The Main Heroines are Trying to Kill Me chapter 16

“…Ugh.”

When I arrived at the school dormitory, I sighed quietly and began to put a bandage on my back.

In fact, it is a situation that requires professional treatment, but since you never know when Kania will attack the dormitory, you must complete first aid as soon as possible.

‘…Damn system. If you roll like this, you’ll get some support for items related to treatment.’

Cursing the deadly system and giving first aid with a bandage, suddenly started to burst out in anger.

To me, who is working so hard to protect the world, only once a week, a mask that hides my identity for only one minute, or a whip that does not hurt even when hit… Isn’t this too much?

At the very least, you should give him an ointment that heals wounds immediately upon application or a potion that instantly restores vitality if you drink it.

With that thought in mind, I began to twist my body, distorting my expression, as the pain in my back started to come back.

‘…I’ll be back, really.’

To be honest, at this point, even in a country with a mental strength of 9, my mentality is shaken.

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Even if I am the only person who can save the world, even if the world perishes if I do not do this, even if I know that there is a chance that I will be reborn and live happily ever after.

Being stained with evil can somehow be solved by thoroughly separating me as a false evil and me as a hero.

It can withstand being humiliated and hated by heroines and those around them. For if I do not hate them, those whom I love will die.

However, being lonely is hard to bear.

This lonely ascetic, where there is no one understanding, sometimes shakes even the nation that has the identity of a hero.

So sometimes I have to commit false evil compulsively like this, but I think how good it would be if I could earn points stably while reigning as a moderately cool and forceful black screen in the back world.

However, it is an impossible wish.

Because I have to become an ugly, sleazy, childish third-rate villain, not a fancy black screen with a noble and noble tone.

According to the prophecy left by Seonjo, the one with the highest clear rate among the tendencies that can be selected when riding the ‘False Evil Root’ is the ‘third-rate villain’ type that I am following.

The reason is the ‘cumulative notoriety system’ that will be added to the system soon.

The cumulative notoriety system is a system that evaluates your notoriety spread around the world once a week and converts it into points.

That system is the core of the ‘Path of the False Evil’ system that can literally draw points… .

In fact, in a way, it is quite natural.

For example, if you ask a passer-by right now if they know the infamous Count Justiano as the tycoon of the underworld, nine out of ten they will shake their head.

However, if you ask him if he knows about Confucius Frei, the first son of the Duke of Starlight, he will nod his head in nine out of ten.

As you can see from these examples, a rogue, who is notorious throughout the empire, is perceived as a worse person in the world than a black screen that reigns quietly and secretly in the afterlife that only those who know know.

Therefore, it is said that the ‘third-rate villain’ tendency, which has an excellent advantage in terms of earning points, was ironically the least frequently selected in the game of the world where the ancestors were originally located.

The reason is simple.

Because the story of the game is too dark.

The clear rate is quite high, but users who play the game with that tendency feel extremely tired, so it is said that those who play the game for fun never choose the ‘third-rate villain’ tendency.

However, if I do it right, I chose the ‘third-rate villain’ that can almost certainly save everyone except me.

This is because the place where I am is not ‘Black Tail Fantasy 2’, which is a game for fun and entertainment, but above all, it is the Sunrise Empire where loved ones and friends live and breathe.

“Let’s see. Yeah, that’s a bit far-fetched… huh?”

After I finished putting the bandages on my clothes, I looked in the mirror and checked to see if the bandages were visible, and I suddenly noticed something strange.

“…Where did my brooch go?”

The star-shaped brooch, which was made by secretly ordering a special order from the owner of the back alley, that could remotely deliver life to Kania in case of an emergency, disappeared.

It must have been spilled in a back alley… I have no idea where it was spilled.

Did I forget when I was fighting the Succubus Queen? Did you drop it when you were chased by heroines at the auction house? Or where did it roll off when it got stuck in the crowd?

‘…I’m going to die.’

Considering the cost of making the brooch, I would like to put on my coat and go out to find it, but unfortunately I can’t.

This is because my body is in a situation where I need to take a break right now, and I may be found by the main heroines while setting up a back alley to find a brooch.

‘…By the way, what happened to the owner?’

