Spinoff-ts
[This episode is a spin-off that has nothing to do with the main story.]
[If you do not want to read, you can skip to the next part.]
“…uh…uh…”
My head is throbbing. My memory is blurry, and my tinnitus is serious. It was the feeling of being cursed by the awkwardness of his body. It felt like something was stabbed in the chest…
“Are you awake?”
The place he woke up was in a dark room, and the person who answered was a woman leaning against the wall and holding a cigar.
I definitely know this woman’s name.
“…Chris… Reinhardt…?”
“From the memory of the name, it seems that there is nothing wrong with the brain. thank god.”
Why? I feel embarrassed about the situation. At the same time, I also feel a sense of incongruity that something has changed. I feel like I’m forgetting something really important…
“…it wouldn’t be unreasonable to be surprised. No matter how much mercenary you are, you’re still a ‘girl’.”
“…yes?”
Are you a girl? I?
“…what do you mean?”
“…I’m sorry. I did some background research.”
Chris walked over to me and said. For some reason, Chris’ body shape felt bigger than usual.
“Mercenary Eleanor, commonly known as Leo. A ‘girl’ at a fairly young age became a mercenary and was well documented.”
“…Eleanor?”
What do you mean? Who else is Eleanor?
“…from a while ago…”
“Let’s see if we can move first. Would you like to wake up?”
At Chris’ words, I got up on the bed. The sensations in his body were unfamiliar for some reason. Rather than simply being paralyzed, it felt like the body itself had been turned upside down.
“…do you have a mirror?”
I groped my body just in case. I can feel the scar, but the skin texture is strangely fine.
“It’s a mirror, it’s not even a mirror, but you can see your face in the window… Maybe that’s not enough? If not enough…”
With that said, I immediately looked out the window. The windows were darkened by the night, and the shape of the face was clearly visible.
“…what’s this?”
There was definitely a girl in the window. To be precise, with red eyes like Leonardo, and long black hair like Leonardo.
“…why am I a woman?!”
She was definitely a woman. The empty sensation in the lower body was (painfully) clear evidence.
***
It’s been a week already.
I haven’t woken up from this nightmare yet.
Here, I was a commoner girl who was born with the same name as an aristocratic woman named ‘Eleanor’.
In this world, the existence of a boy mercenary called ‘Leonardo’ did not exist from the beginning, and the unheard of ‘Eleanor’ girl mercenary filled the void.
No matter how much I searched for information and asked questions, what came back was only evidence that I was originally a woman, and no matter how much I checked my body, there was nothing wrong with my body.
On the contrary, he kept asking questions to the point where he was worried that Chris had something wrong with his head.
So, first of all, I changed the direction to keeping my mouth shut. This was the next best decision I made because I thought I would be driven into a mental illness.
In fact, a week had passed, and now it was hard to tell whether the faint memory was a dream or a reality.
To be honest, the memories of ‘Leonardo’ were so faint that it was like a story in a dream.
Except for his own gender and one human’s gender, everyone matched Leonardo’s memory. Even though it was a faint memory, it was so similar that it made me goosebumps.
Besides, he went through the hell mana training he was receiving from Chris to prevent his body from becoming an asshole.
Being trained as a heavenly woman, it was twice as hard and like hell.
But the reason I’m still convinced that I’m a man
“it’s okay? Eleanor?”
There was a boy in front of me. He was a pretty boy with long hair and blue walls that shone in the sunlight and was instantly mistaken for a woman.
“…God damn it, are you okay? Ariaspil…”
“Can I call you by that name?”
“I do not care. Chris went too.”
But the young man was definitely a woman mentally.
“How about a woman’s body? ‘Leonardo’?”
Remembering my real name was one of the proofs.
“It’s the worst. The skin is uselessly soft, and the muscles are weak, and the bones are weak, so it’s not helpful in a fight. How did you live like this?”
Aryan, who was ‘Aria Spiel’, sighed as if my complaint was funny and bitter at the same time.
“Even a man’s body is uncomfortable. It smells, especially when that thing in your groin hardens…”
“Don’t casually describe that abomination with that face. It’s very perverted.”
