Streets basking in the warm sunlight, crowded with people.
“… … ”
It was a little, unfamiliar.
Is there a lot of floating population?
not.
This is because passers-by either made their way out of the way or walked away from each other as if they were widening the street.
It’s only natural to see her attire and the maids following her as a young girl or a wife of an aristocratic family.
However, it was a sight that could not be seen in Ruerg, so for some reason Euphemia grabbed her parasol and looked around.
“length… … ”
“It’s on the left.”
“ah… … thanks.”
Following the guidance of the maids, Euphemia headed for the ferry located in the capital.
“ah… … ”
Then, for a moment, the very familiar exterior of the building.
In front of the shop where the beautiful name Chanelia was engraved—at that time with Ferzen, Euphemia blinked her golden eyes.
‘This is why… … ‘
The man who was holding his sleeping self like a princess and kissing his lips softly at the bedside… … smiling softly.
“It’s a beautiful picture.”
“… … ”
The maids quietly spit out their comments.
As I said, the painting was very beautiful.
I was asleep at the time, so I don’t have a proper memory… …
‘Really, that man was doing this to me… … ‘
Of course, he probably wouldn’t have been like that for three hours.
However, he must have taken such an action along the way, so maybe the artist had engraved it on the canvas.
Looking beyond the glass tube, the moment in which the unknown circumstances of that time were clearly engraved, Euphemia couldn’t hide her nervousness.
“Oh, Dad… … !”
And at that moment, a little girl who suddenly approached me took turns looking at the picture in front of me and herself… …
“Hey, princess! Princess!”
He grabs his father’s trousers by his side, and shouts out loudly as if he’s excited with a surprised face.
“Sin, sorry!”
“no.”
When a middle-aged man who hurriedly held the girl in his arms, bowed his head and handed him an apology, Euphemia shook her head with a bitter smile.
The innocent self reflected in that child’s eyes looks like a princess that only comes out of a fairy tale.
“I am not like a princess.”
After gently stroking the child’s brownish hair, Euphemia moved on.
The exterior of the cage is so gorgeous, it looks like a beautiful castle to others.
‘When someone sees me, they say I’m too greedy… … ‘
Food, clothing, and shelter are being taken care of, and the poor manor is running much more easily than before.
Occasionally, when a letter is sent in which Ruerg’s status is written, it makes one wonder what he must have struggled to keep the estate alive.
“… … ”
However, if you ask me if I am happy in spite of this… …
Euphemia seemed unable to nod her head.
Happiness is filling in what you lack little by little.
Ferzen forcibly filled that gap—only for the external part.
All that remains is probably the inner element, but Euphemia also knows.
There are very few people who live life satisfying all those points.
So Euphemia felt that Ferzen’s way of taming was very cruel and clever.
If he had acquired an undeserved material life to the point of overflowing with resentment, he seemed to be whispering to him that he would have to make sacrifices for his relatively personal feelings–internal elements.
again.
The light steps are getting a little heavy.
If the present life was your choice… …
I wouldn’t have even thought about this.
No, no.
It was a choice.
‘… … ‘
Recalling the last sight of Ciel Midford reaching out to her, faintly passing through her mind, Euphemia ruffled her hair that tickled her ear.
Of course, the choice at that time was not exactly for himself, but for the people of Ruerg’s estate… …
I dare not resent them.
Because even if given 100 equal chances.
He would have made the same choice.
“I have arrived.”
“ah… … ”
A ferry in the capital that has just arrived.
Hearing the maid’s voice reminding her of her thoughts, Euphemia gave the boatman the money and carefully grabbed the skirt and got on the ferry.
The river Thisbe, shining in the sunlight, is as pleasing to the eye as if the jewels were crushed and scattered over the surface of the water.
As soon as the boatman slowly rowed the oar, a nearby river appeared… …
Sitting there, seeing people playing music with their own instruments, Euphemia took out some sandwiches from the basket and ate them.
‘I know… … ‘
Someday I will give up
Someday you will get used to it
And even if you don’t want to… …
I will conceive the man’s child and become the child’s mother.
That’s why I struggle to delay that time as much as possible… …
It can be seen as the best effort that can be done on its own.
‘… … ‘
Euphemia, who had not yet settled in any life, placed her hand on her stomach, thought hard, lifted her head and looked up at the blue sky.
It was a very clear and sunny morning.
* * * * *
“… … ”
Slowly open your eyes, look out the window, and get up.
After sending Euphemia, I immediately took a bath and slept well, but when I woke up, it was 2:50 PM.
There was a slight sweet smell from his mouth, but a faint vitality lingered in his body to what extent he had recovered from the fatigue he had been giving lectures all night.
‘You haven’t come yet.’
There was no reason to catch him because he told me to go out to see the capital from time to time, but he sent me because of accumulated fatigue more than I expected, but I didn’t know that he would never come back.
creak.
To blow away the hazy energy of sleep, I get up from the bed, open the window, and go out to the balcony.
“… … ”
And quietly, enjoying the blowing wind for a while.
As I watched Euphemia entering through the front door of the mansion from afar, I had a slight smile.
Rather than being dignified, the gait that is crooked… …
Because I was like a lamb entering the tiger’s den to be eaten with my feet.
* * * * *
again.
again.
Up the stairs, standing in front of the bedroom and carefully opening the door, Euphemia shuddered slightly as she saw Ferzen standing with her back against the window beyond that.
“Go, come… … ”
An awkward greeting when you take off your hat.
“… … ”
Like a scarecrow, she was standing still as it was, so Euphemia approached the stand-type hanger next to the desk and hung her hat with some difficulty.
