The Main Heroines are Trying to Kill Me chapter 445

“Umm…”

Roswin was sitting in front of the computer, sipping energy drinks on display, and researching data all day.

“By the way, what type of work should I create?”

Then she bowed her head with a mysterious expression and murmured.

“There are quite a lot of forms of work…”

In front of her as a novice creator, various options were laid out.

“What kind of work would be popular… what would it be?”

Standing in front of that option, she pondered for a long time, then her eyes lit up and muttered in a low voice.

“…an indie game.”

– It can be produced at a relatively low cost, and is mainly used by individuals or small groups…

“If it’s this… maybe I can do it too…”

Wasn’t the work that supported this world in the first place a game called ‘Black Tail Fantasy’?

Although I had only recently come to understand the concept, there seemed to be nothing more than that to get a lot of people excited.

“Yeah, you can do it, but you can’t.”

And Roswin had confidence.

“Even if I look like this, I am GM Mademoiselle!”

Have you already made an outstanding performance with ‘coding’, and have you not tried to service the game in a different dimension?

Besides, he has been doing such things, and he has been praised by people in the community for a long time.

Although it has now disappeared without a trace…

It doesn’t change the compliments though.

“Okay, I’ve decided! I’m going to make a game!”

She spoke loudly to herself with such a slightly excited expression.

The self-talk, which had increased dramatically due to depression from a few months ago, became several times worse after being trapped in this space alone.

Now it’s to the point where I can’t stand it if I don’t talk to myself every single moment.

“By the way, uh… how do I make it…?”

Still, Roswin, who had a positive expression on her face after a long time, muttered in a cold sweat.

– Tap, tap, tap…

And then, she immediately started the search with a timid expression.

“Unity… Making kurtz… Fake engine…”

After a while, Roswin, whose expression paled, muttered in a low voice.

“…ko, how can it not be done with coding?”

So, time began to pass.

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“Hehe… hehehe…”

A few weeks after I first decided to develop the game.

“Finally… I finally made it all…”

Roswin, whose dark circles had descended, looked at the title of the game he had made with a look of anticipation.

[Talk to the hero]

– Crafted by Roswin

“I’m sure he’ll be incredibly famous!”

The content of the game was simple.

A story about a hero who looks like Frey, who goes on an adventure to catch the boss, the eye-colored ghost.

Although I couldn’t use complicated techniques, I was able to create a fairly plausible work by using a program called ‘Groot Maker’.

“Hey, it’s fun to play, but I can’t help but become famous…!”

She also played several times and cleared it, and by Roswin’s standards, it’s a very exciting and fun game.

If this was the case, there was a win.

Obviously, like the ‘Black Tail Fantasy Series’, it will be famous.

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“………”

It must have been yesterday that I thought so.

“I can’t…”

Roswin, who uploaded his game to the game-sharing community of the Blue Star dimension that was hard to find, breaks into a cold sweat and checks the disastrous result.

“I can’t… I can’t…”

It’s been a few days since I uploaded the game, but the views were disastrous, and the ratings given were the worst.

And the saddest thing, perhaps, is that the only recommendation there is is the result of a click by Roswin himself.

“Ugh…”

Because of that, she had a dark expression on her face and scrolled down, and then she started to tremble.

[Sjegdhsi23: Did you even make this a game?]

The only comment that was posted was as if it had dug into her chest and ripped it open.

– Click…!

“Sin, I’m sorry… I’ll do better…”

She, who had been shivering for a while, tired of such a fact, quickly clicked the delete button and bowed her head.

“haha…”

Hearing bad reviews from others was traumatic for her now.

And the comments thrown indifferently to the novice developer who uploaded the game with expectations and hopes were enough to awaken her trauma.

“……..”

She had been lying at her desk for a long time like that.

“…well, yes. I was too arrogant.”

Then she mumbles with a smirk in her eyes.

“It was too presumptuous… to dare to play a game on that subject… haha…”

It wasn’t something that could be successful just because I had a bit of a campaign with coding.

What she did in the first place was simply entering basic commands into a running program or finding a game that had already been made and serving it.

