Episode 186: An Angel Taking a Observation Lesson (9)
There are those who sell faith in this world.
The most famous class of such people are called politicians. Those who sell their faith to the public and take another belief in return.
Another class is religious people. They are similar to politicians, but differ in that they sell more systematic and dogmatic beliefs.
In the last category, there are pseudo-teachers… It was the most vicious and destructive in that it sold a runaway belief.
The referee knew all three types of faith sellers.
‘They have another thing in common.’
In the end, you will regret buying them trust.
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Nevertheless, people curse politicians and believe in new politicians, and even though they are betrayed by religion, they cannot escape from religion.
‘Really, stupid.’
The referee sincerely despised the cycle.
‘You’re so stupid, referee.’
So now I despise myself.
The one who wants to believe in the ring.
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No matter how you look at it, Gori was the kind of person who sold faith. It is one of the evils that sells out the faith that runs rampant.
But the referee needed any faith.
Even if it was an overflowing belief, it couldn’t be helped.
So the referee slowly opened his lips while grabbing his trembling heart.
“What is that method?”
“Ah, that distrustful look. It hurts a little.”
“Don’t be white.”
The smirk-looking junior, the wounded Gori, came up with an answer so naturally.
“You can forget everything. When you forget all that your senior hated, there is no reason to live for it anymore.”
“Forget, you say?”
“yes. I don’t know why a senior who has never killed before has such a terrible life, but if you forget everything about the target you want to kill, you can’t keep living.”
Gori continued with a voice that sounded like selling drugs.
“It is actually one of the occasional prescriptions in superhuman medicine. If you have a life that you can’t do anything about, but the person you are holding on to is too strong, the doctors secretly treat you.”
A continuous loop of words.
“Usually, this kind of prescription comes out a lot when you have a desire to live with a demon king or an officer of the demon king army. Or, well, when I started to hate the high-ranking people of the superhuman society.”
However, the referee did not hear Gori’s next words.
‘Is it okay to forget everything about him and his family?’
So, what happens to your memories of your mother?
Perhaps it will be misrepresented as having died of a disease or an accident.
Still, if I forgot, the referee could not have fallen.
I was able to be freed from all this hatred, bitterness, sorrow and sorrow that burned my heart any longer.
“If your senior asks for it, I will introduce you to a teacher who is good at mandragora surgery. A teacher without a superhuman doctor’s license, but among the mercenaries… … .”
But.
The referee didn’t want to forget.
I didn’t even want to deceive myself with lies.
‘For now, remember that there is a way. I’ll have to try another way.’
The referee comforted himself like that and wet his lips again.
“Is there any other way other than forgetting?”
“The other way is a little more difficult… No, it’s not just difficult, it’s a nonsensical method that’s close to suicide… … .”
A long ring of fortune.
What the hell kind of method is it that makes Gori’s mouth, which had been pouring out like a clear stream of water before, start to wheeze?
“tell me.”
“Well, I’m telling you, it’s free. Yes, I will.”
Gori throws away his smirk for a moment and regains his seriousness in an instant. Obviously, the only difference between Gori and the referee is that he is the same age as the referee or one or two years older… … .
The current ring was exuding the charisma of an elderly person.
“It’s about overcoming life.”
“Can I overcome living?”
“Yeah, literally fighting life and making it submissive.”
A question mark appeared on the referee’s face.
Does this make sense? Living is not a person, how the hell do you fight it and how do you subjugate it?
“It’s too abstract.”
“Oh, did that sound like that? This is a bit of a mistake. I always prefer the simpler way.”
Gori once again gave up his seriousness and began to open his mouth lightly.
“Let me explain briefly.”
A ring that spreads out three fingers with a clap sound.
“First, install the illusion of the hater. Here fantasy must be very close to reality. The words and actions are the same. Do you know what it feels like?”
“Yeah, I think I do.”
And one finger to fold.
“Secondly, look at that person and regain your composure.”
“Peace?”
“Yes, it is also called equanimity and stillness. The second step is to suppress the runaway life in front of his fantasies and regain composure.”
Does this make sense?
Even now, even when I’m not in front of my eyes, I am so full of life, is it true that I have such a fantasy in front of my eyes and regain my composure?
The referee wanted to argue, but he closed his mouth after recalling that Gori had rhymed with ‘a nonsensical method close to suicide’.
“Third, I cry.”
“Okay, I’m in tears… What?”
The last step is a bit absurd.
The referee looked at the ring with a literal expression of absurdity.
“What suddenly? shed tears? What are you crying about to prove your innocence?”
“No, no. You’re not a vampire, would you cry to prove your innocence? No, is the mechanism similar? Anyway, senior, what are tears?”
“tear? It’s water from your eyes.”
“Hey, you lack emotion.”
Gori brushed her hair and opened her mouth.
