Slowly, while drinking the tea that Baroness Roberon had ironed, Laura looked at Yuriel.
There was no Euphemia at this modest teatime.
It’s because I was tired, and that’s not a lie, but the essential reason must have been that I didn’t want to continue giving off the faint smell of milk to others.
‘It was rather good.’
If Euphemia was not in one place, Yuriel’s heart would soften even more.
And just like Laura, Yuriel, who was warming herself up while drinking the tea served by the baroness, covered her mouth from fatigue and yawned a little.
Since you have traveled by carriage for a long time, how great is the accumulated poison.
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My whole body was aching, and my stiff shoulders made it difficult to properly control even my arms today.But, surprisingly, Yuriel was happily accepting them.
Because this wasn’t just because the body was tired, but it was also part of the phenomenon in the very early stages of pregnancy.
‘already… … ‘
end of July.
Nevertheless, the dalgeol did not come.
obviously, undoubtedly.
He must have had Ferzen’s child in her womb.
Come to think of it, my lower belly feels a little heavy and bulging out of the ordinary.
At that, Yuriel lowered her hand and gently covered her belly, sipping hot tea.
Even if it is true that you are pregnant, you will never be able to feel it at this very early stage.
Already, she was hiding the kindness of her mother, who was full of maternal love.
And, of course, Laura was the person most affected by it.
“Go, thank you… … ”
Yuriel wipes the juicy juice from the corner of her mouth with a handkerchief.
Laura, whose kindness is burdensome, tried to hide her embarrassment and smiled.
Ferzen also treats himself like a child, but to be precise, it’s like a master managing a slave… …
Yuriel really feels uncomfortable because it seems like she is treating herself as a premature baby and using her as a doll to solve maternal love.
Still, the difference between the Rosenberg family and the Alfred family was a wall that could not be bridged.
Laura couldn’t resist this timeless play.
Whether she’s really pregnant or not.
It would be impossible to escape from being a rabbit doll.
‘Is it such a happy thing to receive a man’s seed and have a child?’
Laura, who learned of the curse that came down to the Genoese family, and suffered from it for many years.
She could hardly sympathize with Yuriel’s change of heart.
Because for him, to receive a man’s seed and give birth to a child was to commit the sin of passing on the curse.
Baroness Roberon, who had been closely watching Laura and Yuriel’s relationship while talking next to her, had a slight regret.
‘If only my son had not been engaged… … ‘
Of course, Rosenberg, the holy land of culture and art, and their family do not match.
However, since I am weak by nature, it will be difficult to give birth to a child, and the possibility of miscarriage will be high.
As a young girl who even stutters, her last name, Rosenberg, had a lot of scratches.
Then there is nothing that cannot be overlooked.
It may not be that there is no bitter taste when swallowed, but it seems that she has a deep connection with Yuriel, the second daughter of the Alfred family, and Fersen, the daughter of Brutein, so the sweetness that is more than enough to cover it will spread.
I can’t afford to do that right now, so only meaningless regrets remain and hold onto my ankles.
smart.
“… … I think the story is over.”
A knock that breaks the quiet atmosphere from outside the door.
Bump.
It was the appearance of Baron Roberon who was unable to control his feelings of joy when he opened the door.
Baron Roberon’s wife was embarrassed by the appearance, which could be said to be quaint in a way, but I was very much looking forward to what kind of conversations would come and go.
“The conversation is all over. The Count says he has something to think about for a while, so he stays in the office, but he will be coming soon, so let’s go to the dining room together in advance.”
“I know.”
After hearing Baron Roberon’s words, Yuriel put down the teacup and got up with Laura.
The baroness, who had tried to approach her husband after seeing this, turned her head toward Yuriel, thinking that she had forgotten something.
“… … I will send a maid to Miss Ruerg.”
A baroness who cares very much about the name Euphemia is called and speaks carefully.
And she liked the way she didn’t try to offend her heart, so Yuriel answered with a soft smile.
“Um, it’s fine. I will go and tell you, so please go first.”
“Thank you for your consideration. then… … honey.”
“I see.”
Baron Roberon leaves the room chatting with his wife in his usual tone.
