Confession-2
[hey.]
“…under…”
[Hey.]
“…ha…”
[I was kicked by Arya…]
＜No.＞
I didn’t even confess in the first place, but what’s the difference? The sigh was just exhaling because of the stuffy stomach.
[Yeah, I don’t confess, but I’m imagining…]
“Shut up. Who would have imagined that…”
…I’m proud that I’ve never done it in front of myself. And I didn’t even do that much. When your body is young and comfortable, your blood rises.
I’ve never had such a dirty feeling.
[…will the Cold War remain like this?]
The sage asked Leo with a very serious look. To be honest, from the viewer’s point of view, it was frustrating to scoop up a pile of sand, put it in your mouth, and put it on your neck to lose moisture.
“…I don’t know. I don’t even know what to explain.”
[While explaining well to Lumine and Ain.]
“Who is it for?”
After all, it was because of an old ghost floating around on the side. Something like that was floating around, and it was weird not to explain anything.
[Because of you. Because you didn’t explain it to anyone.]
“…her…”
It was a blatant accusation. If you follow that logic, anything will be your opponent’s fault.
＜Then how do you explain it? When someone who was a friend suddenly told me that he was a regressor who turned back several decades…＞
[It doesn’t matter. In the first place, thanks to that prophet, Arya seems to have caught on to some extent.]
In fact, in the eyes of the sage, it was rather a good thing for the prophet to take the lead.
It seemed better to the sage that it would be better for the sage to catch up on the idea of regression in this way, rather than keep his mouth shut for a few more years and watch his throat suffocate.
＜…Honestly, I don’t know how to make it less hurtful. I don’t know how I will react when I find out that I am such a person.＞
He pretends to be moral and ethical, but in the end, his own grain is every murderer who slaughtered hundreds or thousands without hesitation.
Such a self…
[Leaving the price.]
If it was Han, it was Han who had to talk to the inspiration who set the candle.
[Like a prolific old man, you just drop the price. Even now, dry blood is dripping down my head.]
＜Looking like this, I have lived for over 90 years.＞
The sense of disparity caused by it was still there. The senses were several hundred times more comfortable for a young body, but in terms of combat power, even a body in their 70s would be several dozen times stronger than this.
‘…Of course, it’s better than engrave the precepts, but…’
That’s not what people do. never.
While Leo shuddered at the precept, the wise man clicked his tongue again.
[You know age doesn’t work for me, right? And it’s also true that you spend 70% of your life on that and say you’re getting old.]
＜…huh really…＞
Considering the age of that old man, it was a tip that had nothing to say.
If you think about it, age also played a part in hearing the wise man to some extent. Probably, if you were only about the age of an old man, you wouldn’t be able to listen to the wise man.
[In my opinion, you are just too many thoughts to rot. So scared. It’s good to be careful, but do it in moderation. Because I have a lot of thoughts, I have a lot of excuses.]
＜If I wasn’t careful, I would have died already.＞
I was able to keep surviving because I was prudent and prudent. Perhaps the reason the precepts work so well is because of this prudence and unwanted synergy.
[Is that what you bought? That’s not dead dude.]
I had nothing to say. Because of the precepts, I have learned that sometimes ignorance is happiness.
[…Ha, think about it. I go out.]
＜What is it? Give me all this time.＞
[Your face is exactly the same as your face when you bring your daughter-in-law and blow it up. This bastard.]
Whoops, it looked like there was a lot of tea. Next was Leo, who decided to keep his poker face and call Ain.
To be honest, I wondered if Ain would be on his side now.
[Anyway, think carefully. Because I gave you all the advice I could give you.]
Saying so, the wise man went through the door and out of the room.
“…a confession…”
What if I told you all these experiences and facts?
How much does Arya really know?
What should I explain and what should I emphasize?
The feelings I’ve felt…
[hey.]
“…!”
Leo saw the sage who came in less than five minutes and shook his body as if he was starting a game.
