113 – Link (2)
After the meal, Han Yu-jeong sat in the room blankly.
She looked at the gauze that Jeong-gyeom had attached.
“…”
I was always sure… but he had a warmer heart than others.
The wound he healed was proof of that.
That’s what he was doing.
Han Yoo-jung stopped him like never before and raised his voice in protest against him, but Jeong-gyeom did not break.
He had several reasons for doing this.
I don’t want to disturb the order like before. I can’t go back with a smiling face next to Solas anyway… and so on.
It was the reason why Han Yu-jeong couldn’t overcome it in the end.
She was just, overcome with insane guilt.
If he hadn’t been active in the first place, wouldn’t Jeong-gyeom have been living with a smile?
I wouldn’t have given him such a wound and a future.
Yujeong Han shook her head.
“…Whoops.”
I don’t have time to be sad like this.
I had to come up with a plan.
At this rate, Jeong-gyeom would have surrendered and it would have ended.
Such a future was intolerable.
As long as Han Yoo-jung herself goes to prison, it doesn’t matter how many years.
However, he did not want Jung-gyeom to enter because of him.
I didn’t want to ruin his happiness.
…I already ruined it, but I didn’t want to ruin it anymore.
****
– It’s okay.
Song Soo-yeon sweeps the floor and finishes cleaning Jeong-gyeom’s studio.
The broken window was also requested to be repaired, and the rotting cake was removed from the floor.
All the wood chips from the broken furniture were thrown out, and new furniture was ordered as well.
When Jeong-gyeom returns, everything is prepared so that he can enter with a smile.
“…”
Of course, he said he wouldn’t come back.
I hate myself, I won’t see you anymore.
It was Jeong-gyeom who firmly declared that he would now live alone.
The kiss on the sea was the last.
But this time too, Song Soo-yeon refused to believe.
Do you really hate yourself?
If that was reality, Song Su-yeon did not want to live anymore.
Because I believed that it was not reality, I was able to clean Jeong-gyeom’s room and renovate it.
– It’s okay.
Song Soo-yeon rubbed her eyes with the palm of her hand.
Lately, tears have flowed from time to time.
When he thought of Jeong-gyeom, tears welled up involuntarily.
It wasn’t something I could control.
More tears have been shed in just a few weeks than I have shed in the past 20 years.
Then, when her emotions started to run amok, Song Soo-yeon closed her eyes and recalled the kiss with Jeong-gyeom.
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Goosebumps all over the body.
Lips that were soft and warm.
The touch of his moist tongue and the warmth he felt at that time.
I was so happy that I wished time would stop.
Dreaming of experiencing that happiness again someday, she continued to move.
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Song Soo-yeon went to volunteer work wearing a mask.
I did not forget the promise I made to Jeong-gyeom.
‘Because I won’t be greedy anymore… uhm… I’ll live kindly…’
And the only good thing she could think of was to leave the service like this.
The only thing I saw and learned was this.
Jung-gyeom also volunteered often… No, it was because of Jeong-gyeom’s service that he first met him, so Song Soo-yeon tried to follow his footsteps.
Perhaps through this, he may be able to look at the world with the same gaze as Jeong-gyeom.
“…ah- do it.”
Song Soo-yeon carefully brought the spoon to the mouth of her grandmother in the nursing home.
He didn’t have the knack for approaching in a friendly manner yet, so he spoke in a dry tone.
“…”
-Pak!
The grandmother, who was frowning, cut Song Su-yeon’s spoon.
Food was splashed on Song Soo-yeon.
“I’m not going to eat!”
And the grandmother turns her head like a kindergartener and refuses to eat.
At that sudden action, another caregiver, who was watching Song Soo-yeon carefully, ran out, but Song Su-yeon waved her hand saying it was okay.
I roughly wiped my body with a nearby tissue paper and picked up a spoon for my grandmother again.
At first, this was nothing.
