Became an Academy Spearman chapter 120

120. A bad heart brought on by misunderstanding

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The car was so full of energy that no words came out.

“If it’s a very difficult situation… you don’t have to answer out loud. You can just nod your head.”

As if by accident, Luna whispered in her ear as if it was an established fact that I had been molested.

Seruk. No matter how numb the hand is, I managed to lift it.

snap.

And I grabbed Luna’s shoulder as she whispered to me.

Carefully push her body away from me a little and make eye contact. I was able to face Luna who looked at me so seriously.

I don’t know why he misunderstood me like that, but I slowly shook my head as I looked at Luna who was looking at me with complex and subtle eyes.

I thought it was strange to answer openly, so I denied it with my actions.

‘I can even forget the pain if I’m really dumbfounded.’

I forgot the pain that I felt calmly, and it was dumbfounded.

Seriously… Why would Adelia molest me?

‘What’s wrong with her… .’

As I thought so, my eyes went to Adelia, who was still looking at us from the other side.

I was worried that Adelia might hear Luna’s remarks and cause a big misunderstanding, but Adelia looked at us with calm eyes as if she hadn’t heard her words.

“Luna. What did you say to Han Chun-seong?”

Luna immediately shook her head at Millia’s slightly startled voice.

“No, I just… I asked if Han Chun-seong was really okay because he looked very bad.”

“…yes?”

Despite the strange answer anyone could see, Milia seemed to accept it as it was.

Then Luna looked back at me with an obviously foreign gesture.

glimpse.

…Mutually, he secretly met my gaze. It seemed to me that I should express it to myself even now.

Luna’s appearance was so absurd, I forgot this situation for a moment and let out a small smile.

Even as he removed his hand from Luna’s shoulder… he hesitated.

“…!”

Suddenly, the pain felt like it was piercing through my body.

That’s when I naturally lowered my head.

“Agar Castle! it’s okay?”

Luna hurriedly came close to me again.

“Uh… it’s okay. It was only momentary…”

“…Cadet Han Chun-seong needs absolute stability as he has just finished his treatment. Even the two cadets, if it’s not really necessary, say it quickly and let them go.”

I suddenly heard Adelia’s calm voice. I felt it again.

A stabbing pain bursting out in the midst of calm pain. My body definitely needs stability.

“…”

“…”

Then, let’s meet Luna’s eyes. Luna slightly blurs her eyes. Without realizing it, I immediately shook my head.

Let me urgently send a signal not to act in vain. Luna sighed lightly and nodded.

Let Luna go away like that. Millia came right away.

“Agar Castle. Are you in a lot of pain right now?”

“It’s okay… now the big hurdle… is over. It’s just a little hard right now.”

I felt really awkward while answering.

…My figure should have been greatly disturbed by Adelia’s treatment just now.

But somehow, whenever I met Milia, I always looked like this.

A woman who corresponds to my ideal type came to visit me like this, but every time I have to show a terrible side like this.

That was just embarrassing.

“You look really bad right now. For the time being, you really should take a break.”

“…yes. It should be.”

Even while exchanging awkward conversations, it was a bit burdensome to make eye contact with Milia, unlike Luna.

If you had come to me in the afternoon, I would have been able to show you a better side of me than now.

My vision would be blurry now, so my eyes would be open like an idiot, and it was obvious that I would have a very distorted and ugly appearance.

“Anyway, I’m sorry for coming so suddenly. You should also rest in peace. Still, seeing him so conscious, I feel relieved too. I hope to see you soon in the classroom.”

My heart was warmly colored by Milia’s calm yet soft voice.

‘As expected, Millia is nice.’

It was as if she could feel her kind heart just by talking softly.

that you are really friendly When I talk to Millia, I feel more than ever what I want… the feminine charm.

“Thank you for saying that… I’ll make sure to see you in the classroom next week.”

“yes. Then… just rest. We will stop going now.”

Miria said cautiously and walked away from me. I honestly felt regret.

…We had a very short conversation, but Millia definitely felt different compared to other people.

“It looks like we’re done talking now, so let the two students go back and rest. got it?”

When Adelia finished speaking as if ending a short conversation, Luna and Millia did not refuse.

And the two of them give me different eyes and disappear.

Even as I became more blinded by Milia’s gaze. It bothered me that Luna’s gaze was complex and subtle.

‘I don’t know why I asked, but Luna won’t act in vain.’

No matter how much it was, Luna wanted to do something stupid like that.

The two soon disappeared completely from Adelia’s sight.

clap.

With the sound of the door closing, I let out a small breath and leaned back on the bed.

“But… thank you.”

There was definitely a side to the fact that someone was worried about me.

No matter how Luna feels, she cares that she came and asked me about my situation. Moreover, even though I was embarrassed to face Millia, I was not happy.

