How To Live As A Writer In A Fantasy World chapter 111

Chapter 111

It took a long time to notice, but once I realized it, the conversation with Marie had no choice but to be awkward. If what I was expecting was correct, her mother wouldn’t have given her medicine, and Marie wouldn’t have come dressed like this.

I never thought that such a situation would come before, and I thought that such a situation would happen unexpectedly and I would be able to get over it. But the problem is my desire, which Cecily raised through her work (?).

I don’t know if Cecily was really intentional, or if she had unintentionally spread her lust, but it was getting harder and harder to hold on. It is a s*xual desire that was difficult to deal with after reincarnation, but it is on the verge of reaching its limit as of today.

‘Fortunately, I can stand it now.’

I slowly raised my head, which had been lowered down, and looked at Marie. She sits in front of me in a revealing evening dress that barely reveals most of her chest area.

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Even before, I couldn’t check it because it was far away, but looking at it up close, it’s even more shocking. Because the dress was made of a see-through material, or the pure white flesh was showing through.

Men feel a stronger desire for a woman who shows secretly like this than for a woman who is completely naked.

When Marie, who is not another woman, appears in front of me dressed like this, I get confused. The will to blend in with me is strongly appealing with the dress alone.

“Isaac. Can you tell me why you called me? And don’t you have much more to say?”

Marie spoke to me when I was barely controlling my urges with the utmost patience. Marie’s characteristic fresh voice was still there, but her atmosphere was so full that even her voice sounded lewd.

At this, I removed the hands that covered my face and faced Marie directly. As if she was shy like me, her face was subtly red and her lips were quivering.

Fortunately, it seems I wasn’t the only one feeling nervous. Thanks to this, I gained confidence and could barely open my mouth.

“…Yes. I called because I had something to tell you. But the clothes…”

“Why clothes?”

“…No. We’ll talk about this later. Time no, the night is still coming.”

“… …”

I’m not saying the time is long, the ‘night’ is long. Even a small difference at first glance has a completely different meaning in the current situation.

In fact, it was nothing more than my indirect permission to grant Marie’s wishes. Perhaps Marie also realized the meaning, her cheeks became redder like Snow White, and her face, which had been roaring around, began to crack gradually.

Just before the awkward situation subsided and the silence subsided, I decided to start with the main topic. As everyone knows, the reason I brought Marie into the bedroom is because of her relationship with Lina.

Although Lina and Leort have done a great deal to me, they are the imperial family of the Minerva Empire. If you make it an enemy, nothing will help, and like this exhibition, you have to make it a strong ally.

Cecily declared that she would protect me, but the position of the demons is not yet clear. So, making Lina on my side will make the future easier.

‘I was so reluctant to do politics, but life is so amazing.’

No one knows the future of man. I, who hated politics, tried to convince her Marie to make Lina an ally.

Still, it is convenient to prepare in advance rather than being dragged around. If I resume the serialization in the future, my value will be greater than now, and I will have no choice but to do politics even if I don’t want to.

“number of animals.”

“yes.”

“This story may be sensitive to you, because it concerns Lina.”

flinch-

Is it because Lina, who was the object of contempt beyond bad ties, was mentioned in my mouth? She could see Marie’s body twitch for a moment, and the corners of her mouth that had risen sharply went down.

It felt like the atmosphere that had been ripened as if it was going to burn at any moment suddenly fell. I thought I said it for nothing, but this is one of the difficult problems that will have to be solved someday.

Just like there is a saying that it is better to be hit with dust, I want to stop procrastinating and procrastinating until Satan comes in to fix it.

“…why Lina?”

Marie narrowed her fine brow slightly and asked me if I felt a little bad about setting a candle in a good mood. His expression was full of dissatisfaction and he spoke.

He fixed his gaze, which was constantly going down, on her face as much as possible. From here on, she should be able to speak her mouth well so that Marie doesn’t feel bad anymore, and her mood that has subsided can be restored to its original state.

I stared at the pretty face of Marie even with an impression on me, and then I spoke out what I wanted to say.

“I’ve always been curious, and I’m planning to get closer to Lina and Leort-sama in the future. As you know, Xenon’s biography has grown exponentially in size every time a new book is released. By the time it’s finished, maybe even the country won’t be able to handle it. do not know.”

“…You’re trying to make Lina your ally? To protect you, your family, and your family in case something goes wrong in the future.”

“Exactly.”

As if from the Duke of Requilis, Marie pinpointed exactly what I wanted. However, the disgruntled face was still there.

