The Main Heroines are Trying to Kill Me chapter 179

The Main Heroines are Trying to Kill Me 179

– Food duck!

“Well.”

Frey, who was lying on the desk holding her head, heard the noise and raised her head.

“Goo! Goo!”

Perloche’s pigeon, sitting by the window in his room, pecks at the window with a stupid expression and looks at him.

“So… the letter?”

“nine!”

Frey quickly opened the window and checked the note tied to the front paw of the pigeon.

“Whew…”

Immediately, the ground turned off, and he sighed and got up from his seat.

– Tub, Tub.

After a while, Frey left his room with a distorted expression on his face.

“F, Frey?”

“……”

It was none other than Lulu’s room.

“Uh, I… over there…”

Lulu, who was unpacking the luggage he was carrying in his arms, back to the room, begins to look at Frey with a frightened expression.

“therefore…”

Frey looked at her like that.

“…why did you come back?”

He tilts his head and asks questions.

“There would be no reason to come back.”

“F, Frey-sama told me about it.”

After hearing that, Lulu hesitated for a moment.

“…I am, your pet.”

After a while, he stares at Frey and replies.

“”……..””

And the silence passed.

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.

.

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“Reason, that’s all?”

After hearing my words, Frey frowned and asked a question.

“Yes, yes.”

When he answered with a trembling voice, Frey-sama began to tilt his head.

“…gulp.”

I swallowed dry saliva as I looked at him, and then quietly fell into thoughts.

‘Why am I… doing this?’

That’s weird.

The stigma has been deactivated since the light just flashed from the shoulder. A very cursed brand that I thought would torment me for the rest of my life.

Then you can leave now, why am I doing this here?

When I first approached him, I just wanted to use him.

If he was the best idiot in the empire, he wouldn’t feel guilty even if he became unhappy with my stigma. In return, I thought I could give him a plaything.

And, up to the time he proposed to me the deformed relationship of a ‘pet’, I was just thinking of getting rid of the stigma and leaving in search of freedom as soon as possible.

But, why?

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Even after being offered a place that will go down in history as a member of the Hero Party, being promised wealth and fame, and even meeting someone who gives me normal affection.

Why am I doing this here?

“Until now, you didn’t intend to leave this mansion.”

I am bruising with such thoughts, and Frey, who was looking down at me coldly, asks a question in a cold voice.

“…..!”

Then, my heart, which had been stabilized, was pounding again.

‘…why?’

I’m grabbing my heart that has started beating fast, but Frey-nim continues to speak in a cold voice.

“Why do I have to accept a pet that has already changed my mind once?”

That was true.

Up until now, I was thinking of leaving the mansion by passing the position of being a member of the Hero Party.

In fact, a normal person would of course have gone to the hero’s party.

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Even though they are dukes, the Starlight family has been completely tarnished and attacked here and there.

The interim head of the household, Frey-nim, is in danger of dying at any moment.

No matter where you look, there is no merit to remain here.

However…

“Sah, I want to be loved.”

“What?”

“I want to be loved by Frey-sama.”

For some reason, I was saying that to the man in front of me.

“……”

Hearing those words, I looked at Frey-sama, who had fallen into silence again, and quietly began to caress the traces of the stigma left on my shoulder.

‘I’m not sure… but that one thing is for sure.’

When I was having various exchanges with a girl named ‘Ruby’ who came to me a few weeks ago, I clearly recognized in my head that it was a pleasant situation.

But, why?

My heart was not happy at all.

I ate food and desserts as delicious as the ones that Frey bought me, I saw plays and festivals that Frey didn’t show me, and I got the freedom that Frey didn’t give me.

And despite receiving the normal affection that comes from a horizontal relationship, there was no emotion at all.

When the stigma was gone, even though I was enjoying the life I wanted so much, I wasn’t happy at all.

No, it wasn’t fun, I didn’t feel any emotions at all.

Thanks to you, I fell into an unknown depression.

“Hmm…”

But when I see Frey-sama in front of me right now, I can feel various emotions.

It’s sad to see Frey-sama who looks like he’s about to collapse at any moment.

Seeing Frey-sama with a cold expression on his face, he felt nervous and fearful.

and…

“Fray, sir, excuse me… May I ask you a question?”