“A person with a frozen heart cannot shed tears. The more we become addicted to living and the colder our hearts become, the less we feel sad, let alone tears, and the less we can empathize with others.”
A continuous loop of words.
“So crying is… … .”
“It is proof that you have overcome life.”
“Yes.”
Once again, it was an applause as if the explanation was over.
“But you know? He said that this method was close to suicide.”
“Yeah, just a little mistake… … .”
“My heart will freeze. Then you become a monster that knows nothing but murder.”
Don’t wear coins.
A monster that appears when a superman is devoured to live.
‘This is impossible. It’s still so painful right now, how can I survive in front of the illusion?’
Then there was no other way.
How to forget all of this.
“Then, sir, how are you going to do it?”
“I… … .”
* * *
chik-chik-
Gori, who was left alone in the dungeon, was committing a bad thing by herself as it appeared.
“Whoa.”
It was just smoking.
Looking at the low smoke of cigarettes, Gori thought of the color of the cloudy sky.
The battlefield sky, the dark sky,
The color of my hometown sky.
“I can’t buy cigarettes, I can’t even buy alcohol.”
Things you can’t buy just because you’re still a child. Gori couldn’t stop thinking every time he saw such a absurd law.
“But killing people is ok.”
It was really funny.
It’s so funny that I can’t even laugh at it.
“After all, this is exactly how humans make laws.”
shake-
A cigarette was swaying inside the pack.
“Now there is only a real mat left.”
I want to finish quickly and go back. Before I smoke this mat, I want to go back to a place where there are no human laws.
“But why did I do that?”
In fact, it was almost over.
This task was really easy to finish.
It would have been so simple.
I don’t know exactly what’s going on, but it’s a target that I couldn’t bear because of the surge of life.
Approach the target while informing them about living.
Convince me that if I lose my memory, I can erase my life.
“Yeah, if you lose your memory, you can erase your life. But you will lose a lot of other things.”
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Not a single word was wrong.
However, the extent of the loss of memory was decided by the surgeon who performed the procedure, and the problem was that the doctor was very close with Gori.
It would be over if I took the referee who had lost his memories and became innocent like that to another world beyond the darkness.
Somehow, I told him another way.
It’s a method that’s almost suicidal.
“fun.”
But Gori couldn’t stop laughing.
Despite the twists and turns of the plan, Gori found the situation interesting, despite having to spend some time in this stupid academy.
He was an interesting boy from the first time I saw him.
But please
Instead of running away by forgetting everything, you are trying to fight against your own life.
Isn’t that the stupidest choice? If the wisest choice is to kill the one that causes you to live, and the lesser evil is to forget the one that causes you to live and run away… … .
Arguably, the worst was to fight against one’s own life.
“👀”
laugh.
“👑👑👑”
Gori couldn’t stop laughing.
“It’s going to go down in the worst way. It really is going to be so much fun.”
A twisted smile caught the corner of Gori’s lips.
“Is there anything more enjoyable in this world than polluting white drawing paper?”
A hand full of wounds stretched out toward the gray sky.
* * *
Central Academy has numerous training centers.
If we had to choose the most famous training center among them, it was the classrooms called 0-9.
These legendary classrooms, said to have been built by the old president to teach professors, were constructed from parts of heaven, and each classroom had the characteristics of heaven.
And the second classroom with the referee.
The characteristics of this classroom are as follows.
division.
A characteristic that cannot enter or exit when activated.
Heaven was the most difficult space to enter and difficult to get out of than any other space. That is why it was called Sanctuary and was not invaded by evil.
And this classroom had the characteristics of maximizing the division of heaven.
‘great. Even if I go crazy with this… … .’
I can’t get out of here.
It was said that even if it was eaten alive and turned into a killing monster, it would not hurt other children.
Thinking like that, the referee, feeling a little more at ease, took out a certain magic scroll from his pocket.
What was drawn on a fairly old parchment was just a magic scroll made in the time of the mafia tower.
A magic scroll given to you by Klein.
It was a high-level magic that brought out the appearance of the opponent stored in the absolute record called the Akashic Record. The name is obviously… … .
“The professor called this magic simulacra.”
Original more original than original.
It was magic to create an clone that made the meaning of cloning meaningless.
Although it was a dead magic scroll that could only be duplicated by ordinary people, not superhumans… … .
For the referee right now, it was the most necessary magic scroll.
thump- thump-
A heartbeat you hear often these days.
The referee felt the blood rushing through his heart, feeling the veins getting colder as the blood rushed through his heart, and he closed his eyes.
‘You decided to kill them. Haven’t you given up yet?’
‘It is not a sin to judge sinners. Let’s fly right now and judge him and his whole family.’
‘You must take revenge. Now there is only revenge left.’
“What the hell am I supposed to do?”
The referee enchanted the magic scroll.