The bullying she suffered.
It was nothing compared to the stress I felt recently without Jung-gyeom.
Also, Jeong-gyeom probably felt this way too.
Jeong-gyeom, who soothed himself who refused to be touched, invaded the association, and eliminated the ill-wishers.
Even so, I couldn’t even say thank you or change my tone prettily, so I kicked all the opportunities to get close.
At that time, she knew that Jeong-gyeom loved her. I only knew that he was obsessed with his appearance like other men.
“….under.”
Song Soo-yeon finally laughed at herself. how stupid i was
Thinking of Jeong-gyeom, she smiled the warmest smile she could have.
“…Eat, Grandma.”
Then he picked up the spoon again and handed it to the grandmother.
The grandmother carefully examined Song Soo-yeon and opened her mouth.
In that way, Song Soo-yeon was able to continue her service.
“Breaking news. Current time 14:52. The battle between Dyce and Solas took place near Yeongtong-gu, Suwon-si. The reason for Dice’s appearance is still unknown-”
At the sudden sound of the TV, Song Soo-yeon’s head headed straight for the TV.
Battle videos taken by eyewitnesses were being broadcast repeatedly.
And in the midst of it, I saw Jeong-gyeom fighting fiercely.
“……ah….”
Song Soo-yeon’s eyes trembled.
In this way, his sins keep coming back.
Many times I wished that this sin would magically disappear. But that couldn’t have happened.
Jeong-gyeom continued to run away, avoiding the battle with Solas.
Things seemed clearer now.
As much as Jeong-gyeom is Dice… the fact that he doesn’t want to fight Solas came across the screen.
How do you feel?
That he cared for Solas…Song Soo-yeon knew all too well.
She had driven him into that position.
I just felt very sorry.
– Tok… Tok…
“…”
– It’s okay.
Song Soo-yeon wiped the tears with the palm of her hand again.
I couldn’t figure out how to pay for this indescribable feeling of regret and the guilt I had committed.
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After the service was over, Song Soo-yeon fiddled with her cell phone.
Again, on Stella’s number, her fingers twitched.
I had to endure the urge to call dozens of times.
I wonder if it’s just that I’m hated by Jeong-gyeom again.
…But at the same time, jealousy rises.
Why did she become Stella, but not herself?
It was a problem that she could not solve at all.
Song Soo-yeon blankly looked at her cell phone.
He also sees the text he sent to Stella recently.
[Oops. Please help me.]
Right after this text, Jeong-gyeom started looking for himself.
It’s a shameless story… but I leaned towards the fact that there was no way I could hate myself.
Song Soo-yeon touched my lips, took a deep breath, and pressed the green call button.
-Turrr
The battle between Dyce and Solas ended two hours ago.
I just wanted to know if he was okay.
…It would be nice if we could further develop the relationship.
-Turrr.
The call continues for a long time.
And the longer it stretched, the more nervous Song Soo-yeon became.
She knew that there weren’t many opportunities to make phone calls like this.
You have to make a call within the range where Jeong-gyeom won’t be uncomfortable.
If you call too randomly… you may be blocked.
The last remaining link with him is severed.
So I knew that the opportunity given to her today was only this one.
If I don’t answer this call… Then, it was obvious that I won’t be able to do it for another few days.
– Tick.
At that moment, the call continues.
Song Soo-yeon’s heart suddenly sank.
she says, suppressing a tremble.
“…Hello?”
“…It’s been a while, Luna.”
However, it was Stella who answered.
Song Soo-yeon wets her lips for a while and asks her.
“…Mister, are you there?”
“…no. He hasn’t come back yet.”
“….Oh yeah?”
Disappointment and distrust bloomed at the same time for Song Soo-yeon.
Stella called Jeong-gyeom ‘Gyeom’. He must have had a reason to provoke himself.
“…”
Then Song Soo-yeon shook her head.
what the hell are you doing now
She only called because she was worried about Jeong-gyeom.
