115. confused mind
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A happy smile spreads over a haggard face.
It expresses the beauty that suddenly blooms like a flower in full bloom over the eyes that have been anxious and shaken powerlessly all the time.
Everyone in the same space felt the same way when Karite approached the heavens.
Everyone looked at Karite with warm eyes. There was a woman who felt both warmth and strange feelings at the same time.
“……”
The words that didn’t leak out of Carly’s lips, which were hesitant, disappeared from her mouth as they were.
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Just as there are things that can be felt just by looking at them, Karite’s appearance toward Han Chun-seong was like that for Carly.
The figure of Karite giving her a faint look while holding her face. How much do you worry about him and give your heart to him? .
“These days, cadets are… so hot.”
At Instructor Adelia’s words from beside her, Carly smiled involuntarily.
But her smile meant nothing at all. An empty smile that I made because I thought I should laugh.
“Instructor Adelia. over there, this… !”
Surprised Karite hurriedly shook her head, and a more gentle atmosphere lingered in the infirmary.
Karite, who had a bright appearance, looked at the car as if everyone was cute and fresh.
Kali inadvertently looked at Chunseong, who smiled quietly beside Karite.
“…”
The smile on her face wasn’t as strong as usual, but Carly was happy with just that appearance.
It’s because if you take time to recover, you’ll be able to return to your usual self. At least I don’t have to see her struggling with pain and having seizures during the last dawn.
Though thinking, Carly nodded slowly.
‘This is what it is now.’
More than anything else, it’s okay just that Cadet Han Chun-seong is conscious.
So I had to ignore the strange thought I had just felt.
‘Karite cadets… .’
I was just worried about Cadet Han Chun-seong.
Took.
“Instructor Cali?”
Let’s turn our heads at the sudden call,
“…Yes. Instructor Adelia.”
I could see Instructor Adelia, who had gently met her gaze.
But the way she looked at me was very strange.
It’s as if he has something to say, but he hesitates and swallows it inside.
“Oh, nothing else… next time, if we have time, let’s have a drink together.”
“Let it be. I will buy you a drink.”
“it’s okay. how can i get it Having said that, I should buy it. It’s because I want to be honest… have a conversation with you.”
Even as I nodded at the occasional drink promise, Instructor Adelia’s gaze at me was still strange.
***
The night passed by and the dusk fell thickly.
In the park inside the academy, Luna and Milia stayed up late.
Even though it is usually time for each of them to go back to their dorms and prepare for tomorrow, the two of them sat on a bench and looked at the night sky.
“…”
“…”
There was a small silence in the car as neither of them opened their mouths.
The gentle night breeze gently caressed both of their hair.
While the pink twin tail hair swayed and gave off a strong presence, Milia’s black bobbed hair stopped fluttering for a very short time.
For Luna, the silence of this moment was just awkward.
“…”
Luna, who was fidgeting with her hands together, gave her gaze to Milia.
I stared blankly at the bright moon, but it looked strangely dangerous.
Luna was just following Millia in the park.
Milia didn’t look too good to be left alone.
Especially yesterday and today, Milia was very depressed. Luna couldn’t help but care more.
“The moon is so bright today, even in Milia’s eyes… isn’t it?”
In the end, Luna, who could not stand the silence, spoke first.
“Yeah… the moon is so bright.”
Even at the moment of calmly answering, Milia’s eyes were still on the brightly shining moon.
“…”
Seeing Milia staring at the moon as if possessed, Luna pondered briefly before finally opening her mouth.
“…If it’s Han Chun-seong, I’m sure it’ll be fine. Now that it’s not that serious. You’ll be in the classroom next week.”
“I wish I could…”
Even at the moment of replying again, Milia did not look at Luna.
Milia’s Luna, who couldn’t focus on herself at all, exhaled lightly and nodded.
… … .
The car was quiet again.
Luna raised her hands with determined eyes. Then, he directed Millia towards himself.
Seruk.
With a hand gesture that forced them to look at themselves, the two were able to meet their eyes for the first time after entering the park.
Luna does not hide her concern for Milia.
On the other hand, Millia, who blankly meets his gaze with a blurry gaze.
“Milia. Please come to your senses… It’s really not like you to be around like this.”
The moment when Luna conveyed her sincere words.
“…”
Milia smiled strangely, giving Luna a strange feeling.
“It’s not like me… what the hell is it not like me?”
