77 – Regrets
At the academy, the morning started with the sound of students energetically going to school.
I got up leisurely, washed up, and stood in front of the mirror.
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“What should I wear today?”
There are people who look good, so clothes and hairstyles are basic, and I paid attention to accessories such as earrings, bracelets, and necklaces that matched the fashion of the day.
Not to mention looking good to Robert.
It was necessary to kill the spirit so that the other academy girls would not even dare to look at it.
After much thought, she put on clothes and accessories and stood in front of the mirror.
“This is enough!”
After spraying perfume to finish, I came out of the academy annex where I live.
When the male students saw me, they stopped staring blankly at first, and then started screaming with delight.
‘I wish Robert would like that too.’
He was always indifferent.
Even when he came in as an assistant, he really treated me like an assistant.
‘Water is attractive, too.’
At first, I felt sad.
She is her ex-fiancé no matter how much she broke up, and it was too much to treat her like an ordinary assistant.
But as time passed, I liked Robert more and more.
At first, I was angry at the thought of daring to ignore me.
When the anger subsided, the emotion that came to mind was freshness.
I liked morning dramas when I was on Earth, but there were some clichés I didn’t like.
One of them is the line, “This is the first time a woman has treated me like this.”
It was a bit absurd that the eldest son of a chaebol family fell in love with a poor heroine because she was slapped on the cheek.
“I think I know how it feels now…”
I am the main character of this world.
Every man who thought I was handsome or attractive in the slightest liked me without exception.
Just do nothing.
Men who would never talk to each other even if they were just breathing quietly approached me and begged for love.
It was the first time I had an attractive man who treated me indifferently.
Originally, I had a crush on him, but he didn’t come over to me easily.
It looked more attractive.
It seemed even more special.
Longing to see Robert, I quickly walked along the open road through the well-kept lawn.
Under the gaze of men, I entered the building where Robert’s professor’s office was located.
Before going up the stairs and entering Robert’s room, I went to the bathroom and checked my clothes and hair one more time.
Every time I saw the door with the nameplate “Professor Robert” On it, I felt good.
“Hmm. Hmm.”
After clearing my voice and taking a deep breath, I opened my body and entered.
“Professor. Good morning!”
“Yes.”
At my lively greeting, Robert glanced at me and looked at the papers again.
As I learned from the royal chamberlain, I got into the car and handed it over to Robert.
“Thank you. Have a good drink.”
Laughter leaked out at Robert’s thanks.
I sat down at a desk a little away from Robert.
Then I saw Robert, who was writing something engrossed.
Even with me alone in this room.
Robert looked pretty cool as he went about his business without paying any attention to me.
Everywhere men always looked only at me.
That’s why I’ve never seen a man concentrate on his work.
‘s*xy…’
I put my chin on my chin and stared at Robert.
It was the first time I knew that a man who worked so hard on something could be this cool.
The face reflected in the sun is still handsome today.
The thickness and veins of the forearm with the shirt half rolled up were perfect, and the shoulders that widened like the Pacific Ocean were manly.
And his eyes, which changed moment by moment as he turned over the paper, reminded me of a dazzling spectrum.
Looking at him, the moment when excitement peaked.
“Do you have anything to say?”
Robert spoke with a puzzled expression.
“No. I don’t have one.”
“Then concentrate on your work.”
I was taken aback by Robert’s hard tone.
‘You stared at me too closely.’
‘Eight. It’s like this even though I kept conscious of not doing it for fear of looking stupid.’
Even if I made up my mind not to look at her like an idiot, at some point she was staring at Robert as if possessed.
It was unfamiliar to me to see myself shrunk like this.
I couldn’t help but be excited to see a man who treated me like an assistant.
‘Professor and assistant…’
I really liked a relationship that seemed very unhealthy.
If I take off all my clothes right now and approach naked, how will those cold and indifferent eyes change?
“Use it.”
I tried to concentrate on my work while wiping the saliva that flowed from my mouth.
*
“Hwiik!”
As I blew the whistle, the shadow shook under the shadow of the tree.
The shadow that appeared without a sound was Antares.
He was a rather tall handsome man with a ruthless face exuding danger, and he said with a sullen face.