“what.”

“Are you lonely?”

A sense of unity from him, who was staring blankly at his family picture.

“Hmm.”

Frey-sama, who heard my blatant question, frowned.

“Others, when you’re lonely… Pets are especially helpful.”

I said to him with a blushing face and a trembling voice.

“…under.”

Although the nuance was ridiculous, Frey-sama burst into laughter for the first time.

“That, so…”

Seeing him like that, I had hope.

“…Please don’t leave me.”

All of a sudden, he was begging him with an earnest expression on his face.

‘please.’

I don’t even know what this feeling is.

Was the paranoia and obsession that I had been suffering from a deformity? No, if it were like that, you would have noticed it already.

So what about loyalty? But it is too foreign to be called loyalty.

Awe? Awe is by no means an emotion made up solely of surprise and fear.

So, what exactly is this feeling I’m feeling right now?

It’s like a mixture of all emotions, but it’s totally different from the emotions I’ve known so far…

“…ah.”

As I continued to think over and over again, I suddenly came to a conclusion.

“Get out of our house, Lulu.”

And at that moment, the words that came out of Frey-sama’s mouth.

“ah…..!”

Having already reached the conclusion, I had no choice but to panic.

“No way!!!”

So I hurriedly grabbed his leg.

“I, please! Please! I’ll do anything!!”

Soon, he started to beg, tired of blue.

“Please don’t leave me!!”

Without him, now I feel no emotion, no inspiration.

No matter how delicious you eat, no matter how much you receive beautiful jewelry, no matter how much love you receive.

So I.

I want to eat with him and feel full.

I want him to feel at ease and caressed.

I want to feel his affection while holding the things he gave me.

Also, as always, after being hugged and kissed in his arms every night, I want to fall asleep with a whisper in my ear, ‘Good night’.

I want to be loved by him. i want to piss him off I want to be ruled by him. I want him to control me. I want to be arrested by him.

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Even pets that are mistreated are fine, so I just want to hold them in his arms.

“Boo, please…”

So, why am I doing this?

The reason was actually quite simple and obvious, just that I was slow to realize.

“please…”

A new emotion that I felt for the first time in my life for the person who gave me ‘real love’ for the first time in my life.

I felt that he completely removed the disgusting stigma that had been gnawing at me since I was a child.

My body, which was still at the end of my life, turned to him, who had deteriorated even more under the influence of my stigma.

Although he is the best idiot in the empire and a villain with all kinds of terrible rumors, this feeling that I eventually had for him, who was kind to me only for some reason.

It was none other than love.

Until now, I had only thought of it as a factor that could simply remove the ‘stigma’, and I didn’t know how to do it, nor did I think I would do it.

The word ‘love’.

“…master.”

“……”

“I, I…”

Tears were flowing from my eyes before I knew it, and I tried to tell him what I had realized without realizing it.

“Don’t make me say it again.”

Mr Frey.

“…Get out of my house right now.”

He just leaned back and whispered coldly.

“ah……”

After leaving those words, I stared blankly at Frey-sama who left the room.

Without even being able to say anything.

“……..”

He just turned dead eyes and bowed his head.

Now, I can feel the pain in my shoulder that doesn’t have a pain oli again.

Now, what should I do?

What am I supposed to do…

I…

“…Luru.”

“Huh!?”

Frey’s voice came from somewhere. what? Where did you hear it?

Obviously, Frey-sama left the room…

“F, Frey?”

Obviously, Frey-sama, who had left the room earlier, is standing in front of me for some reason.

I don’t know for some reason, but with a very bewildered expression on her face, she swallowed dry saliva.

But that doesn’t matter. Anyway, Frey-sama is in front of me.

“I mean…!”

“Shh.”

So I tried to tell my truth in a hurry, but Frey-sama put a finger to my lips and stopped me.

“…I was joking.”

After a while, the soft voice he gave out when he fed me and whispered good night to me.

“I had to test your sincerity with this, so I did it…”

“ah.”

“…passed, congratulations.”

Frey-sama, who spoke in such a soft voice, began to gently stroke my hair.

“ah…..”

At the same time, only one thought popped into my mind.

I’m so happy to be able to become this man’s pet again.

such a feeling.

“…cool.”