The owner, who was beaten and passed out by Isolet, was abandoned by her due to the emergency of a terrorist attack and was left in the middle of the road.

He probably woke up again soon after, but it may be difficult to ask the owner, who suddenly became unemployed due to the destruction of the store, to make the brooch again.

Still, the good news is that… In case you lose the ‘Remote Vitality Transmission Brooch’, you have made a spare in advance.

I took out my spare brooch and started digging through the secret pocket I had magically crafted in the front pocket of the bag I had brought from home to put on my chest.

“…Well?”

However, a piece of paper was caught in my grasp along with the brooch.

‘…I never put paper here?’

After tilting my head for a moment, I found something written inside the crumpled paper and opened it wide.

– To my dear son.

“……!”

And the moment I read the first paragraph, my hand that was holding the letter began to tremble.

This is because the first paragraph of the letter, written in ‘Hangeul’, the language left by the previous warrior, was written in my father’s handwriting, which was exactly the same as the previous warrior’s handwriting.

– Were you surprised to see this note? Yes, you must be surprised. I was also quite surprised a while ago.

“…Uh, why? There wasn’t a note like this in the previous episode?”

Obviously, in the previous episode, there was no such note in the secret space of the bag, so I was worried that an unknown variable had occurred other than the memories of the main heroines, and as I read through the contents, I breathed a sigh of relief.

– Yes, it seems that you have succeeded in returning with the Demon King after all? Seeing that strange phrase “10 minutes before memory adjustment” appeared in front of my eyes.

“…Ah, that’s what it was.”

Fortunately, it was not a variable that could harm me, caused by the system, so I was relieved and started reading the contents of the letter.

– So how did I kill you? poisoned? strangulation? beheading? stripe?

And the moment I saw the next content of the note, I closed my eyes tight for a moment, then opened my eyes again and began to read the next content without even thinking of controlling my trembling hands.

– Maybe he didn’t kill the rich man, did he? No, it can’t be. ‘Scarring’ is an essential act to make the warrior’s weapons run wild.

The content of the message is correct. I killed my father in the previous car with my own hands.

In order to run rampant with the ‘Heroes of the Heroes’, who are blindly loyal to the direct lineage of the ‘Starlight’ family, the family of the hero, the direct lineage had no choice but to commit terrible sins.

And among those terrifying sins, the ‘event’ that must occur is the scourge. In other words, the protagonist killed his father with his own hands.

To be honest, the moment I killed my father was the biggest turning point for me. To save my father, I have to kill him with my own hands… What a terrible fate.

So, the first thing I wanted to see after returning was my father… I deliberately avoided meeting him. No matter how hard it was, when I saw my father’s face… I remembered that scene and thought I would go crazy.

– Anyway, son, who’s looking at this note right now. I hope you will listen carefully to what I have to say from now on.

I tried not to remember that moment again as much as possible, but after reading the next passage, I froze for a moment.

– I’m sorry about this father.

“……..”

After staring at the passage for a while, I slowly began to read the following content.

– I hate myself for passing that responsibility on to you, who was kinder and purer than anyone else.

“father…”

– Rather, I wish I had been a party to the prophecy… or could have inherited that fate in your place. It’s better for this ugly old man to do evil than a good kid like you.

“…what, nonsense.”

Suddenly, I felt tears falling from my eyes, and I smiled as I remembered my cheerful father, who was nicer than me, but not bad.

– Honestly, there are many things I want to apologize to, and there are many things I want to write about… but you are the one who has suffered and lack of time.

“……”

As I read the last passage, feeling quite regretful at those words, I immediately opened my eyes.

– You have set up a borrowed-name account at Imperial Bank. Originally, I was going to leave a complicated hint so that only the smart ones could understand it, but when I get an opportunity like this, I have to get rid of it.

‘…a borrowed-name account?’

– There, I put the money I had saved for your second round. Of course, it’s not the duke’s property, it’s the money he earned from his personal business… Even if his memory is adjusted, there won’t be any problems.

After looking at the password and authentication method of the borrowed-name account written on the letter for a moment, I lowered my head after reading the contents of the postscript.

– ps. I love you, son.

[Abraham Raon Starlight]

With my head down and shoulders shaking like that, I was afraid that Kania might suddenly come in, so I forcibly swallowed my tears, pushed the letter into the secret room and headed to bed.

