I don’t know what that head bow means.
Even though I didn’t say ‘I’m sorry’, I couldn’t help but know right away that the next word to come was ‘I’m sorry’.
Well, of course it’s not definitive.
Because people always have to listen to the end.
“Mi… I’m sorry…! Siwoo.”
I thought so…
As expected, Eunha Yoo was sorry for what she said.
To be honest, it was very, very unexpected.
“note…”
When I heard that, I couldn’t help but feel a little embarrassed.
Sorry is a word you hear often in your life.
In fact, that doesn’t apply to Yoo Eun-ha.
During the past 7 years that I dated Yoo Eun-ha.
I had never once heard Yoo Eun-ha say sorry.
And I didn’t even think I would hear it.
Other people might not know, but I never dreamed that Yoo Eun-ha would say such a thing.
Because she was such a proud woman.
“okay…”
In that sense, I think I’ve matured a bit.
Because I don’t have any resentment towards Yoo Eun-ha anymore.
accepted it graciously.
“But why…? All of a sudden?”
“I want to be forgiven by you… will you forgive me?”
There was nothing I couldn’t forgive.
We also attacked the gate together a while ago.
There was nothing particularly bad about it.
“Really…? Will you forgive me?”
“Umm… yes. Let’s be close from now on.”
I looked at Eunha Yoo, and Eunha Yoo also looked at me.
Even though she’s my ex-girlfriend, I feel like she’s a little like a friend.
Anyway, that’s what it felt like.
However.
“Then…then Siwoo. By any chance…wouldn’t we date again?”
“Um… that’s kind of… I don’t think so.”
Further development will not be possible.
What Eunha Yoo said to me with an expression she wanted to know.
When I heard that, I immediately declined.
It wasn’t worth hearing any more.
“Anyway, thank you. Let’s be friends from now on.”
I was just about to close the door.
I’m trying to draw a line because there’s nothing better to talk about than this.
However, Yoo Eun-ha snatched the door.
“Si… Siwoo. I’m sorry… I was really wrong.”
And he started apologizing to me once again.
Like it’s so sad.
“So… give me just one chance. I’ll ask you this… I’m really… I’ll do really well.”
This is the second apology I received from Eunha Yoo today.
However, no matter how I looked at it, I couldn’t get used to it.
So it’s a bit strange, but…
Anyway, there is only one answer to my answer to Eunha Yoo’s words.
“… Eunha. I’m sorry… I don’t like you anymore.”
If this had happened a month or so after I broke up with Yoo Eun-ha, I might have accepted Eun-ha Yoo again.
To be honest, there’s nothing wrong with reuniting with your ex-girlfriend if you think about it objectively.
If I just apologized, I think they would have accepted it.
But, then and now are very different.
Back then, I liked Yoo Eun-ha even a little bit.
But now, when I see Yoo Eun-ha, I don’t even feel anything.
“I don’t even like you, but I can’t date you.”
So my answer has to be this.
I really don’t like him, but I can’t date him.
Already in my eyes looking at Yoo Eun-ha, I didn’t feel the feeling of a lover at all.
“So. You should also just meet someone other than me. I think it would be better.”
I gave good advice about Yoo Eun-ha.
When I first broke up with Yoo Eun-ha, I was sad too, but it worked out in the end.
I met this and that person, and while doing so, I naturally forgot about Yoo Eun-ha.
Wouldn’t Eunha Yoo do the same?
I thought so.
“… no… that’s not okay.”
However, Eunha Yoo shook her head.
And he continued to speak in a trembling voice.
“Impossible…”
Tears welled up in Yu Eun-ha’s eyes as she looked at me.
“I… I finally realized it.”
And he speaks with all his heart, as if he was overwhelmed with emotions.
“I finally realized it because I lost it…”
He told me with all his heart.
“I was wrong. I was really wrong.”
Eunha Yoo knelt down at me.
And hit my head on the floor.
Dust was smeared on Yoo Eun-ha’s clean silver hair.
The floor was not very clean though.
Even so, Eunha Yoo didn’t care about that.
I begged desperately to ask for my forgiveness.
