135 – Relationship Reversal
“… Ha”
Yoo Seon grabbed my leash.
Leash… I put Yu Seon’s leash on Mirae High School.
Forcibly… I hate it, but I ordered someone from behind to hold me down so I couldn’t move, forcibly…
Today I put myself on a leash. I wasn’t threatened, and I wasn’t forced into it by anyone else.
And it’s embarrassing, shameful… I didn’t even think about that.
Because I did something to Yoo Seon.
When I think of that, Yoo Seon-i says he shouldn’t do this to me… So, arguing that he won’t do it isn’t a proper apology.
-Kikkik…
My height is the height of Yu Seon’s chest.
So, when Yoo Seon-i grabs the leash and lifts it up, the rope becomes a structure that naturally strangles my neck, like a prisoner being hanged.
The more thick tendons form on Yoo Seon’s arm… The stronger the pulling force gets.
The seam that connects my neck to the leash is incredibly strong, so it could hold my weight.
So there is a squeaking sound, but there is no separation between the band part of the leash and the chain.
Little by little, my body starts to float in the air, like lifting things with a crane, which is often used at a construction site…
To the point where I can’t breathe even if I raise my toes… My neck was tight, and Yoo Seon suddenly let go of the leash he was holding on to.
– Kung!
“…Ke…Kehe…”
With a heavy sound, I fell to the floor.
I didn’t feel like anything when I had my butt taken… I was strangled right before I passed out.
On the contrary, do you feel bad or good? If I had to choose between the two, I feel good right now…
I don’t know why.
I felt good when Yoo Seon-yi pulled on his string tightly with an expressionless face.
Yoo Seon needs me.
Just as I treated Yoo Seon, Yoo Seon treats me roughly.
This may be the last opportunity to apologize to Yoo Seon-i and pay the price for all the wrongdoings I’ve done so far.
So… I have to work hard in everything.
“…”
I fell face down on the floor, lifted my head, and looked up to see Yu Seon looking at me with an expressionless face.
What is Yoo Seon thinking right now? I’m sure there must be a lot of things piled up on me…
“..Seonah Yoo…♡”
Crawl on all fours and grab Yoo Seon-i’s leg.
Okay.
I really like that Yoo Seon is dealing with me…
Put your face on the shin and rub it.
…I’m happy just to cling to you like this…
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“…♡”
I looked at Jin-ah, who was holding my leg and rubbing her face.
Remembering her appearance at the construction site, the current Jina was clinging to a handyman.
You look humiliated enough to be seen by the people you work with.
Because Jina is not the kind of person who cares about such things.
Her face was full of happiness.
Jin-ah, who blushed on her cheeks and grabbed my legs tightly with her arms, was a female herself. She flirts, pleads, clings.
Even when she pulled her neck so hard that it hurt from this side, far from getting angry, the blush on her face only grew stronger.
… She wanted to tease her more.
She felt satisfied that she was doing this against Jin-ah.
To be honest with her, considering all the things she’s been through, it was kind of lenient to end it like this.
…Sometimes you want to try something like this.
And Jin-ah, like this, she has to suffer herself to relieve her guilt about herself.
Because I said that.
But looking at what she’s doing, it seems that it’s just an excuse and that she’s doing this right now is her preference.
“I’m hungry, let’s eat first”
I left the room and walked to the kitchen.
I naturally picked up Jina’s tablet as if it were mine.
And, whatever, I ordered the first food that caught my eye, and the food came through the food outlet.
It was a Spanish dish called pilaf, which was shrimp and beef.
Ingredients that have been trimmed for easy cooking were put in an envelope.
“Sit down”
As she points to the chair with her finger, Jina hesitates for a moment.
“…?”
“Sit down”
Certainly, just because he wore a dog collar, he didn’t think that he would have to lie on the floor and eat with his bare hands..?
Actually, she had done that to Jin-a before… But she had no intention of repaying it. That’s because it’s Jina’s taste.
I want to do something different than that.
Jina sat down on her table chair, I walked over her arm, washed her hands, and stood at the counter.
The manual was written in a simple way, so even first-timers could do it easily.
I naturally turned on the gas stove and started cooking.
I could feel Jin-ah’s gaze as she was sitting on a chair without knowing English and watching me cook.
Put the finished food one by one into a bowl and place it on the table.
