259. Unlocking new abilities
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After spending several hours in the magic tower with Arya, it was late in the evening when I returned to the dormitory.
clap.
As soon as I entered the dormitory, even as I threw myself on the bed, there was a strange sense of satisfaction in my heart.
‘not bad.’
I didn’t think I had seduced Arya or won her heart as much as I thought.
Still, what I gained was so much.
Rather, I could say that I gained a lot more than I thought.
The fact that Arya treats me kindly, if not affectionately, was a harvest, and the fact that I succeeded in fully accepting Mandrake after all kinds of hardships was the biggest thing.
It could be said to be an unexpected luck or achievement.
rustle.
Then, in a daze, I turned over and looked at the ceiling.
Dark inside with no lights on.
Looking at the dark ceiling, a small breath leaked out.
“So… what was that?”
but.
When the question I had left behind came to my mind again, I didn’t feel comfortable.
tingling
Even as I opened my lips, I was clearly trying to say something with my will.
It was meant to say something.
‘I am a person from another world.’
But the right words don’t come out of my mouth.
‘I’m not from this world.’
And when I tried to say another word, the result was the same.
“I’m from another place.”
Took.
When the words finally leaked out, I couldn’t help but frown. There is no limit to really ambiguous expressions. However, my voice did not leak out, as if to prevent me from directly saying that I was not from this world.
“Should this be considered deterrence or deterrence… or something like that?”
I was confused even while mumbling.
Before I knew it, I had been spending close to half a year in this world.
But even so, I couldn’t even think about revealing the truth that I was not from this world, nor dare to tell anyone.
Hey, I’m from another world. Who can believe in the absurd words that he is not from this world?
Even if it was me, I thought that if someone said that, I wouldn’t believe it.
But today.
After swallowing the mandrake, my body was at its limit and my mind was in a stupor, so I subconsciously tried to tell Arya the truth.
If it’s Arya, maybe you can understand me.
If it was her who had to intentionally reduce her weight in the work, I wondered if she would be able to accept my words.
Still, I couldn’t speak out loud.
Even now, when I was alone, no proper vocalization came out of my mouth.
“wait for a sec. Then maybe… … .”
After thinking about it, I hurriedly got up and grabbed the collar. Then, he began to scrawl the feathers on the white paper.
ㅡI am a person from another world… .
Obviously that’s what I was trying to write.
Swoop!
But at some point, the hand moved freely.
As a result, the collar was greatly distorted, and the words I thought were not properly written.
“also… .”
Even though I thought it wouldn’t work even if I tried to express it like this, I shook my head.
I didn’t know because I didn’t try.
‘Did I have a limit without knowing it?’
I fell into this world without knowing why. And I focused on the crisis that was right in front of me right now.
Other than that, even if I had relationships with many people, I was busy every day and didn’t have time to care about other things.
… … .
After that, how much time did you spend thinking and worrying about?
I laughed out loud as I looked at the completely dark interior.
“No answer.”
To put it in just one word, it was the same conclusion I came to despite thinking so much.
From nob le mt l. co m
No matter how much I pondered and thought about it, it was not a topic for which an answer could come out.
Fundamentally, there was no meaning in substituting the five-wh rule, which is often used when seeking answers.
who, when, where, what, how and why.
It would not be an exaggeration to say that all the questions I thought of did not come with an accurate answer.
It was as if I couldn’t see an inch in front of me, but I felt like I was wandering in a very wide labyrinth.
I really don’t know if I should go forward, backward, or if it’s right to go sideways.
dump. Even while sitting down, I stretched out on the bed as it was.
“I don’t know.”
It just feels like there’s not even blood flowing through your head.
If it’s a matter that won’t come out even after thinking about it like this, wouldn’t it be better to cover it up?
I even heard that thought out of the blue.
I have no idea why I fell into this world.
Even though close to half a year had passed, this world did not inform me of a specific purpose.
In novels, a certain clear goal is presented and the main character thinks about it and follows it, but I am not that.
Even so, there is something vaguely felt.
I had relationships with many people, and now that I was living in this world, the future was changing greatly.
The future was changing rapidly because of me.
Originally, the person who should have died is alive, and Leonhard, who should have grown up step by step, lost even his characteristics due to an unexpected accident.
Big changes all together.
In addition, beings that originally had no importance have grown significantly.
I was at the center of it.
Because the people involved with me are facing a big change.
