The Main Heroines are Trying to Kill Me chapter 392

“Umm…”

“Oh, brother!!”

“Fray!!”

As I forcibly lifted the heavy eyelids, Arya and Bener’s faces came into view.

Both of them have gone until they have gone quite far.

what’s wrong?

“ah.”

Thinking like that, I made a vague expression on my face, but when I recalled the events just before waking up, my expression went blank.

Aishi turned into a demon king. A completely frozen port in the Western Continent. A party of warriors who were being attacked.

By revealing my identity in front of them, I protected the Hero Party from Aishi’s attack.

And what happened after that?

As a side effect, I lost consciousness, so I can’t remember. The last thing I remember was getting on the boat the main heroines had rescued.

Seeing the sea spread out outside the window in the room, it seems that I am still in the ship.

“…haha.”

With that thought in mind, when I turned my head, the place where my left arm should have been is empty.

Originally, it should have been quite a shock, but for some reason it didn’t matter.

I just wished that it wasn’t my dream to embrace Arya from a sharp block of ice.

Is there no response to this now?

However, the curse of mental weakness must still be in effect.

“Hey, heh heh… uh…”

After making a mysterious expression for a moment, I turned my attention to my younger brother who was crying while holding my right hand.

“Aria, come on.”

“Hey, suck…”

My little brother gets ugly when he cries. Why did you ruin that pretty face yourself?

“Ugh.”

I smiled as if it was okay to my brother, who was forcing himself to cry, then I checked the date on the calendar that was attached to it in the distance.

“It’s difficult…”

When I woke up, it had been a day since that day.

If so, there are only 3 days left.

Time dwindling so fast.

“Oh, oh, brother. Nana, I…”

“Calm down. I’m fine.”

Arya, who saw my eyes trembled a little, started talking to her in a hurried way, so she started yelling at her in a soft voice.

“The left arm was about to come off anyway. It wasn’t already my body. So there’s no problem. Rather, I’m glad I protected you.”

“……..”

“Fuh. It’s really awkward. It’s been years since I’ve treated you like this?”

Upon hearing this, Arya began to cry, making her face ugly again.

“I’m sorry… I’m sorry… Brother…”

“I’m sorry too, little brother. For letting me get involved in a tragedy like this.”

“Ahhh…”

“Even if you don’t cry.”

When a day like this comes, there are so many things I really wanted to say, but for some reason I can’t think of any.

It’s like your brain is turning white.

“Ugh…”

“Lord, Juju… Don’t die…”

I was speechless and had a blank expression on my face, and suddenly I felt my whole body tremble and I frowned. Aria hugged me urgently and started to wipe my tears here and there.

“You can’t die… please… it’s my fault… please don’t die…”

“……..”

“Gee, I’m going to apologize for all the rude treatment I’ve done to my brother… I’m going to quit my position as head of the family…”

“Stop sticking around.”

“Hey profit…”

I grabbed one of his cheeks and let it hang, and Arya started to stare at me blankly in that state.

It’s a joke I often used to play with my chubby little brother when I was young, but somehow I feel nostalgic.

“…I love you, brother.”

I smiled at my brother’s stupid face, who had not changed since then, but for some reason I thought that if it was not now, I would never be able to do it again, so I spit out the words I always wanted to tell her.

“I’m sorry for being a bad brother.”

“Uhhh…”

As a result, I made my brother cry again.

I don’t want to be left as a bad oppa until the end.

“Aria, get out for a while. See you at the restaurant.”

“Si, I don’t like it… I, yet…”

“Please. And Benaire, I want to meet everyone, can you make a place for me?”

With that thought in mind, I patted Arya’s back with her head buried in my chest, and then I took her out of the room and spoke to Benaire.

“I want to say… I have something to say. Before it’s too late.”

– Thump, thump…

At the same time, a cold sweat ran down his body, and his heart began to pound.

My mental strength, which had fallen to the bottom due to the curse of mental weakness, was pushing me into the fear of death not far away.

The moment when everything will be over. The moment when everything becomes nothing and disappears. I will perish without recognizing anything and not even exist.

“…wow.”

Realizing that fact, chills spread and my whole body began to tremble.

scary. infinitely frightening and terrifying want to run away

The moment of complete annihilation without an afterlife or a second chance is scary, but above all, it’s frightening that you will never see your loved ones again.

“I beg you, Benaire?”

But in the first place, this is the path I have chosen.

But isn’t it funny to shiver like this?

That’s why I forcibly suppressed those feelings and spoke out with a smile on my face.

“”……..””

However, they found out that he had been in a panic until recently.

Arya, who was walking out the door with Benaire, was looking at me with blank eyes.

“…All right.”

After a while, Bener quietly pushed Arya’s back and closed the door.

“Yeah, then.”

“young master.”

