Civil Servant in a Romance Fantasy chapter 108

Unmarried, 21 years old, full of power - 3

Unmarried, 21 years old, full of power – 3

The fact that the members came to the estate was filled with the emperor’s will, so the emperor’s eyes and ears must have been completely covered. . At that level, it could be said to be safer than the Jedo Mansion guarded by the Mukgwangdae.

Of course, you shouldn’t let go of your mind that the members are safe thanks to the emperor. It’s a provocation for a guy who used to roll with excitement in the system to suddenly lose his strength and rest. ‘Since I know that His Majesty is watching, I’ll rest.’ Because it’s not the same as saying it proudly.

Even if it’s not the case, the emperor’s obsession with the suspicious disease and the imperial power has reached its peak, but a servant notices a plan he didn’t tell himself and uses tricks? You will be beaten up immediately for offense. It is not once or twice in history that a servant tried to rise to the top of his monarch’s head and then ascended to the sky.

“It’s Erich’s house, so bear your burdens and be quiet.”

“Gee, I need to get this back to the system soon.”

Then better.

Anyway, it is necessary to show hard work to the eyes and ears of the emperor somewhere. That’s why I’m directly guiding the members to the room.

Actually, since I was invited by my mother, I don’t have to do this, but I think I should be able to stay still thinking that the emperor is watching. Your Majesty, are you watching? I am so sincere.

“You can just stay in this room.”

“…….”

“Mar?”

“Oh, sorry. I was thinking about something else for a while.”

“It’s okay, maybe.”

I assigned a room to the confectionery club and Irina, and guided the last remaining Marghetta, but unlike usual, she is unable to concentrate.

Since entering the lord’s castle, he has moved his gaze here and there, and he is still busy thinking about something. It would be nice if there were no problems.

“If you need anything, just ask for an attendant. You can come to me.”

“I will. Thanks for caring about me, Carl Youngsik.”

Marghetta nodded once and moved on. Now I have to do my job too.

Before showing her to her room, her mother invited her to have tea with her when she was done. When her mother calls, her son must go.

‘I didn’t expect to find it right away.’

Still, it’s a good thing if the business ends quickly. So you can go back that fast.

The place where my mother lives is the patronage of the lord castle. The tea table had already been set and the refreshments were ready. Did i come too late

“Mother.”

“Come on, take a seat.”

As soon as she sat across from her mother, her lady-in-waiting poured her tea. Looking around her, she saw her mother-in-law and about six assistant maids behind her. There are quite a lot of people for a tea party just the two of us.

“Chief Maid, how are you?”

First of all, I lightly greeted the maid. No matter how much he is a servant, the lady-in-waiting is the holder of the miraculous title of maid-in-waiting, her nanny, and her mother’s childhood friend, and even the president of her house is a person who cannot be touched.

“Since Lord Soga asked how I was doing, the blood I had was about to disappear.”

“That’s good.”

The lady-in-waiting replied with a smile that warmed the heart of the viewer. From the maid-in-waiting’s point of view, I’m like the son I’ve seen since I was a baby, so it’s natural.

‘I can’t adapt.’

On the contrary, from my point of view, the courtesy of the maid is embarrassing to receive. No matter how much you say nanny, it’s not like I’ve personally experienced being raised by a nanny.

It’s just that she’s a nanny, so that’s what she’s supposed to do. In the first place, I don’t feel any particular affection for my parents, but it’s strange that I feel affection for my nanny.

So, unlike Erich, who always called me Nanny, I insisted on being called the maid of honor. The lady-in-waiting also seemed dismayed at the title at first, but she soon came to terms with it, perhaps thinking it was the rebellion of an adolescent child.

‘She is still a puberty at the age of 21.’

A nanny’s heart towards her child is too generous.

“How were the guests?”

“I have no complaints. I have assigned an attendant, so you don’t have to worry.”

“It’s fortunate. I was worried if I could satisfy the precious people.”

As I glanced down at the lady-in-waiting’s smile, I heard her mother’s voice. It seems that the mother suffered a lot from this invitation because of the subtle fatigue.

Well, it’s only natural that the imperial family and the royal family showed up at the place where only the son was meant to be called. I was very worried as I was invited, but I wonder if my mother, the person who invited me, was shocked.

“These are benevolent and pleasant people. I’ll just stay as a guest and go back without incident.”

It was obvious that the mother must have suffered greatly, so she offered words of comfort. I can understand how you feel as I suffer because of them.

And although those bastards are good at making people grab their necks, they are not the ones who show off their strictness by asserting their status. Those who really play as guests and go back.

But if I put it this way, they are high-ranking people who look like they are in the picture. It’s a problem because I didn’t show that ideal figure to the public servants under me.

“Thank you for saying that.”

Still, my mother responded with a small smile, as if her heart was a little relieved by my words. The maid in the back was also smiling happily for some reason, but let’s ignore it.

“…Have you been well?”

The mother, who smiled a little, was silent for a moment, then finally opened her mouth. It’s a pity that at most she opened her mouth and said hello like that.

The lady-in-waiting also slightly stabbed her mother in the back, perhaps in a state of mourning, and it was clear that her mother was embarrassed as if she noticed her mistake. You said hello to her in front of the lord’s castle earlier. What did she ask twice in one day?

“Of course. Wouldn’t it be funny if a man from the Krasius family was weak?”

“Yeah. That’s right. That’s right.”

‘What is it?’

What is it?

I don’t know the context. I can’t guess what topic he wants to bring up.

