Civil Servant in a Romance Fantasy chapter 162

Hawthorn trees do not break - 3

Hawthorn trees do not break – 3

As soon as I arrived at the classroom, I fell face down on my desk. These days, I have no energy and no motivation.

‘How can I not see you once?’

I haven’t met Karl’s older brother since the second semester. She even wondered if she was deducted from the semester as much as the time she spent with her during vacation. Enen is really mean too. You thoroughly apply things that are disadvantageous to creatures.

It’s not even that coincidences overlap and overlap so we can’t meet. It must be frustrating not being able to see my brother for a really good reason. There is nowhere to complain.

‘It would have been nice if it was just a club.’

I’ve been thinking about that every day since the second semester started. When Louise says she’s making a confectionery club, she’ll just name it. I didn’t know it would turn out like this at the time.

Last semester, I, a member of the gardening club, also visited the confectionery club from time to time to see my brother. But that was because the gardening club was free, so the senior took care of it.

“You know I’m busy at the beginning of the semester. Be patient.”

“Yes, senior.”

Of course, such consideration cannot be expected if the club is busy. Like the senior said, the beginning of the semester is a time when club work is crowded, and the beginning of the last semester was also busy. It wasn’t much of a problem at the time because she was avoiding her brother.

After all, it is because of the club. This tragedy happened because I was in the gardening club, not the confectionery club.

‘I can’t leave now.’

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No matter how much I thought about it, I almost sighed at the vagueness with no answer.

Academy’s clubs are not just a place to share hobbies, but a place for socializing. The club’s history spans decades to hundreds of years. The number of club seniors spread throughout the empire was proportional to that number.

Are you voluntarily joining such a cult, but leaving unilaterally? It will be taken by countless seniors. If you didn’t join anywhere, you would have no allies or enemies, but if you join and leave, you will only have enemies.

‘Let’s be patient.’

Yes, you just have to be patient. No matter how many things, someday it will end. Once it’s over, you can see your brother again.

‘…Will it be like this again next year?’

But the sudden thought made me very depressed. I was thinking positively at best, but it ruined everything.

When the depression engulfed my whole body, I wanted to get rid of it all. If you feel like this in the morning, you will be like this until night. My day is ruined You should just sleep like this.

‘I want to leave early.’

Should I rather say I’m sick and go back? Honestly, it’s true that your heart hurts and it hurts.

And while I was plotting these little deviations, someone tapped me on the shoulder.

“Irina, are you sleeping?”

I haven’t even raised my head yet, but I think I’ll know who it is just by hearing his voice. It’s louis

I wanted to pretend to be asleep, but it must be an important thing to see that I called someone who was lying on his stomach. And I don’t want to ignore Louise either.

“No. I was just lying down.”

“Aren’t you sick?”

As I slightly raised my head, I saw Louise who was asking worriedly. It seems that the depressed mood has improved a little bit.

“It’s okay. I’m just tired.”

“Really? That’s good.”

Seeing Louise smiling broadly, I naturally smiled too. Today, thanks to Louise, my heart is at peace

“Then can you come out for a minute? I have something to tell you.”

Huh?

It was a sudden request, but I didn’t refuse it. It’s not that I’m going somewhere far away, but I’m going to a quiet place for a while.

Besides, Louise rarely wanted to have a confidential conversation. I’m curious about what’s going on, but I’m also worried. It shouldn’t have been a big problem.

‘There was a place like this.’

In the meantime, the place I arrived along with Louise was the first place I had been to. The academy is so wide that there are many places that students don’t know about. It’s a quiet place with no people, really no one seems to know.

I managed to find out about this place. It certainly seems like the perfect place for a confidential conversation.

And seeing me looking around, Louise opened her mouth.

“Isn’t it pretty? I heard about it from a senior I know.”

“Yes, it’s pretty.”

There were flowers scattered around that I don’t know if they bloomed naturally or if someone was taking care of them. I think it is prettier than any flower bed.

So I relaxed while looking at the flowers for a while. I don’t know what purpose Louise called for, but I shouldn’t be stiff. I’m going to tell you to believe in me, but you have to give me faith.

“Hey, Irina. I need to ask you something.”

I made up my mind at Louise’s words. I’m going to say it hard, so let’s not be shaken no matter what you hear.

“The hawthorn tree I gave to my brother as a gift. Why did you give it to me?”

‘Ah.’

I was shaken in an instant.

“That, that?”

I tried to answer as calmly as possible, but my voice trembled.

It wasn’t a recent gift, it was a gift from last semester. It wasn’t that Louise gave it to her without knowing. But suddenly you come here and ask?

