Civil Servant in a Romance Fantasy chapter 205

Little Golden Ball? – 5

I could see that my brother was hardened. Maybe I was just like that.

A word I had been keeping to myself for months. I wanted to say it dozens or hundreds of times, but I couldn’t bring it out in the end. Because I don’t have the courage.

“Ahaha, you were very surprised, right?”

A heart that beats so much that you can’t breathe. He barely managed to calm his trembling hands and opened his mouth.

This is your last chance. If, if I say it was a joke here, I can turn it into something that wasn’t there. Then my older brother will laugh at me and tell me not to joke around like this. I’m going to scratch his head and scold him not to do this again.

Then you can avoid your brother’s rejection. You can avoid things that your brother is serious about or hates. You can avoid getting awkward with your brother.

“But I’m serious, older brother.”

But I don’t want to.

‘I barely said that.’

I was really pushed to the limit, and I confessed my feelings only after the extraordinary variable called Ma Jong-gong came out. I’ve been hesitant until now, but now I’m taking the first step.

I even received consideration from the members. Even if they hate me, the children who have nothing to say are caring for me.

‘If I go out like that, who knows.’

To leave five seats at the same time. It’s weird if you don’t notice, no matter how dull you are.

So I opened my mouth too. I took courage and went ahead.

“Is that so?”

My brother barely moved his mouth.

A look of bewilderment rather than dislike. Hearing completely unexpected words, he seemed to have his head twisted.

It was rather good. If my brother had been able to speak seriously, I would not have been able to open my mouth.

‘Let’s tell everything.’

Let’s pour it all out when my brother can’t say anything. Even if you get rejected, don’t leave any regrets behind.

Because if it’s not now, there’s no next time. If you don’t say it in this situation, when will you say it? When your brother marries other women? When I’m about to die

I loved you back then, I hate to say the same thing. I don’t want to be the protagonist of a tragedy.

I want to love my brother confidently.

***

I was raising a fox, not a capybara.

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No, should I say rabbit and not fox? In fact, it doesn’t even look like a rabbit at all.

‘It’s dizzy.’

I tried my best to protect my mind by thinking strange thoughts, but even so, nothing was getting any better. It doesn’t matter if it’s a capybara or a fox or a rabbit.

He let out a slight sigh and lay down on the bed. It was a really stormy club time.

“I love you.”

Louisé spoke confidently with determined eyes. It was to the point where she was confused whether it was the child who was always hesitant and cheerful.

“I wanted to say it all along, but I couldn’t. Because I’m a coward, I was so scared.”

After saying that, Louise smiled embarrassingly. You said you couldn’t even open your mouth until now because you were afraid of being rejected by me.

‘It was too fast to be called a coward.’

Apart from the serious head, a big smile came out.

What level is being brave by Louise’s standards? He probably thinks it’s brave enough to grab me by the collar and yell at me to go out with him right away.

A legend has it that the Crown Princess made a confession of that level. Louise’s role model is the crown prince.

‘That’s amazing.’

A young lady who took the Crown Princess as her role model. It’s really great.

Yes, and what Louise said was really great.

“I know I’m lacking. I’m just a baron.”

A remark that was conscious of the two dukes.

“The time I got to know you is too short. There are still many things I don’t know about you.”

A remark made conscious of a short relationship.

“But that’s my lack, not my lack of love.”

At that time, I just nodded blankly. It was so powerful that my face became hot.

Perhaps Louise will kick the blanket hard when the excitement wears off. Seeing such a future, he said nothing. Even if he’s embarrassed anyway, shouldn’t he be a little less shy?

“And I can bring coma as well! Titles and estates are everything!”

I was taken aback by those words.

That makes sense. Since Louise has no other siblings, he is in a position to inherit the baronial title and the estate. If I marry me in that state, the children between me and Louise will inherit that title and territory. Before that, I’ll actually take care of it.

But somehow, something, it’s like a traitor blinded by love. It’s not wrong, but the tone is a bit strange.

Anyway, I couldn’t bear to open my mouth to Louise’s passionate confession. Because it’s a really unexpected confession, because it’s an unexpected love partner.

“I’m not asking for an answer right away. It took me a long time to confess too, so I don’t want you to be quick.”

Fortunately, he told me that if he knew how I felt.

“Just know this. It’s not just seniors and the Duke who like older brothers.”

Remembering those words made me laugh again.

Of course you should know. I heard such a confession, how could I not know?

“And that there may be more than three.”

When I recalled that point, my laughter soon subsided.

‘It will turn.’

Left Marghetta, right Marjonggong. Now to Louise. Even three of these is too much. It transcended the flowers in both hands.

But there might be more? Then the minimum is four in front, back, left and right?

‘Wow.’

My mind is dizzy. Getting married at the age of four is a problem, and rejecting all of them is also a problem.

But it’s more strange to accept someone and reject someone.

‘…Let’s think about it next time.’

I need to get some sleep.

Louise poisoned me.

‘Damn it.’

I’m going crazy. I didn’t expect to get into such a serious condition. Louise, I didn’t see it like that, but you did such a vile thing.

I sighed and started walking again, but each time I felt the gaze, the condition got worse.

A female student who naturally looks in the direction where her gaze is felt. And the thought came to her subconsciously.

‘…Is that him?’

And she quickly moved her steps in the sense of shame that immediately hit her.

