035. I didn’t want to bring this out…
The heat and strangeness I felt in my throat penetrated deep into my brain and made my mind dizzy. Endymion trembled precariously as if her eyes were about to blur.
He tries to push her away by force, but her Selene only moves her lips to stimulate her even more, as if her excitement rises the more he does.
In the process, Endymion, who sucked his throat as if he were cupping, felt a strange feeling at that part. It was a painful feeling that was difficult to express in words.
“After…”
Finally, her Selene mouth fell. She gazed contentedly at the mark she had carved on his neck. With an expression as if honey would fall from his eyes at any moment.
It was thought that no matter how much she liked a lover, she couldn’t show off more than this. That’s why Selene must be sincere more than anything right now.
‘It’s over… ‘
She wondered if Endymion was over, but she realized that it was still there when Selene reached out her hand after hers and with that hand carefully tied the marks she had left.
I’m still confused enough… Selene’s s*xuality was still unresolved, and the emotions felt at her fingertips were very explicit.
“There’s no need for anyone to look over it now.”
Selene muttered. In a very low voice. However, Endymion, who heard it right next to her, couldn’t help but reach her ears so clearly.
Thanks to her, goose bumps ran down her spine, albeit for an instant. Whether or not she knew what he was thinking, Selene fumbled for a long time on his neck so calmly.
Looks like he really liked it.
“Yeah… It’s mine like this…”
She makes an expression that is not at all awkward to say that she is in madness. Selene muttered contentedly before she suddenly lowered her voice.
“…Why are you trying to run away, why…”
“Kheup-“
Endymion cleared his throat. The conscientious reason that he was stabbed was that he pushed back, and the collar he caught in an instant hit his neck. He started rolling his eyes again.
Selene was staring at him with infinitely cold eyes. Like a predator ready to catch and eat it at any moment. No matter what he really did, his eyes touched him fiercely.
“But… if there is any room for extenuating circumstances, the ring I gave you is still crawling.”
“…Wasn’t it a ring that couldn’t be removed in the first place?”
About this, Endymion also had something to say. He, who doesn’t normally wear a ring, tried to take it off shortly after because his hand was uncomfortable wearing it.
However, the ring never fell off. No matter how hard Endymion tried and how much he used dragons, his fingers were tighter than any other shackles.
So it’s been a long time since I gave up, but Selene stood out as if she didn’t know that fact at all. But even for a moment, she opens her mouth with a face as if it went well.
“If it weren’t for that, I guess I’d have thought of dropping it. It’s the first time I’ve heard of it… But it’s actually a good thing.”
“…….”
“If you know what the ring is for, it’s not that hard to understand.”
At Selene’s words, Endymion, not knowing the details of the ring, raised a question mark. In response, Selene spoke quietly as if she was trying to explain herself.
“A ring that can subjugate any target.”
Endymion hesitated at the voice that softly spread in his ears, then opened his eyes wide. I quickly met Selene’s gaze. Two wavering eyes asked if that was real. Selene only responded with her eyes that bent like a crescent moon.
“The reason I haven’t used this until now is because I thought it was a last resort… But above all, I didn’t want to use such a coercive method on you.”
So, is it not coercive to tie your hands and feet and lock you in a room? ? No matter how different people think, Endymion was dumbfounded by Selene’s words, which seemed to erase them so calmly.
“So far… Are you saying you can’t get involved in the axis of coercion?”
“It was just a cute act… I didn’t mean to keep it tied up for too long.”
She gently moved her hand and wrapped it around Endymion’s cheek. His hand, like an island corn, barely touches his cheek and goes down from top to bottom.
“It’s just… I thought I’d release you like this freely once it was confirmed that you had no will to get away from me, once my heart was relieved.”
But you missed that chance, Selene said… Endymion had no intention of accepting her words.
“The premise of that if is that I love you.”
“Yes.”
Selene answered meekly. She was confident that she had already finished her questions about herself.
