56 – The path he chose
The two of us walk around town after our time at the cinema.
Although it was already dark, the city was brightly illuminated by neon signs and electric lights.
Things made so that people can live without problems even in the dark.
However, in the noise of such bright light, Nyale and I were feeling rather uncomfortable.
Unlike humans, demons originally had better vision at night than during the day.
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Even if not to the point of being nocturnal, the body is more accustomed to the dark.
In that respect, as the current me who has the body of a demon, I couldn’t help but feel more comfortable acting in pitch-black darkness.
With that thought in mind, the two of us turned to the slightly dark park.
Then, Nyale and I sat down together on chairs in the park and started talking about it for a while.
“I felt it from the first time I came, but it seems that people in this world really like light. Seeing that the light is shining like this even at this time when there should be darkness…”
“Right? Apparently, unlike us, humans fundamentally do not like darkness.”
“But… I remember that the humans in our world weren’t like this. I don’t think I’ve ever seen people over there turn on lights like this.”
“Because there is a fundamental difference in technological prowess between that side and this side.. To be honest, looking at the entire history of this world, the era where people lived with the lights on like now isn’t that long.”
In fact, it is said that electricity and light bulbs were only invented in the late 19th century. Compared to the 10,000 years of human history, it was literally just a fleeting moment to live with lights on all night like this.
But.. Nevertheless, modern humans took a very natural attitude in accepting this kind of brightness, and now it has created a world where it is difficult to see complete darkness even after the sun goes down.
“In the end, I would say… but if given a chance, it could be said that a human wants to live as close to the light as possible. Of course, I prefer dark for rest like sleep. When I open my eyes and go through life, I always seem to tend to be close to the light. Now that this has been made possible by the power of technology, we are trying to fill the whole world with light even in such a dark time.”
“Sounds like an interesting story. Certainly, among humans, most of them were praised as heroes or symbolized by the gods. On the other hand, darkness is giving the meaning of a villain or devil, implicitly showing negative emotions.”
“Yes, that is the same here. Of course, there is a theory in the East that yin and yang must be in harmony, but fundamentally, there is no big difference in having a negative meaning when it comes to darkness.”
“According to what you said… As expected, humans and demons seem to have many differences in many ways. Unlike humans, we basically prefer darkness.”
“That’s right, somehow the power of the demons gets stronger at night… We don’t have much trouble living in the dark. Even culturally, there is a tendency to worship darkness.”
Just like that, the two of us are talking about topics that we can think about in our own way.
To be honest, it was a topic that was a bit strange to share when dating. Nevertheless, our conversation continued relatively naturally.
And in the process…
Nyale looked at me and carefully asked a question.
“Then… how about Aztas?”
“Huh? Me?”
I made a slightly surprised expression at the unexpected question that came out of Nyale’s mouth.
Looking at me like that, Nyale asked cautiously.
“Yes.. Aztas was originally a human, but isn’t he a demon like us now? As for Aztas, which one do you think is better? Between light and dark.”
You can listen simply. Unexpectedly, it was Nyale’s question that had quite a deep meaning.
My current body… The tribe I belonged to was definitely a demon.
Demon Sultan, the ruler of demons called Aztas.
But… Apart from these facts, I was originally human, and this was the world of humans where I originally lived.
Although the body may have changed, the fundamental spirit was definitely me.
What Nyale asked me now was where I put my identity.
And in relation to this, instead of answering right away, I just started stroking her hair gently.
“… Ah… “
Nyale blushed slightly at my action and let out a nervous voice.
Looking at her like that, I said in a calm tone.
“If.. If. At that time, if Nyale Na hadn’t followed me here, I might have been a human who longed for light. But..”
With those words, I slowly looked at Nyale’s face next to me.
Her side, which is illuminated in the dark, is even more beautiful with the light.
I answered her question with a gentle smile on my lips while keeping my eyes on her goddess-like face.
“But… The me now, the existence of the country where you and your colleagues are, is definitely a demon, not a human. Both the body and the mind.”
“..Aztas..Sir..”
With those words, I carefully hugged Nyale.
I felt a warm yet cozy sensation.
As much as her beautiful appearance, the warmth and touch she embraces. And the scent that flowed out gently gave me the feeling of tranquility and happiness in my heart.
‘Because you guys are like this… And because you guys are my colleagues and owners. I, as a demon… Can remain as the existence of Aztas… Forever and ever…’
What defines something is not what it is itself, but what is done by the beings who look at it and treat it.
That’s why I chose to maintain my identity as a demon, not a human, even after I returned to this place where my sister is, and I always kept the promise in my heart to live for them.
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Aztas is hugging her own body.
About this at this moment she is..
Nyale, Lord of Chaos, began to be seized by the sensation of her heart beating.
‘Aztas’ arms.. Warm.. So.. Happy..’
Although up until now, Aztas had never hugged her this way.
However, these were only things that happened by chance during an emergency situation during battle or while taking a break.
This is the first time that they are hugging each other in a sweet atmosphere like this.
Feeling an intoxicating delight at the fact, Nyalle snuggled into Aztas’ arms for a moment, a happy smile on her lips.
But then…
‘!.. Ah.. That.. Come to think of it.. G.. Now is not the time for me to be like this..’
Nyale barely managed to get her mind back amidst intoxicating happiness.
Then, while still in a dizzy mood, she began to try to analyze the situation as calmly as possible.
‘… Ji… Right now I… I’m in the arms of Monk Aztas… That… Plus, thanks to the conversation I just had, the atmosphere is good… That… Then… Now…’
As soon as she thinks that far, Niyale’s face starts to heat up to the point where she reaches the limit.
But she held her mind with all her might, even in the midst of this vertigo.
‘J.. I have to say it now.. I can say it… Dear Aztane… Go… Go… Confession… second… ;
Feeling that her heart was about to burst just thinking about it, Nyale struggled to turn her head towards Aztas beside her.
“I..Ah.. Mr. Az Tas..!”
“Huh?”
At her question, Aztas turned her head towards her.
Seeing him like this, Nyale struggled to open her mouth with her trembling voice.
“That.. That.. That.. So.. I mean.. Four.. Actually.. I.. I.. I.. You… “
Then…
– Bang!
“!?”
“What… what?”
In the next moment, Nyale and Aztas began to be overcome with embarrassment at the sudden loud explosion.