She waved her right hand as she walked out the door, but Bener turned behind her and whispered in a low voice.

When she calls me Young Master, it makes me feel weird.

“If you die, I will kill myself.”

“…What?”

Thanks to her, she is making a slightly awkward expression, but she says that with a soulless expression.

“It’s a sword that stabbed its master, so it should be discarded.”

“for a moment…”

“Well then, bye.”

After leaving those words, Bener quietly left the room.

“”……..””

And the darkness came.

“…there.”

I had no energy to get out of bed, so I sat blankly in my seat, and when I saw someone sticking their head out through the slightly opened door, I tilted my head.

“Ah, hello… Goodbye.”

The youngest paladin was looking at me with his eyes dyed golden.

“Excuse me…”

“I have a question for you.”

“Yes? What, what?”

The sun god started to look down at me with a sad expression as he entered my room without permission, and sat next to the bed.

“You don’t care about the child’s original personality? It seems like he’s almost always possessed.”

“ah…”

When I ask her what has always bothered her, the sun god gives an answer by scratching her head.

“Sa, actually, that’s me too. That’s actually what I was before I became a sun god…”

“yes?”

“The sealed me came down to this world in the form of the past before the denomination became a god. I only have no memories, but it’s okay because I’m the same anyway.”

“Ugh.”

You seem to have discovered something quite unexpected. The youngest paladin must have been the sun god in the past.

Well, it looks mysterious, but it also highlights a vague look.

“By the way, why did you come here?”

As I was thinking about that, I groaned and looked at the sun god approaching me and asked.

“I’m here to see… the status.”

Then, she answered with a subdued expression.

“So how do you feel? Any chance of surviving?”

When I asked that question with a smile, the sun god chewed his lips and shook his head.

“I thought so.”

Having said that, I burst out laughing, but my insides were rotting.

If it wasn’t for the curse of mental power, it wouldn’t have been this much. I’m worried that I’ll keep showing people things I can’t see.

“Can I ask you a question?”

“…something.”

I sighed and closed my eyes, holding the sun god’s hand and asking a question in a low voice.

“Am I wrong?”

“……..”

Hearing those words, the sun god fell into silence.

“The decision to sacrifice in place of Ruby.”

“Well…”

“Somehow, it seemed that the Black Curtain was hoping that I would kill Ruby. That was his target.”

“……..”

“But looking back now, it seems like a really selfish and pathetic decision.”

When I pierced my heart, the boy’s eyes were clearly shaking.

But, was that just my mistake?

The situation is getting worse and worse.

If I disappear like this, everyone will fall into despair. You can tell by just looking at the Bener from the moment before.

I don’t like the ending where everyone is unhappy. Are my choices really right?

Maybe my selfishness had a terrible outcome?

“It’s not.”

Thanks to that, I have a dark expression on my face, and the sun god who reads my expression shakes his head and responds.

“If you had killed Ruby then, the body of the eyes that had regained power would have been released and headed to other dimensions.”

“…to other dimensions?”

“Yeah, and based on the experience we’ve had so far, we’ve been devouring dimensions faster than ever before.”

“……..”

“It must have been just a matter of time before all dimensions, including ours, would perish. The happy ending you achieved by killing Ruby, at best, would have ended in the descendants line. The afterlife and eternal happiness would have also disappeared.”

Having said that, the sun god quietly embraced me and whispered.

“In the end, you were right. The eyes that became even more obsessed with swallowing this dimension came directly to Aishi. I finally succeeded in bringing him to the stage.”

“It’s an elixir. If the star god didn’t intervene…”

“Let’s just see the results.”

“Even if the outcome were that, it doesn’t change the fact that I was selfish.”

Although she speaks softly, for some reason, I feel anxious. It makes me want to keep teasing.

Is it because of anxiety about the choices I made? if not…

“How about being selfish?”

“……..”

“You deserve it.”

“I…”

“Even if you add up the retry counts of Perloche and Ruby, you can’t exceed your retry count.”

Saying so, she stroked my hair.

“I never set it up like that or designed it, but you’ve always been good. So you can be selfish once in a while.”

For some reason, my heart feels warm.

Is this what it feels like to pamper your mother?

“If I disappear, everyone will be in despair. There are still signs of it.”

“……..”

“And, before I disappear, I need to prepare for the future. At least I have to neutralize the Demon Lord.”

If so, let’s be pampered a little bit more.

It’s a bit odd that the opponent is the sun god, but it can’t be helped.

“Even if I disappear, I don’t want anyone to be unhappy.”

“Umm…”

“So I’m either going to get rid of the fact that I exist, or something like that…”

“No.”

Hearing my words, the sun god shakes his head with a determined expression on his face.

“To be honest, I want to live. There’s no way.”

“sorry.”