“ah… … ”
Then, as he tries to turn his body, Ferzen, who has suddenly approached her back, grabs her waist and clings to her strangely.
“I was sweating a lot… … ”
I know all too well that I can’t escape by force.
Euphemia shook her head, turning in the direction of creating a physiological disgust.
“You know when you see it.”
However, as if he didn’t care, Ferzen swept the back of his neck and gently pulled off the pressed fine hair, and then buried his head.
side.
“Yes… … !”
The lips touching the back of the neck gently sweep the pure white skin, gradually moving towards the side of the neckline.
Occasionally, the hot breath that blows is so tickling, but Euphemia is trembling without realizing it… …
Shrek.
“oh… … ”
Ferzen’s hand, which had been staying at the waist, went down a little further and pulled up the skirt, revealing her white thighs, and she hurriedly stretched out her hands to stop it.
“Black… … !”
However, as soon as she could hold Ferzen’s hand, Euphemia was startled by the sensation of her teeth biting on the back of her neck and took a breath.
I knew for sure that I didn’t mean to harm, but nevertheless, my whole body naturally stiffens.
“Why, why are you doing this… … ”
He lowered his hands and tried to speak with a trembling voice, but Ferzen didn’t say anything and just asked for the nape of the neck opposite him.
Then, as if driving a horse, he leads him to the corner of the wall, and blocks him with his strong body and large stature so that he cannot escape.
“Eupemia. I’m not asking because I don’t know. Isn’t it your fertile period from today? I was doing the calculations, so don’t try to deceive me.”
“Hey, I really don’t want to cheat… … ”
“Then you shouldn’t have taken a stance that was about to jump over.”
“… … ”
“Isn’t it?”
Euphemia turned her head to Ferzen’s low-pitched words.
Actually, at that time, it was a guess based on his reaction, so I thought he wasn’t doing any calculations.
In addition, using that point, I tried to request a bed first on a safe day… …
If that had been the case, the man in front of him would most likely have poured out his cold anger violently at him.
The fact that he was so busy with the academy, such as staying up all night outside, that such a situation did not come up, is now a good thing.
“Usually, I don’t covet your body. But if you don’t come out cooperatively in making the heir, I will hug you from time to time. Do you want to be a semen receiver instead of a seed receiver? If you want to be treated like that, please do so with a happy heart.”
“no… … ”
In addition to childbearing age, pregnancy is possible.
Because it’s just a matter of probability.
Since there was no meaning to the evangelism, Euphemia shook her head helplessly.
“It wouldn’t be like that when you get scolded.”
Ferzen whispered as she came closer and bowed her head.
Euphemia then bit her lip, stretched out a trembling hand and grabbed the hem of her skirt… …
He pulled it up very slowly, up to his waist.
With the pure white underwear she was wearing, her smooth belly was exposed.
Ferzen seems to be satisfied with his ugliness, and he rolls up the corners of his mouth and presses down on the area where the uterus is located.
“Black… … !”
It seemed as if her body was reflexively leaning forward, but Euphemia trembled with her legs and steadfastly straightened her waist.
──Oh, it’s a princess! Princess!
And for some reason, a short memory that comes to mind at this moment.
Remembering the girl who called herself a princess… …
Euphemia swallowed a self-deprecating smile.
‘Look at this. kid… … ‘
I’m not like a princess.
What kind of princess in the world would raise her skirt, reveal her underwear, and then expose her lower belly to be harassed.
“Ugh… … !”
As if drawing a circle slowly, Euphemia, unable to bear Ferzen’s touch on her stomach, leaned forward.
“Oh, it hurts… … ”
Eupemia vomited a sharp breath and wept at the stuffy pressure of her entire abdomen and bladder, including the uterus.
“Ah!”
But soon after, Ferzen, who pricked his navel with his index finger, gently pressed the area around him and bit his earlobe… …
“hem… … ”
Euphemia unintentionally let out an exhilarating moan.
Unbelievable, Euphemia, who blushed in an instant, grabbed her innocent skirt roughly.
Obviously, I was in pain.
What was the feeling that had just passed by sweeping your back for a moment?
“Eupemia… … ”
But without panicking, Ferzen softly called out his name… …
“According to today, there is a strong body odor.”
Whispering one word, Euphemia etched a faint cry in her own voice.
The sun was particularly strong today and I was sweating quite a bit, so I can’t even imagine what my body would feel like with my skirt up.
“Bad, bastard… … ”
Did I really have to do it this way?
I hated him for not giving him even the slightest respect, but Ferzen, who is the real party, was far from sour… …
Literally, her natural body scent grew stronger, and at the smell of a female that seemed desperate to seduce a male, she took her hand off her belly and dragged her roughly onto the bed.
“Come on, wait… … ”
Euphemia bends her upper body to block Ferzen’s hand, which was revealed through the rolled up skirt, grabbing the white underwear and pulling it down.
A frizzy hair, a disheveled quilt.
Perhaps he was sleeping until he came back.
If you slept well at this time, it must mean that you are quite tired, so if you can ejaculate in advance, you may not hug yourself.
Energy is… … It’s proportional to your stamina.
“Hey, the mouth… … I will do it.”
“… … ”
With a slightly surprised face, Ferzen looked at Euphemia.
However, Euphemia misunderstood the gaze differently, and spoke quietly as if it was unfair in a voice full of shame.
“All, you… … You taught me… … ”
“under… … ”
haha.
there will be no awareness
Yes, it may have sounded like a strange and lovely word because I was rather unaware.
At that, Ferzen lay down between his crotch and looked down at Euphemia, who was still holding on to her pants dance with awkward movements.