like you, rationally.
Yu Ga-ryun’s words ignited the wick on the back of Idasom’s tail. And then she blew her mind to a far, far, distant place.
‘I.’
Do you like him, Dojini, in a rational sense, that is, you are looking at him as a man, not as a younger brother⋯⋯?
The contents of the comic book came to mind once again. The two men and women who share the value of love and passionately covet each other’s bodies seemed very happy.
“no.”
But that’s something he wasn’t allowed to do.
For a long time, he has managed to maintain his human form by sticking a straw in his back, sucking his emotions, and sometimes vomiting it out.
He blindly blindfolded his eyes to a subject that had neither the courage nor responsibility to move his heart. Whispering distorted facts into his ear, he tried to hold him in the shallow emotion of fear.
But in the end, it’s love.
Love is just a hypocritical word that nicely wraps up desire. It is an act like stealing, in which you have to reach out to the hearts of others for your own satisfaction.
She didn’t want to touch that cowardice again.
“no.”
And he didn’t even have the courage to step on the faces of those he had pulled down and kicked up again.
“⋯⋯.”
Yu Ga-ryun quietly bit her lip. It was because he knew how painful it was and how painful it was for the woman who was squeezing her voice in pain in front of her.
“Then think about it this way.”
However, Yu Ga-ryun continued to speak while disguised as a casual look.
“How would you feel if your brother had a girlfriend?”
‘⋯⋯Why.’
Are you so tenaciously inquiring about your feelings? While holding her breath and pondering her thoughts, Dasom soon came to a conclusion.
‘The little girl is afraid.’
He is worried that the person he likes will be taken away by a reckless intruder named Idasom. Just like your past self.
If so, you are responsible for alleviating that anxiety. You have to prove that you are insignificant and pathetic, like a loser who is naked and waving a white flag to convey their intention to surrender.
“By the way, I just have to congratulate you.”
Indeed it will. Unlike in the past when they poured out their misunderstood affection, now it’s all gone.
“Then what if that woman doesn’t like you? How would you feel if you met a woman just for money?”
That’s how I did it.
I keep imagining I can’t stop thinking about the face of Yu-Jin Yu, who is deceived and exploited by a vicious woman, even though she knows it’s a provocative word.
The woman’s neck continues to be strangled.
“⋯⋯I don’t care, because Dojin chose it.”
The voice that came out of Dasom’s mouth was submerged like water roaring under the ice in the middle of winter.
“I see.”
Yu Ga-ryun sucked the coffee and ate it. Then he said, looking at Dasom with a force that would pierce his eyes.
“Then what if that woman hates you?”
There was no emotion in the blue eyes shining like jewels, it was as if he was saying, ‘This question does not have any intentions, so please be honest.’
But what needs to be said is decided. So don’t imagine it. Without any hesitation, you should say it right away.
It’s unavoidable, he said.
“What if I told my brother not to meet my sister because of that?”
Of course, it was an impossible story. It was because Dasom’s brain, which was twitching at the thought of Yu-Jin’s face, even in a situation where there was no connection at all, could not stand still after hearing the direct mention.
“⋯⋯.”
Dasom has seen the future. There, she was unable to send or receive a text message to Yu-Jin because of one female fox that was not enough to tear and kill her.
Concessions were not as warm and supple as the moral textbooks suggest. It was more cruel, wretched, and gloomy than that.
That was the reality of the act of concession.
“You don’t like it?”
“Poor girl.”
Dasom, who had captured her anger, spoke calmly.
“I’m sorry if I made you nervous. But I mean, I really don’t want to do that with Dojin. I have no intention of disturbing you and Dojin.”
Yu Ga-ryun also responded with a calm attitude.
“I didn’t call you to just say one thing.”
“Garyun-ah, unnie, you are speaking very frankly right now. So, I want you to be honest with me.”
“I am speaking frankly.”
“Then why are you doing this? Why are you touching someone who says to stay still? Do you not like Dojin?”
“yes I like it.”
“Then that’s it. Because Dojin likes you too.”
“But you like my sister too, don’t you?”
“I am different from you!”
Dasom clenched her fist.
“I⋯⋯.”
“I knew that my brother likes Seol-ha.”
Dasom’s eyes widened at the sudden confession.
“So I thought I had to make a concession. Because Seolha unnie liked her before me, it suits her better. I thought about it and tried to hold on to it. But, it didn’t go well.”
Yu Ga-ryun shook her head and touched her palms as if anxiously.
“Even though I knew it was a misunderstanding that my sister and brother couldn’t see each other on Christmas, I tried to quarrel. He said he was trying to take away the opportunity when it came to the subject of pretending to be nice.”
The same guilt lies in the younger brother in front of him. Dasom sympathized with it, but at the same time felt the greatest anxiety.
