The Main Heroines are Trying to Kill Me chapter 374

“Please, please… Please let me succeed… Please…”

After returning for the first time, I started feeding Frey, who was tied to a chair, with the soul marbles I had collected so far.

While holding on to my beating heart. If even this fails, I am engulfed in anxiety that I will not be able to keep my sanity any longer.

“Umm…”

Frey looks at me and starts to moan.

it’s a god If so, there are some possibilities.

If you fail, you don’t even moan at all.

‘Please… Ruby… Call my name Frey…’

The first step of the quest and the process of clearing the ‘karma’, which takes up the most proportion, was truly hellish.

Since Perloche, who helped me until I took off my stupid t-shirt, gave me the marbles, the number of marbles didn’t increase even if I returned to the ship’s ship.

“We can’t forgive you.”

“In the first place, we don’t deserve it. It’s Frey who deserves forgiveness, right?”

“there….!”

“Please disappear.”

The karma I was building was deeper than I thought.

It was natural. In the many retryes that Frey and Perloche did, I must have committed many evil deeds.

“ah…..”

When I called four girls to one place without much thought and was beaten to death and kicked out, I realized.

“Their souls…”

The souls of the four girls were also severely damaged, though not as much as Frey or Perloche.

They also built a relationship with the subject in the continuous retry, and it must have had an effect on the soul.

The reason that he quickly recognized Frey’s ‘False evil’ and devoted himself to him blindly is probably because the relationship he had built up with Frey in numerous episodes remains.

Because they are such girls, it is natural for them to react hostilely to me, who has done ugly things in countless episodes.

In particular, it may be because of the sensitive reaction to matters involving the ‘soul’.

As a result of repeating the regression with that thought in mind, I was able to figure out a strategy.

In the first place, it was arrogance to make atonement for all four people at the same time.

As a result of the calculations, in order to relieve the pain in their souls and make a minimum of atonement, they had to spend an entire episode on each one.

When I first found out about it, I was really confused.

Maybe it was a quest that couldn’t be cleared in the first place.

“…This is the punishment I inflict on you.”

“Ugh…”

“Atone for the remaining sins even in hell.”

Fortunately, I could see that it wasn’t that I couldn’t clear it at all.

“Goodbye, Ruby.”

It was a fact that I learned by dedicating the entire episode to Aria, who knew the most, after me and Frey, who had the most interaction.

He took care of her mind until the end of the episode and made her into a dignified hero.

And then he told her the truth.

Arya, who became a hero, shed tears and pierced my chest with the warrior’s armor.

[Atonement to His Family (1/2)]

Then, when I woke up, the quest remained clear.

It was found that the quest that was cleared once was cleared even after the return.

It was good news, but it was also bad news.

Arya’s soul was the cleanest among those who had to make atonement.

His older brother, Frey, must have been very fond of her.

It was many times more difficult for other people to atone for than Aria like that.

“You are… the Demon King.”

I didn’t know that the anger of my parents was so terrifying.

Frey’s father, Abraham.

A man of misfortune who had no choice but to sacrifice for the world even though he knew the future his children would face.

If Arya, who was affected to some extent by clearing the quest, hadn’t helped me, it would have been close to impossible to atone for him.

“Rescue your son… I’m going to die. I’m sure I’ll kill myself…”

“……Get out of the house.”

When he opened his eyes, his son became a demon king, the servants who treated him warmly throughout his life betrayed him, and the daughter killed his son.

Shocked by such a situation, Abraham was always paralyzed.

Then I cried and begged and prayed to him again.

One cruel thing was that Frey needed to die in order for Abraham to wake up.

In the end, I had no choice but to kill the person I loved the most in the world, along with my brother, countless times, until Abraham’s soul was moved by my heart.

“……Stop resting.”

“……..!!!”

“Resurrect the son and make atonement for him. Don’t do it to me.”

[Atonement to His Family (2/2)]

One of the most terrifying moments of my return life ended with Abraham spitting those words out of his mouth.

“thank you…”

“Don’t thank me and leave. I want to close my eyes quietly.”

“……..”

It was from then on that the command was attached.

If there is a person who has firmly closed the door of his heart, he will return countless times and make atonement to heal the wounds of the soul.

Because the target was a disgusting and terrible Demon Lord like me, the healing speed was like a rat’s tail, but it actually worked.

“As a knight, no… swear by yourself. I will bring him back.”

“……..”