“…..Ugh.”

After lying in bed for a while to calm my mind, I clenched my teeth and murmured as I felt a terrible pain in my back.

“…I’m a warrior. So… something like this… is nothing.”

Somehow someone was sarcastic and said, ‘Really?’ It felt like a whisper in my ear, so I muttered helplessly again.

“Nothing… no…”

Apparently, it will be difficult to sleep tonight.

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“…I’ve been there, Young Master.”

“……”

“Young Master, it’s late at night, but if you have anything to order…”

“…I do not need.”

In the end, I, who was lying helplessly in bed until Kania came, answered with a blank expression on my face without even losing the will to say False Evil.

“Young Master, just in case…”

“…yes?”

“…where are you sick?”

However, Kania asks me a strange question. Do I look so shabby?

“…Never mind.”

“……..”

When I answered without motivation, Kania looked at me quietly, put the black cat doll from her arms on the desk, and headed to the extra bed.

“Young Master, change your clothes before going to bed.”

“…even if you don’t mind me.”

“…Well then, good night.”

“…okay.”

After the lights went out, I lay blankly with my eyes open for several hours, and after confirming that Kania was completely asleep, I protested against her with a blank expression on my face.

“…Then, let’s try it today.”

After putting my hand on her stomach for a while and sharing her vitality, I bowed my head in the sudden feeling of vomiting and began to vomit blood on the floor.

“…Cool, Cool!! Cool!!! What, why the hell… Ah, I was overworked today…”

It has become a habit to give her life force, and because I overworked my body, my head didn’t work well.

“…Damn it, I’ve got to get to this point today.”

As I was wiping the floor, feeling lethargic all over my body, I suddenly started looking at the cat on the desk.

I was quite pleased with the cat that came out to the desk after a long time in Kania’s arms, so I smiled and picked up the cat and started petting it.

“…Goyang-ah, a lot happened today.”

“………”

“I can’t tell you all because it’s going to be late if I tell you all about what happened… I think I’ve almost passed the critical point of death at least three times.”

“………”

“And… I also read a letter from my father that was sincere. At that time, I almost burst into tears… I held it in. Because I was a hero.”

“…Honestly, it’s hard. I think I’m going to die because it’s hard. What should I do? I’m in Yongsan. I have no choice but to work hard.”

“………”

I had no one to confide in, so I closed my eyes tightly and muttered as tears began to flow from my eyes again while looking at the cat.

“…Wait, wait… I’ll be like this for a second…”

I hugged a cat that felt warm for some reason, and I started to cry as Kania woke up.

“…after all, no matter how brave you are… there’s nothing you can do about it…”

After shed tears for a long time, my heart was relieved to some extent, so I put the cat down and headed to the bed.

“…that, I really should buy one.”

I fell asleep with my eyes closed and dreamed of running around with a black cat and slept comfortably after a long time.

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“…Young Master, get up.”

“……Umm.”

I was lying on the stomach of a giant black cat, when Kania shook me to wake me up.

“…it’s already morning.”

I looked out the window and realized that morning had arrived, so I got up and stretched out, enjoying the refreshing feeling I had felt after a long time.

‘…How long has it been since I cried? Even in the previous episode, I didn’t cry a few times.’

When Isolet died, when the heroines died, and when I killed my father with my own hands, I didn’t remember much crying, but I cried very loudly.

Apparently, the memories of the heroines came back and the difficulty level went up several times compared to the previous episode.

‘…By the way, are you feeling pretty refreshed? Is it because I cried so much?’

When I turned on the information window, wondering, a pretty surprising situation was unfolding.

[Name: Frey Laon Starlight]

[Ability: Power ???/ Magic Power ??? / Intellect ??? / Spirit 9.3]

[Speciality: Blessing of the Stars/Exhaustion/Lack of Life]

[Alignment: Hero]

‘…the mental strength went up by 0.3?’

According to the prophecy, if the stat is 9 or higher, the number does not go up well unless there is some trigger. So, was it possible that the number of crabs crying while holding a cat doll yesterday was an opportunity?

‘…well, sometimes there must be days when you’re emotional.’