Perhaps it would be a story that would hurt her self-esteem. She is from the Requilis family, and she is confident, so why is she attracting her royal family?

However, when my identity is revealed, many eyes will be focused on me, and dark hands will also reach out. To prevent that, you need to have as many allies as possible.

“Is Cecily not enough? He said he would help you both physically and mentally.”

That’s a question I was expecting. I nodded my head and replied that I was sorry, but I couldn’t help it.

“It’s not enough, but it’s not enough. Like the last super-high theft, the world is full of uncertainty. In the worst case, I could be kidnapped.”

“… …”

“And the scariest thing is… you and my family will get hurt because of me.”

I don’t care what happens to me. It was enough if I was the only one taking damage.

But not family. Considering the love and devotion my family has shown me so far, they are like a treasure to me.

To think that such a family would be harmed because of me… It was terrifying to even imagine.

As a person who has lost his family in an accident in the blink of an eye in a previous life, I want to prevent it somehow.

“Especially as much as I do, I want to protect you no matter what. You loved me before you even knew that I was Xenon, and you even confessed to me. You are a precious treasure and precious woman to me. Just imagine that you would get hurt. .. I will struggle for the rest of my life. Until I reveal that I am Xenon, you will protect me, but after that it’s my turn to protect you.”

“… …”

“Please, I want you to know how I feel. It’s okay to be selfish. I’ll do anything to protect you.”

“…really, you’re thinking like that.”

When I brought out all the feelings I had inside, Marie answered with a smirk. She raises her head at him. What is this?

I just ran into her, who was staring at me with an expression that she couldn’t dry her chin with one hand. Her blue eyes were filled with deep emotions, and they were moist.

Then she slowly closed her eyes, seeming to organize her thoughts quietly, then opened her eyes to face me directly.

“Are you talking about playing with people’s hearts? Those words, can you really take responsibility for that? Protecting me.”

“Even if it cuts off both hands, I will protect you.”

“If you say that, I can’t accept it. All right. I’ll accept it.”

Fortunately, he seems to have persuaded me. For a short while, I called for joy inside, holding on to the string of tension and asking the question I wanted to ask.

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Even if they made Lina into an ally, it is clear that progress will be slow as long as she maintains a rough relationship with Marie. The future will be comfortable if you somehow loosen the relationship between the two.

“It’s not enough to have them as allies. I wonder what happened between you and Lina.”

“…why is that again? Wasn’t it enough to leave him as an ally?”

It was the woman who frowned as if she had touched her trauma and showed a dislike for her. A completely different reaction than before.

But I did not care and continued what I had to say. It’s something I’ve always wondered about, and it’s one of the issues that need to be improved somehow.

It can be said that the remote area is wide, but it is not right to engage in a war of nerves with those who will become allies. So I’m tying the gun.

“Even if you leave him as an ally, the lingering feelings between people will paralyze your reason. Above all, Lina seems to feel sorry for you too. As I said before, I want to be prepared.”

“… …”

“It’s not that I don’t trust you. I don’t know for now, but I’ll come back like a boomerang someday. If Lina has a bad heart, our worst enemy will appear.”

“Whoa…”

Marie closed her eyes and sighed again, as if my persuasion had cooled her head. Fortunately, it seems to have worked.

Then Marie kept her chin clenched and looked away and tapped the cheek with her finger. After a while, she quietly opened her mouth to clear her thoughts.

“…As you said, it must be a problem that needs to be solved someday.

“What happened?”

“Just… As you know, me and Lina were childhood friends. The Requilis family was one of the emperor’s close associates, so we naturally became close. We must be the same age, my father sent me to the Imperial Palace. All my education was in the Imperial Palace. Until then… the problem was the social church. It was when I was 12.”

“It’s a social church…”

Unlike our family, which governs a single rural village, I have heard that high-ranking families make their debut in social churches from an early age. From then on, he gradually expands his contacts and plans for the future.

In particular, I am sure that Marie and Lina would have received a lot of attention. It was a princess and a daughter of the duke. I can’t go if I’m not interested.

“You know, but I can instinctively see people’s sincerity. It’s okay now, but I was too young to take care of facial expressions at the time. On the other hand, Lina was completely different. Her facial expression management was perfect, and she fascinated people with her flashy wit. .”

“Are you jealous?”

“Ah. What do you see me as? I just thought that it was amazing~”

Marie waved her hand in denial of my guess. If he was like someone else, he would feel jealous, but because he was so innocent, there seems to be no time to feel jealous.

