189 – Jo Wool
I didn’t want to face that woman again, but I couldn’t go back after Minsu grabbed my wrist.
Minsu also seemed to want me to stay by his side, so he had no choice but to go with me.
To be honest, I really didn’t want to meet Kotomi Yanase, but she didn’t have the confidence to maintain reason, but if Kim Minsu was by her side, she might be able to bear it somehow.
With that in mind, she got on the hospital elevator with him.
“…… “But why me?”
I suddenly became curious and asked.
Minsu looked at the mirror and asked back in confusion.
“Huh? What?”
“You can go alone to visit the hospital. “Why did you have to recommend it to me?”
This man probably knows that I hate Yanase.
“Ah… what… “If we go together, the teacher will like it more.”
No matter how much I think about it, I don’t think she will be happy to visit me in the hospital.
On the contrary, if Kim Min-soo visits alone, he will be happy, and he won’t know if he attacks him on the spot.
And when I imagined that scene, I felt bad.
Get off the elevator and take the lead.
“What issue did you say?”
“Oh, that’s….”
Minsu was taken aback by the sharp tone of voice and answered.
Standing in front of the door, I took a deep breath and knocked.
“Yes~ Please come in~”
This voice.
Feeling a sense of déjà vu, I opened the door.
At that moment, Yanase, who had been waiting right in front of her, stretched out her arms and rushed towards her.
“Minsu~!”
I was held in her arms and swung her arms in disgust.
“Let go of this! “You b*tch!”
“Huh?”
Yanase, who called for Minsu and hugged me, looked puzzled and fell away from me.
“Huh? “It’s not Minsu.”
“I am here…” .”
Minsu slowly follows behind me and raises his hand.
“Ah, Minsu!”
Then, as if she had discovered her target, she stretched out her arms in that direction and pushed away Yanase, who was trying to hug her.
“Don’t come any closer! “You b*tch!”
“Ahh! Why!”
Seeing Yanase looking sad and Minsu exhaling in relief, I somehow felt like I knew my role.
“Thank you, Yuuko.”
“I didn’t stop it specifically for you. Because I don’t know what this patient will do….”
Yes, this woman is a patient who was hospitalized due to severe mental illness.
Even though he is a patient, I don’t know what dangerous things he might do to me or Minsu who came to visit. It is natural to be cautious.
“Yes, actually, I was in a bit of trouble because of that…” .”
Minsu scratched his cheek and smiled bitterly.
“What? “What already happened?”
“Ah… “It’s not like that.”
Entering the hospital room with me, pushing Yanase out, Minsu looked around her.
“There is CCTV here…” “She was told to refrain from any deep contact with the patient.”
“……… ….”
Does that mean that you already had ‘deep contact’ with Yanase by visiting him in the hospital?
At the same time, the reason they called me to visit the hospital was because they simply needed a guard or bodyguard to stop Yanase.
For some reason, my stomach was boiling.
“Inhale!”
So he clenched his fist and struck Minsu’s abdomen.
Even though he didn’t hit him too hard, Minsu let out a sigh and bowed down.
“Why on earth…?” .”
“It looks like Yuuko is in a bad mood today.”
Who on earth are you offended by?
I pulled out a chair and sat down.
No matter what, I wanted to end my time with this woman quickly.
“Still, thank you all for coming.”
Yanase sat on the bed and smiled.
The only students who know that she was admitted to a mental hospital are Minsu and I.
Except for a few people at her school, no one knows that she is seriously ill.
That means no one knows her trauma, pain, or pain.
None of those who look at her, those who admire her, or those who like her.
Even Yuuki and other heroines.
Considering that, she seemed to have some strange sympathy for this woman, but when she looked directly into her eyes and talked to her like this, her fever rose.
“No, I was the one who hospitalized you.”
Minsu waved Yanase’s hand in gratitude and spoke casually.
“I will visit often in the future.”
Yanase smiled, her cheeks blushing as her eyes met his.
When she saw that scene, she felt her stomach turn again.
What on earth is this?
Being so nice to a woman like that….
I….
“Like Yuuko.”
“What?”
She was startled by those words and jumped up from her seat.
“I said I would come with you sometime! “I absolutely refuse!”