It was a very arrogant and stupid idea to create a game that would replace the game itself, and also ‘Black Tail Fantasy’.

“Yeah… I’m stupid in the first place…”

Roswin, who remembers that he still doesn’t know how to speak Korean and uses the imperial-Korean translation function built into the goddess’s computer, mutters in a shaky voice.

“The time is not limited in the first place… I give up on the game…”

No matter how different the timeline is, the real world will also pass decades if you want to improve your skills enough to make games with your own intelligence.

Then Frey dies.

No, his lifespan will be exhausted before that.

Because the flowers she had were limited.

“Then… how should I make it…?”

Roswin bit his lip and began to mutter at the thought of wasting precious time in vain.

“for a moment……”

The woman, who had been pensively scribbling on the paper on her desk, pondered for a long time, then stopped and looked down.

“A picture, maybe a picture!”

Soon, her eyes began to twinkle again.

“If it’s this, I’ll be able to do it too!”

She knelt down, wondering why she had just thought of this now, and immediately began to unfold the paper on the desk.

“I’ll create a story that will captivate everyone!”

So time began to pass again.

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“Episode 1… I just finished it…”

After a long time has passed, the woman with her hair sparsely begins to mumble in a tired voice.

“Even the painting wasn’t good enough…”

Behind her, the traces of her efforts so far were piled up like a mountain.

“Well… Wouldn’t this be enough?”

It is a transitional period where I started to have a story to some extent, away from the simple sequence of scenes I drew at first.

And after finding out about the existence of ‘manga’ and ‘webtoon’ while researching data, stabilization began to take shape.

And the first episode of the world created by Roswin, where those efforts were combined.

The story is similar to the previous game, but made it more entertaining and popular.

It was certainly fun to watch herself.

[Serial Cartoon Gallery]

[The Chronicles of the Poor Hero – Episode 1]

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I guess it was the same for other people. If you look at it, the number of views has increased by more than 10 times compared to the last time.

“D, finally… Are you recognizing me…?”

Roswin’s expression, which had been refreshed for several hours without even being able to enter the text, began to show a glimmer of hope.

[Recommended 1] [Not Recommended 11]

> Is it lunch?

> Please don’t bring such low-level stuff

> ㄲㄲ

“ah…”

Until I witnessed the unchanging cold reaction from my own post that barely had the courage to enter.

“Uh, ooh…”

Roswin, who was crying again at the reaction of the people, hurriedly moved the cursor to the delete button, clenched his teeth and stopped.

> The story and directing are really good… The picture looks like a real dog bone beyond likes or dislikes. I think you should study painting.

> If you are aspiring, why not find an illustrator?

Unlike last time, there were a few helpful comments.

So, in order to go further here and not to fail, you should read all the comments…

> Where is your home address? Come and kill me

– Click…

But the moment after making that decision, she unwittingly turned off the Internet window in response to a comment that crossed the line.

“Uhhh…”

With a face that looked even worse than the last time, she took a deep breath and took a pen with a trembling hand and puts her hand on the paper.

It was to draw the second episode to be uploaded to the community.

“……..”

But for some reason the hand doesn’t move.

“Uh, uh…”

In her head, the comments on episode 1 were floating around.

I tried to think of advice, but for some reason, only personal attacks and accusations remained in my head.

Thanks to this, my stomach started to get nauseous, and I felt like vomiting at all.

– Degur…

As a result, she eventually loses her pen and lowers her head helplessly.

“What the hell… what should I do…?”

Roswin, who had been lowering his head with a dark expression for a long time, quietly lifted his body.

“…cool, cool.”

As the stress on my fragile body overlapped, my physical condition began to deteriorate visibly.

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Even a lot of flowers were used.

Is there any hope of starting a new work in such a situation?

Will he be able to create a work great enough to replace Black Tail Fantasy?

Did he even have the ability to do that in the first place?

“…..This.”

With those thoughts in mind, Roswin’s eyes, as he fell into the depths of despair, saw the papers scattered around him.

– Episode 1 continuity

– Episode 2 idea

– Cartoon background setting

– Future Plot

– Ending ideas…

Those are the notes they used to write down a lot before drawing manga.

