104. Don’t try to bend to reality
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Commonly, there are ordinary people who only learn one thing when they are shown one thing, and among them, those who have outstanding talent learn two or three things even if they teach one thing.
And occasionally.
People with ridiculous talents often vomit up a spirit that awakens their enthusiasm even when they are told one thing.
Such people are often referred to as ‘geniuses’.
That’s why, even in the case of teaching a genius, even the teacher naturally has a lot of motivation.
Only those who have taught someone know the joy felt when the person who taught them surpasses their expectations.
And unfortunately, the more genius, the harder it was to feel the joy of teaching someone.
because you are so good Even the standard of seeing others was to set it according to one’s own eyes. And if it’s something you take for granted. I think others will do it to some degree.
Most of those called geniuses had such a tendency. So, among those who are generally called geniuses, there were many people who were evaluated as arrogant and self-centered.
If I knew why, I had no choice but to do so. For geniuses what others admire is to them nothing more than ordinary things.
…
“……”
Carly had never admired anyone so many times in her life.
Even when she attended the academy in the past, she had admired only a few people who were noticing, but looking back at herself, she was overtaking those she admired.
So Carly also realized at some point.
His own power is special even in the category of Unique, and he who handles that power is also far beyond the ordinary.
But lately, her admiration has increased.
She cared a lot about someone, to the extent that she was guarding the training room even now, when it was deep at night, even when the training center in the academy was closed.
Seruk.
On her knees, the unconscious Chun was breathing lightly.
Seeing her soundly asleep, Carly gave a complicated gaze and shook her head.
“ha… .”
Even though I let out a sigh, I didn’t feel comfortable.
I thought that as an instructor, I should take good care of the cadets, and I thought it was not too late.
But the result was this.
It wasn’t that the unconscious Cadet Han Chun-seong was in big trouble. I couldn’t shake the feeling that I had overpowered him.
‘Maybe it’s my greed.’
The more I faced Cadet Han Chun-seong, the greed continued to rise in my heart.
I think several times a day that I should lower my expectations, but I just couldn’t.
Because every time we are together, my expectations for Cadet Han Chun-seong rise.
softly.
Cadet Han Chun-seong, who fell asleep on my lap, proved himself to me even today. It was as if he was trying to show me something over and over again, as if there were no limits.
…So even while watching him, I didn’t even know I was full of greed.
How far can he go, and whether he can develop?
“How much more do you have to surprise me to be satisfied?”
Even though I said stupid things, I could hardly leave this place.
Originally, it was time to have dinner at the mansion and prepare for tomorrow, but I didn’t want to do that right away.
The desire to be by the side of Cadet Han Chun-seong.
The desire to see more of his achievements. Everyone was curious about how their strong will would move forward and whether it would be manifested.
And if there ever came a moment when that will was broken, I thought that I should be by his side so that he would not collapse.
That’s why I couldn’t go first, leaving Cadet Han Chunseong unconscious. It feels awkward to leave it somewhere… .
“…You have frequent emotional changes.”
While muttering blankly, the emotions I felt a few hours ago seemed like a lie.
Even when I put my body close to Cadet Han Chun-seong, I had to feel a strange feeling.
At that time, I was thinking about how to control the cadets.
I definitely got clues about my skills, and I show my achievements to me every day. The growth rate was so fast that I couldn’t understand it while watching from the side.
By the way. At the same time, the agar cadet was out of control.
While destroying her own body, she tries to reach the next one somehow. I could see that the cadet’s heart was filled with impatience, like a person with a goal that must be met.
That’s why I showed it myself today.
some of my strength.
The purpose was to show Cadet Han Chun-seong the way forward and at the same time to make him feel a kind of wall.
Because I wanted you to stop for a bit and look back at yourself.
But… my thoughts went in a completely different direction.
“…ha.”
As he exhaled again, he gently reached out to the sleeping cadet.
Seruk.
As I carefully brushed the disheveled hair, I came to see Cadet Han Chun-seong’s face a little more closely.
…Extreme fatigue remained intact on the cadet’s face.
“Even in this state… you really didn’t say a word.”
If he had groaned in pain or showed signs of straining his body, he would have immediately recovered his energy, but Cadet Han Chun-seong seemed completely immersed in the flow of energy I showed him.
And that state lasted for over three hours.
I continued to check the cadet’s condition, but I couldn’t tell from the outside whether the cadet was feeling his limits.
It didn’t show any signs of hardship.
The car that I couldn’t let go of the tension all the time. He regained his energy the moment his body showed an abnormality, but at that time, Cadet Han Chun-seong was already exceeding his limits.
While extremely immersed, he ignores his condition.
The body that reached its limit must have complained of pain. Cadet Han Chun-seong ignored even that.
And above all, don’t show it on the outside. That’s why the condition of the cadet Han Chun-seong felt terrifying.
“Really… who can handle you.”
From my point of view, even helping the cadets of Chunseong Han to train was considered too much for a decent instructor.
The total amount of power was not the problem, but the situation of Cadet Han Chun-seong itself was unique.
If you try to help halfway, you won’t be able to properly accept the strong will of the cadet Han Chun-seong, and if you try to accept it too seriously, the cadet will try to continue training even if the body is broken.
Right now, the Cadet Han Chun-seong was immersed in training dangerously.