Apparently, last night was the turning point between whether or not my mental was awake. However, since I have almost the highest level of mental strength, I think I was able to survive such a difficult time with the help of a cat doll.

Well, it’s a little embarrassing that I cried while hugging a cat doll… but thanks to that, I was lucky enough to raise my mental stats and felt refreshed, so I can bear that much.

“Kania, what are you doing standing there blankly? Bring me some breakfast!”

After thinking like that, I got nervous again as usual and ordered Kania to bring breakfast.

“……..”

“…what are you doing?”

However, something is strange. Kania doesn’t listen to my orders and just looks straight into my eyes.

“…Young Master, let me tell you an interesting story.”

“…What?”

When Kania, who had been staring at me for a while, said something like fat from her mouth, I frowned and tried to scream for breakfast, but…

“Okay! Morning…!”

“I went to the auction house in the back alley yesterday…”

“Take it, oh…”

Hearing the words coming out of her mouth, he began to blur his words and hurriedly start spinning his brain.

“…It’s an auction house in a back alley, so it’s interesting. Keep talking.”

“However, there, I found a person wearing the same sword that the Lord used.”

“…okay?”

The moment she mentioned my father’s sword, I suddenly remembered that my beloved sword was a gift from my father.

‘…I thought it was a new order from the craftsman because it was so clean and sharp, but that was my father’s sword!?’

I lamented my father’s misery for a moment, then remembered that it was all for my own finances, and I coughed quietly before accepting her words.

“Maybe it’s just something similar? Or maybe that person was the father who came out to flirt.”

“…Is that so?”

“…Yeah, so stop talking nonsense and stop now…”

“…Ah, Young Master. The brooch has fallen off.”

“Oh? Ugh…”

I tried to bring her breakfast, dismissing her words as an illusion or a coincidence, but then she bent down and held out my brooch, so I unconsciously accepted the brooch and reached out to my chest.

“…uh?”

By the way, I already had a star-shaped brooch stuck to my chest.

“The person who had the sword leaked the brooch… But isn’t that the same brooch that Young Master always wore?”

“……..”

“You wouldn’t even call it a coincidence, would you?”

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Eventually, when Kania quietly questioned me, I hurriedly started making excuses.

“…This is a brooch I bought from a magic tool shop in the back alley. It was a pretty famous place, so he probably bought the brooch there too.”

“…where is that store?”

“Damn it, there.”

“Didn’t I just say it was a famous place?”

“The owner there had an argument with a violent person. So the store was shattered.”

“…okay.”

“Okay, so stop talking nonsense…”

In a cold sweat, I somehow made up an excuse, but first I tried to get Kania out and think about what to do in the future…

“…Ah, Young Master! Over there!”

“…..?”

When she suddenly pointed backwards with a shocked expression on her face, she quickly turned around, wondering if the demon lord who found out about yesterday might have attacked her.

And at that moment…

– Cook!

“…aah!”

She pressed hard on my back, and I screamed and fell on the bed, grabbing my back.

“Gee, what are you doing now…”

“…Isn’t that the trick that Young Master used to me yesterday?”

“……!!!”

Kania, who opened her mouth after hearing those words, asked a question with an expression of incomprehension.

“…Yesterday, why did you save me? Young Master?”

“ah…”

And, at that moment…

[Penalty occurs!]

“…I’m sorry I can’t understand it. Besides, I don’t really understand what happened this morning. So, please convince me…”

“…No, oh, hey, hey!!!”

“…..!?”

A system window, which I had hoped never to open, appeared in front of my eyes.

[Permanent debuff: False evil’s fate]

[The user’s lifespan and vitality are greatly reduced!]

[Stacks: 1]

“Young Master? Why are you…”

“Kuhhh!!!”

“…Yeah!?”

And looking at the system window with a desperate expression, I vomited more blood than ever before and muttered to myself.

‘…Somehow lucky.’

I vomited blood like that and crouched forward, staring at Kania, who was reaching out to me, with my eyes starting to close, and then I lost consciousness.

“……..Young Master?”

Meanwhile, Kania reached out and grabbed Frey, who had fallen forward, and started shaking, looking at Frey with a confused expression while losing her mind.

But despite her actions, that day, Frey did not regain consciousness.