Other emotions should not intervene.
Song Soo-yeon opened her mouth to end the call, but Stella said.
“….Luna.”
“….yes?”
And a long silence followed.
Hearing the voice that did not come back even after waiting, Song Soo-yeon looked at her cell phone several times.
The phone call was running normally.
“…Whoa.”
While waiting, Stella sighed.
“…stellar?”
She said.
“…I envy you, Luna.”
*****
When Luna received a phone call, Han Yoo-jung had to think deeply.
Should I accept this call or should I pretend not to know?
Jeong-gyeom didn’t like Luna’s phone call.
I also know that he is keeping his distance from Luna.
Perhaps, it was because his embroidery was scheduled.
This is also for Song Soo-yeon, to act from a distance so that she can lose her affection.
So I shouldn’t have answered this call, but…
“…”
Han Yoo-jung knew.
What you have to do and what you want to do are different.
If it was Jung-gyeom, he would want to talk to Song Soo-yeon. You will want to stick with her.
However, he chose not to stick with Song Soo-yeon. It was decided that it had to be done.
So Han Yoo-jung answered the phone.
I wanted to do what Jeong-gyeom wanted to do instead.
A short conversation ensued immediately after.
Luna was looking for Jeong-gyeom.
And at that moment, an incomprehensible feeling of jealousy rose up in Han Yu-jeong.
Like Luna and Dice, they are not close friends.
Now that I know, I am only resentful.
I wasn’t even in a position to be jealous in the first place.
But I get jealous.
I am so envious of this woman Jeong-gyeom protects me by burning himself.
I want to be in her place instead.
Han Yoo-jung also wanted to be wanted by Dice like Luna.
“…I envy you, Luna.”
So, the words of jealousy came on an impulse.
In a way, he openly burned his malice.
I decided to act for Jeong-gyeom, but I couldn’t control my emotions like this.
But I couldn’t help it.
I dreamed of being next to Jeong-gyeom for 10 years.
The result came back miserable enough to be disastrous… but that didn’t mean that dream was fading.
“…are you envious of me?”
Luna, who had sharpened her tone, asked back.
She wouldn’t know anything… In a way, it was natural.
“yes. I envy you.”
“Why?”
“…Because I’m so close to Gyeom.”
To her words, Luna did not answer for a long time.
After waiting, Luna asked in a trembling voice.
“…I don’t know what kind of relationship you have with him…Isn’t Stella next to you right now?”
“…”
“…the one I envy is me. Why did Stella become… why can’t I…”
Luna was holding back her anger.
Since they didn’t deserve to be angry with each other, no one raised their voice recklessly.
But at Luna’s words, Stella unknowingly snorted.
“…I really don’t know anything, Luna.”
“….yes?”
Do you know that Jeong-gyeom is fighting for himself?
Do you know that it’s not a resentment, it’s a sacrifice.
Do you know that Jeong-gyeom is even thinking about embroidery for her future?
Han Yu-jeong began to feel bitter as she spoke.
Even if you scratch Luna like this, nothing comes out.
Provocation like this won’t change anything.
Except for feeling a little relieved.
“…”
she made up her mind
As always.
I decided to think only of Jeong-gyeom with single-mindedness.
He had to at least make up for the sins he had committed against him.
She said, suppressing her jealousy.
“……I’m sorry, Luna. Was I too emotional?”
“…”
“…Actually, I didn’t mean to say that. Originally…”
She tried to speak but closed her mouth.
Again, emotions intervene. i get jealous again
Han Yu-jeong took a deep breath.
It reminds me of Jeong-gyeom’s expression when talking about Luna and Solas.
That smile that I couldn’t let myself make. I remember that painful expression.
Doing so cleared my mind, and I was able to put aside my personal feelings.
she said again.
“Originally… I was going to say that I would help you.”
This was for Jeong-gyeom.
Respect.