“….. So. If you signal, you’re telling me to raise a big wind, right?”
“Is there a problem?”
“It’s not like that. I wonder why I should help you get close to another guy.”
“Curious?”
I stared at Antares, who expressed his doubts.
Antares’ sunken black, matte eyes quivered.
“Do I have to explain every single thing I do to you?”
I was displeased and lowered my voice.
“Okay. I’ll do it.”
After giving a short answer, Antares disappeared into the shadows again.
Actually, I wanted to ask another man, but I couldn’t help it because Antares was the only one who could work without being caught by Robert’s feelings.
After asking Antares, I stood in front of the door of the classroom where Robert was.
Robert’s voice leaked through the slightly open door.
After about 30 minutes, the lecture ended and the students came out.
Ignoring the male students who greeted me, I waited for Robert.
When Robert finally came out, I naturally stood by his side.
It was to have lunch alone with Robert.
Students passing by the hallway threw their eyes at us and passed by.
Both male and female students had expressions of admiration and sullenness that had even taken away their first love.
I glared at the schoolgirls who glanced at Robert as they passed.
‘Aiming for something you can’t even look at.’
I wanted to hold your hand, but it was so out of the blue and I was embarrassed myself, so I hesitated.
‘When are you going to start?’
I ran out of patience, so today I came up with a plan to shake Robert’s heart and make me feel like a woman.
After checking the white string dress she was wearing for that purpose, she aimed for the right timing.
Walking down the academy path, he confirmed that it was just the two of them and sent a hand signal to the shadow under the tree.
Suddenly a strong wind blew and I purposely stumbled and fell toward Robert.
When I slightly lowered my shoulders, the wind blew one shoulder strap down.
It was the dress she wore for that purpose.
Since she was not wearing underwear, her immaculate skin was exposed.
I fell as if being hugged by Robert.
As I expected, Robert supported me as I fell and naturally hugged me.
I looked up at Robert with the moist eyes I had practiced.
‘It’s a success.’
We prepared a lot for today.
I sprayed a perfume that shakes men’s hearts made by the best alchemist in the empire.
Wearing a plain white dress with a good ending, she took no underwear to show off to Robert.
Only that part was mended loosely so that the wind could blow the strings and clothes down, and I practiced moist eyes every night looking in the mirror to finish the look.
Thankfully, the operation was successful and he held Robert on the day he fell.
‘You must be looking at my inner body right now, right?’
I looked at Robert in anticipation and the moment I saw his eyes, I realized that the operation had failed.
*
“I’m going crazy. No, I really can’t believe it. Does this make sense?”
Suppressing my embarrassment and anger, I went into the futon.
Apparently Robert saw me.
I took on the perfume I prepared and took my collection, and looked at my moist eyes.
And you must have seen my body because of the string that went down.
“It doesn’t make sense for a man not to feel lust…”
I saw my reflection in the mirror next to the bed.
“Does it make sense not to go over this…”
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Common sense, I couldn’t understand it.
“…..?”
While staring at the ceiling in a daze, a creepy thought came to my mind.
“No way…”
I thought of Robert, who was waiting for me outside in the rain to meet me after breaking off his engagement.
“Did you become gay because of the shock of being broken off by me?”
Then Robert’s behavior made sense.
I jumped out of bed.
“Nonsense.”
Unable to accept that fact, I walked around the room.
Irelle, who was spinning around the room once, twice, three times, knocked on the crystal ball.
“Did Irrell-nim call you?”
I heard the voice of the librarian in charge of the imperial library in the crystal ball.
“Find out how to turn a homos*xual into a heteros*xual right now.”
“Homos*xuals to heteros*xuals.. Are you saying?”
“Yes. It’s urgent. As soon as possible.”
“Okay.”
After that, I contacted the male leads and attendants to find out how.
Looking out the window at the eyes showing no signs of stopping, I put on my clothes and went outside.
I pulled up my coat collar and went forward in the raging rain and wind.
I usually don’t go out on rainy days, but I was in a hurry.
He couldn’t just leave it to others.
Sam was going to the academy books to see if there was a way to turn a homos*xual into a heteros*xual.