“…..!”

However, those thoughts were shattered as soon as Frey-sama coughed.

“Uh, uh…”

The embarrassment, guilt, and fear that pushed my emotions in.

This man I fell in love with is near the end of his life.

Also, that time has been advanced because of me.

“Ugh…”

Thanks to you, on the day I started to turn pale again, Frey-sama, who quietly looked at me.

“Luru.”

Soon after, he began to ask questions in a low voice.

“Are you really going to stay here?”

“Yes, yes! I will stay here…”

“…I may not be able to give you delicious food anymore.”

The expression on Frey-sama’s expression as he said that was somewhat desperate.

“All the cooks have left. There is no one to manage the food items in the warehouse.”

“Hey, I’ll cook!”

“…I may not be able to give you any more gifts. Soon the imperial family will seize the finances and superficially… No, I can become a beggar anyway.”

“I don’t need that!”

As he immediately responded to Frey-sama’s words, he had a slightly stiff expression on his face.

“You’re in danger if you stay here…”

As he was about to say something, he suddenly stopped talking and took a deep breath.

“You could be deeply involved in the dangerous, horrific, disgusting and cruel things I do.”

And the cold remarks that follow.

“Because of being my entourage, I will be mistreated and framed. Maybe, I can do those things myself.

When I didn’t answer that, Frey-sama raised an eyebrow and asked the final question.

“Are you ready to get dirty? Lulu?”

“”……..””

And there was a little silence that lasted for a while.

“…yes.”

Looking at Frey-sama like that, I answered.

“Please defile me.”

Now, whatever it was, it was good.

As long as I could just be the pet of the man in front of me, it would have been nice no matter what.

“ha…”

He sighed as he looked at Frey-sama, swallowing his saliva like that.

“For now, get some sleep today.”

“Yes? But…”

Suddenly he took me to bed.

“Ah, it’s still evening…”

“Get a good night’s sleep and think again tomorrow.”

“…Ugh.”

And Frey, who forced me to lay on the bed.

“Well then, come on.”

He started to leave the room with a firm expression on his face.

“F, Frey.”

“…yes?”

I looked at Frey like that.

“Mae, what you always do… don’t you do it?”

“…ah.”

He asked the question in a trembling voice.

“……”

Then, Frey-sama, who looked at me for a while.

“okay…”

With a very tired expression on your face, as always, come into my arms.

“Good night, Lulu.”

He hugged me and kissed me.

His arms were warm, as always.

– Churp…

“……!?”

And what I just discovered was the warmth of the tongue.

‘…It’s warm.’

As I felt the insomnia that had been bothering me for the past few days disappearing as if washed away, I closed my eyes and quietly muttered to myself.

‘I want to feel this warmth… for a longer time.’

Although the world condemns him as a villain, he is also an inexcusable villain.

From now on, I’ll have to find a way to save him, or at least a way to prolong his life.

because i

They are the pets of the wicked.

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Comment

  1. k says:

    She had some Yandere qualifications

  2. Bananahoshi says:

    Lulu reached the pinnacle of Stockholm Syndrome, but I’m glad things are turning towards how it’s supposed to be

  3. MrPojsomnoj says:

    The best pets are still chaotic neutral aligned sapient horses. And Toothless. And that robot from big hero 6.

  4. SenatorArmstrong says:

    @Jony
    Partly. Mostly though its the same case as Clana during the second orde. Memory of the third ordeal went into Lulus subconsciousness. Its why she specificallt stated “I dont feel warmt when doing things with Ruby”.

    Even though she was given good food, has good relationships with the created hero party, and is treated well by Ruby, the memory of the third ordeal subconsciously tells her that “All of these are fake, they will eventually become lies”.

  5. sneed says:

    So basically her guilt and regret in the previous timeline got etched into her soul, which made her unconsciously do the right choice this time around.

  6. Mad says:

    Lulu third best girl
    Serena first then ferloche second!!!

  7. Jony says:

    Lulu best girl?( Actually if we don’t have our biased of the MC and look at it from a third party perspective, this is basically Stockholm syndrome and it’s pretty messed up and cruel)

  8. Richard says:

    Lulu T-T so loyal. You have my support.

  9. Gustavo says:

    Me alegro por Lulu…

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