But it wasn’t Endymion. He hadn’t quite made up his mind yet.
In addition, Endymion may have felt repulsive in the oppressive atmosphere. Is that why? He stopped saying nasty things without even realizing it.
“Then, that what-if future was a future I couldn’t reach in the first place.”
“…What do you mean?”
Selene asked in a steady voice. It would have been less scary if it had been an angry or cold voice. Moderately restrained anger was more frightening than anything else.
Endymion tried to ignore the flames burning beyond the invisible Black Pearl of Selene and spat out an answer.
“Because I never loved you.”
It was a disingenuous lie. If it were a truthful answer, Endymion would never have told Selene that she had no feelings for her.
So it was a bluff, and it was also a very obvious lie. But even with such a bravado, she had to show it while looking at her opponent… Endymion did not know.
“What…?”
Selene’s composure was broken for the first time. As if she would violate Endymion at any moment (?), She raised her spirits and was calm all the time, that’s her word.
“Now what…”
To the woman who asked again if she had become distraught in the blink of an eye, Endymion said it again as if driving a nail into her.
“I never loved you-“
Would that be the answer? Of course, it was Endymion who thought it didn’t matter. Because it’s just what I feel like.
It seems that reason has been paralyzed for a while. Something she would never have said in her normal state of mind. The price she paid for what she would never have said even in a lie… She was about to return to the ship.
“…Ha ha.”
After a long silence, Selene let out a sigh and looked up. Endymion averted her gaze. She had the will to rebel, but it was more reflexive than that.
Even though she couldn’t understand it with her head, she recognized that her body had been f*cked. Even though she gave up her dog to the opposite s*x, she was an Endymion who dutifully listened to the warnings her body gave her.
But it was already too late.
The situation was spilled water.
Kong- Endymion couldn’t help but bewildered at Selene’s unexpectedly touching her forehead. So, naturally, when her gaze turned to the front, Selene was making a face that was the exact opposite of her cute forehead touching.
“Hey.”
Turning on her twin wicks, she asks with a cold, frozen expression like a woman embracing the depths of winter.
“What did you just say?”
I think I touched it wrong.
* * *
As Selene said before, she was confident that she could bewitch Endymion. If she didn’t, she was willing to do anything.
However, apart from that will.
It was inevitable that Selene would be shocked the moment she heard Endymion’s words.
“Because I never loved you.”
“I never loved you-“
Her hair turned white. It must be something she can’t help but feel the emotions welling up deep in her heart. Selene’s sadness rose to the point that she wanted to burst into tears any moment, but when she tried to cry, her tears did not come out. Just-
‘You… Dare you… !’
Her head falls helplessly. She was her sieve perched on top of Endymion’s legs, her head lowered and her forehead gently touching Endymion’s.
Then, Endymion, who was slowly avoiding her gaze, looked this way. Selene thought as she met his eyes.
‘If you look into my eyes like this, you’ll know.’
How much my heart hurts. How torn my heart is because of you.
There are things to say and things not to say. Of course, I do not wish for false love. Selene too… Actually I don’t know myself. However, she hoped that she had said something that Endymion would not have said, and that she herself had uttered a lie that she would regret.
‘So… It hurts.’
It is natural for your expression to harden. Selene looked at Endymion through her eyes, with all her emotions intertwined.
“Hey.”
From nob le mt l dot com
My voice is strangely weak. Will Endymion notice this change?
“What did you just say?”
However, the change in emotion on Endymion’s face was not so dramatic, perhaps because the outgoing words were harsh. It was inevitable that her disappointment would rise.
‘I didn’t want to use this method… ‘
Today, she tried to end it just to scare her, but Selene, who couldn’t forgive him for hurting her girl’s tender heart, made up her mind.
“You brought it on yourself.”
She gently closes her eyes and thinks of a constraint to engrave on the ring. Before long, light spread from the rings the two wore.