When we were forced to take off our clothes to confirm with each other, I thought for a moment that Aryan (Aria) was already an adult.
And looking at my body and reimagining myself becoming like an elongated balloon with wind in it, it worked just like that.
“…after all, didn’t you run as well?”
“Then if Rios-sama suddenly comes and describes it in detail…”
“You have to hit it.”
“I know.”
It’s probably because it’s a description that you can understand even if you’re not a man. They’re both practically in chaos right now.
“…so did you find a way back?”
With a look that lost her identity as a woman, Arya shook her head with a shadowy expression.
“…no.”
“Damn, what is it really?”
I wasn’t the only one who changed gender in this world. Looking back, it was almost as if the closest person had changed.
“I do not know either. When I woke up, I realized that I had changed like this.”
Ariaspil Reinhardt, as the name suggests, his original name was ‘Ariaspil Reinhardt’
“I never thought I would be a man.”
In the original world, she was a woman, and now, contrary to me, she was a man.
“…Do you have any clues? Didn’t you find it?”
“I tried too. But if I try to ask people, what if I’m the weird one?”
It was difficult to counter. Actually, so was I. I thought that if it was Arya, who was an aristocrat, there would be a wide range of questions, but there must be a limit to that as well.
“…ha…what are you really going to do?”
Living as a weak woman like this is absolutely…
“…how about holding on like this first?”
Aria No, after thinking for a bit, Aryan made an offer as if he had made up his mind.
“…What?”
Of course, I had no choice but to protest.
“You call it a horse!? How can you live with such a body?!”
Still, I was dissatisfied with my trashy body becoming more trashy.
Aryan also responded with a dark expression, as if he was expecting a backlash. In retrospect, it may be that Aryan now has a colder judgment than Arya.
“…I’m not good at it either, but there’s no way. As time goes on, a way will come out or it may be resolved naturally.”
“…”
It wasn’t right, but it wasn’t too bad either.
As a result, there was no way to fix it right away.
“…ha…sorry…you are right. You must be confused.”
“Nope. are you okay. It’s hard for Leo too.”
…Is it an illusion? Does your expression look oddly grim?
At this point, I may have had my doubts.
if it were
I may not change like this.
***
As I got older, my body adapted to it, but at the same time, I felt a sense of separation.
There was a sense that the mind was a man, but the body was gradually denying it.
As he got older, his chest swelled noticeably, and his torso and pelvis gradually drew deeper curves.
It felt like I was becoming a woman more and more, and it was becoming more and more unpleasant. In particular, the gaze of men looking at me was strangely directed towards the chest under the face, making me even more annoyed.
And the day came.
“…what the fuck…!! Still no way!?”
That day, I couldn’t stand it anymore and drank a glass of wine. The way back to the original body made no progress at all. It has already been over 5 years since I lived with this body.
“…calm down. Leo…”
Aryan, who was a drink buddy without a word, comforted me and patted my back. The needlessly caring thing has now become feverish.
“Calm?! Are you going to calm down? Do you know how many times I have menstruated with this body?!”
At this level, Arya, who was originally a woman, was respected. How did you fight such a monstrous fight with such a beggar body?
“…know. Every time you had your period, I helped you.”
“…Ch…”
cowardly
If you shoot the truth in such a soft tone, wouldn’t there be more to say on this side?
Actually, it was Ariane who cooperated with me whenever I was menstruating. It would be right to thank you.
“…I have a hard time finding a way to change. My father keeps making a fuss about showing off with the same woman.”
“…is it better?”
Aryan’s eyes widened at the envy-like tone of voice. Probably because I was drunk, I was out of my mind.
“…Sorry, okay. So don’t shoot like that.”
What kind of man he became, he became more afraid of him.
“…I’m always annoyed by the male knights constantly attacking me. Both of them don’t make sense.”
In fact, it must be the same for Arya. Maybe it was just because I was having a hard time clinging to Arya.
“…are you doing it because of love?”
“…More than that… there’s a greater sense of s*xual disparity.”
