129 – Can’t I just like you?
It happened in an instant.
The sweet scent hit me hard, and I felt his head fluttering, so I froze in that position.
Thick lips that are overlapped at an angle and closely adhered to each other with no gaps to be found.
The master started to move his lips little by little as if to savor me with his eyes closed.
Every time that happened, the muddy noise generated by the lips rubbing against each other made my mind go farther away.
– Kyuwoo!
Kyadol tried his best to push Sonia away, but the boy’s struggles had no effect whatsoever.
Around the time I thought that the expression “Being eaten up” Is used for a situation like this.
“There…”
There was a movement that restrained our actions.
“I’m sorry for the good atmosphere, but we also have to prepare for the next performance. I want you to stop here…”
Let the presenter carefully ask with a troubled expression.
“Sheesh.”
Only then did Sonia let me go with a disgruntled expression on her face.
The solid line hanging from her lips shimmered as if what had just happened was not a dream.
“Yes! The saintess who was freed from the curse with such a sincere kiss lived happily ever after with the hero!”
The play came to an end with the presenter making a hasty closing remark, and I and Sonia exited the building.
We sat on a nearby bench and didn’t say a word to each other.
– Kyuuu!
Kyudol came crashing into my soft body from the side, but I just stayed blankly thinking about what I had just experienced.
‘My first kiss… It’s not, is it the first kiss….’
That time when I thought it wasn’t a kiss because the tongue didn’t come in.
“What am I going to do now?”
In the silence that lasted, Sonia opened her mouth.
“…Yes?”
“I showed myself like that in front of so many people, what am I going to do now?”
That’s what you did.
Strangely, it feels like they are blaming me. I’d even say take responsibility for this.
“Take responsibility.”
It’s real.
She’s afraid she’s not a virgin, so she kisses her and says she’ll bet her own life once and for all.
It seems that you still don’t know how terrifying the result of an instant hit can be. Here, as an adult, I have no choice but to give advice like a senior in life.
“Hey, Miss Sonia. You seem to be confused right now, but let’s cool down for a while…”
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– Bang!
I stopped and shut my mouth at the power of punching the back of the bench with my fist.
“If you leave again, it will be enough. But what about me? If it were the Knights, they would have recognized me among them, or they would meet someday. If they ask about you, what should I say?”
“But we’re not like that at all…”
“Then what is our relationship?”
“We are comfortable with each other…”
“Where are friends between men and women?”
“…”
The words thrown to protect our friendship came back with a sharp answer criticizing the contradiction of gender.
This is a situation where you can’t easily refute that statement because it’s not wrong.
“Are you going to keep doing that after I’ve done this?”
Sonia started to press me harder as I was speechless at the way she pushed me forward without backing down.
‘I can’t believe this now….’
The time when my thoughts were barely catching up with the current situation.
“I like you.”
My mind was dazed by the confession attack I received for the first time in my life.
Sonia? Me?
“Miss Sonia. I like you too, but that’s…”
“If you’re going to say I like you as a friend, f*ck it. I’m saying, rationally, that you look like a man now.”
She resolutely blocks the way out.
“But this is too sudden.”
“Is it sudden?”
She let out a blank laugh at my words, touched her head for a moment, and continued her words.
“Then I can do it from now on.”
What do you mean?
While embarrassed by his reckless appearance. She came closer to me.
“I, I’m not as good as your party members, but I get a decent salary. I can feed one of you.”
Sonia is determined to support her even if I don’t earn a dime.
“And…”
She rolled her eyes shyly, then lowered her head and said,
“It’s impossible right now, but as I get older, I’ll have two or three kids…”
Her mouth moved by itself when she said that she would give birth to a child now.
“Well, what did Linda say?”
“What…?”
Sonia gets angry at the porter’s words.
“Why is my mother here! Because of what I am now…!”
Realizing that she was overexcited, Sonia paused her words for a moment before opening her mouth.
“Do you hate me?”
“…”
I shut her mouth and kept her silent. Sonia jumped to her feet and then she turned around and went away.
While trying to reach out her hand to hold her like yesterday, he hesitated. Sonia disappeared from sight.
“Haa…”
Left alone, I sat down, covered my face with my hands, and let out a long sigh.
Until now, if it had been a vague thought of ‘I wish I could connect with someone’, her head became complicated after realizing that the feelings she had just encountered were sincere.
If you become like that with Sonia and develop further there, you will be able to have children and live well.
Not bad, but rather good. I couldn’t accept it easily.
It wasn’t that I didn’t have the desire to go back to where I originally lived.
-Kyuwoo…
As if he had read my thoughts, he was carefully watching the situation.
It’s not certain that I’ll catch the demon king and the goddess will send me back. It’s just my guess that it might be.
Maybe the future of living with Sonia and raising children is the best for me.
But if I could go back.
What choice will I make at that time?
Leaving Sonia behind.
With children to be born.
Will I make the same choice as my parents who abandoned me?
“Haa…”
The worries only deepened with a sigh.
***
I did it.