“…why? Are you going out?”
[…I just came up with an idea, would you like to try it?]
“…suddenly?”
Less than five minutes later, the sage came up with an idea. The only people I could feel in the range right now were ‘Ain and Lumine’, but I seriously doubted if they had overheard anything from Ain and Lumine.
[No, because that pigeon successor taught me a good way to confession.]
＜…a sacrament of confession?＞
Confession, a little suspicious, but not bad advice. If we are careful about disseminating information about regression, we may be able to sort this out.
[It’s enough to talk about regression in moderation.]
＜…does that make sense?＞
In the end, it hides the essence of sin.
[That’s… I wonder if it’ll be okay, but it’s okay to think of it as a kind of exercise.]
…I hate to admit it, but he was right. Because it was clear that the priests were experts in this field. This is especially true in areas such as emotion and morality.
However, going to any church is dangerous, so it might not be a bad way to go to a safe church by asking Lumine to make a list.
…and after that, Leo has a great regret.
If he was to return, Leo made a deep determination that the sage should have completely annihilated his existence before being persuaded by that nonsensical sophistry.
***
Leo began to grasp the location of the sage while he was inside the confessional. The reason that the yangban now protects personal information was because it was as unreliable as the dating advice he received.
＜Sage? Are you really there?＞
There was no answer. It’s hard to believe that even the weak wave of mana is getting farther away, but it seems like it has really gone.
‘…before, instead of protecting privacy, I looked at the bride’s side…’
Was the bride over there such a trustworthy person?
“…Hey, in order to repent, you must properly reflect on your confession and say it…”
“…ah… yes.”
To be honest, the bride’s voice was very strange.
It sounded like a woman’s voice, but it sounded like it had been forcibly altered by pressing the vocal cords.
But to be honest, none of the priests here would have any talent, and since Leo wasn’t even affected by his own sensing ability, he could be even more suspicious.
Above all, the wise man also confirmed it, so there was little need to worry.
‘…this is… not on purpose. then. By the way… it’s to put Leo’s heart at ease…’
Of course, it would be a different story if a knight with great talent had reached the point of killing the spirit by mixing elemental and divine magic.
And now the other side of the story has begun.
“…continue.”
The person he thought was a priest urged Leo to speak, and he opened his mouth.
The Sacrament of Confession is ultimately about resolving guilt and facing sin by divulging a secret, so from the moment he entered the confession, he had no choice but to be faithful to the action.
“…Yes, I… I’ve been living my life deceiving the lady I’m serving.”
Arya’s expression trembled at those words. Through this question, the mask of emotions will finally be removed, and Leo’s secrets and feelings will be revealed.
“…what did you deceive?”
Leo’s expression trembled at those words. This will definitely be the first time I’m giving information on my own will, in a situation where I don’t have to say anything.
“…I… cheated on my first meeting with a young lady. You won’t even remember her… but I’ve met her a long time ago.”
Arya remembers those words.
The scene where Leo was stabbed in the chest while sharing a sword with him, and the fact that he was defeated in a fight with Leo for the first time, too.
“…why did you cheat?”
Actually, Arya needed to know the reason as well. That would certainly be a clue to getting closer to ‘the truth between the future and the past’.
“…she didn’t seem to believe her… and as time went on, she kept missing the opportunity to speak…”
Leo kept his mouth shut and cleared his throat for a moment. For some reason, speaking to this bride felt the same weight as speaking to herself.
However, since the burden of nature was small, Leo opened his mouth again. Perhaps this is what the sage wanted to inform, Leo thought.
“…I was afraid to talk more and more. I was afraid that my existence would be considered ugly. I was afraid that they would show contempt for my incompetence and slaughter.”
Arya only then understood a little. And soon I closed my eyes.
If she opens her eyes now, she might weep.
The reason that man has so many scars is because he drew it with a knife on his own body.
No, it’s because there’s no one to care for and dry it.
My heart ached, and compassion and love flowed from my heart.