[His Knight, Atonement for Your Flesh (2/2)]

With the sword in my heart, Isolet said with tears in her eyes.

And Lulu, who looked at me with a blank expression.

…how did you atone for Lulu?

I don’t remember well.

Why?

In any case, to win their hearts, they had to return more ships than Arya and Abraham combined.

“As long as the Young Master can return… it doesn’t matter now. Even if it’s a demon or an evil spirit. Even if it’s you, the Demon Lord… I’ll use it.”

“You’re holding on to that curse, you’re serious. Bring Frey back and then we’ll talk.”

“Why do you want to be enslaved to the Sunrise Empire? Resurrect Frey and be enslaved to him.”

“…Thanks for your efforts.”

However, the most difficult thing was moving the souls of the four girls.

Becoming Kania’s maid, Irina’s magic experiment material, half-mad Clana’s henchman, entering Serena’s basement, etc.

As much as I had made a comeback, I had to work hard to erase the karma I had committed.

‘I was… so disgusted.’

It was hard enough to bring tears to my eyes at first, but later on, all I could think about was that.

Because these girls have felt that much pain, despair, and suffering because of me until now.

There was no way I could have any complaints about healing their wounds.

[Atonement to his wives (4/4)]

“Ha, ha, ha…”

A soul marble received after atonement was completed by everyone.

I swallowed them with Frey unaffected by Retry, and I took them out of my stomach as soon as I returned.

“please……”

After a lot of trial and error, I put them together and confided in Frey’s mouth.

FYI, I went through quite a bit of regression trying to find the right way to feed this marble.

Gradually, to the extent that the soul that was still in good condition began to crack.

“Ugh…”

It felt like it was going to be scattered all at once.

I closed my eyes and fell to the floor, wanting to sleep for years.

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Even though I knew I shouldn’t do that, the desire to stop and take a break came out of nowhere.

Now that I had a soul with a short lifespan, it was unavoidable.

“…there.”

“Uh, huh?”

However, those feelings disappeared in an instant when Frey opened his eyes and made a stern voice.

“Freiyyy!!! Do, are you back? Really? Really, oh…!?

“……..”

What came after that was a sense of immense happiness and achievement. and…

“It’s me, Nanana, it’s me! Ruby!! Yes…”

[2 – 01]

[Fray memory recovery]

This was the second quest.

“who are you?”

“….what.”

A momentary dazed feeling.

“Who are you?”

The old days that have now faded away, the time when he lost his memory vaguely lingers in his mind.

“……..Ahh.”

At the same time, my head suddenly becomes cold.

are you okay. Now it’s step two.

Step 2 is the actual final step.

A final step in revisiting everything.

There’s something I’ve done so far, but I can’t get it back.

[Retry points will be reassigned.]

“……..Ahhh.”

But when I saw the phrase that came to mind after that, I had no choice but to sit down with a pale expression on my face.

[Remaining number of retries: 1]

He denied it, but the truth was harsh.

My soul, which was shattered when it was broken, was so weak that it could not stand even a single return.

In other words, this is the last real opportunity.

“who…..”

– Wow…!

last chance.

It might be the last time you can see Frey’s face.

“I’m… Ruby.”

I hugged him tightly so as not to miss that moment, and said so with a soft smile.

“Ruby?”

“Yes. Your most precious treasure.”

“……..”

Hearing that, Frey made a shaky expression on his face.

It deserves it. Because he doesn’t remember.

“From today… Come with me.”

“with you?”

“Yes, you will bring back your forgotten memories with me.”

But no need to worry.

Now I remember him.

very perfectly.

“Leave. Just the two of us.”

Having said that, I got up from my seat and said, holding his hand with a puzzled expression on his face.

“You will follow me… Oh.”

Before I leave with him, I’ll have to stop by the ship to pick up Roswin’s book.

“please wait for a moment?”

It’s also your last chance.

I need to check my memories carefully once again.

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The trip with Frey, who has no memory, was very happy.

“Fray, you got something in your mouth. I’ll clean it.”

“Ah, thanks…”

“Churp…”

“…..!?”

Serve with rye bread, whole wheat bread, and potato soup to share.

“Is this play fun? Mr. Frey?”

“Umm… That’s right.”

“Is there anything that comes to mind?”

“That, well.”

Going to a play or a ball together.

“I… why the cave all of a sudden…?”

“I like caves, hehe.”

“Do, a cave?”

“Shall we stay here for the night?”

