Episode 60. 2Nd study meeting (2)
Glass Mental: It’s a bit embarrassing to say this… Actually, I just want to cut ties with these people. Is this me bad?
Are you saying that I scared you?
Even at the study meeting, Yuri looked the same as usual. Besides, there hasn’t been a post about being depressed lately on social media.
Once the chat was sent.
Friday Angel: Are your friends not good to you?
Glass Mental: That’s it… There are about 2 people who are kind to me, and they all care.
Glass Mental: I don’t know.
Friday Angel: Wouldn’t it be nice to have 2 people? I wouldn’t go so far as to end the relationship.
Glass Mental: That’s… Because I have to work with kids who are a bit reluctant.
Yuri Mental: I’m very tired.
In a word, it means that the energy to be used for human relationships has been exhausted.
That’s it, anyone can do that.
However, it is a bit overreacting to cut off even close friendships.
Yuri Mental: One person seems to hate me and tries to keep me in check, probably because she likes my best friend.
Yuri Mental: Plus, the boy I’m afraid of is popular, so kind kids all like him. I’m afraid and I’m avoiding it.
Yuri Mental: By the way, please don’t ask me to be friendly with you either. You know, he’s a really scary guy.
Friday Angel: Yes, if you don’t get along, you don’t have to be close.
Yuri Mental: That’s why I don’t have anywhere to put it.
Well, if superglass disappears like this…
It is true that my worries are relieved since I am breaking away from the heroine group.
However, it was the same on the night of the school trip, but it is dangerous to leave Choyuri as it is.
It’s a bit awkward to talk about this in front of a depressed child, but I’m also afraid that it will spread to resentment and harm the older sisters.
At times like these, should I respond with anything as a kind Internet friend? Even while thinking about it for a while, the chatting continued to come.
Yuri Mental: Actually, I didn’t want to come.
Yuri Mental: I don’t have to go to college anyway, so I don’t have to study. But a close friend recommended it, so I reluctantly followed it.
Friday Angel: Wow, you don’t need to study
Friday Angel: What do you plan to do after graduating from school?
I sent a chat like that, but no reply came no matter how long I waited.
Waiting here is ambiguous, so where should we go for a while?
I don’t know if I’m standing here for no reason and if Kahi noona opens the door and comes out, I’ll be dragged into the room.
I ran into Seong Ju-yeon and Choi Seon-woo returning from the hallway while going to the bathroom to avoid Ka-hee noona.
I’ll be happy that things went well over there.
I didn’t pay attention and walked, but Juyeon took a plate of snacks before Seonwoo and strode forward.
The expression……
There was a mixture of sorrow and sadness.
“…… What.”
I muttered involuntarily, but Seong Joo-yeon went into the room without looking at me and slammed the door shut.
Naturally, my eyes turned to Sunwoo again. Sunwoo, what the hell did you do?
“Sunwoo-hyung, what’s going on?”
“Huh? Oh, that’s no big deal.”
Seonwu, distraught, waved his hand right away. I don’t think I want to tell you.
“I think the lead sister is angry?”
“Don’t worry. Because I’ll treat you well later. Where else would you go than that?”
“Just in the bathroom. It’s really no big deal, right?”
“Yes. Are you okay. Thank you for your concern.”
I don’t think that’s what you’re going to say, Seonwoo.
Sunwoo entered the room with a bitter smile.
In an instant, the Cho Yuri problem and the Seong Joo Yeon problem exploded together.
“Haa~ How can you break the flag no matter how you lay the board?”
I didn’t expect that there would be less favorability because there were no interrupters.
It doesn’t matter if I go to my room now, but I have to go to the bathroom once.
Besides, it bothers me that Yuri doesn’t reply.
I decided to wait for a while by the bathroom door that turned right in the hallway.
I picked up the phone, but there was still no answer.
Are you seriously thinking about your career now?
There’s no way you’ll worry about that in the bathroom at a friend’s house you’re not very close to just because you received a comment.
“Woo-wook… Ugh- Oh Ok-“
“……… “
I could hear constant retching from inside. The sound of pouring vomit was heard for a moment, then the sound of retching recurred.
It seems to be overdoing it.
“What’s wrong, Yu-ri?”
When I knocked on the door and asked, I heard a panicked sound from inside.
“Are you feeling unwell right now?”
“That……… Yes.”
Haa~ What are you talking about?
I can’t speak properly.
Now that I look at it, Yuri is scared and it only makes her condition worse.
“Don’t worry, I’m waiting.”
Without thinking, I immediately rushed into the room and called Kahi noona and Jooyeon noona.
“I think Yuri-nuna’s condition is not good right now!”
“What?”
“Can Kahi noona check it out?”
First of all, Yu-Ri doesn’t really like the lead sister, so it’s better for Ka-Hee-nuna to talk about it.
Kahi noona knocked and asked cautiously.
“Yuri, what’s going on?”
“That… nothing… no… “
“Are you completely healed inside?”
“I ate something wrong for breakfast… It’s okay now. Really.”
The word “It’s okay” That came out like a habit sounded quite haggard.
“Hey! Okay, open the door and go in?”
