The Main Heroines are Trying to Kill Me chapter 173

The Main Heroines are Trying to Kill Me 173

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<Play from Perloche’s point of view>

How many times have you repeated it so far? Now I don’t even think about it.

Well, I gave up on counting the number of retries myself. Counting it doesn’t mean anything. The countless failures that permeate the huge numbers only give us a sense of hopelessness.

“Gugu-ya! Let’s eat!!”

I repeated so many retries, now there is no need to use hints or magic to deceive the demon.

Because my soul and mental state have been ruined, if I just go on as usual, even the demons won’t notice my true self.

Of course, at night or in a dark space when the demonic oversight is weakening, I sometimes reveal my true self little by little.

Of course, there are intentions to dodge the devil’s eyes, but there is also a reason to protect me from the eons.

I leave the action to myself, who is completely out of my mind, and bury the real consciousness in the subconscious. It’s kind of like an automatic process.

If I didn’t do this, I wouldn’t be able to stand it. I could have completely lost myself if I had endured the eons of time and worked with an intact mind.

Come to think of it, I feel that Frey is amazing again. I don’t know which of the two of us spent longer, but he must have felt the same pain…

After all, I have a long way to go to make amends.

“Oh, ah! Not my hands! Eat!”

Anyway, the reason I brought the ritual out for a while is to check the checklist.

To make it easier to see and remember what I have to do at a glance, whenever I retry, I write everything down on a piece of paper.

And, you have to check periodically to make sure you haven’t missed anything. If there is any gap, I have to go back to the beginning.

[check list]

1. Get ‘the sun god’s protection’ by praying to the sun god every day.

It’s about getting ‘the sun god’s protection’, which is important enough to be at the top of the list.

It is a necessary skill to convince the demon that I want to keep killing Frey, and at the same time, it is a necessary skill to save Frey from danger.

Yes, I’ve always been doing this.

From Frey’s point of view, when entering the second round, from the moment he entered the academy, every single day.

That way he’ll appear to the demon and to Frey as a foolish saint trying to kill him blindly.

It is the most effective means that I have found through countless regressions.

2. Helping Frey while fooling the demon.

This, of course, has been successful.

During the auction house incident, I deliberately fired a special move at Frey even though I knew it wouldn’t work, and I pretended to be under Eucarius’ illusion magic.

And in doing so, he deliberately swept the crowd outside the auction house so that Kania could find Frey’s badge.

And then I wrote a stupid threatening letter, and deliberately threw my maid suit. And, until I broke the neck of Frey, who had fallen by the first blow.

It was quite exaggerated, but I couldn’t help it. If you don’t do these things in the beginning, you won’t be able to completely dispel the demon’s suspicion.

After all, even if he cuts his neck there, he won’t die. The ’emergency defense’ system remains a remnant of a system originally developed to help Frey.

Thanks to this, you can almost completely deceive the demon without doing any real damage to him.

And, in the case of the raid on the commoners’ dormitory, the attacks were cleared by spewing out energy so that the commoners were not hurt and at the same time Irina-san had doubts…

When I went down to the basement of the church with Frey, I deliberately went to a room with a slab containing important hints…

“…that’s right! We’re all so good!”

That’s it. You won’t have time to review all of this. Anyway, the Demon God hasn’t noticed until now, so it must be working fine.

3. Achieve the DLC entry condition (adjust the timing of the five awakenings)

This is the most important and also the most difficult.

I don’t know how many retries I did because I couldn’t control this timing.

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Ever since I realized that one of the conditions for activating the ‘2nd year DLC story’ through numerous retrying is that all five people, including me, find out Frey’s identity.

You don’t know how much research I did to make it happen just before my sophomore year.

Besides, a coincidence is literally a coincidence…

When I realized the true identity after countless regressions, I really laughed heartily after a long time.

That little cute girl must have been the key.

Now, I can make it inevitably by secretly working behind the scenes…

In the days when it was literally a ‘accident’, to find the condition.

How many regressions…

“Huh…”

Oh, I need to yawn first.

The most effective excuse for tears is to yawn.

– Ugh…

I still have a lot of checklist left, but I just roughly folded it and put it in a drawer.

“Ugh…”

what to do It seems that the limit has been reached again. This hasn’t happened in quite a while, so why is this happening again?

“Ugh…”

Again, panic started…

“…ah?”

Ha, my God.

What I’ve been feeding with rice so far has been pencils, not gugus. I was sprinkling some rice on the desk, and dabbing it with a pencil.

