138 – 139. Heaven, Hell, and Hope
Two or three times a week.
In the past, Cronus approached Rhea and forced her to engage in s*xual intercourse.
“Lea…That’s good. Your arms always give me comfort.”
“…….Kronos..”
[…Turn off]
It only hurts
s*xual acts solely to gratify one’s lust.
In an era where there is virtually no interest, finishing it 2-3 times a week might be part of the patience.
At least, it’s better than a traitor bastard who goes into heat 365 days a year and pokes everywhere.
[Even so, it is difficult to endure]
A time full of pain.
As I got used to it, I could endure it just by straining my eyes, but as time passed, I felt that my patience was running out.
The first time I was hit——Yes
I thought that receiving the grace and receiving the feelings of an outstanding deity like myself would be a worthy of grace and honor.
However, it’s just annoying, hard, and tiring when it’s almost reached the level of everyday life.
[It doesn’t feel very honorable]
Rather, Leah’s body struggles over her past self, and she even feels ugliness.
It was clear that Cronus himself was beginning to consider himself ugly, seeing that he did not feel the emotions he felt through Leah.
Always virtuous, pure, and in that place only full of honor and divinity
… As the thought gradually cracked, I suddenly felt a strange sense of incongruity in my stomach.
[This is… Weird]
A sensation that I have never felt in my life.
A feeling of being twisted as if the inside is heavy and twisted.
A sensation that is never pleasant, just consistently unpleasant.
“Wow…!”
Lea can’t stand it and vomits.
At the same time, she shuddered lightly as she watched the vomit that spilled under her floor.
“…I can’t believe…”
[…Ah, that’s right. Was it at this time?]
The birth of another life.
Leah had a hunch that another life was born inside her belly.
“Child…Me and his child…”
As Leah slowly caressed her belly, she had conflicting emotions.
Even though the mother, Gaia, cursed Cronus——even so, she wouldn’t want to harm her own child.
“…Not likely. Yes. Definitely not.”
I’d rather be happy.
Even if it’s a cursed child, it’s my child and his child.
I’m sure he’s embarrassed at first, but when he feels that he’s her own child, he’ll feel like a ‘father’ to her.
Lea comforted herself.
She hasn’t decided on anything yet, but she can’t survive if she doesn’t do that.
She turns her eyes to reality as much as possible and only dreams of an ideal future.
“Lea, dear… Have you had children?”
“Yes. You and my child.”
Lea looked at Cronus, the Cronus of the past.
Her hands caressed her stomach with all her heart.
My love for my children and all my feelings for them flowed towards Cronus.
[…It’s warm]
My heart as a mother.
Not as a woman, but as a mother of a child.
A feeling of coziness that can’t even be imagined with a heart for an unborn child.
A bosom that is said to be the vessel of the Earth Mother Goddess, truly suitable as an assistant to the main deity.
And these Leah’s feelings
“You dare… You conceived my child, Leah.”
“…Kronos…?”
Cronos of the past cursed.
“To conceive a curse that will kill me, destroy me…!”
“Chronos… Chronos? Wait, please! Ahhh!!”
Kill yourself
Has a curse that will banish him from the heavenly throne
Cronos of the past forcibly laid Rhea on the ground.
“You look at me funny. Because I am funny! Mother and daughter must laugh at each other!”
“Chronos…!”
Lea shedding tears.
The pain of the heart is greater than the pain of the body
A sharp pain as if the soul is being torn apart
Cool heat
The feeling of a sharp cut, and the feeling of the essence escaping through it.
[…………]
Kronos was silent.
If she was the original woman, she would have defended herself in the past.
But for a long time, she and Leah shared their feelings for each other.
Since the combined time is time, it is impossible to ignore Leah’s heart.
[At that time… I didn’t have time yet.]
In the end, Cronus blamed himself in the past.
At least he won’t be like that now, and he thoroughly distinguishes between the past and the present.
“Zill, Leah. If you wish, I’ll be able to get rid of this other curse.”
“Kronos…Think again. A child between the two of us…!”
[….If you didn’t know about the curse, it would have been different]
Even if time passes and Leah’s stomach swells
Kronos continues to excuse, excuse, evade, avert his eyes
“If it is a curse that will destroy me, I will overcome it too.”
“Ah…No… Stop, no no!!!”
At last, a child was born and he swallowed it while watching himself
[Gaia… All of this happened because of Gaia, that b*tch!]
Cronos defended himself until the end.
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“Child…My child…”
[…………..]
Lea caressing her empty belly
As if she had lost her mind, she muttered to her children.
Suddenly flowing tears.
“I’m sorry…Mom I’m sorry…!”
Repetition of crying, sleeping, crying, sleeping.
At some point, when even the tears dried up, Cronus from the past approached Leia again.
“Leah”
“………..”
Silent Leah.
However, Cronus, who read history and shared emotions with Leah, could feel it.
[Are you… Are you still feeling hope?]
Kronos
Curse, curse, hate, hate
But——nevertheless, since he is a loving husband, he believes that he will surely lose his sanity due to Gaia’s curse.
One day, with the belief that he will return to the ‘Kronos’ he knew
“Come into my arms.”
“…Don’t come.”
I refuse.
However, what you want is not just refusal.
[Leisure…Leisure wanted you to apologize.]
This emotion. This heart.
I hate you, but I don’t hate you
Nevertheless, the desire to love, hope, and feelings of white light.