“I can’t be without you. Please… please give me a chance. I really like you…”
Tears spilled out of Yoo Eun-ha’s eyes.
“I’m sorry… I’m sorry… please… please don’t go.”
He was shaking and begging me to give him a chance.
“ha…”
I couldn’t help but sigh when I saw Yoo Eun-ha like that.
I couldn’t explain in words why I was sighing.
It was just suffocating in many ways.
The image of Yoo Eun-ha begging me with her head on the ground like that.
Even asking for another chance.
For me who sees Yoo Eun-ha like that…
I don’t know how it felt, but it was.
So, in a way, I felt sympathy.
If I had even a little bit of love for Yoo Eun-ha…
When I saw Yoo Eun-ha go this far, I would have definitely accepted it.
If it was me not too long ago, that would have been the case.
“I already have a lot of girls besides you…”
But, not anymore.
Again, I completely gave up on Yoo Eun-ha.
Now, there are many other women besides Yoo Eun-ha.
Even if it’s not that, I don’t like Yoo Eun-ha anymore.
That is why my answer must be the same.
No matter what Eunha Yoo said to me.
“no no…”
Yoo Eun-ha heard my answer.
Eunha Yoo raised her head.
Face saying you can’t accept my answer at all.
It was a completely ruined face.
To be honest, it was a very pitiful face.
“Siwoo. I’m different. I’m different from other girls.”
Yoo Eun-ha grabbed my leg.
Then he looked up at me and continued talking in a trembling voice.
“I’m much more capable than other women.”
“The social standing is also great.”
“When people see me, they lose their minds…”
“I’m the best woman in the world…”
“Isn’t that right, Siwoo?”
Yoo Eun-ha was talking about herself while placing her hand on her chest.
“right…”
I affirmed Yu Eun-ha’s words.
Everything Yoo Eun-ha said was true.
Yoo Eun-ha is actually a very good woman, and there is no better woman than Yoo Eun-ha in the world.
It is true that she is a very great woman.
“Besides, my love is much heavier than that of other women. You don’t think that’s the case…? I’ve given up my pride like this for you. I’ve thrown away that great pride.”
Hearing my affirmation, Yoo Eun-ha smiled.
With a slightly hopeful expression in response to my affirmation, he asked me once again.
“Maybe. No… I think you’re right. You were a woman whose ego was very important.”
I affirmed that statement.
That Yoo Eun-ha threw away her pride.
As for what this meant, I, who had been by Yoo Eun-ha’s side for 7 years, had no choice but to know best.
That’s why pride was so important to Yoo Eun-ha.
It was Yu Eun who gave up on what she could never give up.
Maybe he wanted to hold on to me that much.
I understand to some extent.
“That’s right…! These guys are very light loves compared to my love. Compared to that, my love is heavier than anyone else. I’m confident I won’t let go of it anymore because I regretted it once. So please… just… let me stay by your side. … please…”
Hearing my answer in a positive sense once again, Yoo Eun-ha’s lips went up again.
His voice began to grow as his emotions intensified.
And so eagerly waited for my positive reply.
“Eunha. To be honest, everything you said is true. It might be light love.”
However. I couldn’t help but feel confused when I saw Yoo Eun-ha.
To be honest, it might be a light love.
Neither Reitana nor Inarin had such a deep relationship.
It was a relationship that was enemies in the first place, and even now I didn’t feel like I was in love with anything.
“But… it doesn’t matter anyway.”
But I don’t care if it’s such a light love.
“They won’t abandon me like you.”
Even if it was only a light love, in the end, the most important thing was this.
“I didn’t expect such heavy love from you in the first place.”
There was only one thing I wanted from Yoo Eun-ha.
Yoo Eun-ha couldn’t give it to her in the end.
“I just wanted you to be by my side.”
I just couldn’t stay with you.
That’s why I don’t like Yoo Eun-ha anymore.
“please please…”
Yoo Eun-ha’s expression twisted.
And the tears continued to flow from her pretty eyes without knowing how to stop.
“Bye.”
I left Eunha Yoo behind and went back to the house.