“Even if it is inhabited by spirits or animals, or even as a thought body or an artifact, I want to remain by everyone’s side. As long as I can be with everyone until the end, it can be whatever it takes.”

Hearing that, the sun god quietly shuts his mouth.

Looking at it that way, it seems possible.

Just my guess, but it seems so anyway.

“…Anyway, please help everyone get through my void. Please don’t let the world where I disappeared suffer tragedy.”

“I’ll try.”

After hearing those words, I start to feel reassured.

“Right now, the main heroines are trying to find a way. Maybe they can bring a miracle, so I’ll wait until the last day.”

“yes.”

“But as soon as the system is restored and the penalty window pops up, I will continue to drink the helper potion I received from the hero party a thousand years ago and head towards Aishi.”

“okay.”

“And if I have time, also Taeyang. I don’t know if it will, but I want to scratch it.”

The sun god nodded and looked down at me with dark eyes.

“…Wake up. I have to go out for a while.”

I stretched out my right hand to ask her, and the sun god grabbed my right hand and lifted me up from the bed.

“Please go to the restaurant.”

It’s a little late, but let’s fill our bucket list as much as possible.

For example, having a meal while laughing and chatting with the children.

Or live a normal academy life.

“please.”

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Even for just one day.

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Meanwhile, at that time, the Dragon Rare area of the Western Continent.

“You bastard… do you think you’ll be okay even if you do this kind of thing?”

Beneath Aishi, who has transformed into a fully matured figure, with her legs crossed while floating in the air, the baby dragons are sitting frozen.

“On the topic of little demons…”

“No. Not even demons. They’re just half demons… Why…”

“The lizards are talkative.”

Aishi, shivering in the cold that enveloped the entire Dragon Rare, still looked down at those who showed signs of resistance, muttering in a cold voice.

“Be obedient.”

“Shut up…”

“Turn it off…”

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Eventually, when she raised her hand, the dragons began to groan as their hearts froze.

“stop.”

A dragon, several times larger, who had a ferocious expression in front of them, opened his mouth with an angry voice.

“What the hell do you want from us…”

“It’s simple. Let the whole race be my servants.”

“Rough…!”

Hearing that, Aishi raised her hand higher as her eyes gleamed.

“Turn it off…”

“Kurre…”

“If you fight me now, the young dragons behind me will be in danger.”

“bloke…”

“The little dragons behind you are the last remaining dragons in this world, aren’t they? I could kill everyone except you.”

Hearing that, the head dragon quietly swallowed his saliva.

“What should I… do?”

“It’s simple. I need to raid some place.”

Aishi whispers to him in a low voice.

“I need a boss monster to destroy the academy.”

“……..”

“Then, please take care of me? Oh well, I can only melt their hearts… Don’t think nonsense?”

Leaving those words, she covered her mouth with her hand and smiled as she escaped the Dragon Rare.

“…hmm.”

The moment she left the rare, she stopped in a high position.

“I feel weird.”

Then, Aishi suddenly turned expressionless and muttered.

“It’s the first time I’ve ever been in the body of such an insignificant being.”

After a while, she moves her body around and makes a strange expression.

“It’s also new and new to participate in a story that you’ve always been watching. It’s not very desirable to imitate a lower-level female.”

A smile quickly spreads across her lips.

“Still, I was getting tired of it. It’s several times more fun than just watching. It’s the most enjoyable moment since I was born as a substitute for the sleeping body.”

Saying that, Aishi walked with her eyes dyed black. Then she suddenly frowned and stopped walking.

“Anyway, that’s annoying. You don’t quietly disappear and you resist needlessly. Thanks to you, your personality doesn’t come out as it is.”

“……..”

“Twitch.”

She clicked her tongue as if she didn’t like something, and quietly raised her hand.

“It’s useless anyway. Everything is under control.”

Then, various figures appeared on her hand.

In the midst of seeing the faces of many people, her eyes were focused on just one place.

– Whoa profit…!

“The star god. Even your last bastion.”

Glare, whose body was twisted, was fighting monsters in the middle of the rough sea.

“If you can’t read fate, you just have to intervene to the point where it’s obvious.”

She said that and was about to walk away.

“On the theme of the character. Take action that fits the theme…”

Then she frowned.

“what.”

Next to Glare, a completely dark screen was projected.

“Why can’t I see this?”

Her eyebrows begin to curl.

“There’s another guy whose fate can’t be read?”

Having said that, she reached out to the window.

“It’s an annoying management system. If it weren’t for this, this dimension would have been swallowed up earlier…”

After a while, she looked at the black screen with her hand, grabbed the screen and shook it wildly, and then quietly pouted her mouth.

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Meanwhile at that time.

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– Click, click…

Roswin, who was sitting in a dark room with her back bent, was moving her hands in a hurry, looking at something in front of her with a blank look.

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In her arms, there was a book in which the sun god’s notes were written.

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