It was a problem before dating. The head likes women, but the body has a weak reaction to it. However, it was mentally disgusting to do it with a man, so I couldn’t stand it.
“…then… rather…”
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Just as Aryan was about to speak, an additional bottle of wine came. Depressing stories should be done in moderation, and now the mood has to be changed with alcohol.
“…Hey! Let’s keep drinking! The atmosphere goes down.”
“…It’s a shame. It’s all over…”
I listened to what Ariane had to say. Aryan’s words were buried as it was because the bar was noisy.
“yes? what?”
“no. that the drink goes well. After all, I feel most comfortable when I am with you.”
Saying that, Ariane grinned.
“…what…what, all of a sudden…!”
When I saw it, my heart suddenly pounded rapidly. It seemed that drinking too quickly was the problem.
“…hey… let’s just have one drink and finish. too drunk…
I think I’m drunk…
what…
What am I doing?
‘…Hah… I feel like…’
Vibration is felt in the body. There was a rattling sound, as if pounding rice cakes with a mill.
‘…there…there…! There…!!’
The voice gradually rises. I’m sure I heard it somewhere…
‘Hah… Uh… Touch me gently… I can’t stand it if I push it too hard… Ha ha…!’
Feeling good, the words keep coming out. It was rough, but it felt really warm.
‘…Can I take more…? town….!!’
There’s a lot of stuffy stuff on your face.
It’s a pleasant temperature.
But what is this… I don’t think it’s sweat…
Chueup…chup…juup…
I don’t know, but it feels good… It feels good to put it in my mouth… It feels good even if I keep going… Joaah…
—
“…uh…!?”
At that moment, I opened my eyes.
I was lying on the soft bed linen. It feels good to feel the warm sunlight and the cozy blanket directly…
“…uh…?”
Come to think of it, I wasn’t wearing anything. It meant that the only thread on the body was the blanket outside.
“…it won’t…”
Despite the fact that there was something solid with a hot temperature felt next to it, I desperately denied reality.
“…did you sleep well? Leo…”
It’s a nightmare.
“Ahhhh!!”
I picked up the pillow and struck the beast again and again. A bastard with no conscience… no, bitch! I still believed…!
“…Ugh…Oops…! calm down…! Leo…!!”
Aryan, who soon became a man, grabbed my arms and shouted. At that moment, the duvet was completely removed, and the red marks on the white duvet caught my eye.
“You really look like that!? Are you still a hero?!”
Who said that he even wielded the holy sword in his lower body?
“no! If it’s unfair, I’m embarrassed too!!”
“what?! uh?! I’ll tell you that I was drunk…!”
“You were the one who attacked me first…!! look…! Nail marks…!!”
Aryan showed his back as if it was unfair. There were sparse scars on the back, as if a leopard had come forward and scratched it.
“…for a moment…? What?”
“…I’m the one who brought you to the room…because you cried so much at the bar…”
Then I slowly start to remember. Obviously I’m crying…
-What the hell did I do wrong…! I’m just…! Cargo Cargo…! I want to…!
So Ariane picked me up and dropped me off at a nearby dorm…
-…Baby… You’re pretending to be classy… Standing up?
Dope, who was addicted to medicine, was playing with Ariane…
– Shall I take a step…? In return for helping me during menstruation?
And now all the memories come to mind.
“Ahhhh…!”
totally sloppy I think I’d rather die than be completely disgusted.
The more I think about what I did, the more I think about it, the more pathetic and shameful I was, the more I couldn’t lift my head.
How do you see Aryan now?
“…it’s okay? Would you like some water?”
Ariane held out a canteen to treat me kindly. If you look at it, it’s almost like I was attacked, but when you treat me so kindly, I feel more like trash.
It’s embarrassing to even shake the water right now, so I’d rather suffocate like this.
“…that’s… sorry…”
I drank all the water in the water bottle, and then I took out the apple.
“…it’s okay. It must have been very difficult for you.”
“No… It must be difficult to hold someone like me forcibly.”
In fact, if you look at it, Aryan didn’t want it, and it was like having a relationship with me. Can’t forgive me like this…
“…Leo.”