“… an ugly man doesn’t even consider himself ugly. You acknowledge your sin and are willing to move on. Hate sin, but do not be afraid. Lamb.”
This could have been Aria’s own thoughts. It is the most sacred place here, but God may not have been involved in that.
Even so, Arya wanted to say something.
“…but those who died to me… never…”
Don’t be afraid of those sins.
“…that is something to face, not something to be afraid of. If you know it’s a sin, you shouldn’t turn your head any further.”
You are not an ugly human.
“Rather than despise your own ugliness, make atonement for the person who suffered it. Guilt is inherently the feeling of taking responsibility for a sin.”
Arya wanted to talk.
“Before asking God for forgiveness, you must first acknowledge your past self. The forgiveness of sins is next.”
Leo was silent for a moment. There was nothing to object to. If Arya herself would have listened to these words, Leo thought to himself.
‘…that’s a very selfish idea. Because I can’t forgive like this.’
Then the confession continued.
“…when did you first meet that girl, and what happened between them?”
Arya asked in a voice that didn’t tremble anymore. Even if this man’s life is a mortal sin that even God cannot forgive, he will forgive him.
Whatever sins we commit, we will forgive them, and we will carry the atonement with us.
Even if it drives itself to ruin.
So, the warrior Ariaspil made his resolve.
“…that… I can’t tell you.”
But Leo kept his mouth shut on the spot. Arya strongly pointed out the action with a little surname.
“What I am saying is unclear. Examine your sins and make an honest confession.”
It was calm, but the tone was like a bullying spirit.
The reason for making an ambiguous confession was that it was necessary to clearly state that it was the dismissal of a mother who blasphemed the Sacrament of Confession.
It was never personal.
“…I…can’t tell you. because…”
Leo licked his lips, then spoke out.
“…what the priest said…is because I think it is right. so that…”
Those words were also Leo’s resolve.
“…I think it would make sense to tell the girl first.”
At the unexpected words, Arya looked outside the confessional with a slightly frozen expression.
“If I’m going to say it here first, I’m just going to be self-satisfied. The first person to hear this confession must be the young lady.”
“…even if you’re afraid of diarrhea?”
Arya didn’t really know what kind of expression she had. The more I listened to those words, the more it tickled my heart, so I could not stand it, and an arc was drawn on my lips.
“…yes. That’s why I want to be proud of her. I want to stand proudly by her side.”
…it was so unique that I was willing to listen to it right away. The urge was so strong that he immediately revealed his identity to that lovely man.
“…All right. Do you have any desire to confess venial sins or other sins?”
It was just a formal statement, but Leo kept his mouth shut for a moment and fell into trouble. After thinking about it, Leo opened his mouth.
“…and shamefully, I… have lust for a master I swear to allegiance from time to time… and consoled myself a few times…”
“…that is a very deep sin…. What did you imagine, how many times, how did you feel… Can you explain in detail what you’re going to do next…?”
Arya’s face was completely red. I had to ask this. Comforting yourself s*xually is definitely one of the sins.
“…are you talking in such detail…?”
“Lamb, it is important to face your sins deeply. Do not be afraid of your own sins and face them.”
But that sin will be sufficiently washed away by marrying you. I’m sure.
“…Actually… it was possible to hold or think of another woman. But… a knight who should protect his loyalty is pathetic and continues to have lust for the young lady’s body…”
“…Does that mean… by any chance you haven’t had any experience with other women until now?”
Arya was going to forgive even if she had experience. Even if the woman didn’t know, at least Leo was willing to forgive.
Maybe the story told in the tower is really…
“…I’m ashamed… but I do.”
With those words, Arya was truly grateful for having a wall here, and felt regretful.
If it hadn’t been for her, she would have immediately rushed in, ripped her clothes off, and had intercourse with her pure and sanctified body.
The translation in here is a bit confusing but I’m pretty sure he’s saying he hasn’t had any relations with women before.