76 – Regrets
After exchanging greetings like “Nice to meet you” And “How have you been” With the male leads an hour ago, I had nothing to say and just stood there blankly.
The men were struggling to keep the spark of conversation alive somehow, but they weren’t interested.
After a couple of round trips, the spark of conversation died down and there was no longer a rally.
At first, the male leads only praised me, and I didn’t want to hear such things anymore.
‘I just wanted to share the little things in my daily life.’
When I couldn’t speak, the male leads looked at me and closed their mouths.
If it was in the past, I would have tried to change it into a lively atmosphere somehow.
Now, even that was annoying.
I was going to spend time eating delicious desserts until the rain stopped and then go out.
While passing the time like that, the rain finally stopped.
I stood up with the parasol I had left on the seat next to me.
“I’ll go outside for a while.”
I said hello to the man who was staring blankly at me and left the mansion.
It hurts my pride to go back to the person I broke up with, but I’m still going to visit him today.
There was no particular reason.
I just wanted to see it.
As soon as I left the mansion, the bright sunlight seemed to shine on me.
Men glanced at me as I passed by.
Now I’m used to the men’s eyes looking at me while pretending to look elsewhere.
In the past, I was satisfied with that appearance, but now I am a little scared.
After moving a certain distance, I activated 3 scrolls and 3 artifacts.
These were items with various hiding functions, and they were effective as each cost the price of a mansion.
I looked at the men around me nervously.
Everyone turned their eyes and passed in the other direction.
My shoes hit the floor and made a clicking sound, but no one cared about me.
‘As expected, it’s expensive.’
It felt good to walk freely on the road away from people’s eyes after a long time.
‘I think I know why celebrities often go abroad to play..’
‘I can’t believe people’s indifference is so comfortable. Getting attention doesn’t seem like a good thing.’
“Hmm~hmm~”
Unlike before, when I was free, I felt good.
I didn’t know if it was because I was going to see Robert or because I was free from people’s gazes.
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After leaving the city and tearing the scroll, we arrived near Robert’s mansion.
I walked through narrow streets that spread in all directions.
Some of them are short cuts, but I wanted to walk this kind of street once.
Because so many men usually talk to me, I didn’t even dare to go down this road.
Passing through the crowded alleys, I saw a narrow valley.
‘I used to lay a mat here and have a tea party…’
As I walked, immersed in memories, I suddenly had that thought.
“Was Robert there at the time?”
Walking along the flowing stream and thinking about it, I don’t think there was one.
No, not only at this time, he had never spent time with Robert.
Because he wasn’t there at the academy, and I rarely got to spend time with him during vacations.
‘No, I don’t think we acted together when we were together.’
Robert was strange.
Men cling to me even when I was still.
But Robert didn’t.
‘That’s why we’ve rarely been together naturally..’
I got a little cocky.
Because you have to go see it yourself.
‘In this case, since I broke off my marriage, am I innocent?’
Walking down the street, I saw the wall of a mansion naturally surrounded by vines.
“It’s been a while…”
I passed between places guarded by guards.
I passed between the guards nervously in case they would recognize me, but no one noticed.
‘I can’t even hear the sound of the shoes.’
Even when I waved my hand in front of the guard who was looking only forward, the guard’s pupils did not move.
Entering Robert’s mansion, Irelle turned off the peripheral perception disorder artifact.
“Whoops!”
The butler at Robert’s mansion was surprised to see me.
But like a professional, he greeted me politely.
It was comfortable in this respect that men liked me.
Didn’t the butler treat you politely when you broke into your ex-fiancé’s house without permission?
It seemed to be common sense to a handsome man that he should treat me that way.
After asking the butler where Robert was, he moved towards it.
‘I’m sure you don’t hate it, right?’
I hadn’t thought of that when I came here, but I was suddenly worried.
I thought it might be because Robert seemed a little different from other men.
‘Still, would you hate it? I am Irrell.’
Suppressing my anxiety, I walked to where he was.
I could see Robert’s back in the distance.