I tried my best to be brave, but the result came back in the form of refusal.
I hated it.
I tried this far, but that guy didn’t accept it.
When I came to my senses, it was the fountain I met that guy in the morning.
“It looks like it’s a car…”
Sonia muttered while sitting at the fountain.
Maybe tea is right.
How long has it been like that?
“Sonia?”
Her envoys, who were patrolling near her, recognized her and came closer.
“Seniors…”
“I heard she went on a mission and came back. What is she doing here?”
“…”
Sonia can’t easily answer the question of what she is doing.
“Ah, come to think of it, the guy you said you liked yesterday. I saw him in Empire. Did you ever meet him?”
When she heard the news of him again, her heart broke.
“Sonia?”
“Black…”
“Sonia! Don’t cry! What’s wrong with him?!”
She confided in her weakened heart.
“No, it’s not like there’s only one guy!”
“But…”
She couldn’t speak.
She said she only had him.
“Don’t be like this, let’s go home.”
Dori Dori.
Seeing Sonia shaking her head in disapproval, the shopkeepers put on a puzzled expression.
“He’s not normally like this…”
She ends up getting away from Sonia, leaving behind the word that she will come pick me up when it’s over because she’s in her position to carry out her mission.
Alone again, she regretted her own actions.
Since yesterday, she has made only the wrong choices over and over again.
Still, on the other hand, she couldn’t understand herself waiting for him to come.
“It’s the worst…”
Self-deprecating self-talk came out.
Who am I going to be in a position to curse at?
Damn it.
Feeling her cold, she wraps her arms around her.
Is it because the weather is cold? Otherwise….
She buried her head and remembered someone.
***
The sun has already gone down and the darkness is just around the corner.
Sonia is still waiting for someone at the fountain.
Recalling the words of her predecessors, she tormented herself.
At the end of her gaze, someone’s foot entered.
‘Did they go looking for me?’
Let’s raise her head with a little bit of joy.
“The weather is cold. What are you doing here alone?”
A strange man I had never seen before started talking to me.
“Go away.”
Her exhilaration subsided in an instant, and a cold tone automatically escaped from her mouth.
“Don’t bounce like that. Let’s go somewhere warm and talk.”
A man trying to grab his arm while spitting out bullying words.
– Tak!
“Oh! It hurts!”
“Are you trying to lay your hands on me, a knight?
When she was still in a bad mood, she tried to take action as she had learned.
“Somehow. It must have been a knight. Then it would be better.”
But the man in front of me didn’t seem to care. Rather, I like it more.
“My uncle. He is a high-ranking person in the Empire. I know that there are many people in the Knights that I know.”
Sonia’s expression hardened when the bully mentioned her relative.
“There’s no reason why you dreamed of becoming her knight with such a regretful face.”
Swoop.
With those words, Yangachi stretches out her hand towards Sonia.
– Kwaak.
He didn’t like that the reason why he wanted to become a knight was only talked about by that nasty guy.
That time when I was trying to fold the arch in half in front of an article or something.
– Tup.
Someone grabbed her arm as she approached Sonia.
“You…”
A man with hair the color of which seemed to melt into the dark night was standing there.
“What are you! Do you know who my uncle is…!”
“So.”
“What…?”
“Your uncle is Nabal, and is he higher than the emperor? Let’s hear someone’s name.”
Yangachi couldn’t help but hesitate at that confident attitude.
The man in front of me, who casually spoke of the emperor of the empire, had no hesitation at all.
There are only two cases like this.
Either he is an uncommon idiot or he really has an emperor behind him.
“Well, there are all these guys…”
Sensing that he was the type of person who would get tired if he got involved either way, Yangachi had no choice but to shake off his gripped arm and leave in a hurry.
“…”
“…”
That’s how the two of us were left again.
She turned her head to Sonia and her back caught her eye.
“Why are you acting like an idiot?”
“…Never mind.”
From her turning her back to me came her prickly answer.
“Are you okay?”
When her porter put her hand on her shoulder, she immediately grabbed his hand to shake it off, but she couldn’t help but shudder.
“Why are you doing this to me…”
His shoulders fluctuate up and down because he couldn’t contain his emotions and was revealed.
“When I asked if you didn’t like me, you didn’t say anything! But now…!”
Sonia shut her mouth for a moment as if her emotions were running high.
“If you don’t like it, say no! Don’t confuse people like this!”
However, she could not stand it and screamed out loud.
“Miss Sonia…”
“Even though you know it’s not true, you keep expecting it…”
In the end, she couldn’t stand it until the end, and Sonia’s sobs echoed in the fountain.
What should she tell her?
If she wants to get out of the situation she can lie, then give her the answer she wants. There was also a way to refuse later.
I had many options.
“You know.”
But since she showed me sincerity.
She had something to say before giving her answer to him.
How will Sonia react if you bring up this story? She doesn’t want to hurt, so she comes off as a liar.
Nevertheless, I wanted to talk. The truth she hadn’t told anyone since she came here.
“Actually, I’m not from this world.”