“Change…”
Suddenly, the word caught my attention.
Maybe my influence in this world has grown too big at some point. Maybe that’s why a completely different future is unfolding.
In the past, I felt that I might not be an extra or a supporting character.
And what about now?
Looking back on it… .
“……”
I was speechless.
‘Hero… .’
From nob le mt l. co m
Naturally, I felt that way.
Before I knew it, I had a huge weight comparable to the main character of this world.
otherwise it didn’t make sense.
Even with the accident that happened to Leonhard. Having made up my mind to replace him, I became more actively involved in the case.
Even though it was different from the drama, even the many women who had a crush on me were now clearly aware of it.
And that wasn’t something that would normally happen.
“Adelia, Carly, Glesia…”
The instructor has a crush on the cadet, or Glesia, a level 4 attribute, gets a clue about the skill.
A person who can be said to have been entangled with me brought a future that would never happen in the play.
Also today. It’s because I spent a lot of time with Arya, who didn’t give me a point of contact during the work. Even that time was significant.
The beings I have chosen and are related to as judged.
It is because the future changes greatly because of the choices I made. Even the people around me are changing drastically.
…all of which meant only one thing.
That I am similar to the main character or have the same level of influence… .
“…”
I thought about it, but now I have all sorts of thoughts.
I’m being held back so I can’t tell anyone that I’m from another world.
When I think about why that is, there is one thing that comes to mind most easily.
‘Because it can cause great confusion.’
If the beings who heard me don’t believe me, it might happen.
– But what if you believe me?
– If you are serious about it?
There were more women than I thought who would take my words that way. Then I didn’t know that it would cause great confusion in itself.
Because the women associated with me have a great influence in this world.
Then suddenly… .
“The reason I am in this world.”
I’m crazy about the most fundamental idea.
I thought there was a clear causal relationship as far as big things were concerned.
Little things can happen by chance, but big things. What you have to think about doesn’t happen without cause and effect.
In that sense, the reason I am in this world… .
“Nine apostles.”
Words like that come out of nowhere.
It was like an unconscious word.
It was a risk that did not appear in the original work, and it was also the biggest risk I faced now.
That was the biggest difference of all.
And even now I was feeling the danger. That’s why I felt the different senses of an apostle at the training ground last night.
“…”
It was a strange feeling even thinking about it.
That’s something I’ll carry… .
Should I be responsible
After thinking about a few things, I naturally nodded my head.
“Yes, because I decided to live in this world.”
That couldn’t be anyone else’s business.
Even if I turn away and live, the danger clearly exists.
…Recently I’ve had my heart set on several women.
That in itself meant something.
‘I have already… .’
That I exist as a person in this world. Even my mindset was no longer assuming the original reality.
I have no intention of going back or leaving this world.
That’s why I can’t turn away from the crisis that will shut up, and I can’t turn away from it.
ㅡ!
It felt like my confused mind had come together as one.
Fundamentally, why do I have to face the dangers that will come?
“…”
As I thought about it, a strange smile lingered on my lips.
It was like that.
I muttered involuntarily even as my cramped heart was relieved.
It made me feel refreshed, rather it felt natural.
I’m already thinking of going to the front after graduating from the academy.
With that anguish gone, I wanted to check what I had achieved today.
“Status window.”
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From nob le mt l. co m
Name: Han Cheonseong
Gender: Male (20)
Title: One who advances.
Height · Weight: 179 cm 70 kg
Current Continental Influence: 3185
*[The information in the status window is displayed with additional information!]
*The way forward [Currently mana awakening in progress]
ㅡExpand the detailed conditions.
【New stats are unlocked due to Mandrake!】
* Abilities.
[Strength 30]
[Agility 44]
[HP 40]
[mana 26]
[Lucky 5]
[resistance 1]
*Possessed Attribute [1]
[Spear Lv.5 growth rate – 11%]
(Attribute level 6 reached keyword: 41% of indomitable fighting spirit has been met.)
*Skill [1]
[Surana line 7-style lv.1 growth rate – 7%]
-Type 1. Surana spearhead proficiency – 10%.
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As I carefully checked to see if anything had changed, I blinked blankly.
“resistance?”
Contrary to what I thought would have changed physically through Mandrake, new abilities appeared in me.
I paid more attention to the detailed ability level effect.
Han Sung is some kind of world’s emergency proxy