Strangely, his heart pounded.
Feeling my presence, Robert turned around.
Robert smiled at me, and I smiled heartily.
Wearing a white shirt, he is also handsome today.
When I met him, the conversation flowed out of my mouth, not worrying about what he would say or not dislike.
Robert doesn’t seem to talk much, but he enjoyed it.
I talked for a while until my throat tickled.
Then I realized.
‘I wasn’t weird after all..’
This was a normal conversation.
Robert, who understands and sympathizes with my story, seemed special.
Other men just praised me.
After all, he was different.
Unlike the others, he didn’t talk to me much, but he just enjoyed being with me.
Suddenly, he looked so charming while smiling under the sunset.
I looked blankly at his lips while talking.
“Irrel?”
Feeling strange, Robert looked at me as if he was embarrassed, but even that look was cute.
I looked at him gently and moved closer to kiss him.
‘I’ve only done it with Robert.’
Come to think of it, he was my fiancé, but I felt a little sorry.
‘But it’s the first time I’m actively seducing you like this. I know with honor.’
Right before kissing Robert, the moment I focused my mind to feel the touch.
“Huh?”
My body floated into the air.
As if I had been in a car accident, the world flowed slowly.
Robert looked at me with a shocked expression.
Robert walked away from me.
The sound of the protective shield magic stored in the necklace, ring, bracelet, and earring continuously breaking was heard.
As I slowly moved my pupils, I saw a unicorn standing next to Robert.
‘Could that have hit me just now?’
It was so absurd that I wasn’t even angry.
His vision was getting lower and lower.
And after hitting the ground, the world changed again.
*
After that, the daily life was the same.
Moderately extravagant and moderately handsome men are seduced by such a life.
Leaning against the window, I looked out.
“Strangely, the number of men seems to be decreasing these days.”
I’ve always known that men fight for my attention.
It seems to have gotten particularly bad lately.
I wanted to slap him on the cheek to get him away from me, but at some point the men started avoiding my hand.
Even though we had a hot night, every time I raised my arm, the men flinched and were vigilant, so it was not easy to slap them.
When I thought of the hot night, I suddenly thought of Robert.
“What would it feel like to be with Robert?”
“Of course, a swordsman’s skill would be good, right?”
It was a bit unfair that I hadn’t been with Robert yet.
Because he seemed to be avoiding me all the time.
I was rolling around in the room when the crystal ball rang.
When the crystal ball was pressed, the attendant’s bright voice was heard.
“Irrel-nim. Your request has been completed.”
“Really??”
“Yes. His Majesty the Emperor put a lot of effort into it.”
“Good!”
After pulling off the crystal ball, Irrell ran to his dressing room.
Then, he began putting everything he could get into his bag.
His hum came out of nowhere.
I was excited that what I had planned came true.
Robert, the hero, was busy.
So I was dissatisfied with not being able to see it even though I wanted to see it.
He succeeded in retaining him as an academy professor.
“I will be at the academy for half a year now.”
It was an opportunity.
A chance to seduce Robert.
He also accepted the academy’s offer to become a teaching assistant.
At first, the principal strongly objected to how the prospective empress could come as her teaching assistant, but what can I do?
I said I’m going.
I arrived at the academy a week earlier than expected.
Then, I checked the clothes I brought.
Because I had to look prettier than other women.
“I want to expel all the girls from the academy…”
Realistically, it was a bit difficult, so I gave up.
Instead, all the women who applied to become Robert’s assistants were filtered out.
And the vacancy was filled with men.
I was the only female assistant to Robert.
I was excited to see how Robert would react when he saw himself as a teaching assistant.
Then, I brought an entertainment book from the imperial library.
The title was 100 ways to seduce a man.
“I never thought I’d see a book like this.”
I met many men with this body, but my entertainment skills were close to zero.
Men love it even if I just stay still, but it’s because I didn’t have to put in the effort.
However, since Robert was different, he needed skill to seduce him.
As a fluorescent fan, I read the book diligently, even underlining it.