So, Laura and Yuriel, who were left alone, walked slowly to the room where Euphemia was currently staying.
“Uh, um… … ”
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Maybe it’s because of the cold wind in the hallway?Yuriel let out a small moan out of her mouth, unwittingly, at the aching aura that arose every time she walked.
“Well, don’t tell the senator… … Rest, rest… … ”
“… … ”
It was Laura’s words, which were not at all strange in the context of the flow, but Yuriel frowned and closed her mouth.
Right now, beside Euphemia, there was a skilled doctor brought from the capital, and Yuriel doesn’t know that it’s best to see a doctor from that doctor.
Only if, during the examination, you find out that this current physical condition is not an effect of pregnancy… …
Yes, Yuriel seemed quite sad.
I’ve never had children, so I don’t know the sorrow of losing them.
What if you find out that you are not having children when you are full of desire to have children?
How could it be different from the sorrow of losing a child?
“… … ”
Belatedly, Laura also thought that she had made a mistake, so she quietly looked at her and hugged the rabbit doll in her arms.
again.
After a while, Laura carefully follows Yuriel, who takes the first step, but… …
Startle.
After a while, he trembled and stopped walking.
Crimson blood that shone briefly under the faint moonlight that permeated the hallway.
‘I… … ‘
Did you see anything in vain?
No, wasn’t it too clear to say that I saw something in vain?
In particular, this fishiness mixed with the scent of perfume emanating from Yuriel’s body is a smell of blood that cannot be confused with it.
again.
again.
However, looking at Yuriel’s back as she stepped forward without any discomfort, Laura was hardly convinced of her own judgment.
And as if to show that that judgment was never wrong.
The moon, which had been covered by the clouds for a while, revealed itself, and let a soft light shine again to illuminate Yuriel… …
“… … ”
Laura could see clearly.
The reddish-red blood that ran down her white legs.
Again… …
At the same time, Yuriel also stopped walking, grabbed her chest and leaned against the wall.
“Ah, uh… … ”
accustomed to permeate.
The distinctively large chest pains signaled that she was now suffering from considerable breast fat.
Contrary to the usual lullaby, this time, Yuriel, who had almost sat down because of her stomach, which caused quite a bit of pain, bit her lip in order to resist the tingling feeling of being overwhelmed by the feeling of the underwear she was wearing soaking wet and clinging.
“… … Go.”
“… … ”
Yuriel spit out a short word to herself who was still standing still.
Rather than this, I thought that I should go to my room right away, take a break and call a member of the council, but Laura took a stopped step as Yuriel said and quietly passed by.
It is a psychological pain that I cannot empathize with myself.
So, even if you offered a helping hand with a heart of ignorant hypocrisy, it would only have a bad effect.
Wouldn’t it be just disgusting if someone else offered consolation in the tone of understanding that he was suffering from Manwol’s eccentricity?
For that reason, Laura took a step towards Euphemia’s bedroom, seeing Yuriel sitting there with her head bowed.
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… … It was a result I had in mind to some extent.
It is possible that the lullaby has stopped because of the fatigue caused by the accumulated toxic poison.
However, when she suddenly faced what she had been ignoring, Yuriel was overwhelmed with sadness before she was embarrassed.
Of course, I knew.
The fact that a child doesn’t come out of nowhere just because he wants to have it.
Ferzen didn’t seem to have any problems.
Obviously, there wouldn’t be any major problems with himself.
If that is the case, everything will be resolved naturally in the face of the order of time, but in the first place, the human race has always longed for even the set order.
Even if others accept him as Ferzen’s wife, as a filial piety.
In reality, it was just a concubine.
The reason he is so obsessed with external recognition and gaze is probably because of his excessive entitlement mixed with jealousy.
But no one dares to call the mother of a child by the titles of Jeongsil or Concubine.
yes, so
Also, that’s why.
‘I… … ‘
I wanted to be your child’s mother.
“Huh, shut up… … !”
The sound of weeping squeaking between the lips, which was biting hard, colored the quiet hallway.
The falling tears met the cold air and became pure white frost.
And here, the sorrow of a woman who could not be a mother of a child was wandering alone, a lonely lost child, unable to find a place to stay.