Civil Servant in a Romance Fantasy chapter 137

Capybara in the water – 2

Lady Louise carefully, in a way, opened her mouth in a splendid way. It was so amazing that all five gazes were pierced at the same time with just one word.

In the first place, there was no way we could ignore Lady Louise’s words, but saying that we knew but pretended not to know was an unusual start.

Of course, no one did anything stupid to cut off Lady Louise, who had the utmost courage. It’s because listening to what Lady Louise wanted to say is more important than trivial questions now.

“I had a sister.”

Luckily, Lady Louise continued to speak, perhaps gaining more courage from our silence. Although the ending was predictable thanks to the saying that she had an older sister.

And unfortunately, that prediction wasn’t wrong. Strangely, negative predictions never go wrong. Enen-sama is really mean to humans.

The frail Lady Louise, the attention that comes to her, the young lady’s older sister who was relatively neglected, and the sad death.

The death of a blood relative that occurred at a young age was enough to give Lady Louise a great shock. To the extent that someone feels repulsive about monopolizing love. To the point where I think we should treat everyone equally.

‘Is that so?’

Actually, I was aware that Lady Louise drew a faint line between us. Can’t know Not for a day or two, but for an entire semester, he expressed his feelings for Lady Louise. And I was blocked for a semester.

Me, as well as Erich Youngsik, Prince Ryutis, Prince Later, and even Tanian. If I were alone, I wouldn’t have been able to see it objectively, but I can’t help but notice when other people are blocked in the line. That Lady Louise drew a line against us.

So I refrained from actively approaching Lady Louise. It’s not polite to forcefully approach a lady who clearly draws a line. If that happens, the faint lines will deepen, and the scars that Lady Louise may have harbored will grow even bigger.

As a member of the same club, as a close friend, I was just going to hang around and wait for Lady Louise to open up. It was a problem because there were four other people besides me thinking about that.

‘It ended up like this.’

Since there were a lot of competitors with the same thoughts, we secretly kept each other in check. No one could get close to Lady Louise because they were busy doing checks.

The friendship was built. You can confidently say that they are close friends. However, no one was close and comfortable enough to confide something that Lady Louise must have harbored.

And in that state, if Lady Louise had spoken first—

“I’m sorry, it’s too late, but I wanted to say it right now.”

It’s not like opening your heart to someone, it’s like a declaration that you’ll definitely push everyone away.

It’s an apology for not saying it just now, not that I won’t do it in the future. The line drawn by Lady Louise will continue to be valid. Rather, it can be said that it has become more intense from now on, when it was officially declared.

Anyone could have known that. That’s why only silence lingers in this place. Both of us who were kicked before confessing, and Lady Louise who was cold before being confessed.

I looked down at Lady Louise, who was trembling with her head lowered before she knew it. Do you think we’ll get mad? Did you pretend that you didn’t know that you weren’t making fun of people? Did you imagine that you dared to treat us like this and shout that we would be okay?

If you say your heart doesn’t hurt, it’s obviously a lie. But well, isn’t it that we didn’t do well enough to resent it?

“Thank you, Lady Louise.”

Rather, our sin of not being a trustworthy man to the woman we like must be greater.

“It must have been hard to open my mouth, but thank you for telling me everything.”

So, what we are going to see is not the opposite sex who is angry because he was kicked out, but the one who takes courage and comforts a friend who has apologized.

…Are we right?

I glanced behind me, and the other four also looked calm. No, to be exact, it would be pretending to be calm.

‘Even this is similar.’

I felt like I was about to laugh. I had the same person in my heart, and I tried to hang around the person I loved in the same way. I had the same thoughts to keep in check, and now even my thoughts after being dumped are similar.

I’m sure they met for the first time this year, so why do they connect so much? It’s amazing. Are they really my lost brothers?

“Since Lady Louise told me honestly, shall I also tell you my secret?”

He said softly with a slight smile. The important thing right now is to comfort Lady Louise, who doesn’t intend to raise her head.

We have to show that we don’t care if it’s a car. You have to go in an atmosphere where you just say thank you for telling me about the hard things.

“Actually, I’m on the awkward side with my older brother.”

Then a startled face greeted me. He must have been surprised to talk about the imperial family so casually. Still, it was enough because he succeeded in driving away Lady Louise’s guilt.

I am a little concerned about the mention of the Crown Prince, but I did not say that my life was threatened, but that it was simply awkward, so this is within the safe range.

“I told you, now it’s everyone else’s turn.”

“I have no secrets.”

“Neither do I.”

“It’s no wonder I said it first.”

I finally burst out laughing at how quickly he turned away. It also goes through the heart. That’s how you lighten the mood.