“⋯⋯So, are you going to make concessions?”
That is unacceptable.
Even if she did something wrong, the quality of the crime was much lower than that of herself. Still, he recognized his sin before himself and tried to atone for it.
Dasom did not want to step up to such a fine and beautiful stone, leaving footprints. I didn’t even care about that.
“I knew it too. It’s a misunderstanding that Dojini got cheated on at Christmas. But if that happens, I can’t play the role of my younger brother, so I got annoyed and lied. that’s not a mistake I didn’t meet you because I hate you. So⋯⋯.”
“sister.”
Yu Ga-ryun, who cut off Dasom’s words, responded with a cold expression.
“I have no intention of doing that. I can’t stand it either, if I think that I can’t meet my brother because of another woman. But what about after that woman?”
And sighed in pain.
“Your sisters will feel that way. And I can’t afford to ignore it. Because after all, I am not a proud person. Because he was chosen by my brother because the weather got bad by accident for a subject that didn’t surprise me. No matter what anyone says, I think so. I will continue to care and feel guilty, and I will make it difficult for my brother as well.”
“That is⋯⋯.”
“I don’t like that.”
So she thought. let’s not let anything go
“So we’re dating.”
“⋯⋯What?”
I promised myself that I would take everything in front of me.
“Let’s all go out together, with my brother.”
* * *
A few days before meeting with Dasom Lee, Ga-ryun Yu headed to Yu-jin’s house as soon as the company was over. Then he said this to Yoo-jin, who opened the door.
“I’m going to sleep.”
Yoo-jin’s face, which was hardened like cement sprayed with hardener at the shocking remarks that came out of nowhere, slowly began to heat up.
“It’s not what you’re thinking right now, so don’t expect it.”
Yu-jin’s shoulders shook.
“⋯⋯What am I thinking?”
“What do I want to do with you these days?”
The question fell into a labyrinth.
“⋯⋯Can’t you?”
Ga-ryun Yu, who brought her body to Yu-jin’s chest, stared into his eyes with sorrowful eyes.
“No, that’s not it.”
“Then let’s go in.”
Ga-ryun Yu came into the hallway and threw off the sneakers she was wearing. Her bashful smile was like that of a child in the toy section.
A disappointing smile bloomed on Yu-Jin’s face at the demeanor that even went wild.
“rice is?”
“I haven’t eaten.”
Yu Ga-ryun snorted as she looked back as if it was not unusual.
“okay? I think it will be a little late if we prepare from now on, but delivery⋯⋯.”
“Why are you just trying to get past it?”
“yes?”
“I was hungry, even though I was hungry. I want to eat with you.”
“⋯⋯Okay, thank you.”
“Don’t just say it, show it with your actions.”
With those words, Yu Ga-ryun bowed and showed the crown of her head. As Yu Yu-jin was unable to do anything about the strange behavior and stood still, Yu Ga-ryun opened her mouth with a voice full of dissatisfaction.
“What are you doing? Please stroke me quickly.”
Yu Ga-ryun pushed her head closer to Yu-jin. Yudo-jin, who was pressed by that bold force, began to gently stroke her hair.
“Um, dear.”
“yes.”
“Won’t women hate things like this? All the hair you set will be crushed⋯⋯.”
Yoo Ji-jin recalled a post he had seen on the Internet community in the past called ‘Top 10 men’s behavior that women hate.’
According to the post, what he is doing now is a Top 1 action.
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“That’s when a guy who doesn’t care does it.”
Yu Ga-ryun wrapped her arms around Yu-jin’s body.
“Oppa is the person I like ⋯⋯.”
Yudo-jin’s heart fluttered up and down as if responding to the aegyo that came out of it. He began to become truly afraid of the creature called Yu Ga-ryun, whose loveliness was inflated day by day.
“Can I ask you one more thing?”
“Yes.”
“I want to cook. With my brother.”
“Yeah, then.”
“I want to go shopping and pull a cart together, and when I come home, I want to split the envelopes in half. It’s my first time doing it all, so I have to teach you a lot.”
What I’m saying now is that I’ve never done it before. Yoo-jin smiled a little.
“Okay, when are we leaving?”
“Could you wait a little longer⋯⋯.”
After a while, Yu Ga-ryun’s face, pulling a cart with Yu-jin at the mart, was filled with happiness she had never seen before.
They picked the ingredients together and held up the envelopes together. He smiled in dismay at the embarrassment that was coming and laughed at him leaving the room, but finished the dish together.
The dishes we ate while leaning on each other’s shoulders while watching the movie felt warmer than any other food we had ever eaten.
“I’ll put out the fire.”
“yes.”
Yu Ga-ryun, who was lying on the bed, rolled over and fell down as soon as the lights went out. Then he dug into Yu-Jin’s arms.
“Sleep together.”
