How To Live As A Writer In A Fantasy World chapter 210

Chapter 210

Because of Kate’s confession that she had given up on backwards, embarrassment took precedence over anger.

As if other people were similar, no one opened their mouth easily, and a deep silence subsided in the room.

I knew he had a personality that cuts back and forth and hits him first, but this is the level of just trampling on the accelerator and charging.

I’m curious to see how her way of thinking has turned into a form.

When only this heavy silence had subsided, Lina, who was at least calm, opened her mouth quietly.

“…Cardinal Kate.”

“Yes. Please tell me.”

“It’s a bit difficult to say this, but…”

Lina, who was speechless for a moment, put on an expression of deep concern and then immediately threw a fastball.

“You don’t have any friends?”

“Yeah?”

At first, Kate tilted her head and expressed her doubts. Lina confirmed this again.

“I asked if there were any people I could call friends.”

“All those who receive Luminus-sama’s protection are my friends and brothers.”

“… …”

In response to the devout believer’s answer, Lina nodded and looked at her. Compassion and pity were oozing out of her blue eyes.

According to Marie, Lina mentioned that she is very observant. Did he ask if she had any friends or even penetrate Kate’s mind?

Lina put down the almost empty teacup, exhaled, and spoke in her characteristic soft tone.

“That’s not what I meant. The friend I was talking about is someone you can deal with regardless of job, gender, or status. A person who distinguishes between public and private life, but has an equal relationship in private space. Finally, I’m talking about people about the same age as Cardinal Kate like me and Isaac and Marie and Cecily.”

“… …”

“I wonder if Cardinal-sama had such a friend.”

“Well…”

After hearing Lina’s explanation, Kate flickered the emerald light and bowed her head down. She then looked at me with a worried look, then lifted her head down and she looked at me.

Also, I was a little afraid of what would come out of that mouth, but fortunately, the next words were surprisingly normal.

“…there are people who have confided their concerns.”

“Who are you?”

“You are holy.”

Holy name is a title used to exalt the Pope. Even those who deal with him like a cardinal are extraordinary.

Lina heard the answer and immediately asked the question.

“May I ask what your age is?”

“You are currently spending 80 years.”

“Then what about Cardinal Kate?”

“It’s been 20 years.”

At that age, they are like grandfathers and granddaughters, and are never meant to be called friends. Conversely, for her, it means that the Pope is the only person with whom she can open up her inner troubles.

Since Luminus, not anyone else, gave the grace directly, there must have been a lot of interest in her from the denomination level as well.

Whatever the direction of that interest, many parts would have been limited. Since she couldn’t even treat her like a clergyman, there must have been few so-called ‘friends’ with her.

He possesses a strong enough force to rise to the position of the Grand Inquisitor at a young age. I couldn’t approach it hastily because it was both a literary and a martial artist.

It is very likely that this is the reason for the bizarre way of thinking focused solely on God. The education may have been good, but there is bound to be a major flaw in human relationships.

“The friend I’m talking about isn’t what Cardinal Kate thinks it is. It’s hard to say, but it’s broader.”

“In a broad sense… I don’t know.”

“You will learn more as time goes on. Perhaps the reason why you were attracted to Isaac is because you met someone who could be your first friend. Isaac is not only favored by Luminous like Cardinal, but also has no need to be adored or lead. Because there is no one.”

Lina brought out a very plausible explanation, befitting her position as a princess. When Kate heard the story, too, she looked down at me and seemed to think deeply.

He didn’t seem to have a clear sense of it yet, but this is a problem that time will solve. I looked straight into Kate’s emerald eyes and opened my mouth.

“I also agree with Lina’s words. Currently, Kate-san is happy to find someone she can talk to in an equal relationship, and it can be concluded that it is not love at all.”

“… …”

“Friendship is an indescribable relationship. You can joke with each other, but don’t be rude. You don’t get close all at once, but you can seep into that person little by little and make up a big part of your life.”

There are three things that are important in human relationships. Family, lovers, and finally friends.

Needless to say, my family is a precious existence, and my lover can make up for my lack and create another life.

And a friend can be seen as one body even though the body is separated. That is why the existence of a friend is very important in a person’s life.

But Kate hasn’t had anyone who can be called a friend so far. It is highly probable that she does not even know that she is lonely because she has no friends from the beginning.

“So, I’ll accept it as long as it’s friendship, not love. By the way, I’m not saying it’s a seed between friends.”

“Because they’re friends… I don’t know. When you receive Luminus-sama’s blessing, aren’t they all friends and brothers?”

“That’s a doctrine, and friends are different from person to person.”

I guess you know Kate is like a frog in a well.

I can understand why Luminus wants you to find your happiness while giving her a hard time. Even Luminous sees Kate’s narrow relationship to the point of tears.

In my previous life, I was cut off from the world after losing my parents in an accident, but Kate got it wrong right from the start.

A woman who faithfully follows the doctrine, but has not been able to form any relationship properly personally. Even loneliness could have been comforted by Luminous.

When I thought of that, I felt sorry for him, and I comforted him with a soft voice.

“Mr. Kate. God can be a big part of a person. But it can’t be everything. Luminous-sama loves Kate, but he doesn’t cover everything, right? He said that this time he also gave a stinging sting. “

“Yeah.”