Has my mind finally reached its limit? Do you think you’ve held up well so far? come here?

“Whoa…”

Tossing my pencil into the corner of my dormitory, I bowed my head and began to sigh.

“Uh, ooh…”

At the same time, tears began to form in my eyes. I couldn’t help it. I was so scared and scared.

“My soul… I feel like my soul will be shattered…”

My mind and soul, which I had barely endured until now, have finally reached their limit. It has reached the limit of its limits, and it feels like it will crumble if you touch it.

Probably, after a few more retries, it will be irreversible. Either the soul or the mind will be completely shattered.

If so, what will happen to me? When my mind is completely broken, can I call it me? If my soul was completely destroyed, what would I become?

“……”

To be honest, I’m not afraid of what will happen to me. Because it was something I was promised. I thought it was something I had to accept from the moment I first received the retry ability.

The reason I’m afraid now is because I’m not sure if I can keep my heart for Frey after that.

Up to now, I have endured aeons of eons only with love and guilt for him. I loved him that much, and I wanted to make atonement for him.

Of course, there were times when I was shaken because I was a person before a saint. There were times when I derailed, there were times when I was destroyed, and there were times when I was numb.

But in the end, I’m back to where I was. Because Frey did it. It’s the path you choose to save him, but if you can’t even follow in his footsteps, you don’t deserve it, right? So I worked hard.

I did, but I tried Why doesn’t my mind and soul follow me? I can do more. I can try many more times, twice as many times as I have done so far.

“…ha.”

How could Frey be able to save both soul and spirit? Even at that time, it seemed that he had reached his limit.

No, you can’t compare him to him. It’s my fault that he devoted himself to the world until the end, and that the DLC story didn’t succeed even with so many regressions due to lack of ability.

all my fault…

“…Ugh.”

scary.

I’m afraid I won’t love you anymore. I’m afraid I’ll forget about you.

I’m afraid I’ll forget the memories you and I had, the countless connections we made in the past episodes, and the mistakes I’ve made to you.

Now, I am afraid of the passage of time that has grown beyond my control. I don’t even want to imagine what would happen to me if the flow that was barely blocked by the sun god’s little help and fake personality eventually bursts.

Help me. I was wrong. I want to stop now. I want to give up. I can’t do it anymore. please…

– Pair!!

Just before I lost my mind, I hit the ball with all my might. It must not be broken yet. I can’t finish everything here.

“At first… you’re not the only one having a hard time, are you?”

Thanks to the repeated episodes, although this is my standard, for some time now, not only me, the subject of regression, but also the souls of other people have started to affect me.

There are less common people and ‘sub-heroes’ who have little contact with Mr. Frey, but…

Kania, Irina, Clana, Serena… and for some reason Professor Isolet.

These five were especially deeply engraved on the soul.

Mr. Kania started realizing the identity of Mr. Frey earlier than anyone else for a while.

Because it was Mr. Kania who realized Mr. Frey’s identity the most and served him with the most emotional exchanges during countless regressions.

Her allegiance to Mr. Frey, and the desire to serve Mr. Frey more than anyone else, was engraved in her soul so deeply.

Thanks to her, she suspected and tested Frey for a long time after realizing her true identity, and now, within a few days of realizing her identity, she has come to love Frey as deeply as Serena-san.

And it was the same for Irina and Clana.

Irina’s young love for Mr. Frey and Clana’s guilt towards Mr. Frey were engraved into his soul.

Serena is…

As the DLC story was applied, there was a system in which the memories of the ‘main heroines’ returned in the second episode of Mr. Frey.

After noticing his true identity, he cast absolute obedience magic on himself.

The only time she betrayed Mr. Frey, in all episodes… was the episode where Mr. Frey manipulated his feelings for her, where I got a retry.

Anyway.

Such circumstances have been able to ease the burden on me recently.

Of course, my guilt only grew.

I tried to carry everything on my own, but in the end, it affects the souls of other people as well.

That’s why I feel relieved to get help…

“…after.”

No. I don’t even have time to feel guilty.

Now I have to stop consuming unnecessary emotions and get to work.

“Ahhh…”

I cried out, stretched out and got up from my seat…

– Kugugugugugugung…!

“Oh!”

what? What is this roar?

Wait, by the way, what time is it now? How far have I progressed now?

– Kugugugung… Kugugugugung…!

“Ah! The sun…!”