“⋯⋯Okay, let’s go upstairs.”
Yu Ga-ryeon, who was struggling in her arms, lifted Yu Ga-ryun, and carefully laid her down on the bed, and then laid herself next to her.
Then, the sound of her heart beating with a thump-thumping sound penetrated the mattress and penetrated Yu Ga-ryun’s skin.
“Are you nervous?”
“uh.”
“I heard that you slept with Dasom unnie.”
“It’s a little different from back then.”
Because right now, I’m lying down with the person I like. As soon as the words fell, Yu Ga-ryun rushed to Yu Yu-jin’s chest.
“I see. My brother likes me.”
Yu Ga-ryun, who smiled at the bass, muttered a little.
“hug me.”
As if drunk on the pleasant heat that tightened her body like a press machine, Yu Ga-ryun continued to whisper words of love to Yu-jin’s ear.
“⋯⋯ Pretty girl.”
“yes.”
“Let’s stop soon.”
“I do not like it.”
“No, that’s why.”
“Are you embarrassed?”
Yu Ga-ryun, who smiled softly, wiped Yu Yu-jin’s cheek with one hand.
“I’m good⋯⋯. Because my brother sees me as a woman.”
Of course, some embarrassment remained, but the pleasure of conquering the man in front of him was greater than that.
“Oh, yes.”
Yu Yu-jin added strength to the forearm that was holding her.
“You make me a strange person again.”
“Your brother is too slow.”
“Aren’t you changing too quickly these days?”
“Originally, if you love, it will change. It doesn’t change because he doesn’t love me.”
“Did you drink ⋯⋯?”
Yu Ga-ryeon laughed softly as she touched the skin that grew on Yu-jin’s forearm.
“Who did you learn from, me?”
“What am I?”
“Let’s start again, friend first, slowly.”
Yu-jin’s face turned bright red.
“Stop talking about the past while saying who was more at fault or sorry.”
“You lied, you lied to me again. I thought it was real this time!”
Yu Ga-ryun’s face shook with shame when she heard the new voice that seemed to imitate her own tone of voice.
“Do you want to try ⋯⋯?”
They imitated each other’s voices and laughed out loud.
“brother.”
“yes.”
“I am happy.”
“okay.”
Yu Ga-ryun let out a pleasant sigh at Yu Yu-jin’s hand brushing her hair and continued her conversation.
“You have told me something before. I hope summer goes well, that’s my happiness.”
“I don’t remember saying anything after that.”
Yoo-jin smiled a little.
“Then are you unhappy? When summer goes well?”
“no.”
“Be happy?”
“yes.”
“Then what about me? Are you happy if I am happy?”
Unlike Yu Ga-ryun, who has a very serious attitude, Yu Yu-jin’s face was full of smirk.
To him, Ga-ryun Yu felt like a sucking hamster holding the owner’s finger.
“Do you want me to be happy?”
“Poor girl.”
Yu Yu-jin made her and her body close. Then, a breath of strange heat came out of Yu Ga-ryun’s mouth.
“you?”
That was something to think about.
Seeing Yu-Jin smiling, laughter bursts out of his mouth. On the other hand, when I see a gloomy figure, one side of my chest hurts as if it had happened to me.
“I’m happy.”
No one in the world wants the misfortune of the one they like. If Yu Yu-jin is happy, Yu Ga-ryun is happy too.
“I am the same.”
After enjoying Yu Yu-jin’s warmth for a while, Yu Ga-ryun turned her head and faced his face. And he spoke in a playful tone.
“Honestly, when I first saw you, I thought it was really scary.”
She glanced at Yu-Jin’s eyes with her finger.
“This is it, snow. The bay will be.”
Yu Ga-ryun, who was stroking Yu Yu-jin’s cheek with her eyes full of love, burst into laughter.
“But you look like a little girl who is only ten years old when you talk. The day after tomorrow, on the subject of thirty people⋯⋯.”
“What else?”
“Stop being cute. Before you bite it.”
“Do it.”
Yu Ga-ryun let out an exaggerated sound and bit Yu Yu-jin’s nose. His mouth, which had grimaced for a moment and caressed the bridge of his nose, came down to his pharynx and reached his lips.
They had been in love for quite some time.
“Whoah⋯⋯.”
The kiss that seemed to last forever ended with a hot breath. They exhaled harshly and looked at the transparent colored thread joining their mouths.
“Would you like one more ⋯⋯?”
Without saying who came first, the two of them put their lips together. It was an awkward movement that could not be compared to what we saw in the movie, but I liked that the crude movement seemed to represent each other’s original feelings.
That night, Ga-ryun Yu became the happiest woman in the world.
She thought as the white moonlight disappeared through the building, and the sunlight slowly shone through the window.
that you will be happy
“⋯⋯.”
It will make you happy, I promised.