Civil Servant in a Romance Fantasy chapter 82

Dynamic Life History - 3

Dynamic Life History – 3

There are many reasons for spitting out the work you’ve seen. It just didn’t suit my taste, I just didn’t like the development, I just forgot to watch it as it was after not watching it for a day, it’s just because the spring breeze is warm. Anyway, there are various reasons.

And the reason I spit out the original story of this world was for the two reasons above. It was a work that I found after looking around because there was nothing to see, so I didn’t really like it, and the development was sad. Among them, I was so surprised by the development.

‘How do you do that to a little boy?’

If Louise were a possessed person or a reincarnated person, that would be the case. Only the shell is young, and the contents are adults. Even if you are a regressor, you can accept it after making a hundred concessions. Unfortunately, however, Louise was an innocent child who did not belong to any of the gray ice circles.

The original author gave an 8-year-old child, who is both physically and mentally young, an ordeal of too spicy taste. I saw that and thought, ‘Oh, this is a bit.’ And spit it out quickly. I didn’t know my life would be spicy back then, but at least I rolled as an adult.

“Even if you weren’t here…”

The last line of Louise’s older sister. The relationship between the Nayard sisters was a cliché if it were a cliché.

A younger sister who was born weak and receives the attention of the family, a younger sister who is always loved by people because she is bright even though she is weak. My sister’s illness that no one noticed because she only cared about it.

It was really impressive to see her eyes glaring at Louise with resentment while her eyes were closed due to a belatedly discovered illness. Her drawing was also good, so it was clearer. Louise’s pale face was also well drawn. I didn’t really want to see it in high quality.

She inadvertently turned her gaze to Louise and saw her making macaroons as she requested. She always has a bright smile on her face.

‘That’s amazing.’

Can you be so bright after going through such a thing at such a young age? Of course, Louise is not a psychopath who is not saddened by her sister’s death. Even at the time, she was shocked and depressed. It was around that time that Prince Ma Jong met Louise.

But I don’t know what happened, or maybe she won her heart on her own, but now Louise has grown up to be a bright and kind person on the outside. To be honest, the reason she didn’t recognize Louise on her first day at the academy was because she had grown up too much, but it was also because her impression was brighter.

How could she have predicted that a child who had gone through such a thing would be so bright? I thought the setting of being possessed would be based on impoverishment or something like that rather than bright charm.

“It’s done!”

They looked at Louise with pity for a while, but when the news of her completion spread, the hyenas attacked again.

Strangely, like the last time, I seem to eat macarons especially well. What is this really Was it not a matter of taste, but a severe unbalanced diet? Do you hate cookies that much?

***

I kept my mouth shut because the topic was about family. I’m not in a position to talk happily about my family.

Still, I can’t show any discomfort. If I show a reluctance here, it’s like promoting that I have a bad memory. It’s something other people don’t need to know.

You just have to stay still. If you stay still, no one will care. It’s a light topic anyway, so don’t worry.

“I’m sick too, I’m sick too, why only you!”

“Even if you weren’t here…”

Recalling her sister’s last words to me, she bit her lip lightly. Her sister’s words come to mind without my intention, as if she was still under her water surface and then suddenly surged up.

I will never forget those words. How can i forget It’s also my sister’s will, and it’s like she really died because of me. Even if I didn’t exist, unnie wouldn’t have been like that.

“It’s our fault that Hilda left. She left because she hated us. Louise, it’s not your fault.”

My father said so. She cried several times over the death of her mother and sister, but she didn’t blame me. But where are the parents blaming her daughter?

If I share the responsibility, my share is the biggest. Because I enjoyed the interest and love of the two of them, and because I was happy that the people in my family were taking care of me, I acted more like a child. I couldn’t be satisfied with that, because I coveted the gaze that would go to her sister.

‘That’s too bad.’

It’s my fault. It’s my fault for taking the love of my family by myself. If I hadn’t been there, my sister would have been completely loved and lived happily. Love doesn’t just go to one person, it has to go equally.

As I was about to lower my head more and more with the guilt that raised my head in my heart, my brother’s eyes met.

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No, you shouldn’t show your dark side. Even now, my older brother looked at me right away. She might have been disappointed because she showed a bad side.

“Family affairs are finished like this. If you hear royal secrets like this, you should cut off your ears.”

But contrary to my worries, my older brother stopped the conversation. He wasn’t disappointed when he saw my expression, he was rather considerate. And he asked me to make macarons out of the blue.