“……..ah.”

Roswin, who had been staring blankly at the notes that had now become pieces of tissue paper, turned his gaze to the desk this time.

“Why didn’t I think of this?”

Roswin, who was looking at the records he had recorded so far, murmured with a sad smile.

“There was the easiest, yet most effective way.”

Rosewindow, who has no talent, and anyone other than her can take on the challenge right away without extra practice.

It is also the most original and effective creation, which is the basis of all other works or an inextricable relationship.

It was just ‘writing’.

“Now, that’s the only way…”

Upon arriving at such an idea, Roswin sat down at the computer, forcing his completely broken body to stand up.

“I’m going to make it somehow this time…”

Her last fighting spirit was burning.

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In order not to experience the failures experienced before, Roswin conducted a thorough preliminary investigation before starting full-scale work.

“It’s a web novel…”

Then she murmurs while carefully reading the dictionary definition of a web novel.

“As expected, this type of ‘writing’ would be the best…”

Due to her previous experience, she was well aware of her strengths and weaknesses.

A type of work that can make the most of one’s own strengths, is easier to get into than the previous ones, and has a high probability of gaining fame.

The web novel satisfies all those conditions.

“Okay then…”

From the day she realized this, Roswin started writing the manuscript like crazy.

[I will live as a villain]

#Academy #Fantasy #Romance

The title of the first article she wrote was like that.

“I’m floating, I’m trembling…”

The content was also simple.

The story of a boy resembling Frey, who is forced to live as a villain.

For Roswin, it was a story of conversion that came about as a result of a lot of thought.

[Query 3]

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Surprisingly, no one paid any attention.

“…I can’t get out of here.”

However, Roswin was glad that there were no comments, and started to think of a new content.

Giving up here was the end.

All dimensions will perish, and of course Frey, Ruby, and even the heroines will disappear.

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Even if he put all his strength into it, he could never open his eyes and watch.

[Diary from the future]

#fantasy #light novel

The next novel I wrote with that in mind.

The concept of the novel was simple.

One day, a good-natured young boy comes across a woman who looks exactly like Roswin himself from the future.

She disappears leaving a diary with the fact that she is from the future, and the boy pretends to be a villain to change the doomed future written in the diary.

how about

Isn’t that a really attractive setting?

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But surprisingly, no one paid any attention.

It was the same no matter how many times I refreshed and deleted the work several times and uploaded it again, wondering if it was an error.

“Then… uh, how about something like this…”

However, Roswin did not give up.

No, I couldn’t give up.

[The Princess is broadcasting]

#lintel #female heroine #fantasy #romance

In the third novel, I tried something different from the past.

Among the ancestors of the Sunrise Imperial family, one of the most cruel princesses falls to the Blue Star Earth, and after living a devastating life there, she accidentally meets an internet broadcaster and settles down.

It was a quiet, fun, and heartwarming story.

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> What is this? haha

> (Emoji)

And whether the new attempt worked, there was still some progress.

In terms of reaction alone, it was superior to any novels I’ve posted so far.

“…Oh, no.”

But that was the end of it.

“I missed the timing…”

Was it due to the fact that he lost consciousness for a while while he was writing with a body that was getting worse?

The cost of not uploading the next episode for a few days was too great.

Interest in Roswin’s novels dwindled, halting at the first rattle of views.

It was unreasonable for Roswin to write based on the Internet broadcasting industry, which he had only seen a few times for research.

“Ah, because it was an experimental work in the first place… ha ha… ha…”

[Became a false evil in the academy]

#Academy #Fantasy #Patience #Light Novel

While muttering like that, she, who had been terrified for several days with regret, made up her mind and wrote the fourth novel that encompasses all the experiences she has accumulated so far.

“……..”

Roswin, who saw the first comment on the novel, reached out to the mouse with a soulless expression.

[Snake’s Heart: Was it written by Choding? My handwriting is bad lol

“Yeah… I thought so…”

In fact, she knew too.

that he has no talent.

The coding that was a little sloppy and installed was like watermelon, and his drawing skills were poor, and while working as a guild and recorder, he wrote thousands of pages, but even his writing was a bummer.