I looked at the lady-in-waiting to see if she knew something, but the lady-in-waiting was just making a confused expression.

“Come to think of it, it’s Erich.”

She finally decided to open her mouth first after she pondered. She could be silent for no reason, and her mother would end her tea party without even getting to the point. Until she’s ready to open her mouth, she’ll lighten up with something else.

So she sold Erich. Sorry, please lend me your name for a moment for me and my mother.

***

It’s strange. She has already arranged what to say to Carl, but her mouth doesn’t move. There are so many things I want to say, so many things I need to say.

‘I can’t do this.’

She is the one who called the busy child at best. She called the child who had barely finished her work. She quickly achieves her purpose and is in a situation where it is not enough to send her back.

However, in front of such a child, I only repeated meaningless greetings. It was too embarrassing to stab her in the back, even though Laura was dumbfounded.

‘I can’t do this.’

It was a place to have a sincere conversation with Carl. It is a place where I mustered up the courage to resolve a relationship that could not be called a common hat.

“These are benevolent and pleasant people. I’ll just be a guest and leave without incident.”

Didn’t that kid even notice my worries and say something comforting first? Thank you so much, but it shouldn’t be like this. A mother is in a position to embrace her child, not to be cared for. I have to hug that child.

But how?

When I tried to say what I had prepared, my mouth didn’t come out properly.

Do I deserve this now? That question didn’t leave my head.

“Krasius has his way. We have lived that way, so we were favored by the royal family.”

Karl, Erich. What Billy said whenever his two adorable sons were born.

There is a way of Krasius, so leave the raising of the children up to him. To that, I just replied that I knew. Because the two children are the children who will succeed Krasius. Because if there is a family way, it’s right to do it that way.

“The role of a wife is also important. It would be difficult if the children had a place to play around.”

And during the education period, I was told not to be too close to the children. I couldn’t understand. Don’t love these cute little kids. Does that make sense?

But the living witness was right in front of me. Billy grew up that way. Billy’s father, grandfather, great-grandfather, and all generations above were raised that way. And the result is a 300-year-old noble samurai, Krasius.

It definitely works. So, is it right for me to go against that 300-year history? Isn’t it just ruining the 300-year-old family with my stubbornness and guilt? Furthermore, wouldn’t the future of the two children and the relationship with Billy collapse?

“Okay, if it’s for a child.”

In the end, I followed Billy’s words. Looking back now, I was so young and stupid back then. If I had heard that from Billy now, I would have grabbed him by the collar and shook him. It’s only natural to show affection to my children.

After that, I didn’t hug the children from the front and just watched them from behind. When he was injured, he ordered an attendant to send him herbs. When the training was intense, I told the chef to pay attention to the food. If you feel like you have a cold, send a priest.

I was proud inside whenever that happened. Yes i love kids I am always watching over my children. I’m doing my mother’s duty.

That was a stupid idea. Children prefer a single stroke and a hug from their parents. And when I realized that, it was too late.

“I’m fine. Don’t worry.”

Five years ago, Carl lost consciousness after falling off a horse. Fortunately, he woke up shortly after, but the expression on Carl’s face when he opened his eyes is still unforgettable.

A face that looks like someone else, eyes that look like someone other than mother. It was as if she was resentful that she only worried about her son when it was time to die.

After that, I couldn’t shake the hypocrisy of taking care of the children behind the scenes. However, he did not have the courage to step forward and ask for forgiveness.

And time passed, not caring about the sinner’s hesitation. My child was gradually changing into something I did not know. No, did I know anything about him in the first place?

“Eusenia. Until when?”

In the end, the days when Carl struggled to keep silent with the excuse and comfort that he couldn’t see because he was busy. Erich also leaves for the academy, and the days when no one is there. Laura, who was worse off, opened her mouth. How long will you be like that, how long will you turn away?

I was scolded by Laura for such a long time. From the point of view of Laura, the nanny of the two children, a mother who has a bad relationship with the children must look really ugly.

Still, thanks to Laura, I was able to gather courage. Yes, let’s ask for forgiveness, at least for the time I turned away from those children. If that time isn’t enough, more than that.

Thankfully, Karl and Erich came to the manor. I gave a chance to an ugly person who had nothing to say even if he cursed at me saying he never wanted to be with me again.

“Come to think of it, it’s Erich.”

And at a place prepared to ask for forgiveness from each person individually, Carl brought up the word about Erich.

It was impressive. Mother and older brother talk about their younger brother’s academy life. How harmonious and ordinary is this? Is it okay for me to enjoy this?

“I hope you find someone you like at the academy.”

I was so excited that I forgot my position as a sinner and opened my mouth—

“Is that so?”

Karl’s expression hardened slightly. As if you deserve to say that.

Tears were about to flow.

***

I was speechless at what my mother said.

‘A partner with a good heart?’

Erich had someone in his heart. Although it is a fatal problem that it is one side, not both sides.

‘What should I do?’

Should I tell you that Erich is in fierce competition with one prince, two princes, and one saint candidate?

Hiding children’s affairs from parents is unfilial, but causing worry is also unfilial. Then, is it filial piety to keep your mouth shut? But is it filial piety to hide the work of one’s children?

‘f*ck.’

I fell into serious trouble for a moment. It’s a very difficult problem…

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  1. It’s sad that she is in a difficult position even if she is not guilty. The father is too “not a father”. It’s understandable since he is also raised like that. But it doesn’t mean it’s acceptable

    1. GameOn says:

      Every family has their complications. We are no one to bury our to others family affairs lol.

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