“What?”
Seong Joo-yeon came forward and shouted.
“Hey, guys, just in case you don’t know, turn your head for a second.”
Bang-!
Immediately, the door rattled violently, opened it, and Seong Joo-yeon and Ga-hee noona entered and closed the door.
“I wonder if it will be okay… “
Seonwoo bit his lip and muttered softly.
“I don’t know if I overreacted the invitation.”
Through the game, we know how Yuri participated in the study group.
When the only boy she has a crush on who has been nice to her invites her to study together, Yuri hides her fear of going and accepts it for Sunwoo’s sake.
Of course, it’s not Sunwoo’s fault here.
In the game, Yuri never vomited. Rather, Yuri gets along better with the kids.
If it’s a variable here… Maybe it’s me?
From now on, I will refrain from scaring Yuri.
Still, the problem remains that Yuri wants to cut ties with her.
After a while, the door opened and Kahi noona took Yuri out.
“I’ll clean up and go there.”
Seong Juyeon stayed behind to take care of her after work. She’s in her own bathroom, so it’ll be easier.
“Yuri.”
“… Huh.”
When Seong Joo-yeon called, Yuri withdrew, and she responded timidly.
However, Seong Joo-yeon’s voice softened.
“You don’t look well, but if you feel tired, go home and rest.”
From noble mtl dot com.
Well, no matter how much you don’t like a kid, it’s probably okay to go out strong against a sick kid.
“Okay, Yuri, you’d better take some medicine and rest today.”
Gahi noona also helped out with concern. Later, after Seon-woo also encouraged her, Yuri took care of her and then packed her things in a stunned state.
“You must go and take your medicine.”
“Sorry for worrying you. Everyone.”
“Goodbye.”
Kahi noona and Seonwoo offered to go together, but Yuri stubbornly refused. She is worried that she might fall down on the way, but if Yurine says she will follow her home, that will make her even more uncomfortable.
In the end, Seonwoo went out to see me off for a bit and then came back.
“Whoa~ It’s over.”
After that, the Seongju year returned and her study group continued.
But as Yuri left, she honestly said that my role was gone.
Originally, Ga-hee Choi’s flag, which was supposed to come next in terms of game development, obviously didn’t happen, and the super-glass flag couldn’t happen either.
In addition, Seong Joo-yeon’s expression was still somber, and it seemed that she had no desire to do anything anymore.
I was just studying in a bad mood and ended the study meeting.
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I re-read the chats left by Yuri Mental today through SNS.
The chat still stopped when I asked what I was going to do after graduation.
“Wait, after ‘graduation’?”
So it means ‘after I don’t have to go to school anymore’…
I remembered.
I can understand why Yuri reacted like that. I pressed the trauma button properly.
What Yuri Cho plans to do after graduating is ‘suicide’.
Before her relationship with Seon-woo deepened, until she became friendly with the heroine group, Yuri was a child who lived with the thought of dying after graduating.
She wants to die, but her late mother’s last plea and order was ‘Please leave school’.
Then, thanks to Seon-woo and the heroines around her, those thoughts gradually fade as she goes up to the third grade.
After that, in the other heroine routes, it is not revealed what happens to Yuri, but if you go to the Super Yuri route, the ending of her Yuri is divided into two.
Either she kills the other heroines to monopolize Sunwoo, or she commits suicide as planned after graduation, thinking that she was abandoned by Sunwoo.
“So, in other words, if Seonwoo reaps it or if she doesn’t have someone she can rely on, Yuri will commit suicide.”
I wrote that conclusion in the Notebook.
“Haa~ I knew, but… “
He sighed deeply. Because it feels like facing someone trying to commit suicide right in front of your eyes.
I was prepared for the impoverished future that had already been planned, but I was very disturbed when the suicide was entangled.
First of all, it is absolutely forbidden for Yuri to leave the heroine group.
It’s better to have at least one more corner to lean on, so cutting ties is never the solution.
Also, if the older sisters find out about Yuri’s suicide after cutting off the relationship with her, it will only be devastating like Yuri’s second ending.
Of course, I have to make sure I don’t obsess over Sunwoo. In order to do that, you need to make a lot of people to rely on besides Seonwoo.
Operation Was for that purpose.
Chat is finally back.
Glass Mental: Sorry. I was at work so I couldn’t reply.
Glass Mental: (Apologetic emoticon)
Friday Angel: No.
Friday Angel: (kind smile emoticon)
“Let’s save one person for now.”
On Friday, an angel sent a picture.
(Gifticon capture photo)
Glass Mental: Whoa! What?
Friday Angel: You seem to be tired lately
Friday Angel: It’s a small gift. Lol
I got all my heart.
I have to create such an existence.
Like Sunwoo in , An existence that Yuri can open up to and lean on.
Beyond just being nice to him, he should be someone you can really rely on.
Friday Angel: By the way, Yuri Mental, what do you do on the weekend?
Glass Mental: I’m just at home.
Friday Angel: Did you see that there was this near the dessert shop I posted the other day?
Friday Angel: I’m going tomorrow.
The operation is starting again in earnest.
She’s mentally unwell.