“… … ”
After a long sleep in his bedroom, Ferzen slowly opened his eyes.
The fatigue that has not gone away and the muscle pain I have felt in a long time is quite unfamiliar.
‘At 4 p.m. Poet… … ‘
No matter how long he slept from morning until now, Ferzen got out of bed, rubbing his tired eyes, and opened the window.
Then, as the cold wind blows, Suma’s energy is blown away, and I can feel my hazy mind gradually clearing up.
Did Yuriel, who had been locked up in her bedroom all day, get up and come out?
Ferzen, who had partially resolved his weak and ugly feelings by mingling with Laura all night, took a step into the hallway after tidying up his messy hair and disheveled clothes.
However, after knocking and turning the doorknob, Yuriel is nowhere to be seen.
I went to the balcony to see if it was on the garden side of the mansion and looked down, but she was still nowhere to be seen.
again.
“… … ”
Then, on the 3rd floor, sitting in the living room where the piano is placed, I see Yuriel enjoying a light refreshment while looking out the window.
In the bright sunlight pouring in, her dark hair sparkles and shines like the Milky Way.
Even though she only drank tea, her impeccable elegance made her realize what kind of woman she was once again.
However, that image, which looks too peaceful like a painting, gives Fersen a sense of incongruity as if it was forcibly staged.
Yeah, the scene seemed to be wrapping itself up in that way rather than being natural.
“… … Yuriel.”
Ferzen then called her name quietly.
“woke up… … ?”
Then, Yuriel, who trembled and trembled as she met her gaze, smiled brightly.
“… … ”
Ferzen, who watched the scene, approached him and gently wiped the black hair that flowed down his fine jawline.
“What’s wrong… … ?”
Yuriel looked up at herself, spitting out a question with a bit of awkwardness.
And then, holding her beautiful cheeks with a large hand, Ferzen broke the silence and answered.
“Because you showed your weakness… … It will not be a burden to me.”
“Hey, what suddenly… … ”
“It means that I am not pathetic enough to face your weakness.”
“… … ”
This is often the case with poor and needy families.
The worries and anxieties that I have are things that cannot be resolved anyway, so I do not release them in order not to burden the shoulders of my family.
At the same time, he wants not only himself but also other family members to do the same.
Even if I confessed my worries and concerns to myself anyway, I couldn’t solve it.
If he tries to confide in him without noticing it, he harbors resentment inwardly as to why he is doing this, even though he is holding it tight.
Contrary to the coveted appearance, the inside is like rotten fruits… …
There are a lot of people and families who purposely turn their backs on the darkness and forcibly expose only the bright side.
And if he had hoped for a situation in which they quarreled like that, he wouldn’t have revealed his true feelings that day.
When the time comes, he probably didn’t even decide to confess the secret he was hiding.
“What about me, seeing your fear of war and suffering from my own pity and helplessness that I can’t solve it?”
“… … ”
“For that reason, I will not blame you for being a shallow understanding woman. If that is the case, then I would be a cowardly person who confided to you that day.”
“… … ”
“Uriel. To show each other only the good side… … A lot of time has already passed.”
I know your modest figure, with no makeup or fancy clothes on.
He is also aware of the obscene image that fuels lust, where no dignity can be found.
And you know me, like a coward, trembling for fear that my wife will die.
Don’t you know the pervert who seeks pleasure through sadistic s*x?
“So now… … It’s nothing new to look at you, shivering because you’re afraid of war.”
Some say that love is what makes an ordinary man look like a prince and an ordinary woman like a princess.
It probably wouldn’t have been much wrong.
Because it can be called love when it clearly shows the difference between another person and the object.
But Fersen thought that the gap that made the difference was that he knew the weak and ugly side that the other person had not shown.
The man who looked like a prince is actually an ordinary man.
The woman who looked like a princess is actually an ordinary woman… …
Realizing that point is the essence of love.
“If you’re scared, it’s okay to tell me that you’re scared. If the wife is not her husband, the weakness of herself is… … Who did you show it to?”
On the contrary, I don’t want selfish devotion that I can’t show that side of me because I’m a husband.
… … So, when Ferzen spoke, Yuriel trembled with her lips.