“…”
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Just thinking about another instructor teaching cadet Han Chun-seong for a moment, I inadvertently shook my head.
Right away, even I felt a tingling sensation.
If I had noticed the strange change of Cadet Han Chun-seong even a little later, it might not have stopped at the level of exhaustion like now, but it might have turned into a big danger.
‘And maybe… .’
I stopped thinking and sighed.
“In the end, I have no choice but to adjust.”
But now, a small smile leaked out as he exhaled lightly.
As the cadet was very hard, I was feeling a lot of fatigue.
But now, I didn’t like the situation itself.
Even though I sigh because I’m worried about the cadet, when I see your face like this, a smile leaks out again.
“I only showed it once. Realizing the principle of circulation, who could do that?”
Even so, I couldn’t help but admire the talent of Cadet Han Chun-seong.
I felt the moment early. I tried to tell you what kind of sensation the flow was, but Cadet Han Chun-seong was looking beyond it.
He thought he was just helping him take one step, but Cadet Han Chun-seong was already taking the next step himself.
I could clearly feel the flow of mana rushing through my body from the bodies that were in contact.
The peculiar nature of mana forming a spiral completely different from the circulation I have achieved.
It really made no sense when you think about it.
The total amount of mana was extremely insufficient, and even led to a change in the nature of mana.
“It’s safe to say that it’s only a matter of time before you realize your skills, but… .”
I was worried
Right now, we can’t even measure the size of the talent that Cadet Han Chun-seong has. I hoped he wasn’t too impatient.
It’s okay to go slowly. can be reached
Cadet Han Chun-seong had the talent and will to do so.
However, should we regard that dazzling talent as a talent expressed with a strong will? Or was it that his outstanding talent instilled a strong will in Cadet Han Chun-seong? It was difficult to know the order.
I wanted to see it as a talent expressed from a strong will.
There were quite a few people who had a temporary strong heart. However, there was no one who consistently carried out his will like Cadet Han Chun-seong.
If you look too far ahead, how exhausted you are and whether you have reached your limit… .
“…”
When Cadet Han Chun-seong quietly opened his eyes, I erased my thoughts.
“Cadets of Han Chun-seong. Stop… Time to go back.”
…Even though we wanted to be together a little longer, it was time for us to part ways.
***
clap.
As I entered the dormitory, something didn’t feel real.
The end of the day is approaching, and it is time to greet tomorrow.
And the more you realize it, the more. My heart sank heavily.
“tomorrow.”
It was tomorrow right now.
In the end, I couldn’t complete the skill.
And no matter what I did, I didn’t think I could perfect the skill.
In training with Kali, I saw the larger flow and realized the concept, so I couldn’t think of anything crazy as possible.
‘cycle. spiral. An infinite flow… .’
It could be said that it was a very big achievement.
A high achievement that I could never achieve if I had trained alone.
However, reality did not give me any more time.
“……”
He bit his lips hard, but continued to let out a suppressed sigh.
Seruk.
The hand that held the spear he had brought was involuntarily full of strength.
Is it possible with me now?
Is it really okay to face tomorrow?
I let out a laugh while thinking about it.
“Should I consider it fortunate that I brought the spear?”
The spear I held was not a training spear that could be used at the C-class training center, but a spear borrowed from Kali’s personal training room.
“…”
Even while looking at the pitch-black Changsin. I realized how incompetent I am.
At least, I almost had to face the incident tomorrow without a creation car.
ㅡCadet Han Cheonseong. If you train hard again today. It’s really good to be prepared for tomorrow.
The image of Kali, who reluctantly handed over the spear with a frozen voice because it was cold, flickered in front of my eyes.
He smiled bitterly and sighed again.
“Because I can’t even practice now.”
I’m overdoing it today. If something goes wrong with my body, I won’t be able to be by Karite’s side tomorrow.
…So. Further training was impossible.
Thought after thought, my heart continued to sink.
Having to face reality was harder and more terrifying than I thought.
It’s not like a ‘reality’ where I have to try to fall behind the other cadets. The heavy ‘reality’ that was now in front of me was completely different.
Knowing the future of this world, I must prepare.
Even if it wasn’t that future, I couldn’t spend the day comfortably.
“…because I can’t let them die.”
And this reality is not a reality that I can avoid or overcome by changing my mind.
It was just a reality I had to face.
‘Is it really possible… .’
– Will I be able to fully protect Karite?
– Can I stand up to the apostle with this level of strength?
-Or can I protect it from beings that cooperate with the apostles?
My doubts rose endlessly, shook my mind, and disappeared again.
He shook his head slowly. You shouldn’t have a weak heart already.
“…you can do it.”
He spat out the words as if he had promised me.
Although imperfect, the concept of the spiral was realized.
…at least you can use much more power. I didn’t think I would lose consciousness like before.
Because I’ve been working hard, I’ve done the best I can…
So.
I had to believe I could do it.
“Don’t try to bend to reality.”
I made up my mind to keep getting weaker.
Karite can be obtained, of course. And just like we met yesterday, we will see Karite in the future… .
I sincerely wanted to believe that.
So that’s why…
I think he tried to but something interrupted midway and make him reconsider it
why he doesn’t ask his teacher for help to save karit?
yes
I like this protagonist