“that… .”
“Luna. What do you want me to look like? How do I have to be me?”
“Milia, that’s… it is. You are always kind and that…”
Let Luna speak gibberish at Millia’s untimely objection. Millia looked at her and let out a deep sigh.
“…”
At the sound of that deep sigh, Luna spoke but then stopped talking.
Luna didn’t know what to say now.
“No… that’s okay. Luna, I’m sorry. You must have said that because you were worried about me too.”
“…Ah, yes.”
Let Luna answer awkwardly. Millia smiled sadly and spoke again.
“By the way, Luna. I also have times when my heart shakes a little. I’m in a bad mood these days… I hope you’ll understand a little bit if I show you this attitude.”
When Milia said that it was unusually difficult, Luna widened her eyes and became more embarrassed.
“If you’re having a hard time, just… you don’t have to think about anything. It’s just… ok, it’s just… you just need to get some rest.”
Despite Luna’s clumsy and clumsy words, Milia smiled lightly again.
“yes. okay. Thank you for your concern.”
“no. It’s only natural to worry about your friends… .”
When Luna smiled awkwardly and let go of her shoulder, Milia naturally turned around.
Then, he stared blankly at the moonlight shining on him.
It’s like you don’t want to think about anything. Seeing Milia staring at the moon, Luna couldn’t open her mouth after that.
While quietly keeping his place by Millia’s side, he heard all kinds of thoughts instead.
‘Milia is having such a hard time… .’
There really wasn’t anything I could do about it.
I kept thinking about how to help, but I couldn’t seem to find it. Although it is so frustrating. I was afraid to even talk to Milia easily.
In case Millia rejects me like before… .
I knew why Millia was having such a hard time.
‘…agar.’
As I wriggled my hands, I recalled the now familiar name.
Han Chun-seong was seriously injured in an unexpected accident. Millia, who likes Agar Castle, naturally had no choice but to be depressed like this.
Moreover, now, it was impossible to directly visit the state of Han Chun-seong.
Access to the infirmary, where Han Chun-seong was now lying, was forbidden.
“……”
When I thought so, I felt all kinds of different feelings.
Seeing Milia like this, I want to help Han Chun-seong and Milia do well, but on the other hand, I also felt a strong sense of resistance.
Suddenly, memories of last week came to mind.
The appearances of Han Chun-seong, who had a good time with Karite…
From my point of view, as if I was following them… I couldn’t help but feel profound about each and every one of them.
The two I looked at looked like an intimate relationship.
Han Chun-seong is always considerate of Karite, and Karite is cautious about that consideration, but tries to accept Han Chun-seong somehow.
From the looks of it, they were a really good pair.
And that… was so subtle.
‘I don’t know if the two of them are actually dating or not.’
Because Millia is loving Agar Castle right now.
…But Han Chun-seong often hung out with other women.
enough to be easily misunderstood. So I felt that Milia was a waste.
If I had been a man from a good family rather than Han Chun-seong, I would have tried to help him both physically and mentally, but that’s not the case.
Even though he often hangs out with other girls and is worried about Milia as he is now, Han Chun-sung must not know Milia’s feelings.
“Luna.”
My thoughts were interrupted by an unexpected call.
“…yes?”
“Could you… help me?”
Seeing him speak very carefully, I nodded my head without worrying.
“Tell me anything. I’ll help with anything Millia wants.”
When I answered sincerely, Milia smiled kindly like usual Milia.
“Then I know it’s an unreasonable request. I want to check it out even from afar. What is the condition of Agar Castle?”
“The condition of the agaric… ?”
I paused for a moment while answering.
‘But I can’t meet Han Chun-seong… .’
“Luna. I want you to help me with your magic.”
“Magic….”
“Yeah. If it’s Luna, the magic I’ve been thinking of will be able to fully manifest.”
At those calm words… I blankly nodded.
after. Milia has been very specific to me.
How should I help myself to see Han Chun-seong, and what the method is like.
As I listened to Millia’s words like that… I just accepted them.
I wasn’t sure if it was okay to act like Millia said, but I couldn’t say no to Millia’s eager eyes.
“…okay. I’ll try.”
“Thank you so much. Luna.”
Seeing Milia smiling brightly… I felt like my heart was at ease.
And we started moving right away.
much higher than now.
Towards the upper floors where you can see the infirmary where Han Chun-seong stays… .