“……Ugh.”
Lulu’s eyes tremble as she flips through the diary.
○○ year ○○ month ○○ day
[Yes, I have to admit it.
I was too dependent on Lulu.
Lulu also has a life of her own, but she tried to bind her too much.
So, of course, this is bound to happen.]
This is because the rough and dark letters that were repeated several times disappeared, and calm and neat letters began to appear.
[She must have had a hard time too.
My obsession was beyond imagination.
On the subject of being hated by everyone,
Continuing to force her and my twisted relationship
It’s just selfishness.]
“ah…”
The neat letters that followed.
[Still, you must continue to give her affection.
The stigma of unhappiness that has almost completely disappeared, shouldn’t it be removed?
I just need a little more effort.]
He said so in a calm manner.
[For her, who is more pitiful than anyone else, I must give her a happy ending.]
Lulu, who opened his eyes from the contents of the diary that ended like that, muttered while biting his lip.
“…I did not know.”
Recalling memories of the past, which are now blurred.
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Lulu has always wanted to be loved.
“You’re a monster… you’re a monster…”
“Uh, Mom…”
However, it was too difficult for Lulu.
“Get out! Get out of my house…!”
“…Ugh, whoops.”
When she was less than ten years old, she was kicked out of the house.
The reason was simple.
By her side, it was because unhappy things were constantly happening.
and that is,
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Even when you get kicked out of your house and wander the streets.
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Even when you are lucky enough to get a job or have a guardian.
It was the same when making friends.
The unhappiness that slowly imprisoned Lulu did not allow her to be ‘happiness’.
Thanks to that, by the time she entered the academy, she had already given up everything and was walking towards the end.
“…Luru, be my pet now.”
Until an unexpected turning point came in her life.
“Luru, this is your room from now on.”
“Is there anything you want to eat? Tell me whatever you want. I’ll give you everything.”
“Your clothes and accessories. Of course, if you want anything, I’ll get it for you.”
“I told you not to harm yourself. I’ll bandage you, come here.”
Frey, who declared that he would own Lulu as a ‘pet’, gave her infinite love.
“…Luru, you’re my pet. You’re the only one who obeys my orders. You just want to be quiet and be pretty?”
“Who gave Lulu this kind of food?”
“Where are you going, Lulu? You’re welcome to buy anything, so you said you’d like to go with me when you go out.”
“You’re mine, Lulu. It’s mine.”
However, that love was quite twisted.
“…I’m sorry, Frey.”
So, although he was the one who first gave love to him, he was the one who removed the ‘stigma of unhappiness’.
“I don’t think I can be with you anymore.”
One day, when Frey was particularly harsh on Lulu, she left the Starlight Mansion.
“Luru…! What the hell is that…!”
“…Have you been tormenting Lulu until now?”
“Lou, Ruby… Why are you…”
“Luru-san asked me for help. So, Lulu-san will be with us from now on.”
And then, she entrusted herself to the hero Ruby.
To the woman who shook her heart by explaining the dangers and unusual aspects of Frey, who usually gave her a love call to be with her.
“…for the time being, thank you.”
After that, Lulu wasn’t just Frey.
loved by everyone
As a proud member of the warrior party, he received attention, affection, and envy from everyone in his class.
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Even within the Brave Party, thanks to his analytical skills, he was highly rated and loved.
Ruby, the hero, loved her especially.
“Luru-nim~! Try some of this!”
“Ah, there… uh…”
“It’s okay! You can eat as much as you want!”
When it comes to eating, he always gave up something delicious to Lulu.
“You did a great job in today’s battle! Lulu-sama is the core of our party!”
“Ah, yes…”
Due to the nature of her abilities, she could only play in the rear, but when the battle was over, she did not even praise her.
“Oh my God… Then, in the Starlight Mansion, you’re completely treated as a pet…?”
“Yeah, yes… can you do it?”
“Luru-sama is not a pet! He is a man! A person who can think and act at his own will!”
Rather than the ‘twisted relationship’ that Frey imposed on her, it was a horizontal and free relationship.
“Luru, you did a great job today!”
“Would you like to have dinner with me later?”
“Luru… help me with my homework. It’s a magic circle analysis assignment…”
In that way, Lulu obtained the happy daily life she had longed for.
No more misfortunes overtook her, no one hated her, no one forced her to love her.
Happiness was all around her, people liked Lulu, and others rushed to give her love.
Therefore, he refused all meetings with Frey who tried to approach her again.
I ignored all his calls and letters.
In the happiness she had enjoyed, there was no place for Frey to stand.
[However, if you want to give her a happy ending…]
However.
Now, Lulu realized.
[I’ll have to deal with Ruby as well.]
That all the happiness I’ve enjoyed so far was, in fact, an illusion.
[Ruby, who is aiming for Lulu’s ‘Magic Eye’, is working behind the scenes without realizing it.]
“……Ugh.”
Lulu, who read the passage he had seen over and over again, clenched his fists.
[If Ruby is removed, the illusion created by her influence will also disappear.]
As written in the diary, all the happiness Lulu was experiencing was an illusion.
Ruby, who seemed to be giving Lulu love instead of Frey, was actually eager to kill Lulu by coveting her magic eyes.
Of course, there was a penalty for not being able to attack the Demon King.