“If only I could write well…”

I don’t even want to count how many times I’ve failed.

The malicious comments that made it difficult to breathe just by looking at them are now somewhat accustomed to, and the palpitation of writing has long since turned into pain.

“I’m sorry, Mr. Frey…”

Roswin, who moved the mouse cursor to delete the work, bursts into tears and begins to mutter.

“I wanted to save you, you…”

At first it was Frey, but now he remembers everyone who was laughing around him.

“I wanted to help you guys…”

She did not know how to stop crying once she broke out, and she shed tears while shaking her shoulders with such a sickly look.

“I-I’m incompetent…”

– Tiring~♪

“…ah?”

Then, Roswin raised his head with his eyes wide open at the notification he heard from the site.

“………”

Then, a long silence began to flow.

[Kim Eun-ha: This is really fun, writer!]

“…Is it fun? My work?”

She stared blankly at the first compliment she had left under the hateful comments she hated to see.

“Am I… a writer?”

Then, Roswin murmured with a look as if possessed by something.

“Eh, eh heh…”

Before long, she carefully embraces the monitor with the sun plaid.

“thanks…..”

She, who had been shedding tears in a different meaning from before, hurriedly puts her hand on the keyboard.

– Tap, tap, tap…

Then, Roswin started writing the manuscript with his eyes burning.

“I’m giving up… It’s still too early…”

So, her time began to flow again.

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several months after that.

[Kim Eun-ha: Writer, I’m sorry. I don’t think I’ll be able to read the novel for a while.]

“……..”

[Kim Eun-ha: Actually, I’m currently fighting the disease, but I’ve recently gotten a little sick again, so I need to receive intensive treatment… I’ll let you know in advance in case you’re worried.]

Roswin, who had her eyes closed, recalled the reader’s comments that she had read many times in her mind.

[Kim Eun-ha: So this is my last piece of advice… Why don’t you try moving the serials?]

[Kim Eun-ha: Recently, a new web novel platform has been launched. This place doesn’t match the artist’s work, but if you go there, you will surely succeed!]

Then, a smile quietly appeared on her lips.

[Kim Eun-ha: Even if you succeed, you can’t forget me, writer?]

“Absolutely.”

Roswin opened his eyes while muttering, looking at the monitor in front of him.

[New novel registration]

The novel registration section of the new platform, recommended by a reader who had followed the novel posted on the previous platform to the end, caught her eye.

“Let’s see, the writer’s pen name? The writer’s pen name…”

Roswin clenched his fists and put his hands on the keyboard reverently.

“The most commonly used surname in the country where this novel will be serviced is ‘Kim’. Like ‘Kim Han-byul’ and ‘Kim Eun-ha’…”

Then, she beats the keyboard while talking to herself, which she has become so accustomed to by now.

“So, my last name is Kim… My name is, um… Mademoiselle, my nickname. So, Kim Mademoiselle? No, that’s too long… In three letters…”

Roswin decided on a pen name as usual and looked down at it.

[Artwork Title: ]

“uh…”

Roswin, who stared intently at the blank space, muttered with a soft smile.

“I spent the whole day thinking about it, and I think this would be the most appropriate.”

Roswin had already decided.

Instead of creating a story arbitrarily as we have done so far, let’s write down the story and process that everyone, including her, has gone through so far.

So that the process that everyone has gone through is not in vain, and that no one is useless.

The ‘process’ that everyone has been through so far becomes a story that will save everyone.

However, I decided to have a strong heart as it is to embody everyone’s story as it is.

The beginning is quite exciting.

To get the attention of as many people as possible.

To be as immersive as possible and to get as many clicks as possible.

Although a little frowned upon, to somehow inform the world that this world exists.

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Even if it’s just curiosity at first, it’s clear that everyone will laugh and cry and admit it at the end.

for our story.

– Tap, tap, tap…

And the title of the story had already been decided.

A title that will arouse appropriate curiosity.

At the same time, the core that runs through all these tragedies.

And Frey, the protagonist of this story,

A tribute to the other protagonist, Ruby.

The title that covers it all is…

[The novel has been uploaded.]

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