“But the problem is… Rina and I have appeared elsewhere, too. Princess Lina and the duke’s daughter-in-law me. It would have been perfect just looking at this… But like you said, there are people who feel jealous.”

“Who wentssips or teased you?”

“That’s right. From the age of 15, the countess Young-ae began to subtly divide us between the two. Neither I nor Lina knew it at all.”

It was the beginning of a full-fledged political career. I listened with a hard expression on my face, as if something serious was about to happen.

Marie glanced at me like that, then smiled and continued explaining in a low voice.

But I could see. Her hands began to tremble intermittently. It was as if the trauma had been deeply embedded in her chest.

“You know that the power of nobles is usually counts, not dukes or marquis, right? The young girl’s family was also one of the most powerful.

“… …”

“She started to completely isolate me. Every time I approached Lina, she dropped her for no reason, and she said bad things to her. Of course Lina didn’t believe it, but it piled up… Lina also me. ..”

“Stop. That’s it.”

At this point, I think we can stop talking. I hurriedly grabbed Marie’s hand and cut off the horse resolutely.

Not only trembling her hands, but also speaking with her voice trembling, Marie slowly raised her head as soon as I held her hand. She was unaware of herself, but before she knew it, tears welled up in her eyes.

I looked at Marie with sad eyes. The always dignified and energetic figure has disappeared, leaving only the person betrayed by a friend.

There are few memories as terrifying and painful as being betrayed by a trusted friend. Especially since I had such an experience at a young age, the scars must have been engraved more deeply.

Fortunately, the misunderstanding was cleared up and it seemed like the job was done well, but it became an unforgettable memory for Marie for the rest of her life. She seemed to know roughly why she hated and despised Lina so much.

“I think I asked for nothing. I’m really sorry. I didn’t even know there was such a thing…”

“Oh, no. After that, the misunderstanding was cleared up, and the Earl Young-ae was expelled from her family. Actually, Lina also bowed her head and apologized to me. I just didn’t receive an apology.”

“It’s not that I didn’t get an apology, it’s that I didn’t.”

Trust between people is extremely difficult to restore once broken. Most of the time, it is difficult even if you try to fix it for the rest of your life.

Just as a hole remains even when a nail is removed from a wall, a hole in a person’s heart can never be fixed.

“…you won’t?”

Marie roughly wiped her tears with the back of her hand and asked me in a wet voice. Without a word, I grabbed her hand and said firmly.

“Never. No matter what happens, I will only tell you the truth.”

“Did that kid have an affair with Cecily?”

“… …”

This leaves me with nothing to say. As if Marie was playing with her mouth like I was a honey-eaten dumb, she burst into laughter.

Then, while pinching my cheeks, he acted naturally.

“It’s like having a girlfriend like this and making another girl. Is she even prettier?

“…Did you talk to Cecily well?”

“Yeah, I’ll give Cecily special permission.”

There was no sign of discomfort even though they didn’t know what they were talking about. Rather, it feels closer to regret.

Moreover, given the nuance of being superior to Cecily, Marie seems to have a tight grip on the option.

I sighed in relief for a moment, feeling happy inside, and gently grabbed Marie’s wrist, which pinched my cheek.

And slowly, very slowly, he put it on the desk. Marie followed my hand and moved her arm without any resistance.

“… …”

So the two of us looked at each other without saying a word, just holding hands. The atmosphere grew more ripe just by looking at it.

I started with Marie’s face and slowly lowered my gaze.

From the slender nape of the neck, to the chest that boasts a prominent presence with most of the area exposed, to the inner flesh that is softly reflected through the evening dress.

I couldn’t take my eyes off the picture-like figure and at the same time stimulated my desire like a needle.

It was a time when he was looking at Marie with an openly lustful gaze, as if there was nothing to be afraid of.

“…Isaac.”

Marie called my name with a shy look. At this, I slowly raised my head.

As soon as she made eye contact with me, she averted her gaze and tucked her hair behind her ear. And she says in a voice that sounds like an ant crawling.

“That… you said during the show. Let’s chat over coffee in the bedroom.”

“yes.”

“Do you know what that means?”

I don’t know the exact meaning, but would you like to eat the famous ramen? maybe similar to

I couldn’t even take a sip of coffee because I was talking, but that meaning alone is enough. Because I had already made up my mind.

I opened my mouth, holding Marie’s hand tighter, who was blushing and embarrassed.

“I didn’t know then, but I think I do now.”