[I’m hoping for an excuse. Again, again, I want to go back to the original time]
If only she had lowered her head, saying it was because of Gaia’s curse.
If only I had said it wasn’t like I hated Leia.
Even though I ate the child, nonetheless——if only I had said one word, ‘I love you’
[You’re stupid. Stupid It’s stupid enough to give you goosebumps.]
Lea, maybe Rhea would have cronos in her arms.
All she wants is stability and acceptance. Apples and love
A stupid woman loving even her husband who chewed up her own child.
So
For loving her husband who ate even her flesh and blood
Because ‘I’ could also feel that kind of ‘love’
“Yes, intermingling with a woman would be pointless.”
“….Chronos… Oops, ugh…!”
[…]
I was in the past
My past self didn’t even have any doubts.
I thought ‘woman’ meant ‘something like that’.
Because it is a ‘woman’, ‘woman’, ‘wife’
My past self thought ‘it’s okay’…
[…Wasn’t it]
“I have to realize what the cost of scorning me is.”
“Chronos…Chronos…!”
Leah howling her own name.
A cry of hate.
Screams mixed with hope at the same time.
Cries to please come back to the original me. A cry mixed with tears.
However, despite Leah’s voice
“You cursed again, Leah.”
“Please…Kronos, Jebaal…!”
Cronos of the past, I of the past…
[No… No, no!]
Kronos denied it.
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I never meant to do this.
[I was just afraid to open it… To the end!]
Continuing to shout out her own heart
She insists only on her own thoughts,
“Ah…..aaa!!!!”
“Gaia. A curse like four years can never kill her.”
“I will kill… I will kill you! You! You! I will definitely kill you!”
“…Can you, as a daughter, kill me who cannot even kill her mother?”
[…………………………..]
Kronos said no more.
…
..
.
Even after that, Rhea was captured and laid down by Cronus.
I wish I could at least have an affair. However, Cronus continued to commit crimes against Rhea and impregnated her.
“Kronos…Tell us our story. If we talk, if we talk, we will understand.”
“There is nothing to talk about with a b*tch who has a curse in her arms.”
At first, I tried to solve it through conversation, but it didn’t work.
“You have to…Run away…!”
“Where are you running?”
“Ah…!”
Even if you try to run away, you can’t run away.
For all heaven and all earth are in the hand of Cronus.
“Die…Please die! Don’t come out…!”
I’d rather kill him, but even that was impossible.
Because, the life born from the earth is the breath of Gaia.
Since Gaia has been cursed to kill Cronus, how can he kill him by telling him to die?
“……………..”
“Yes. How nice it is to be compliant.”
Lea finally gave up on resisting.
Days of just watching them get dirty, swollen, give birth, and get eaten right in front of their eyes as they please
[aaah…!!]
As if Leah’s heart was broken
Cronos could not stand it any longer.
A terribly bitter pain
The pain of being torn apart.
A mother’s anger, resentment, hatred and sorrow.
I hate even living things
In the end, everything was burned and nothing was left.
The cold that tears my heart apart because my bones are not sore.
Cronus tried to stop time at the torture that even the main god’s mental strength couldn’t stand, but——Damn damn damn it…!
[I can’t stop… I can’t stop]
If we stop here, it’s truly irreversible.
It is like admitting to himself that he cannot achieve the goal he wanted, the goal of building a new sky again.
[…Stop, I can’t… I mean…!]
Cronus for his own ambitions, for his dreams
I shared her pain with Leah, holding on to my broken spirit.
So
“mmm…mmm!!!”
“Ah…”
A baby born again.
However, whether it was a blessing or a curse, the Kronos of the past did not come.
“You too… Will be eaten…”
“Kuuu…!”
The baby cried.
I cried.
However, Leah did not hold her in her arms.
Because she’s already tired.
It’s exhausting, it’s hard, and I know that I’m going to be eaten as if it’s taken for granted.
That’s why I don’t want to be sick anymore, I don’t want to be sick anymore
Leah didn’t want to see her child anymore, but…
“Yes, dear…!”
“……Are you hungry…?”
A child who will die anyway
How about spending the last time happily?
The heart of a woman who thinks only of her baby again even at the end.
Leah slowly took her child into her arms and nursed her.
“Jung…Jjuup!
“…..Baby..”
A baby suckling her breasts and smiling Betsy in Leah’s arms.
“Baby…Baby, my baby…!”
With the child in her arms, Leah rose from her seat.
A ray of flame that bloomed again in a heart filled with void that could be torn apart.
“Now without Chronos…!”
Love.
Love for children——maternal love.
Leah rose from her seat again with only her single-mindedness to protect her baby.
‘It’s Okay to Die’
If it’s for the baby
If it’s for this child, she’s willing to do anything for herself.
“I have to go find my mother… Gaia…!”
Leia crawled across the floor in her arms carefully, lest her child be hurt, even as clots of blood ran between her legs.
She hides in the shadows lest she be found out by the sky, she hides in the shadows lest she be found out by her alter egos she holds her breath every moment
She does not sleep, does not drink water, and her mother’s heart to protect only her baby.
And did Leah’s heart bring about her miracle?
“I’m sorry mom. And, she’s always thinking of you.”
Obtain Gaia’s wisdom, like a miracle that will never happen again
A child of Rhea who barely escaped from Cronus’ eyes.
“I love you, my child——Zeus.”