Feeling a little satisfied.

Even if I fell alone in this world, now I feel strongly that I have formed a relationship with many people like this.

‘Even if my body is in danger right now… .’

Isn’t life like this not bad?

Seruk.

As I was thinking, the curtains were drawn again.

“Cadets of Han Chun-seong. Are you still feeling the pain?”

Adelia asks cautiously. I didn’t deny that.

“Yes. It’s bearable though…”

It’s hard, but it’s not unbearably painful.

“Now you can just… just close your eyes. You won’t have to worry about who comes to you anymore. I will stand by your side until the pain goes away.”

“But the instructor… you must be very tired… it’s okay if you don’t have to.”

The car that I wanted to trouble her too much. Adelia smiled softly and shook her head.

Then, she naturally sits next to me. Unknowingly, my eyes went unintentionally.

“…!”

He shut his mouth for a moment and turned his head away from her.

…My eyes followed my instincts.

I didn’t know when I was in excruciating pain. I came to realize that facing Adelia up close in the midst of bearable pain… itself was dangerous in a different sense.

‘How can I not look at this?’

…For a man, just looking at a woman with a voluptuous body like Adelia was dangerous.

“I thought he only answered with words, but Chun-seong Han, do you really think you can stand it?”

“…ah. Yes.”

The car that answered blankly.

A small laugh was heard.

“Really… I said I was okay with being forced to look like that.”

…I inadvertently stopped at Adelia’s self-talk.

‘I was caught looking at the breasts… I see.’

The car laughed awkwardly, thinking that she couldn’t have known.

ㅡ!

As the stabbing pain swelled again, I was speechless.

Seruk.

Suddenly, I felt something on my hand.

“…it must be very difficult. You don’t have to be so conscious. Because I don’t say anything about something physiological like that. Rest in peace.”

At the soft voice, I exhaled lightly and nodded my head.

He even closed his eyes.

…I thought it would be most comfortable to close my eyes.

***

Seruk.

Chunseong with his eyes closed, let’s lie down on the hospital bed. Adelia carefully supported his body.

But at that moment, she hesitated.

Seeing the calmly lying down right after, I felt like I shouldn’t play even a small joke in order to rest comfortably, so I swallowed the words that lingered in my mouth.

“It’s comfortable as it is.”

“Yes. Instructor.”

Cadet Han Chun-seong, who answered steadily, was admirable, but on the other hand, it was strange.

Words spoken by the two cadets who had just left.

It seemed like he was casually worried about Cadet Han Chun-seong, but there were words that could not be easily passed over.

Why is Cadet Luna… .

‘I wonder if I would have thought such a nonsense.’

And he even asked Cadet Han Chun-seong about it himself, so for a moment I doubted my ears.

What do you think… .

‘I’m harassing Cadet Han Chun-seong… .’

Can you think like that?

It’s a whisper because I don’t know how far the instructor’s senses have reached, but… .

Looking back, it wasn’t as if he was simply worried about the cadet Han Chun-seong.

Cadet Luna obviously had some doubts about me.

“……”

New. New.

Even though he looked at Cadet Han Chun-seong, who was not asleep even though he was breathing hard. In an instant, a laugh leaked out.

I didn’t raise my voice openly just now for fear of causing a fuss, but I was confused.

Living and living, the day will come when I am suspected of being a female instructor who molests male students.

‘I did tell Erpe to let her know it was a misunderstanding.’

The more I thought about it, the more I laughed.

Even if there were cases where I was misunderstood as the opposite case, I really had no idea that I was harassing someone.

Seruk.

Then, I saw Cadet Han Chun-seong, who was slightly frowning.

The reason seemed to be that the swaying hair became an eye-piercing angle. As I carefully raised my hand to tidy up my hair, I could see that the cadet’s eyes were colored comfortably.

Perhaps even raising your hand or doing simple actions is difficult right now.

“……”

…Looking at such a cadet Han Chun-seong in silence, I inadvertently went mad with a ridiculous imagination.

‘exactly.’

Cadet Chunseong Han now… was in a state where he couldn’t even resist no matter what I did.

Because it’s so hard and uncomfortable to move your body.

Cadet Han Chun-seong’s appearance now gives off a completely different feeling compared to usual, so it’s quite… … .

gulp.

He hurriedly shook his head as he swallowed for a moment.

Even the hand that was arranging her hair had to be removed in a hurry.

‘I’m really… I’m thinking some kind of nonsense.’

Cadet Luna’s nonsense seemed to prompt me to come up with a stupid idea.

…How can an instructor molest a cadet?

that’s really It was nonsense.

“…”

He was obviously handsome, and although the way he breathes softly like that is a little cute…

It couldn’t be… it couldn’t be.

No, it shouldn’t have happened.