192 – Emotions like other memories-1
In the deep darkness, the existence revealed its true nature.
The mistake of having to throw away the high-quality shell except for the heart was painful, but it wasn’t without a harvest.
[This is why humans are fun.]
The subject of an infinitely evil and weak life is the only being with intelligence that possesses good and evil.
I was constantly interrupted by the light because of this, but thanks to that, I was able to see more fun than this.
[But I don’t think I can use it as a bowl yet~?]
Even though it may be more complete than this mass-produced type, it will not be usable right away. The purity of the refined soul is so high that it is impossible to seize the initiative in such a parallel way.
[But it doesn’t matter since I’ve figured out the conditions.]
I got a sense of why the first Leonardo was not suitable as a vessel.
[…Simple but tricky.]
To subdue the hero, Ariasviel, while still alive.
Because it was a condition that could not be easily reached with just the assumption.
But there was a way. Intelligence, the only weapon of human beings, existed even for him now.
[It would be fine if it was the way the original was handled!]
You can use the method of processing the original of the bowl that could not be killed.
Throwing into the chaos in which you were born.
It was an extension of the method of erasing the holy sword.
That being who used to speak alone was so monologue.
***
Lessons of blood fighting began immediately.
As of now, Reinhardt is the one who is running out of time, and Ariasviel, the hero, had to learn this secret skill no matter what conditions or what price.
“First of all, try again what you arbitrarily copied last time.”
Leonardo, who had sent the embarrassing incident of the previous day to the other side of the black memory, started training as it was.
The class was conducted in broad daylight with everyone watching, as if he had no hesitation in teaching a special secret technique.
“…Now? That’s dangerous…”
“If you know well, why did you do it then?”
Leo clicked his tongue as if Arya’s attitude was not to her liking.
Even now, the remnants in his heart were being expressed with bitter eyes.
Leo was busy venting his irritation several times even before he came to class.
He offered to teach me first, but complained several times that he hated teaching, so it was hard to find anything more nervous than that.
“It’s okay. If it’s severe, it will stop midway, and if you don’t use it for a long time, Lumine can heal right away.”
The amount you are asked to show is only 30 seconds, no matter how serious it is, you will not be able to feel the side effects of 30 minutes.
Rather, identifying the problem in advance would help progress in solving the overall problem.
“…Yes, I understand…! Then…!”
There was no hesitation.
I was prepared for any kind of pain or hardship.
If it was an order given directly by Leonardo, he had to trust it even more.
“…Ugh…”
A few breaths came and went, and Ariasviel’s body gradually turned red. His breathing quickened, and the skin all over his body, including his face, became excessively red.
The body temperature, which is so hot that it is transmitted into the air, is transmitted into the atmosphere. Arya Spiel felt that his bodily sensations and pain became more sensitive as his thinking sped up.
“…Hmm…”
Leonardo only watched carefully for such an ariaspil. Even when the wind blew, even though he felt the pain of needles sticking in his body, Leonardo did not send a signal to ‘stop’.
Leonardo was silent enough to make the onlookers worry as well.
Even if Aria Spiel exhaled a rough breath, even if his body turned red as if he had a fever, the silence continued.
‘…Now… I can hold on…’
Even in such a situation, Ariasviel did not complain once and maintained the bloody combat technique. He was in pain, but over time he was getting used to the pain.
Even if it stays like this…
Pooh Woowook!!
“Now, stop.”
I stuck my little finger between Arya Spiel’s chest and abdomen and forcibly stopped his breathing. Arya Spiel had no choice but to stop his bloody fighting technique as he collapsed and screamed.
“…That’s…!”
Even in such a harsh class, I couldn’t directly argue with everyone. It was overkill, but it wasn’t meaningless violence.
[Why are you teaching a child like a sadist? I take care of my dark heart.]
Except for the sage.
“Ain-ah, take this man out.”
“Yes, I understand.”
Leonardo didn’t even look at the wise man, he asked as if he was familiar with Ain. Even Ain took hold of human cultural assets, the beginning of magic, and pulled them out.
