Goddess-1
“…Robert.”
No answer came back. Her limp body touched her shoulder, and Adele, who tried to raise herself up with trembling hands, pursed her lips at the body heat that was transmitted to her.
It’s still warm, but isn’t it gradually getting colder? Why why? why.
“Robert.”
Blood was dripping from the hand that touched his back. There was Robert in a world full of red.
My back was pierced, and my chest was pierced by the influence of the magical power that just came. Adele’s eyes, which had been caressing the wound blankly, began to shake little by little.
dead – no, it couldn’t have been. said it would be nothing. Because every time I thought I was dead, I came back intact.
It will be the same this time too, Adele slowly raised Robert with that thought.
It was like a doll with a broken thread. It was probably because he fainted. Originally, when I lost my strength, I used to droop like this.
How was the wound treated? Even if he couldn’t come up with a clear idea of how, there was no way that Robert would die.
It was Robert who died and came back to life again and again. A person like that can’t die easily. Adele was determined.
“If you wait a little bit, someone will come. After receiving treatment, it may be a little late to advance to the capital… Once you are healed, you can leave then.”
It can be late. No matter how much Keitel was up to something, it was not more important than Robert’s life.
live, live You just have to see it happen casually, then blame yourself for doing such an irresponsible thing, and get angry.
Robert’s feet dragged on his back. The blood flowed down her back for a while, but Adele, feeling that even that had stopped, let out a laugh.
blood is cold Aren’t the hands holding it and the body hung somehow cold?
I tried hard to ignore it. There is still hope, it’s not too late. However, there was no excuse for not feeling even the feeble breath that I always felt.
Bitten lips turned white. As his trembling legs weakly touched the ground, Robert’s body also flowed down.
It was unnatural no matter who saw it. If I had fainted, it wouldn’t have been like that. There was no way a living person would stop breathing.
If he was alive, his body could never be this cold. The wind from the north was cold, and even in the fall, a bone-chilling wind blew and touched it. His blood-curdled, pale face was glued to the ground, unable to close his eyes.
“You are alive.”
Things I wanted to forget rise up in the blurry memories that I thought I had forgotten. The father who disappeared, and the person who was dead when he found it again.
It was the first time he had felt this way because he always died first when he was with Robert.
I didn’t want to feel it again. Her quivering lips were biting into her teeth and blood was flowing, and the hand that had been caressing Robert’s cheek touched his chest and crumpled the hem of his shirt.
I can’t even remember the last time I cried, but I hang my head feeling the tears running down my cheeks.
His heart ached and trembled from time to time. There were many things I wanted to say, but there were still many things I hadn’t been able to say.
“Me- me.”
Adele hugged her completely cooled body and murmured softly. My voice couldn’t come out properly in my throat, and I felt a sharp pain as my cracked voice leaked out.
Again this happens. I also lost someone dear to me. It was because I had no strength back then, and this time I only received help again.
obviously got stronger Now being called the Grand Duke, he always pretended to be strong in front of Robert, but he never showed a weak side. Where did it go wrong?
Adele, who was crying for the first time in her life, was immediately discovered by the adjutants, but no one dared approach.
Robert, whose chest was pierced, still did not even respond. The warm breath he always felt, and the corners of his mouth that always smiled, did not move.
because he died Realizing that they could no longer meet, Adele stared blankly into space. It was because he couldn’t maintain his reason, which had always been close to being calm.
I just can’t accept the reality. All she could do was stare blankly at Robert with the thought that it would all be a dream.
“Don’t leave me…”
The woman who had been alone since childhood became alone again. I lost it last time, so the next time I wanted to keep it, wasn’t it colorless and kept again?
Even if he wanted to stop, he wiped away the tears that flowed endlessly, but his already messed up face did not return. And Robert wasn’t coming back alive.
In the silence, when everyone was holding their breath without even making a small voice, a soldier rushed from one side and delivered an urgent message.
“It’s urgent!”
“Be quiet, can’t you see what the mood is like now!”
“That, not that. The saintess has arrived.”
It was only for a moment that the silence that seemed to be unbreakable forever disappeared. Everyone present realized that the only hope for a solution to this situation was the saintess.
Adele raised her head slowly and ordered. It was a simple order to attend the saintess.