So, when Ruby gets weak, she activates Lulu’s weakened ‘stigma’ again, driving her to suicide and stealing her magic eyes.
“…Ah, everyone. Lulu is coming. Everyone, please do what I tell you.”
“Yes, yes…”
“But why are you doing this…?”
She started doing what she did best.
“Luru-san’s self-esteem is so low… If he doesn’t do this, the party’s efficiency will be too low…”
“Oh, I see…”
At the same time as asking Lulu’s classmates to act as friends with her.
“I’m sorry… Am I causing too much trouble…?”
“Oh no! If you need a hero…!”
“By the way, Lulu, what’s wrong with him? Low self-esteem on the subject of the hero’s party?”
“…well, the hero seems to be having a hard time too.”
Unknowingly, he made Lulu’s public opinion worse.
I mean this shit.
[If the illusion disappears, her stigma will also disappear naturally.]
“Ugh…”
Lulu, who was reading what Frey had written calmly, groaned with a sad expression on her face.
[As long as the effect of the stigma of misfortune is minimized, there are plenty of people in the world who can give love to Lulu, who is overflowing with charm, even if it’s not the selfish me.]
“Oh, no…”
[If she can live a happy life and close her eyes surrounded by happiness, after suffering almost every episode, I am satisfied.]
“No…”
[Of course, everyone else.
I just slowly forget myself in the world I built up,
I hope you live happily.]
“ah…”
When Frey finished writing about Lulu, she bowed her head with a pale face.
“The one who truly loved me…”
She kept her head down for a while.
“…there was only Frey.”
Soon, he murmured in a gloomy voice.
“Now I realize…”
Looking at the stigma that remained on her shoulder, which had been faint until a few days ago.
“Come on, wait.”
Then, she widens her eyes.
Because, the ‘stigma of unhappiness’ that I thought had lost its effect because no more unfortunate things happened.
“I cut my hand in the diary earlier… Maybe…”
Because it started to become clear again.
The reason was simple.
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Ever since it was revealed to the public that ‘Fray Raon Starlight’ was a hero and ‘Ruby’ was a demon king.
It was because the reputation of the ‘Brave Party’ was falling sharply.
of course.
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Even if she was hated by everyone in the world, there was no reason for her stigma to become clear again if there was only one person who loved her.
“Then, really nobody…”
That is, no one at the moment.
“Isn’t nobody loving me…?”
It’s that they aren’t ‘loving’ Lulu.
“Ahh…”
In a way, it was normal.
There was no way the eyes of the people of the world who knew only fragmentary information without knowing the detailed self-inflictedness were good.
The people who usually treat her well were all Ruby acting.
The love Ruby gave was hypocrisy to steal Lulu’s eyes from the beginning.
Of course, the ‘love’ that the members of the Brave Party gave to Lulu was sincere.
“Oh my, this… my curse… has such an effect…”
“Huh… Frey. So can you beat me?”
The members of the Hero’s Party, who had learned all the truth and had their nerves turned elsewhere, could not afford to give Lulu any more affection.
“eww…”
Lulu was so isolated again.
– Sreuk…
With dead eyes, he picks up the knife from the table.
“……..”
Before long, she had a very hesitant expression on her face.
– Suck
He carefully stretched out his arm and, indeed, cut a knife into her skin after a long time.
“Ugh…!”
Then, an unexpected pain ensues.
“ah…”
And then, Lulu realized.
It once made her mind at ease.
Self-harm was the only refuge and turned my eyes away from the world.
that it no longer provides her with refuge or comfort.
“Lu, Lulu…! What are you doing…!”
“……”
In addition.
It means that the worries and concerns that have caused self-harm end up being nothing but fake sympathy.
– Chaenggrang…!
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Even after realizing it, Lulu, with trembling eyes, tried to cut his arm several more times with a knife.
“Ugh…”
Feeling only the increased pain and despair, he dropped the knife and murmured.
“…I want to be loved.”
But now, no one can give her sincere love.
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Even with cancer better than anyone else, Lulu continued muttering with a blank expression on her face.
“I want to be loved again.”
Although the subject is missing, what she means is clear.
“To you again…”
Suddenly, Lulu
“I want to be loved…”
He wanted to be loved by Frey again.
“…ah.”
But after saying that, Lulu turned his gaze away, and soon lost his words.
“……..”
In her view, not Frey.
It was because there was only a scabbard filled with shiny soil.
“Everyone, I want to see you again…”
Lulu’s empty voice.
“Fray…”
hovered in the air
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Meanwhile at that time.
[00:01]
A black room where the count still stops at the last second.
“…..”
In that room, Frey quietly looked down at the world.
“…The diary must have been destroyed by fire.”
Soon, he began to mumble in a low voice.
“It’s strange that the memories of my father and the heroines have returned, and that Ruby’s appearance has returned to its original state.”
Frey said that with an expressionless expression.
“and…”
turn your gaze
“Sister, are you holding on for quite a while? You want me to stop resisting useless? It’s going to get in the way.”
“Never… I can’t give up… I can’t see my creatures suffer… anymore…”
He fixed his gaze on the sun god, who had been struggling until then, and the devil, who was smiling coldly.
“Even if I dedicate all of my divine nature… you…!”
“Try it sometime, if you can.”
murmured in a cold voice.
“…makes you mad.”
One day, while stroking the small necklace that a scroll merchant handed over to me.