“…Keck…Cool…Why…”
“You must have thought, ‘Now I’m used to being sick,’ right?”
As if she had heard the examples several times, Aria, who was breathing evenly, was taken aback by Leo’s words.
It was as if she had been mind-reading and recited her inner thoughts.
Leonardo was usually insensitive, but in this part, he could figure it out like a ghost.
“…Is that the problem…? I’m not used to…”
“Yes, the adrenaline is over-secreted and only the sense of pain is gone, and if your muscles, nerves, and other organs are ripening from low-temperature burns, I’ll leave it alone.”
It was a rationale and logic that made people speechless.
I just said it unluckily on purpose, and I couldn’t deny it because it was a valid reason.
In fact, the reason Arya Spiel’s injury was so severe was because her pain was dulled by adrenaline, she used the technique for a long time, and her muscles and nerves were gradually damaged to the point where she couldn’t even feel pain.
“Still, take it easy…”
“I wouldn’t have done this if it was a problem to be solved by teaching me well. This is a problem that can only be known when it hurts.”
Rios couldn’t help but feel ashamed at such a cold point.
Perhaps Leonardo is taking this action because he really didn’t want Ariaspil to get hurt.
Is he stepping out without knowing what he is doing?
“And let’s be honest, some people use it after changing it for decades, and some geniuses use it as soon as they see it.”
When he said that in front of Arya Spiel, his party member, Rios did not have such thoughts for long.
“It’s not your turn to be hit yet, so get out.”
“…Ah…Yep…”
With such a vicious warning, Leonardo sent Rios away with just words. Ariaspil did not do anything particularly harsh and cruel.
“…Do it again?”
As if he wouldn’t lose to such a harsh education, Ariasviel made up his mind and asked.
From the time I apologized when I woke up in the first place, I was prepared to take a few hits.
On the contrary, you will be greeted with gratitude. If you accept this too, it will be an ordeal that you can overcome.
“No, the problem has been figured out.”
Unfortunately… Or fortunately, Leonardo was not so wicked as to attempt indiscriminate beatings.
“You don’t know the basics of s*x blood combat.”
“…Original?”
In fact, I had no choice but to know the root cause.
Aryaspil immediately used what he learned from a sidelong glance, so it was more bizarre to know the root.
“In the first place, this is a technology based on the premise of adapting to pain and perceiving it. Being sick should be the default.”
Sacred Blood Fighting is a sacred art that you may have to be good at, but you shouldn’t be used to.
From noble mtl dot com.
Because for living beings, getting used to the sense of pain is tantamount to losing their awareness of death.
“But… isn’t Reynald-sama a little… liberal?”
It was an inadvertent question out of momentary curiosity.
Other people would pass it by, but if it’s Leonardo’s personality, it wouldn’t be strange if he punched me in the head asking if I was the same as you.
Arya Spiel asked a question with his eyes tightly closed.
“I don’t care because it’s a suicide decision and it automatically stops.”
However, Leonardo took it lightly and revealed his secret secret. However, contrary to his aloof attitude, it was Aria and her companions who could not react easily because the content itself was heavy and terrible.
“…Suicide verdict…?”
“I told you that I forbade it on the premise that I would not commit suicide. It is an extension of that.”
As you may know, Leonardo’s prohibition was subject to the condition of ‘no self-determination’.
And, compared to the burden and aftereffects of bloodletting, it is a technique that is executed on the premise of one’s own will.
Therefore, dying as a side effect of Holy Blood Artillery is judged to be a form of self-determination, and there is no choice but to forcibly cancel the ability.
“…That’s…”
Everyone couldn’t express their feelings about such a terrible application. There was an extent to being cruel to oneself.
You could say that’s already a human life…
“That means you should pay more attention to pain. Okay? If you insist on it, it will cook like steamed rice.”
Obviously, it was an informal expression, but it seemed that Leonardo deliberately chose that expression for those including Aria.
As if you deliberately find and write hateful remarks in order to divert your worries away from yourself.
“Now then…”
Leonardo prepared a large bucket and a crude dagger at his side. It was a car that Arya had been curious about the use of the two tools that didn’t suit her from earlier.