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No matter who heard it, it was blatant consideration. The macarons were fine, so she said she wished they made more? Actually, my older brother didn’t even eat much. In the first place, the taste… Is a person who can hardly feel it.

‘You must have been embarrassed.’

So it seems that he tried to change the atmosphere with a strange excuse. Unsurprisingly, unlike usual, his eyes moved here and there.

I almost laughed. At the same time, tears were about to come out. I was so grateful that he cared about things that could be overlooked or that he could be disappointed.

You don’t even know what I’ve been through. You don’t even know what you’re thinking. Just by looking at your expression, you worry about me like this.

‘Thank you.’

I muttered to myself because I couldn’t say it out loud. In this situation, if I say thank you out of the blue, only the other kids will think it’s strange.

“It’s done!”

So I shouted brightly as usual. Because getting my brother’s consideration and resolving my heart is the only reward I can give.

“It’s delicious, Lady Louise. You seem to be making it really well.”

I felt sorry for Ainter’s words belatedly. I forgot to put in the medicine.

My brother can’t taste the taste, so I should put something good for the body. They also usually eat a lot of sweets, so I should also take care of things that are good for the body.

…Yes. Well, a day or so would be fine.

***

Fortunately, Louise was smiling brightly until the end of the club. Of course, I don’t know what’s going on inside.

In the first place, Louise doesn’t even know how to deal with his childhood trauma. He may have completely overcome it, but he may still be suffering from it. I thought it was the former because he’s usually bright, but looking at his expression today, it doesn’t seem like it.

‘It can’t be helped.’

I’m worried, but what I can do is the level of consideration I did today. Comforting them when they look depressed, and folding the board when a bad topic comes up. More than that is impossible.

Because I’m not officially aware of Louise’s past. Louise didn’t even tell me about the past, but I know about the past and give advice or worry?

“…How does Carl’s brother know that?”

This is probably the reaction. You become a crazy stalker on the spot. Even since I am the head of the inspection department, I evolve from a simple ‘crazy stalker’ to a ‘heavy inspection manager who turned on his family and his past’.

That’s a problem that even Louise would freak out and run away from. Instead of her relationship with Irina being restored, her relationship with Louise will be broken. Is equivalent exchange crazy?

Anyway, Louise’s trauma is a problem that can only be dealt with if someone tells her what’s inside her. If you haven’t been able to solve it alone so far, sharing it with someone you can trust is also a way.

‘Because the little ones have a heavy mouth.’

The guy who told me to tell him if I had any worries is keeping his mouth shut about his worries.

It’s a bit embarrassing, but the pity is bigger, and when I see Louise, she treats me strangely well. Is it the kind of pity you feel when you see a poor girl head of household? Do you know that this child is happiness?

“The unanswered things.”

I muttered with a sigh in frustration. In fact, even if Louise wants to confide in her heart, her biggest problem is that she has no one to confide in. If even one of her five members becomes close with Louise, she will tell you in detail. However, there is only shoveling and checks on each other.

Louise thinks that her older sister is dead because she is the only one receiving her parents’ love. In the aftermath of that, she seems to be blocked from the idea that she chooses one of her friends and gets closer. So, she is reluctant to be in a situation where only one is favored.

So, someone from the team, not Louise, has to actively approach, but these intellectually degenerate bastards do not have an answer even after one semester ends. Louise’s trauma must be resolved so that Louise can choose one, but her trauma itself does not come out of her mouth.

‘The young lady would also want to fall in love.’

Young lady wants to love you.

I thought of a title that only I knew in this world. The original title that I didn’t remember immediately after possessing, but suddenly came up one day. Of course, it’s not the original content, and it’s meaningless to know the title.

Still, it’s a salty title if you think about it in connection with Louise’s circumstances. Guys, Louis also wants to do something called love. So please, let’s get out there.

‘I can’t even expect it.’

Her heart wants her to go ahead, but her head has already decided it’s hopeless. It would be more effective to pray for a sixth figure to emerge.

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Comment

  1. AT AT AT AT says:

    Damn, to think even Louise had such a tragic background. I suppose a name of the game is that everyone in the novel gets some hidden trauma. So she blames herself for her sister’s death because she captured the family’s attention as a child, especially since her sister died full of resentment towards her.

  2. TerriblyArrogant says:

    The author is bent on having Louise become the main girl or having her in the harem.

  3. LuxX says:

    Lol, I will pray for Mc.

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