It was a time for miracles.
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The winding white road was not in front of me. The first thing I saw was pitch-black darkness, and I wondered why the regression didn’t happen.
I smiled dumbfounded when I remembered that what I had promised when I first started my 101st life was eternal death.
I didn’t want it to happen this way. Did you even intend to fuck me? Hagi, if the regression started again in this situation… it would have been quite difficult to endure then.
Even though I have no regrets about dying in place of Adele, I am still thinking that there might have been a better way.
…I don’t know what Adele might be doing by now. This darkness, where I can’t even tell how much time has passed since I opened my eyes, this abyss, where I don’t even know what it wants from me. Maybe it’s the hell given to me.
When I was lying still without even grasping the time, the light that suddenly leaked from the ceiling reached me and began to flow toward a certain place.
As I moved along the light that fluttered several times as if to follow me, what I saw before long was this space.
“ruins…?”
However, the problem was that it was difficult to remember the original shape because it collapsed and was smashed. It was certain that it looked like a ruin, but I couldn’t figure out what the hell it was doing.
There is no information other than that it seems to have been supported by a raised pillar, possibly the ceiling.
Even after walking along for a long time, nothing increased except for the lump of stone that was hit by the foot. The light fades, and at the same time the darkness that has swallowed the surroundings is lifted.
Looking up at the sky, the bright stars poured their light down. It took a while for the white brush strokes to begin again on the shattered ruins, clusters of stars encrusted like jewels, and pitch-black as if drawn in a painting.
Sensing that something had changed, he turned his back and saw a woman covered in a robe.
Since when have you been there? I unknowingly tried to grab the weapon, but then I realized that it wasn’t there in the first place, and I frowned slightly.
Have your senses become so dull that you can’t even feel the presence? I didn’t even know it was like that when I died. I didn’t want to admit it, but I’m pretty sure I’m dead anyway.
Fortunately, the woman did not seem hostile to me. When the light flickering in the air disappeared and permeated the woman, she realized that this space belonged to her.
Why did you call me here? It was the moment I thought about it.
“Finally we meet. I have been waiting for this moment for a very long time.”
“…sounds like you were waiting for the right time to die.”
“That would not be wrong. For this Eternal Return to end, your will was more important than anything else.”
Strangely, he wasn’t angry even though his quiet laugh seemed to be mocking him. It seems to be a familiar energy, but she looked at me and pursed her lips, as if she had noticed that I was observing.
“I thought I would explain everything without looking at you. Everything from the fact that there is no more return to why you are in this space.”
“I’m curious about that too, but I have more questions.”
“What do you think?”
“…How is Adele doing now?”
I was more worried about what happened after than if I died. Could it be that he collapsed, or maybe he was crying too much? I wish I wouldn’t be sad if possible, but it bothered me that we broke up without any preparation. The woman who had been thinking about the name Adele smiled and looked at me.
As I frowned at what was funny, the woman let out a sigh and continued.
“You don’t have to worry. We will meet again anyway.”
“Can we meet again?”
“It means you are not dead yet. Even though his body was pierced and his heart stopped ‘for a moment’ when he was in a state of disrepair. The miracle is still on your side. My will also intervened to some extent. I thought something like this would happen at least once in the first place.”
The more I listened to the woman, the narrower my eyes were. It’s like you’ve been aware of my regression from the beginning, and you know everything about the situation.
Aren’t you just talking like you’re a god? I answered that I had a question, but it was just a question out of desperation.
I thought it was unusual to create this space, but what kind of person is that woman to be able to answer like that?
It didn’t take long for the problem to be resolved. It was because when the woman took off her hood, she saw a familiar face inside.
“…Ad, Lian?” “I think they look quite alike. Because that child was born with my authority, he will all look like me. I was always by Adrian’s side, and I was also with you.”
There was only one thing that could be called such a thing. Having given powers to Adrian, I expected that he would intervene in this regression in some way.
“Let me introduce you again. I created Eden, the moon, and I am also a contemplative god.”
The woman who looked exactly like Adrian smiled. However, the reason he still couldn’t answer was because he needed time to understand the situation.
I thought it was all over…but it wasn’t over yet.
nothing.
It meant it wasn’t over yet.