What kind of…
“Cut your wrist and fill it with blood.”
“…Yes?”
As soon as he heard the grotesque order to collect blood in response to the request to harm himself, Ariaspil could not help but ask back.
Even if he could withstand being hit, it was an unreasonable demand to carry out such an eccentricity right away, no matter how aria it was.
“If you know exactly how much blood you can sustain, you will know how to teach the blood discharge, starting with the overall technique.”
Was it an efficient decision considering the reduction in training time in the future, but it did not mean that it was common sense and rational.
In other words, since it meant drawing blood right before death, no one would accept it easily.
“…Leo knight…!”
“Raynald.”
Saint Lumine couldn’t help feeling frustrated at Leonardo, who persistently insisted on using a pseudonym.
“Oh yes! Mr. Raynald! This is unacceptable as a saint!”
No matter how much Leonardo went through such a thing, as a saint, he could not stand by and watch such a ruthless thing to a warrior.
“Why? There’s no faster way than this. It’s not the time to frown.”
“Ariaspil-nim has not been recovering from serious injuries for a while! Forcing excessive bleeding on such a person is a medical problem!!”
It was a 1 in 10,000 chance, but there was a possibility that he would actually die while doing this.
Because less than 24 hours have passed since Ariasviel woke up from a coma.
“If you treat me…”
{Nevertheless, I don’t think this is the case. Didn’t you also insist that a hero should take care of himself?}
Even Angela couldn’t agree to this type of training. No matter how strong she was, she needed to keep that level.
“…Ah, you two calm down. Because I’m fine…”
Only Arya was about to raise the dagger in fear again,
“Ha… It’s not that there isn’t another way. It takes a while, but it’s stable.”
Unsurprisingly, Leonardo meekly folded a number and suggested another method. But scratching his head as if he really didn’t want to do it was a bonus.
“…Ha… I really don’t want to do this…”
“…May I listen and decide? If anything else is a problem, I’ll put up with it…”
“It’s difficult from my point of view. Because of that, Lumine got slapped by you.”
At those words, everyone looked at Lumine in unison.
Lumine, who is like a sage who doesn’t even get angry over pretty much anything, slapped me.
It was impossible even to imagine.
I couldn’t even guess what the hell it was like.
“…Before that, I want to ask you something.”
Leonardo paused for a moment, meeting Ariaspil’s eyes. Could it be that there are worse things than dying, so I should be prepared.
Arya suddenly felt that kind of fear.
It’s not her own problem, but it’s also hurting Leo himself.
If that was the case, she could have given up her own blood. He was even prepared to die, but excessive bleeding was a big deal…
“…With me…What, what…”
Leonardo’s tone was shrunken as if he had gone into a rat hole. It was the first time that even Aria had heard Leo, who had never noticed any rudeness since her memory loss, spoke so passively.
“…That… I’m sorry. I couldn’t hear…”
I didn’t mean to be kidding, it meant that I really hadn’t heard. Neither the volume nor the pronunciation of the words were appropriate to confirm the contents of the words.
“Me, me and…!”
Leonardo managed to squeeze his voice out loud as if he were about to scream. His flushed face resembled that of a boy who had just passed puberty.
“What is your relationship with me!!”
“…Uh…Yes?”
It was difficult to answer, but I couldn’t understand the intention of the question.
Suddenly asking about a relationship, and you should have already answered that…
“…My goal is…”
“Not that! W…Is it like a lover?”
Arya couldn’t react to that one word, and her face couldn’t help but blush.
Lovers, even though Rae Oh lost her memory, did she ask herself such a question?
“… My grandmother and her older brother are saying weird things, so I’m asking them to check it out! Or say no! That way, it’s easier for me to teach!”
For anything like that, Leonardo was busy wriggling the corners of her mouth upwards with her face turned.
As if expecting some kind of answer.
Seeing that, Arya Spiel briefly harbored a wicked desire that she shouldn’t be doing as a warrior.
If we just leave him with amnesia, will he be able to see such a prickly yet lovely Leo for the rest of his life?