“Ahahahaha….”
Sternly refusing, I packed my bag and tried to leave the hospital room.
How many more times do I have to face this woman? It was an unconditional specification.
However, as she placed her hand on the doorknob, she came to the conclusion that if she left now, b*tch and Minsu would be alone.
“…… Oh. “Are you here again?”
I had no choice but to return to my seat and sit down.
Because there is nothing we can do about it now.
While Minsu was talking to her, she kept her eyes closed and silently closed her mouth.
Minsu worried about her, telling her little things like taking her medicine carefully, listening carefully to what her doctor said, and letting her get some sunlight on a regular basis.
In response to her concerns, Yanase said, “Yes, yes.” And she just nodded.
Only after leaving the hospital room and outside the hospital did I open my mouth.
“Because I won’t go with you.”
I came here unexpectedly today, but from next time I will definitely not.
With such a firm expression of intention, Minsu nodded his head.
“Okay… If you don’t like it that much, there’s nothing you can do. Sorry.”
“……… ….”
I thought you were going to try to convince me.
Surprisingly, I glanced at him giving up completely.
“Then are you planning to visit the hospital alone?”
“Um… I could call Elena, but she’s usually busy….”
I spoke to him who was worried.
“You don’t have to go either. “I put you in a difficult situation and got you hospitalized, so there’s no need to get involved with Yanase anymore.”
What I said must have been correct.
Minsu looked at me with eyes that seemed to want to deny, saying, ‘That’s not true.’
“No, because there is still such a thing as responsibility.”
“What responsibility? There’s no need for you to lose something like that… “
“Yes. “Because I put Yanase in the hospital.”
“You almost got killed by that woman!”
I took risks several times.
I knew that because I had seen it all from the side.
Minsu, who was embarrassed and rolled his eyes at those words, soon spoke.
“Still… What can I say? “Isn’t that a bit pitiful?”
“What?”
“You mean Yanase….”
That was the most absurd thing I’ve ever heard.
“After everything is over and I face it like that… “For some reason, I felt sorry for Yanase.”
“……… ….”
“That’s because she hasn’t had her parents since she was young. Because she had no one to trust and rely on.”
“……… ….”
“I was always bullied when I was a student. “She had no friends, and men said she was one of those people who only approached her based on her appearance.”
I finally found out.
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Minsu sympathized with that woman.
As someone who has read all of this manga and knows everything about the character Yanase, his feelings toward Yanase were sympathy.
He is protecting a wounded woman.
Even if the woman scratches herself when she gets close.
That’s….
It’s the same for me too.
“Now, wait a minute. Stand!”
I turned and got away from him.
So I was running.
It was because I didn’t want to look ugly in front of him.
If I stayed there quietly, I think I would turn into jealousy and envy.
Not having parents.
It’s the same with not having any friends.
I once again remembered why I stayed away from and disliked Yanase.
That was because she had the same environment as me.
I was always alone.
The situation was similar as I continued to take medication due to severe mental illness.
Self-harm and suicide attempts.
I only smiled on the outside and pretended to be fine.
That’s why I didn’t even read Yanase’s part.
I never thought I would face her like this.
The feeling of looking in the mirror was the worst.
Even seeing her in the mirror being saved by a kind and warm man.
“Hanseo! Wait!”
I heard his voice from behind me.
To get away from him, I went to the crosswalk with the flashing green light.
“Wait a minute!”
At that moment, the sound of a clank rang right next to me.
When you turn your head and face an approaching car
“I heard it’s dangerous… !”
The body was pulled back.
I was roughly pulled and held in someone’s arms.
“Really….”
Minsu sat down on the street with me and looked down.
“What if it suddenly runs out onto the road?”
When I looked up, the signal had already changed to red.
I looked blankly at the cars passing by quickly.
“You know. I’ve seen many women so far….”
He said with a sigh.
“I’ve never met someone as unpredictable as you.”
“……… ….”
I had nothing to say.
It was all my fault that I reached my own conclusion and almost got hit by a car while running away.
However, it may seem stupid, but I felt a little better after hearing Minsu’s words.
I wonder if a country like this could be a heroine for you.
Even though I felt that there was no other nuisance like this, I had expectations that I did not know.