But it wasn’t long before I felt the gaze again, the thoughts that came to my mind again.

‘Could it be him?’

A sense of shame comes back.

‘f*ck.’

I closed my eyes. A state abnormality that reacts sensitively to the gaze of the opposite sex.

I was horribly caught by the axe disease.

“And that there may be more than three.”

Remembering what I heard yesterday, Louise felt a little, just a little bit resentful.

Louise, why did you say that? Maybe revenge for the one-sided love? Did you ask me to suffer myself because it was unfair that I was sleeping alone?

I’m sorry if that’s the case. Still, isn’t this too harsh a punishment?

‘This old axeman.’

A sense of shame crawled out and ate away at her heart. At the age of over twenty, he fell ill with ax disease. Even the target audience is 10-year-old students.

If the minister finds out, he’ll laugh at me saying he’s really a kid. The chiefs will also tumble and laugh. Are you trying to achieve the romance of your school days that you couldn’t achieve?

I feel like going crazy too. Objectively, knowing how ugly my condition is right now makes me even more crazy.

‘It’s my hand.’

I cried with my heart, but I couldn’t help it. It was because his defense mechanism had reached its peak after being beaten back by Lord Majong and Louise. It will probably be like this for a while.

Then let’s go to a place where there are as few eyes as possible. Let’s be in my own sanctuary where no one is. It’s just stuck in the club room.

‘Meals are filled with cookies.’

A firm resolution to be rooted in the club room even during lunchtime.

So, promising a tactical retreat, I moved on again─

“Oh, brother!”

“Irina?”

I ran into someone I could feel at ease with.

…Yeah, no matter how hard it is, the Axemen won’t break out against Irina.

Isn’t there something the Inspection Department did to Count Yorun? If you think you like it, you’re a crazy bastard.

***

Was Louise such a fast kid…?

“You confessed?”

“Yes!”

I just opened my mouth in a daze while watching Louise smile.

It’s real. There’s no reason to lie in the first place, but this is real.

“If I don’t do it now, I won’t be able to do it forever.”

I nodded my head inadvertently at the appearance of Louise who spoke as if she was embarrassed and at the same time relieved.

That’s right. Gongnyeo’s support, the unexpected situation of Majonggong. If you can’t confess even in a situation where you push yourself to confess like this, when will you be able to do it?

I will make all sorts of excuses and procrastinate and procrastinate and die of old age.

‘No.’

For a moment, I imagined my older brother laughing between Louise and the princess. I also imagined myself watching it from behind alone.

It’s terrible. If you see that scene in your dream, you have the confidence to wake up crying.

‘Now it’s my turn.’

She clenched her fists and held on to her will. If Louise moved, now I have to move.

Of course, it’s impossible right now. At least you should prepare your mind. That’s right, what words should I confess to my brother, where would I make my first and last confession—

“Oh, I also talked about Irina to my older brother.”

“… Huh?”

It’s like ‘well done?’ Louise looked at her with the same face. Her sparkling eyes and the corners of her mouth raised to the fullest seemed to beg for compliments.

“…….”

“This, Irina! It hurts!”

I thought he wanted to show affection, so I hugged him.

As much as I am grateful, with all my strength.

Fortunately, Louise said, ‘Irina likes you too!’ It wasn’t a level statement. He only hinted that there were more people who liked him.

‘It’s more dangerous.’

I can’t be careless. Besides me, Louise, and the Princess, there might be people in the academy who like my brother. As long as you overcome the fear of being the head of the inspection department, your brother is a really cool guy.

If there is a person who overcomes fear, and if the older brother who listened to Louise’s words meets that person…

‘Absolutely not.’

I can’t see that kind of situation even if it’s unfair. I got permission from the gongnyeo, and I was nervous and anxious around my brother, but who eats it raw?

That will never happen. If such a person appears, he will not be forgiven in the name of Yorun.

So I quickly set out to find my brother. I think I will regret it for the rest of my life if I delay even a little and the situation I was concerned about happens.

“Oh, brother!”

“Irina?”

Fortunately Enen was looking after me, so I was able to find my brother in time.

“What, what happened? I think he ran.”

Looking at me gasping for breath, my older brother asked anxiously.

Worry that warms your heart. But now is not the time to indulge in this warmth.

“Brother, there’s something I really want to tell you.”

“To me?”

The sudden appearance and sudden words, but my brother nodded his head as if to say something.

“I’m not a duchy, and I can’t inherit a title.”

A ducal family, the pinnacle of nobility. A nobleman who is treated more highly than a normal nobleman. I don’t belong to anything

“But, still, Count Yorun is a prestigious family. It’s not as good as Krasius… But it’s not enough to be by my brother’s side.”

My brother’s eyes started to tremble at my words.

Seeing that, he trembled as well, but he did not run away. If I back off now, I have nowhere to go.

“Oh, what do you think…?”

…Still, I couldn’t help but shrink at the end.

***

Wow.

Wow…

‘Chief 3, Sibal.’

Have you ever sprayed drugs on Count Yorun?

A reasonable doubt. Poor Irina is caught up in a biochemical attack by the evil Section 3, and seems to be beside herself.

‘I’m sure.’

Of course, when Section 3 robbed Count Yorun, she didn’t bother to remember that Irina was already at the academy.

Actually, I have no senses and no brain.

Just do it.