“So it’s not too late now, so I’m slowly turning my attention elsewhere. It’s the same as serving Luminous, but you’re living the life of Kate. Oh, by the way, you said you lived in the countryside? did you get it?”

“I was 5 years old. The village was attacked by thieves and it was in a state of chaos. At that time, Luminus gave me light.”

“… …”

I think I stepped on a landmine. He was speaking in a calm tone, but what he contained was clearly sadness.

Originally, it was planned to continue the relationship as if reminiscent of a friend who lived in the countryside, but I never imagined that such a past might be hidden.

As I was at a loss as to what to say, I managed to open my mouth and apologize.

“…I’m sorry. I never dreamed of such an incident.”

“It’s okay. If you’re really sorry, you can give me a seed.”

“… …”

Is that a joke? It must be a joke. it must be a joke

I smiled bitterly when Kate smiled and brought out a pointless joke (?).

“…Anyway, Mr. Kate. I can say that the feeling that Mr. Kate feels for me is not love. It is the joy of meeting someone who could be a friend. You must have been confused as it was the first time you felt it.”

“Okay. So, does your heart race when you see Isaac’s face?”

“No… no, it’s an expectation.”

It could have been called an arrhythmia. Kate heard my answer, nodded her head, and looked at Marie and Cecily on either side of me.

Then he put his hand on his chest and tilted his head as if strangely.

“Unlike Isaac-nim, the two of you don’t have a heartbeat. Does that mean they’re not friends yet?”

“You’ll find out if you keep looking at your face. It’s a little strange to be friends in one day.”

It doesn’t make any sense to quickly become friends with people who have been venomous in the first place. Since the first impression is well established, the gaze towards Kate is not very good.

Kate blinked a couple of times and then nodded. She is herself, and she seems to have convinced herself of something.

“Okay. This strange feeling I’m feeling… It’s not love, it’s friendship.”

“It’s an expectation rather than friendship. The expectation that I can make friends as people, not as friends as taught in the doctrine.”

“Okay. I’ll recognize it. Then the seeds…”

“It’s not friendship, it’s when you feel love in the true sense. Not right now.”

Injecting knowledge one by one feels like brainwashing. But Kate has to do it anyway, as the things she’s learned from her denomination have already filled her head.

Wouldn’t it be deplorable if Luminus checked Kate’s condition? God can show the way, but he can’t provide education, so this is what happened.

I would like to go to the temple tomorrow and ask how they educated children, but this is a problem at the denomination level rather than the Luminus.

“Anyway, let’s end this story here. Do you have anything else you would like to say?”

“Not necessarily.”

“I want to ask you one thing, is it okay?”

Cecily, who was quietly listening to the conversation, asked a question. At that, Kate’s eyes turned to Cecily.

Cecily faced Kate directly and spoke out about things she was curious about.

“It was a little strange to hear Cardinal Kate’s words. Does the Luminus Church call it a man’s seed?”

“Is that of a man?”

“Yeah.”

“If you call a seed a seed, how else would you describe it?”

But the reaction is strange. Normally, you would understand, but Kate’s expression is that she doesn’t understand what she’s saying.

At this, not only Cecily, but other people also felt a sense of incongruity, making a mysterious expression. Afterwards, Cecily asked the question in a confident voice.

“…Cardinal Kate.”

“Yes. Please tell me.”

“Do you know how a child is born, Cardinal?”

“Of course. I’ve been taught that when a woman receives a man’s seed, a child is born in her belly.”

“It’s not that, a little more detail. Please tell me in detail.”

Kate made a face asking why she was asking, and then explained ‘what she learned’ at the church.

It sounded a bit vulgar, but it wasn’t at all.

“I heard that white seeds grow in a man’s body and can be artificially released. Doesn’t it mean that if a woman eats that seed, a child will be born?”

“…do you eat? Where?”

“Of course, the mouth. Where do you eat other than the mouth?”

what the hell did i hear When she couldn’t even keep her mouth shut, this time Marie asked in an urgent voice.

“Well, then, what about a man and a woman sleeping in the same bed? Haven’t you heard of such a thing?”

“Oh, I’ve heard that too. But I’ve heard that it doesn’t make children. The most important thing is the seeds.”

There will be no spectacles like this. Suddenly, Lina, who was opposite her, opened her mouth in amazement.

When Lina puts on such an expression, you can see how serious Kate’s s*xual knowledge is. Originally, Lina would blush at conversations like this.

I looked at Kate with an innocent expression on her face and remembered what happened in the dorm before.

“Come on, wait a minute. Kate. Didn’t you tell me this before? Kate says she’s confident in her face and body.”

“Yeah.”

“Why did you say that?”

“In the church, I learned that the more beautiful the face and body, the better the seeds of a man. Especially if you are naked, the effect increases.”

“Then what is rape? Do you know what rape means?”

“Of course. It’s a criminal act for a man to force a woman to feed seeds.”

“… …”

You left out the most important part. But is this even possible?

When a person grows up, it is natural to meet the secondary s*xual characteristics, and especially for women, menstruation is accompanied by it.

Naturally, people will be interested, but how could they not tell us about the most important part?

As I sighed as I buried my hands in my face, Cecily, who had a similar feeling, asked quietly.

“So… do you know where the seeds come from in men?”

“No. I’ve been taught that when a man gives you a seed, you’ll know it naturally.”

“… …”

It’s like this red bean bread without red beans.