Ariane also looked at me with a very heavy expression, as if she had no intention of hiding her feelings. In fact, this incident was no different than raping the next head of state, so even if it didn’t happen, I can’t say anything…
“Let’s get married.”
“…uh…? What…?”
Aryan grabbed my hands with a serious expression.
“…Actually, I prefer to marry you than just marry a woman. I am the happiest when I am with you The other women are just sows.”
“Uh…?”
Aryan said, gradually pulling me closer.
“I’ve been attracted to you since I was a man!”
My heart is pounding and I’m going crazy I could hear my heartbeat better because I said this with no thread.
“I will ignore all those who oppose me, so marry me. I will make you happy!!”
I… I…!
“sorry…!”
I’m really sorry, but…
“Give me some time to think…!!”
I decided to put it on hold first.
***
It was never that Aryan didn’t like it.
On the contrary, I have been attracted to it since the days of Arya.
However, since Reinhardt’s father had to inherit the blood of the warrior family, of course, he had to have children.
Then, as a woman, I had to have a ‘child’.
is that really right
If you go over it, you will never be able to live as a man again.
“…under…”
Actually, this is just an excuse. It’s because from the time I had a relationship with Ariane, being a man and everything was like the end of things.
“…still…”
However, having a child was not an easy decision.
“…uh…?”
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Just as I was contemplating for the rest of the day, Ariane caught my eye on the street at night.
“Ah… Ari…”
At that moment, there was a woman beside Ariane. Although it was the first time I met a woman, it seemed like a pretty close relationship with a bright smile and a pleasant conversation.
Probably because he ignored me while he was looking at me and left.
…what are you doing.
Seeing only me…
…they don’t like other women…
It will make you happy for the rest of your life…!
…I’ll wait for you one day…!
Betrayal in the meantime…?
I can’t forgive you… never…
“You only have to look at me…”
vision was blurred.
At that moment, the ‘Leonardo’ inside me was erased.
*
Late at night, I knocked on the door of Ariane’s room.
“…Leo…? Why all of a sudden…”
As soon as Ariane came out, they stopped talking and met their lips. A hot mouth follows, and the thick saliva is shared.
“…eup…chueup…”
“…great? than that year?”
Than a year that ended in one day?
“…What? What suddenly…”
This time, he knocks Ariane down altogether. And on top of that, I put myself on the boat as if riding on it.
“Take it off. to get married.”
“No, then that person…!”
I hate to hear excuses. This time, I just buried my face in my chest. As I bury my chest, Aryan’s warm and slimy saliva seeps into my chest.
“Um… Uh…”
“Do you feel good…? When the baby is born, I am confident that I will feed her well…! There was!!”
But do you betray me?
“…puha…so… hehehe…!”
“Does that bitch do this?”
This time, he went downstairs and took off his pants and pulled out things. Even in this situation, if you look at how stiff you are, you will still have a heart for me.
And continue to serve.
“Hah… that’s not…”
“Are you doing it…! uh?!”
serve and serve again Aryan was already on his way. Every time I do that, I grab hold of it again with my hands and chest.
“…Hey…Answer me…”
this is the original version I also take off my pants and tear my underwear left and right.
“Do you like me!?”
If you answer no, you will get everything for the rest of your life…
“…that person…!! You are a legal expert!”
“…uh…what expert?”
“How do I… someone who can find out if I can legally marry you…”
Ariane explained it in an easy-to-understand manner as usual.
“…so… that person…”
“…you told me. I only look at you…”
Your face turns red again.
What the hell did I do?
Are you really crazy about your first experience?
“…that is…! sorry…! It’s not that I didn’t believe you…”
Aryan’s eyes fell cold as he took his body away.
This is what I screwed up. It’s not Ariane’s fault, it’s me…
“Why do you stop…?”
“…uh?”
“not. That attitude is just right.”
Aryan said so and pushed me back.
“But is it okay if I go inside?”
…
……
………
And I really became a female.
It is now my pleasure to build a knighthood with my husband’s child and defeat Aryan at night.