‘Did you notice?’

My heart was beating wildly. If you think it’s an ordinary gift, you can’t ask such a question. You must be aware of something

And there is only one meaning hidden in that gift.

‘The only love.’

His hands trembled as he remembered the flower language of the hawthorn tree. It wasn’t a gift given with that meaning in the first place, but hawthorn is said to be more famous as the only love rather than the flower language I intended.

Someone else found out. The embarrassing forced confession was finally caught. The urge to run away at any moment began to wriggle.

‘No.’

Calm down. Come to think of it, there’s nothing wrong with getting caught.

It is right to feel ashamed and embarrassed. In a situation where I couldn’t even confess to my brother, it was because someone else caught me. Still, why do people like people? It’s not wrong.

“I chose it because I like the language of flowers. I don’t think my brother knows.”

Although I’m still afraid of being honest with my brother, I don’t want to lie to others even if I don’t show my feelings first.

“The flower language of hawthorn is the only love.”

So I said it confidently.

“My brother is just like that to me.”

It’s a little strange that the first person you open up to is Louise, not your brother.

But Louis Jenny will be fine. It’s not uncommon for her to give dating advice to her best friend.

– Pudeuk

…What are you talking about?

***

I inadvertently gnashed my teeth at Irina’s words.

That’s right too. Irina was also right that she likes her older brother. I hoped it wasn’t, I hoped it was my misunderstanding.

‘You were before me.’

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No matter how late it was, she had feelings for her brother ever since she gave her a hawthorn tree as a gift. Faster than me, who only became honest with himself during vacation.

The reason Her incomprehensible resentment spread in her heart. No, i don’t know She was upset that there were more people in front of me than the princess.

I can understand if it’s a princess. If it’s a princess, I have no choice but to admit it.

‘Even though you were still.’

It’s not like the princess did it actively. You were quiet like me. I also gave a lot of gifts to my older brother.

‘I met you first.’

I was the one who met my brother first, and the one who was close to me.

Me first, me first. Brother’s second should be me, not someone else. I don’t want to give in to anyone—

“Louise, what’s wrong? What’s not good?”

Her thoughts were interrupted by Irina’s worried expression.

And seeing Irina’s face reminded me of what had happened. She meets Irina for the first time, becomes her friend, plays with her, laughs with her, and sometimes fights.

‘It’s stupid.’

The resentment that ate her breasts turned into a sense of shame. She’s not like anyone else, how is this with Irina? What if she hates her precious friend? Besides, I got a chance thanks to Irina.

If it wasn’t for Irina, she wouldn’t even know I had a chance. Even though it was Princess Gongnyeo who gave her permission, it was Irina who gave her the opportunity. It’s shameless to harbor her anger at Irina like that.

Yeah, it’s shameless.

‘How ugly to become.’

It’s amazing even if you think about it yourself. She’s stupid and cowardly, and has no shame in it. Why am i like this

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No matter how resentful you are, no matter how greedy you are, you have a heart that you shouldn’t dare to harbor. I’m blinded by love, so I’m trying to throw away friendship like a benefactor.

Even what you said earlier is strange. Why did you give me the hawthorn? What does she say now to the person who gave her the gift? With what qualifications do I question Irina?

I burst into tears.

***

I’m embarrassed. Anyone in this situation would have no choice but to panic.

“Sorry, sorry…”

After standing in a daze for a long time, Louise suddenly shed tears and began to cry sadly.

I don’t understand what the hell you’re sorry about. But calming her down first is okay, she said and wiped her face.

“I, I like you too… Just because I like you…”

As I wiped her face with her handkerchief, he hid and continued to speak mournfully.

‘It must have been like that.’

She was able to understand the contents when she somehow put together the fragmented words and listened to them.

It was jealousy. He was jealous because he said that he likes the person he likes too.

I understand. She says it’s not uncommon to have multiple wives, but she can’t help but feel sad when the man she loves is with other women.

“It’s okay. That’s what I told you.”

It’s a very good way to vent her sadness honestly. Because there are cases where you hide your emotions tightly and throw a dagger at a decisive moment, or you show really cold disregard or contempt. Crying loudly and whining is a cute level.

By the way, that’s surprising. Louise thought she would be one of five if she liked someone.

“I’m really sorry, I was wrong…”

“It’s okay.”

I looked at Louise casually and started sniffing again.

If this is the case, why did you call the outsiders? I can’t tell if he’s strong or gentle.

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  1. Dootdeedooterson says:

    Jealousy is common and very normal
    She identified tho that was about to destroy a friendship over it and she stopped herself 10/10 Louis is awesome

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