With that thought in mind, I looked out the window, and the sun was swaying like crazy.

what? Could it be that the demon has noticed my identity? Oh no…? If I do a retry now, I don’t know what will happen…!

“…ah.”

Wait a minute, no.

I remembered

When was the moment where I am now?

“D, finally…!”

My current time zone is the second semester of the first year, July 15th.

When the sun in the sky is waving like that, it means that Clana has realized Mr. Frey’s identity.

Frey’s self-sacrifice.

It means that the route for Clana-san to become a canary, and the route for Kania-san and Irina-san to lose half of their lifespan instead have all been crushed.

It also means that Kania-san is threatening the demon.

And, if the sun stops shaking and goes back in…

– Gugugugu…

As I was thinking about it, the sun stopped.

The sun has stopped!

And, the moon and stars are rising again!

Finally, I succeeded in achieving all the conditions!!

It’s the first time I’ve come this far since the last time I was retryed by Serena-san on a mission to liberate the slave market!!

“What? What’s going on?

I was so happy and moved, but I began to look up at the sky with a stupid expression on my face.

“I don’t know! I should write a diary!”

Then, I hurriedly opened the diary.

○○ July 14th

[I’ll think about it later.

What to write next.]

Then, I hurriedly started writing down the contents of yesterday’s empty page. In order to remember this situation even in a stupid state, I had to write it down in my diary.

[because…

I’ve only been here once under these conditions.]

After I finished the diary in a hurry, I carefully put it in the drawer.

“Finally… Finally…!”

And then, without realizing it, tears began to flow from my eyes.

“I can finally give Frey a happy ending…! And…”

If you’ve come this far, it’s like a success.

As long as you don’t make stupid mistakes like last time, you can definitely intervene in the third trial.

And in that ordeal, I finally…

“…I can finally be judged.”

Finally, I can meet Frey from the round again and be judged. And also to Frey in the current episode.

Why did you have to be judged?

No, it doesn’t matter. Now that the end has come

“Ugh…”

I got so excited that my mind and soul started to shake, but I don’t care.

Now, my role is almost over.

If Mr. Frey judges me, I will disappear.

And then, I’ll just become a bright, foolish saint… I’ll protect him.

He doesn’t want to have me by his side, who has become useless for future stories, who has committed countless sins, and who has turned into a monster while returning.

Sure, it’s a bit sad, but…

If he can have a happy ending, I’m satisfied.

Umm, though…

Finally, I want to tell you this.

What is it?

that……

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.

.

.

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I love you forever, Frey.

“I love you forever, Frey.”

[After Perloche was given a retry, I finished playing up to the current episode.]

The screen, which was seen from Perloche’s point of view, spit out an ending phrase after illuminating Perloche, who had unwittingly spit out his heart.

“F, Frey… I… I…”

Then, Perloche, who was restless in the referee’s room, cautiously spoke to Frey, who had been staring at the screen for a moment after the summary video started.

“Hey, the judgment is now…”

“…start judging.”

But Frey, who cut off such Perloche’s words, declared with a calm voice, looking at the scale in the center of the room.

– Kugugung…! Kugong…!

In the next moment, the gigantic scale began to shake.

“Si, are you disappointed…? You must have been disappointed as well…”

As the referee started, Ferroche quietly bowed his head and began to mutter.

“You didn’t break even while retrying…”

“…Perloche.”

Frey cut off her words.

“Until now… it’s been a lot of hard work.”

He softened his expression and whispered with a soft smile.

“yes?”

Ferroche looked at Frey with a blank expression.

– Coogong!

A roar echoed from the side, and the result of the judgment of the scales came out.

“ah………”

He stiffened with his mouth open.

“”……..!””

It was the same with the four girls behind him.

“and…”

Frey looked at them like that.

“Thank you, everyone.”

With a bright smile, he declared.

“For loving me again.”

The scale next to him.

– Kick… Kick…

It was perfectly level.

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Comment

  1. Bananahoshi says:

    Ah perfectly balanced, as all things should be. I legit thought Frey would love them even more after witnessing all this but I’m completely happy with this result, since the heroines might feel even more guilt if Frey love them even more than that

    1. Zephyria says:

      My assumption is – it’s the same since currently it’s, probably, “immeasurable” in both cases.

  2. KURAYAMI says:

    Oyy go to doctor

  3. MrPojsomnoj says:

    It’s hard to read, when your vission blures…

  4. Kingshand says:

    I thought that either they would be judging him this time, or that his love for them would blow their guilt out of the scale.

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