192 – EP.34 Forgotten Past-6
Early morning.
It was not bright around because a typhoon was coming, but the sun appeared quickly on a summer day.
My closed eyes also opened early.
And then, in my eyes, I saw a woman lying down next to me smiling brightly.
“Good morning, Master! Did you sleep well?”
“Ugh… What about Lumadia?”
“Of course I did a good job… No, I slept well!”
Shinsu, who has become an adult, is a lively existence even if he doesn’t sleep for a week.
Considering what Ruma Dia cut off her partway through, it seems that she had been watching her sleep all night long.
It is very ambiguous whether to call it admirable or insidious.
“Ahhh… I’m sleepy. I want to sleep more.”
“You want to sleep more? You even prepared breakfast for Master?”
“Sorry. Still better…….”
“Then let’s eat a little before going back to sleep!”
“Yeah, okay… ….”
“Then wait a minute!”
My consciousness is fine, but my body is still in a drowsy state.
I couldn’t even open my eyes properly because of the mucus, so my vision was blurry.
I’m really sorry for Ruma Dia, but she seemed better off sleeping again before eating.
“Okay, I’m ready!”
Rumadia says that she has prepared breakfast before she even closes her eyelids again.
However, there was no such thing as a table in Rumadia’s hands.
Even she was lying down next to me like before.
What the hell is ready?
At that moment of wonder, Ruma Dia suddenly pulled her own collar.
‘Stop, no way… !’
I don’t think so. It should be no. At this moment, I sincerely hope that my expectations are wrong.
But the reality was cruel.
“Come on, Master! Let’s eat mama♡”
“Ummm… ….”
Ruma Dia pushed her bare breasts against me, and I accepted her breasts in her sleep.
The sight of breastfeeding that I didn’t want, and that’s how my dark history of all time was renewed.
‘Kyaaa!’
[There is no quiet time, even for an hour. How about taking it easy sometimes?]
‘Do I look calm even after seeing this?! My, I’m going through this crazy thing!’
[The act of breastfeeding a child is a very natural process. Where do you see that you’re crazy?]
‘You madman! Even though I’m young now, it’s been a long time since I was suckling! However… ! However… ! I milk my pet… !’
[Just accept it. Your body says it’s delicious, but you’re eating well.]
‘Oh no! I need to get out of here! Get me out of here right now!’
[No.]
‘Cybaaar!!’
My worst breakfast in history.
How did I forget the past that left such a strong impression on me?
I don’t know. I don’t know anything about it, but I felt a sense of shame in that it was a meal that felt delicious following Yellowy’s case.
***
“It’s amazing. I woke up around noon and I’m not hungry at all.”
“Ahahahaha! What a strange thing!”
In the past, I seem to have forgotten about my milking Rumadia in the morning, or dismissed it as a dream.
I felt very unreasonable in that I was suffering because I remembered it clearly, but I didn’t know what I was in the past.
‘I left a mark on my terrible past… ….’
[Is it something to be so discouraged?]
‘Of course! All of a sudden, I sucked my pet’s milk and became the worst human being!’
[But there are more people in the world who want to drink the milk of their pets than I thought?]
‘… ….’
Thanks to that, I gained one more knowledge that I didn’t want to know.
[Didn’t you know that?]
hahahahaha, in a world where we live with animals, it’s strange that we don’t like furries.
However, personally, I could not understand the taste of furry.
A tail or ears can be accepted as charm points, but an animal covered in fur cannot.
That’s not love as a reason, it’s just love as a hobby.
[Didn’t you know that there are humans who mate with companion animals?]
‘Ugh… !’
As soon as I heard his words, I had a skeptical feeling that I, who had mixed my body with my companion gods, might actually be a furry.
‘But at least I did it in human form, not in the true form of companion animals. It’s completely different from that case!’
[Then, isn’t the breastfeeding just a while ago okay? She was also human.]
‘De, I heard….’
[And assuming your companions are conceived, can you resist your lust?]
‘Well, doing something during pregnancy can put a strain on the child. I will be restrained in my own way.’
[Really? Are you really able to stand it with your breasts right in front of you, which are swollen due to pregnancy?]
‘Ah…… !’
It was my complete defeat.