“ugh… … black… … !”
He tries to turn his head, not wanting to show his ugly, distorted face, but his large hand holding his cheek does not allow it.
In response, Yuriel clearly showed Ferzen that she was crying with tears in her eyes.
And Ferzen didn’t think it was strange in the slightest, and lowered her head and pressed her lips to her lips.
Then a pathetic hand hugged her back tightly.
As if in response to that, Ferzen also grabbed Yuriel’s waist and hugged her tenderly into her arms.
Obviously, invaluable, formless things are only transmitted… …
Every time you give and receive it, you gradually realize the value of the other person.
‘so… … ‘
Yuriel.
Euphemia.
Even if it started with the life of a man named Ferzen.
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Make sure that the end ends with your husband’s life.* * * * *
“… … ”
Laura, who had been hiding unintentionally in the hallway with the sunlight pouring into the living room, overheard the conversation between Ferzen and Yuriel, and crushed the rabbit doll in her arms.
A corner of my heart seems to sting because I’ve seen a scene I don’t want to see very much.
After a while, the two of them, who were talking to each other, walked to the piano, sat down affectionately, and started playing, Laura pouted her lips.
‘huh… … ‘
Unlike Ferzen, Yuriel’s piano tone, which can’t keep up with his skillful technique, is annoying.
Surely, if he had been sitting beside me instead of Yuriel, he would have been able to perform much better.
Leaving behind a single white rabbit that expressed such insidious emotions, Ferzen and Yuriel continued to play with love.
* * * * *
December 8th.
“… … ”
As Lizzy was preparing to be discharged from the hospital, she gently patted her neck.
Inflammation, which had given her excruciating pain, has completely subsided, and her slender body is now gaining weight again, giving her vitality.
However, her expressionless face and half-dead purple eyes swallowed the vitality, creating a gloomy atmosphere.
Kirik.
After that, Lizzy, sitting in her wheelchair, ministered to the body and left the hospital room, headed to the lobby on the first floor to calculate the hospital bills.
“ah… … ”
However, Lizzie raised her head as she saw the other people in the line waiting for the receipt to cut in front of her.
Kick… … !
But they don’t even look at them.
Rather, as if there was no one, he pushed the wheelchair with his feet and sent him back.
The scenery where the other people who were watching the scene and even the nurses walking around do not put any restraint on them.
Whoops!
A sudden surge of sadness groaned and she choked her neck, but Lizzy grabbed her skirt tightly and barely held back her tears.
After such a long time, all the lines disappeared without anyone to intervene, and when it was her turn to come, Lizzy stroked the altar and opened the room.
“ah… … ”
However, all that remained were the coffins containing the bodies to be ministered to and the remains of the brothers.
For a moment, he wondered if it would be okay to have his maids come to the mansion, but belatedly, he remembers the fact that no one exists by his side.
“… … ”
After returning to the mansion, long lines will form again.
He’ll have to wait endlessly for it at the very back where his turn doesn’t come.
However, since he couldn’t pay for the hospital bills with the belongings of his brothers, Lizzy smiled bitterly and turned the wheelchair back.
again.
However, seeing a man passing by her side, Lizzy unwittingly reached out and grabbed the hem of his robe.
“Wait.”
But Ferzen, who lightly shakes his hand, pays Lizzy’s hospital bills at will.
“under… … eww… … !”
How can every hypocritical kindness you receive from him be so disgusting?
I wanted to scream even if it was not necessary, even if it was dedicated to evil, but why?
no voice
After completing the storage, Ferzen approached her, robbed the corpse and led the wheelchair, and Lizzie bowed her head and bit her lip.
There is only a man named Ferzen standing next to him, and it’s funny to see all the hostile gazes he’s touched are removed.
‘You… … ‘
I don’t know any of the disgusting and ugly nature of this man.
But Lizzie didn’t bother to make it known.
Because he’s never lied, and he’s already become a shepherd girl.
Yes, the people who will run to hear that the wolf has appeared… …
It no longer exists in this world.
Kirik.
Ferzen, who soon goes outside, moves the wheelchair to the opposite place of his mansion.
But Lizzie didn’t dare to bet on it.
… … Even that mansion was no longer a place for him to return to.