Chapter 318
My worrying, not worrying, that is, thinking about the scene that will appear at the end of the 24th volume is the same meaning that the 23rd volume has been released.
The main content of Book 23 is the battle between Jealousy and Zeno in a kingdom that has reached the brink of destruction. And a lot of logic comes and goes in between.
Jealousy, who admits that it is a bad act, even if he justifies his revenge, and Zeno, who views such jealousy as pity rather than anger.
Two people under the same sky, taught by the same teacher, but born with opposite fates.
One is destined to destroy the world, and one is destined to save the world.
It was a very contrasting situation, but ironically, Zeno understood such jealousy.
Being his perfect arch-enemy, he could have become jealous too. But even though he understood the pain, he could not sympathize.
It’s closer to the part that I didn’t exactly do. Even if the circumstances of his jealousy were so unfortunate that he cried, the fact that he had committed an evil deed did not change.
So Jealousy and Zeno came to face each other. The place where they met each other was the audience room.
Also, the audience was covered in blood due to the slaughter of jealousy, and Jealousy also slaughtered blood and flesh with his own hands and then sat on the throne by himself.
The father’s neck is on the right side, and the brother’s neck is on the left side.
Finally, the lover who took his own life was seated in the queen’s seat, and jealousy calmly welcomed Zeno.
I don’t know how much effort went into that scene alone. I tried hard to express the feeling of going to an audience with the king, but as if I was going to subdue the ruler of the dungeon.
In fact, Jealousy called itself a ‘king’. The strange part was that the kingdom was on the verge of being turned to ashes by the demons.
A light debate between the two started like that. After the argument, they realized that they did not communicate with each other and started a full-scale battle.
In particular, what Jealousy said to Zeno just before the battle will be engraved in the minds of many.
[I was not born into this world because I wanted to. I didn’t meet those parents because I wanted to. I don’t want to live like this. I didn’t want to be born in this world.]
A word that represents the miserable life history of jealousy and the feelings of illegitimate children who still suffer to this day.
The awareness of illegitimate children is so low that it is taken for granted that they are abandoned as soon as they are born. This is because it can lead to great chaos by failing to cause discord in the family.
Of course, there are people who take responsibility for illegitimate children as their own, but that is very few. Most consider it a ‘stain’ and throw it away mercilessly.
In severe cases, an assassin is sent to get rid of it cleanly. In this way, the illegitimate child will lead an unwanted life, as Jealousy said.
It perfectly fits the case of the victim who became the perpetrator. At least I wouldn’t have done it if I had helped him live like a human being.
[Friedrich Gukseo was also praised as a romantic in the world, but there was a blemish in the end. It will not be different from other royal families or nobles.]
[If you can’t keep your undergarments, shouldn’t you at least take responsibility for your children?]
[Actually, there are many cases of jealousy in history.]
[If the demon invasion had actually happened, there would have been countless people who would be jealous.]
As a result, interest in illegitimate children increased significantly.
The tragic past of jealousy, and furthermore, the reality of Friedrich overlaps, so I can’t go without interest.
Because of this, it was originally recognized that they were on the verge of digging through the floor, but it became clear that they were the ‘victims’ and not the ‘potential perpetrators’.
[After the shock confession of Friedrich Gukseo, more and more people claim that he is the illegitimate child of a nobleman…]
[I will not ask you to take responsibility. But I want to live like a human.]
As it is not another book, but it was covered in Zeno’s biography, its ripple effect appeared in reality.
There were many people who confessed the secret of birth that had been hidden until now. A situation reminiscent of the mixed-race situation in Albenheim.
The number of nobility is about 0.01% to 0.3% of the total population. At first glance, it may seem small, but remember that humans alone have a population of more than several hundred million.
[The aristocrats who say they are not their children until the end, and those who want to check it out at the temple. Is it the truth?]
[Not only to the nobles, but also to the commoners. Desires are equal for all men and women.]
[Unlike the Human State, Albenheim and Helium are silent… The Animers and Machina are the same.]
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Elves have a natural temperament and have less s*xual desire than humans, and as demons know, they are very patient.
The same goes for dwarves. A bizarre race that prefers to touch steel in order to have s*x.
Suin-eun, let’s move on. In addition to being a race equipped with animal instincts, it is culturally far from illegitimate.
Accordingly, the issue of illegitimate children began to be dealt with mainly in the human state. Let’s borrow the name of a famous incident that occurred in our previous life and call it ‘MeToo, the illegitimate child’.
In fact, the problem of illegitimate children was a situation that spread without knowing it, but when Xenon’s life was poured with oil, it soared into a huge flame.
As with the #MeToo in my previous life, as time passed, innocent people appeared one by one.
The meaning of Xenon’s life gradually faded as more and more people tried to eat it with a strong back, and the number of people who got caught unfairly increased.
Fortunately, I was able to visit the temple to determine the truth, but the psychological damage I’ve suffered in the meantime is irreversible.
The illegitimate child is definitely a social problem that needs to be solved, but the people who want to take advantage of it are no different.
[An event that fully revealed the wretchedness and deceitfulness of human beings.]
[If there was no God, how would we hide the truth?]
[If you can be proud in front of God, reveal your birth.]
The increase in temple visitors is a bonus. No matter how much mortals appeal, God never lies.
Therefore, the #MeToo event this time will be remembered as such a social movement that only honest people are recognized.