Considering the situation Eref mentioned, the conclusion was drawn that he could not stand it no matter how restrained he tried.
The garden that looks softer and sweeter and the sweet scent of breast milk flowing from its end. It was a temptation that any strong man could pass over unconditionally.
There may be a part of me becoming obsessed with maternal love, but what’s more important than that is curiosity.
I imagined myself jumping into it without even realizing it, out of extreme curiosity about whether the breast milk my child would eat would be delicious.
[What do you want to refute?]
‘No….’
When Sura, the substitute of truth, first heard Eref’s introduction, he snorted.
But at this moment, I had no choice but to acknowledge him.
Because it was a tongue-in-cheek fit for the title he was given.
[By the way, how was your pet’s first breast milk tasting as a companion? Lumadia had a peculiar constitution in which breast milk came out even when she was not pregnant.]
‘Everyone, shut up! Don’t ask me that!’
This is why I don’t like substitutes.
***
“Grandma, you didn’t come back last night….”
“I kept alert after the master fell asleep, but no creature came near the house.”
“Have you ever been so busy?”
“It’s something you don’t know unless you’re the person involved.”
“I should go to the town hall again. I don’t know if there is a grandmother there, but she hates being alone at home like this.”
Rabbing-!
The strong wind blowing from outside kept knocking on the door.
A sign that a typhoon is approaching. Given this situation, of course, her grandmother couldn’t help but worry.
“It’s strange, isn’t master afraid to go outside?”
“Well, it was a dark night, so I was scared! It’s broad daylight now!”
“Even so, the surroundings are gloomy with a lot of clouds? Can you really go alone?”
“Ugh… !”
As Rumadia said, it was less than at night, but it was quite dark outside, so it was difficult to go out.
To make matters worse, the wind is blowing strongly, so we have to be fully prepared.
There was no danger in going out by myself as a child.
Knowing that, Rumadia gave me a smirk while giving me a roundabout warning so that I wouldn’t overdo it.
“I can’t help it. Come on, master!”
“What, what?”
Rumadia reaches out to me.
I wondered what this meant for a moment, but she immediately told me why she stretched out her arm.
“If you hold my hand and don’t let go, I will go with you!”
“Really?”
“Sure! Ah, but if I let go of her hand on the way, I might leave the master alone… ?”
“Ugh… ….”
At Lumadia’s words, I suddenly became uneasy in the past.
That’s not going to happen, but in the event that I let go of her hand, I didn’t know what to do, so I was worrying for nothing.
It doesn’t seem like he’s aware of the fact that Rumadia’s mischievousness is enhanced by being like that.
‘When I was young, I was really innocent.’
[It would be terrible if I had the same thoughts as you now from this time.]
‘That’s true, but are you secretly trying to turn me around?’
[It’s because of my mood.]
While regretting the fact that Eref does not exist.
In front of my eyes, Rumadia began to laugh viciously.
“Just kidding! There’s no way I could leave my precious master behind, right?”
“You are mean!”
“Ahahahaha! I’m sorry, but I’ll stay with you all day today, so will you forgive me?”
“…… Good. But if you leave me alone for even a little bit, I will never forgive you again, so be careful!”
“Okay, I’ll stay by your side!”
Ruma Dia didn’t hide her delight and she clung to my body.
Her excessive clinginess made her move a little uncomfortable, but that didn’t make me shake her off.
“Then, shall we go on a date just the two of us?”
“A date? Go find her grandmother!”
“Huh, master, don’t you want to go on a date with me?”
“It’s not like that… ….”
“Then I am going to visit her grandmother. You can enjoy it as if you were on a date while you go!”
“Is that so?”
“Yes, so let’s go!”
Unless Ruma Dia did her grave wrong, her words could not defeat her.
Especially for the old me, who had less mental growth, the odds of winning are getting harder and harder.
Because of this, during this flashback, I expected my future to be swayed here and there by Lumadia.
‘I don’t hate it.’
Rumadia who is innocently teasing me but always takes care of me.
There was a lot I didn’t know about her yet, but at least I knew that I was slowly falling for her Luma Dia charm.
[A strong wind pierces the cheek.
Her touch was soft and warm even in the gust of wind that made me feel cold even in summer.
To the extent that I never want to let go…….]