“… …”

“…Are you going to drink?”

To my indirect question, Marie…

“…yes.”

I allowed it by giving a direct answer.

Hearing the answer, I slowly lowered my chin and exhaled heavily. And asked her with her cautious attitude.

“Aren’t you sorry?”

“You have no regrets.”

“I still lack a lot, and it can be frustrating at times.”

“I’m fussy and stubborn.”

Marie responded to my concerns one by one with clarity. Then, the more he did, the more courage he gained, and eventually he faced me head-on and exchanged glances.

I stood up without saying a word while staring straight into Marie’s eyes, a mixture of determination and tension, and expectation and affection. Marie got up and got up, holding her hand as if I was escorting her.

“…Isaac.”

“Yeah, Marie.”

“I love you.”

Marie confesses her love to me with a blushing smile on her face. It was so beautiful, cute, and s*xy that I couldn’t stand it any longer.

I slowly brought my face closer and stopped in front of Marie’s nose. Marie never turned her head, even when my face was in front of her nose.

“…me too.”

ugh-

Release the hands that were holding each other, and go up slowly and gently, then toward your back. Her other free hand swept across her thin waist and moved to her back.

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Every time my hands moved softly like snakes, Marie’s slender body twitched. Meanwhile, I was finally able to hug Marie.

I didn’t know it until now because I was only looking at the front, but I could tell that the back was exposed coolly. The feel of my back is transmitted through my hands as it is.

“ha…”

As they hugged, Marie let out a hot breath. Then he groped my body and hugged me carefully and strongly.

Unlike the hugs she’d had until now, she could feel her skin and the sound of her heart. Over her evening dress, a large chest presses on me.

Marie’s breasts are as soft as marshmallows and change shape freely even with small pressure. How does it feel to touch this with my hand?

But it’s not the time yet. Marie is the woman who presents me with a sweet first night, so she should be cherished like a piece of glass.

“…Isaac. Something below…”

“You made it here.”

“… …”

Marie seems to have sensed my man who has already started to sting. She continued to glance down at my puffy undershirt as she swelled up.

So, as if digging an eye somewhere, I swept down the two hands that were on my back. Not too fast, not too slow, just enough for her to feel.

“Excited!”

Marie trembled at the sudden stimulus and made a strange noise. Surprised, the arms around me tightened even more. But I didn’t stop there.

A cut in the back means that my hand can penetrate all the way down to it. I gently caressed her back and at one point wiped her down to the bottom of her waist.

It wasn’t a secret secret, but by sweeping her hips and wide pelvis like a pottery, she began to annoy her.

“Huh… haha…”

Marie trembled and moaned as the fresh stimulation continued one after another. As she lowered her head, unable to look at me, one of her hands grabbed her chin and forced her to lift.

“Huh…? Eup!”

And then a surprise kiss. Marie stiffened her body at the sudden kiss, but then withdrew her strength and accepted it.

One hand held the back of her head and the other grabbed her back and indulged her to her heart’s content.

chung! Chow! chung!

It’s not just a kiss on the lips, it’s an intense deep kiss like coveting each other. Just as I held Marie’s head firmly, Marie responded by hugging my neck.

It licks or bites its lips, inserting its tongue between the gaping lips and fumbling around in search of a mate.

Finally, their tongues become entangled, they exchange saliva, and they long for each other’s love.

“Whoa…”

“… …”

How long has the intoxication time passed? The two of us parted our lips as if we had agreed beforehand. A long, thin silver line ran between her lips and then cut off.

I looked at Marie’s face for a moment as the sweet taste spread in my mouth.

With his tongue sticking out and his eyes open, he clearly expresses the feeling of ecstasy. An expression that suits vulgarity rather than elegance.

And just before, one of the laces of her dress slid off from a violent kiss, exposing one side of her chest completely.

“…number of animals.”

“haha…”

She was already so excited that she couldn’t even respond properly and was panting for breath. I slowly brought her face to face and whispered everything in her ear.

“I love you.”

“I, me too…”

As soon as he answered with a trembling voice, he immediately took action. She stroked her face gently, then lowered her head and pressed her lips to the nape of her long, slender neck.

And licking it gently with his tongue, he savored the flavor of the flesh to his heart’s content. After washing, the sweet scent of soap stimulated the five senses.

“Ugh…”

As if satisfied, she let out a strange snort and shook her body. I led her slowly towards her bed…

“Ha!”

By grabbing one of her already exposed breasts, the deep night of the mansion began.

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