A case suitable for studying human ugliness and psychology. It is estimated that many scholars will already publish a dissertation.
Around the time when a storm passed by in the world and the stillness gradually approached, I was contemplating the scene in the mansion…
“For Jin, Lily is more than a savior. So, how about treating him with the mindset of serving the savior?”
“That’s good too. Besides, Jin must have gotten stronger now that he’s mastered demonization. So, he’ll have to treat him like a glass craft.”
“Are the expectations greater than the tension? I was nervous.”
“I’m looking forward to it. I’ll have to consider this as well.”
Hearing the opinions of Cecily and Adelia, he was silently taking notes in his notebook. The two of them agreed so well that only my hands were busy.
What happened is that Gartz brought Cecily in to ask for his opinion on the s*xual scene. Not only her but also her Marie who was at her academy is here.
Originally, I planned to write as I liked, but when I think about it again, the psychological description was also important, so I called them.
I know a man’s heart well, but I don’t know a woman’s heart. Although it is s*xual love that only the instinct of a beast remains, psychological description is still necessary.
‘I didn’t know that opinions would fit so well.’
Adelia focused on Jin’s poor childhood, and Cecily focused on the fact that Jin was a persecuted demon, establishing opinions one by one.
Thanks to this, I was able to write the scenes of Jin and Lily, who had difficulties, without difficulty. However, the biggest problem occurred, and that is the ‘quantity’.
“You have a lot more volume than the main characters?”
Marie, who was watching silently, opened her mouth with a look of absurdity. As everyone knows, the scenes of Xenon and Mary refer to Marie’s comments.
However, our first night was somewhat radical, so we softened it up a bit. There were too many sublime parts to write openly, so I couldn’t do it.
This is the sea that Marie very much agreed with. When I tried to capture it, I first asked if I was embarrassed. But the real problem broke out with Jin and Lily.
The portion is too large. Since I wrote down each one in detail, it became a lot more than I had originally thought.
It’s a little too small to be called one volume, but it’s just too much to attach. This is a problem that occurred when even the detailed psychology was added as an additional element.
“Now that this has happened, how about adding more Xenon and Mary and sticking them together?”
Cecily, who had provided the cause, made a suggestive suggestion with an awkward smile. Adelia next to her smiled bitterly, but she seemed to sympathize with her inwardly.
Seeing them like that, Marie smirked and shifted her gaze to me, who was the final decision maker.
“What will Isaac do?”
“I know.”
I was worried as I looked at the pile of manuscript papers. It was a pain in the ass to hold back the desire that rose while I was writing it.
You may ask, ‘Do you put such effort into writing a scene? This is something I’ve talked about before.
It will be sold for adults, but children and teenagers who are most interested in s*x may see it. You have to think deeply to prepare for it.
Wouldn’t it be over if you just described it as ‘we had a deep love’ and passed it on? This is the scene that readers have been waiting for so long, will it pass easily?
Absolutely not. This is the most important part of the relationship between the characters, so it cannot be easily overlooked.
“I can do anything about the quantity… But for that to happen, I have to add psychological descriptions to Xenon and Mary as well. But Mary is an elf? Even if it’s a war, there’s no ritual or anything, but I don’t know anything about the s*xual life of elves… ··”
“Umm… that’s it.”
There was another problem, that is, the psychology of Mary (elf). Jin has Cecily’s advice, so she’s fine, but doesn’t know the elf’s heart.
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Even the elves have a simple temperament and regard s*xual intercourse as a kind of ‘consciousness’. This is the reason why the birth rate of elves is so low.
You can’t even ask your neighbors. Elena and Cindy are colleagues, but they are not in a relationship to even ask questions like that.
‘Arwen is…’
There is Arwen at least, but I’m embarrassed to ask. She knows, of course, that she has a reasonable crush on me.
But apart from that, what do you think the first night is like? Can’t you ask?
I refer to Xenon’s biography, but the relationship may become awkward for nothing.
“Just ask.”
“Huh? What?”
“Ask Queen Arwen. It will be with you sooner or later anyway.”
“·······”
Our Marie-sama doesn’t seem to care. I don’t care who I am with now whether I’ve given up halfway or if I’ve just adapted.
As I looked at her with a puzzled expression, she shrugged her shoulders and shivered softly.
“Why are you making such a face? If I’m jealous now, it doesn’t mean anything. So don’t look at me and ask me coolly. I’m curious too.”
“······I’m serious?”
“I’m serious. I can do anything to help you.”
Looking at his face, he seems sincere. I looked straight into Marie’s blue eyes, then shifted my gaze to another place.
The other people either nodded their heads to see if they agreed with Marie’s opinion, or responded in silence.
For a moment, the question of whether I should ask Arwen’s opinion rose up to my throat, but she’s sure to agree.
“·······Then are you really calling me?”
I took out the summons from the desk drawer and looked at it. The summoning place is, of course, Siris.
After a while, when a positive answer came back, he hesitated a few times and then tore the summon paper. It’s been a long time since I’ve called Siris, but will he respond to the summons?
After a while…
“What, what, what did you say? Wife, the first night? Suddenly?”
Arwen asked with her silver-gray eyes wide open.
Her face turns red as it turns red, and her long, elf-specific ears wiggle up and down aimlessly.
‘…cute.’
That look was really cute.