“…I don’t like the dark.”

“Oh, I did… I’m sorry.”

or cave exploration.

– Kkook…♡

“Uh, uh.”

“Hehe.”

Lying on the dormitory bed of the sneaking Sunrise Academy, and holding Frey as he turned around for hours.

“Lord, die…”

“Kek, kehuu…”

Occasionally, Frey, who was controlled by his personality as a Demon King, would strangle me, but that didn’t matter.

I’ve died a few times, but now it’s just strangling. That’s cute enough.

– Tock, tock…

“Mah… as much abuse as you can… Please… Frey-sama.”

– Sreuk…

“Would you like to hit the ship… the ship…? This is your… domain…”

And when I pat Frey on the back with a soft expression, who was grabbing me and strangling me, he would stop in no time.

Also Frey. He is not a man who will give in to the character of the Demon King.

– Thump, thump…

Rather, it was so good that my heart was pounding because I was treated harshly like in the distant past.

“there…”

“I love you. I love you. I really love you.”

“……..”

We, who had been traveling alone like that, are now sitting on the roof of the empty academy and leaning our heads on each other.

“Do you love me Mr. Frey?”

“…I do not know.”

“That’s right.”

I asked him just in case, but his answer didn’t change.

why doesn’t it change

Why don’t you remember?

“Haha, well… it could be. Hehe…”

She pretends to be Taeyeon and smiles, but that doesn’t erase her nervousness.

The countdown is getting closer and closer.

If my soul had been able to hold on just a little longer, it would have moved your soul, even by infinite regression.

By the way, when you reach the end…

“no…”

“……?”

The tears I’ve been holding back are falling.

If you fail like this. When the soul is shattered. how am i

I don’t care if I die that has already been decided.

But, it’s scary not to see Frey again.

Without ever remembering or recognizing him, I am afraid that he will perish along with the soul.

“…why are you doing this?”

“Oh, nothing. Hehe.”

But this is not the time for this.

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Even at this moment, time is passing.

And even with very small odds, hope is definitely there.

so…

“It’s a gift.”

“A gift?”

I take out the things I have been cherishing and cherishing for a long time.

“Close your eyes.”

“Ah yes…”

Then, he smiles as he hangs the object around Frey’s neck with his eyes closed with a trembling expression.

– Sreuk…

“Hehe.”

It’s pretty crude because it’s handmade as far as I can remember… but I did my best.

I wish I could remember

please…

“…Can I go to the bathroom for a while?”

“yes.”

Suddenly, I realized that tears were flowing from my eyes.

I can’t show Frey this ugly thing.

Let’s calm down for a while.

“Do you have to close your eyes until then?”

“……..”

Having said that, as I headed for the exit on the roof, I clasped my white hands and thought quietly.

‘Please… Frey. You were drawing at that time too. Do you still remember…?’

[2 – 01]

[Fray memory recovery]

please remember me

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“Umm…”

The moment Ruby left the roof, I closed my eyes and quietly opened my eyes and groaned.

“It hurts.”

it’s a gift what else this time

A sandwich that says “egg sandwich” and has a lot of salmon inside?

Whole wheat bread without flavor?

“Whoa.”

For some reason, contrary to what I expected, my memory was fine, so I was going to use that opportunity to pretend I lost my memory and monitor Ruby.

Ruby’s recent behavior is strange.

Judging by the actions I am doing, I think I am trying to get my lost memories back.

All the things I do are not in my memory.

No, I don’t think it’s natural.

My relationship with Ruby is a fake I made up.

At best, the brief memories I made when I started taming her with assault would be all I had…

“…uh.”

With that thought in mind, I checked the object Ruby was wearing around my neck, and I had no choice but to open my eyes wide.

“for a moment.”

Something like a necklace was hanging around my neck.

“this…..”

It looked pretty crude, but I was able to figure it out at a glance.

“no way.”

this is a pendant

Last year, on the eve of the second semester, I received an Easter egg with a ‘cloak of deceit’ from the legendary master Rocinante.

A strange pendant with mysterious powers that connected me with ‘Retry Frey’ stored in the third trial.

I’ve tried several times so far, but no matter what I do, it’s an unusual guy that never opens, so I always carry it with me.

So you can know.

The pendant Ruby just gave her, although crude, is surprisingly similar to that Easter egg.

“What.”

No, it wasn’t quite the same.

Design, size, and material.

It was exactly the same.

“What is it, damn it.”

How does he know this?