I started laughing first, and Prince Ryutis started laughing too. Yes, Prince Ryutis is the first to join this atmosphere.

“I haven’t lost since I grabbed the sword, but it was the first time I lost to Louise.”

“Mi, I’m sorry…”

“There’s nothing to be sorry about. It’s a natural right to be of the opposite sex.”

Perhaps that was Prince Ryutis’ own consolation. It’s a bit of an unusual consolation.

“On the contrary, thank you for being honest. If you don’t like something but can’t reject it, it’s a sad thing for both of you.”

Prince Ryutis, who was originally bright, looked even brighter. As if what you are saying now is not a simple consolation, but a heartfelt one.

“Because love without both parties is futile.”

“It’s rare that you can understand.”

Prince Later, who had been silent, received Prince Lutis’ words.

“If they didn’t push us out because they were considerate of us, that would be a bigger problem. If we stick together without knowing each other’s feelings, how much longer would that be?”

Yes, that is correct. Rather, if we open up like this, we can remain friends, but if we hadn’t known each other’s feelings all along, we would have graduated in vain after having a relationship that was neither one nor the other.

Involuntarily, his gaze turned to Erich Youngsik and Tanian. The two princes said good things, so now it’s my turn.

“I feel the same way.”

“I’ve said everything before, so I have nothing to say.”

I’m sorry.

After that, it was difficult to soothe the crying Lady Louise.

Sorry, thank you. He was on the verge of passing out if he wasn’t appeased quickly. I really want to cry Still, the prince couldn’t cry because of his face, so let’s assume that Lady Louise was crying instead.

“How come the second semester is splendid from the beginning.”

Louisé’s face turned red after she stopped crying at Erich Youngsik’s words. It was definitely gorgeous.

“It’s a commemorative day. Isn’t it the day when five are kicked at the same time?”

“It seems there is such a culture in Armin.”

Celebrating being kicked is not a very pleasant culture.

But Prince Ryutis didn’t care about such a reaction and looked around the club room.

“It’s not just a difference today. It’s the day Louise showed her true feelings to us and became closer.”

I am just amazed at the positive thinking that interprets it that way.

Yes, Prince Ryutis isn’t normal. But that’s why he likes it.

“It’s a pity that there is no teacher advisor, but let’s do it ourselves first.”

It was an unheard-of tea party called ‘Tea Party to Commemorate Tea Party’, and I didn’t know what to say when the inspector general came along the way, but I decided to proceed anyway. Everyone seems to be out of their minds, perhaps from the shock of a broken heart.

“It’s been a while since I ate in the club room.”

Of course I am too.

***

Ainter explained the situation on behalf of Ryutis, who went to refill the car.

“…I see.”

At times like this, my mind goes blank.

I thought it was a joke when they said it was to commemorate the car. I thought I was exaggerating that the offer to go somewhere was rejected.

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No sh*t, but this is real.

‘What the hell.’

This is unexpected. I know that these idiots are not making progress with Louise. So I was afraid that there would be no news until graduation.

However, I could not have imagined an early ending in which Louise would dump everything before confessing. How crazy to imagine that with common sense.

Could this be the original story? Is it right that it goes like this? Is it a story where Louise opens her heart because she is moved by the idiots who have been kicked once but don’t give up?

‘I can’t believe that.’

If you were moved enough by her unbending appearance, Louise must have been moved dozens of times already. Even though these cubs were in check on each other, they were steadfast.

As I slightly turned my gaze to Louise, I saw Louise hurriedly lowering her head.

“Good job.”

Cleaning up his confused hair, he patted Louise’s shoulder. It’s going crazy because of the unimaginable early ending, but Louise’s honesty itself is something to celebrate.

The trauma that consumed half of Louise’s life. It means that I finally confided that trauma to others. Now all that remains is to move forward.

‘I didn’t know it would turn out like this.’

Actually, I thought that the person Louise would confide in was one of the five. When Louise fell in love with someone, he thought of it as an event to choose one.

But the choice is a piece of sh*t, I confided in everyone and all fell out.

“Thank you, brother.”

Carefully raising her head, Louise replied with a heheh laugh. Seeing that, it felt futile to worry like this.

‘I just need to be happy.’

For now, let’s just rejoice in escaping the trauma.

“Indeed.”

As Louise absentmindedly patted the shoulder, Ainter’s exclamation was heard from the side.

As I turned my gaze to the side, Ainter touched his chin and smiled.

“That’s why.”

‘What.’

I feel like I’m going crazy right now, so don’t put strange double lines on it, just say it.

But Ainter turned his gaze to Erich, as if he didn’t know how I was burning inside.

With a very sad look.