Come to think of it, it’s been a long time since we’ve seen each other face to face like this…
And I just remembered that this is the first time I’ve ever eaten something at the table with gin in my life in this house.
The smell of smoke was good. It’s been a while since I had a proper meal. I was hungry.
“Eat”
“…Shrimp… I…”
When Jina was young, she couldn’t eat shellfish.
It’s not an allergy problem, but the kids who bullied Jin-ah in the past forced her to feed them strange bugs.
Of course, I paid the same back to the kids who did that to Jin-ah, but…
It became traumatic for Jan-ah, so Jin-ah tried not to eat shellfish-containing food during her school lunch time.
When shrimp soup, shrimp crackers, or shrimp-flavored ramen came out, I always handed them to me.
“..I still have to eat it? I made it, didn’t I say I’ll do anything I want?”
It’s a bit of a bad idea, but I wanted to see Jina panic.
Looking at what has happened to me so far, it has always flowed in the direction Jina wants.
She’s not saying it’s bad. Why doesn’t she have a chance to apologize if she’s done something wrong..?
But does my punishment work? Whether or not there is, I think, is a separate issue.
I wanted Jina to feel ashamed right away, so I put her on a leash, but she made a rather happy expression, and I thought that she should be scared, so I strongly strangled her, but she rather enjoyed it.
;To be punished is to do something that the person hates. If my doing this itself is a ‘reward’ to Jin-ae, then my actions have no meaning.
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“…Hey…I don’t like shrimp…”
Light brown eyes looked up at me.
This is definitely something that Jina doesn’t like, so the expression was different from before.
It’s funny when you think about it.
I said I’d do anything I wanted, but I actually asked for it- I don’t like this, and I can’t do that.
Contrary to her determination to kneel down in front of me, the present Jina showed an insignificant figure.
In the end, Jina’s apology is at this level.
I was disappointed.
I switched the positions of the bulgogi and the shrimp philippe, and just as I was about to eat the food, Jina’s hand stopped it.
Then she closed her eyes tight…
“…I can eat it like this”
-He breathed in and held his breath, scooped up a large spoonful of Philippe with a spoon, put it in his mouth, and began chewing on it.
Will it taste good if I eat it like that?
Sigh…! Jina is keen on putting food in her mouth.
Rather than eat the food… I think I slapped it in her mouth. In an instant, Jina’s bowl was emptied.
“…That… I ate it all… Ah…”
Check her insides by opening her mouth.
Looking at the long tongue and narrow throat, I had a different idea.
Originally, I was thinking of teasing Jin-ah for her dislike of eating.
How do I eat this..? Having said that, I now shove some food into Jina’s mouth with a spoon.
It was more difficult than this while watching the suffering.
I was thinking of saying that… But Jina was more sincere in her apology than I thought.
“…If you don’t like it… There’s no point in apologizing… So I ate it quickly…”
-Keuk ugh…
Looking at the expression on the inside, it seemed that something was about to come up. It was not because I wanted to eat the shrimp philippe, but because I didn’t want to disappoint me.
Is this a good move? Could it be that I made a mistake?
She was looking at my expression with just that kind of eye.
-hahahaha…
Involuntarily, laughter broke out.
As I got involved with Jina, I always felt that everything was not going my way.
Anything, everything-
Even now, looking at Jin-ah on her knees at first, yeah-I did something wrong, sorry?
I’ll make you regret what bothered me!
I was thinking of harassing you with that kind of feeling… But now I don’t want to do that anymore.
As she closed her eyes and ate, Jin-a’s cheeks were covered with rice paste.
I took it off and ate it. …Of course, there was no way I could feel the taste just because I ate about one grass.
Jina’s face was colored as if it had been heated by her fire.
“Uh…Uh…? Why are you eating that…?”
“…Don’t stick it anywhere. You always ask for rice starch when you eat something in a hurry, and you spill it on your clothes… Fortunately, I’m glad I didn’t spill anything on my clothes.”
“…?”
Obviously you were overbearing at first, but why are you being so kind?
Jinah didn’t seem to understand how the situation was going.
Actually, I don’t even know why I’m doing this.
Do I really need to… Repay what I suffered? I think so.
I’d rather see Jin-ah’s embarrassed face like this than hitting, harassing, and trampling on her.