293. don’t avoid my eyes
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Chark.
The time when the curtains were pulled back after the treatment was over. My body was in worse condition than when I woke up in the morning.
Still, I couldn’t figure it out.
Because I could see two people facing each other as if they were waiting for me… .
They were Leonhard and Karite.
“Agar Castle! Are you really in good shape…? Isn’t that too much?”
“are you okay. A few days of rest will fix it.”
Looking at Karite who came right up to me and didn’t hide her concern… I felt the need to think about my actions a little more.
‘I can’t think only of myself.’
I kept forgetting about it.
My body is no longer completely mine… I had to be clearly aware that I could cause concern to someone just by getting hurt.
“…really fine. Karite, sorry for making you worry.”
“no. If you’re okay with it, that’s fine… But I don’t want you to overdo it. I need to get some rest in the future.”
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Just as he nodded to Karite, who repeatedly expressed his concern, Leonhardt approached him.
“Han Chun-seong… I’m sorry.”
“it’s okay. Don’t apologize.”
“I asked you something you shouldn’t have done. I should have thought about the situation a little more… but it seems I was the only one thinking. I’m really sorry.”
He shook his head at Leonhard’s repeated apology.
There was nothing wrong with the guy.
This sparring was successful because I accepted it.
Moreover, since he properly asked about my physical condition, there was really no reason for me to apologize this much.
“Because it’s a sparring that I also endured and accepted this. are you okay. There will never be anything like this in the future.”
She took care of the situation by spitting out the words she had been warned about several times by Adelia.
Taking the two people’s words like that, I looked inside, but Sir Isabelle was nowhere to be seen.
“Cadets of Han Chun-seong. Sir Isabelle said she would come inside in a little while. He’ll be waiting nearby, so he’ll cool down and come.”
He cautiously nodded at Adelia’s calm voice.
“…yes. All right.”
Unknowingly, I became nervous.
Sir Isabelle was clearly in a different position from those who reflected their worries or expressed their apologies to me like this.
The female knight who came to the academy to protect me. In addition, he had a very high reputation as a golden knight, and he was a person who even put down his own attitude while carrying out it.
A high-ranking aristocrat from the Marquis family, she laid down herself without hesitation to protect me.
That’s why he must have accepted the reality while writing me an honorific.
…Because in front of her like that, I went into sparring with my own body breaking down… .
‘I must have been very angry.’
Adelia’s words about cooling emotions resonated greatly with me.
***
Chubuck. Chubuck… .
A cheerful sound resounding as the joints of the armor engage. Between those sounds, Isabelle was now pacing around the infirmary, suppressing her rising emotions.
“ha… .”
She paused with a deep sigh and took a slow breath.
“It’s really frustrating.”
And I put my feelings in my mouth right now.
Originally, something like now could or should not have happened.
It’s been 4 years since I became a golden knight, I’ve been protecting the royal family for a considerable amount of time, and the concepts and common sense I’ve felt while living with them.
However, it seemed that they were all broken within a few days of arriving at the academy.
“What the hell…what are you thinking?”
Even if I tried to understand Han Chun-seong, I couldn’t understand it.
The ones I had to protect were always the noble royal family, and I knew how to protect myself from them.
There were several layers of safety devices in regards to safety because those around them naturally considered them the top priority.
Everyone so they don’t get hurt in the slightest.
But what about now?
He, whom I had to protect, was hiding his physical condition, and he engaged in sparring even while destroying his own body.
“…..”
As I bit my lip, the anger that I couldn’t erase in my heart rose up and seemed to twist me.
Even though I am a knight who always needs to keep my composure, my heart was greatly shaken by this absurd situation.
“I don’t know… .”
I never thought that the being I was supposed to protect would act like this.
So I blamed myself for noticing it too late, and the more I thought of Han Chun-seong, the more my heart calmed down.
‘If something went wrong during sparring… .’
I just thought about it, but I was dizzy.
My heart was so frustrated, I kept biting my lip, but bad thoughts kept coming to my mind.
“Because I am a commoner… ?”
Is he really acting like this because he’s a commoner?
It was natural for the imperial family to value themselves. Because they themselves understand their position and position.
And it wasn’t just for their own stability that they valued themselves.
They valued themselves for the sake of the many beings around them, the Empire in general.
And since all members of the royal family understand this, they behave appropriately and pay enough attention to their actions.
‘perhaps… .’
Han Chun-seong, a commoner, and the imperial family might have different mindsets.
Because he doesn’t know what position he is in or how much he should value his body.
“okay. Maybe something like that.”
It seemed to make a little sense now.
I also didn’t want to look at people narrowly.
I thought that the commoner I had encountered so far was fundamentally different from the person named Han Chun-seong, and I couldn’t understand what he was doing today, so the accident just went in the wrong direction.
The more I thought about it, the more it seemed that I fundamentally lacked understanding of my position.
Chubuck.
I checked the time as I stopped and took a step back.
[5:36 p.m.]
I thought it was time to go back, and I made up my mind.
“first of all… .”
It seemed like a good idea to have a good conversation.
I thought so, trying to suppress the anger that was welling up in my heart.
Understanding that position is the beginning of our relationship… ….
… … .
clap.
As soon as I opened the door and entered the infirmary, my eyes immediately found him.
And soon it was found.
During Dalian, he pretended to be calm and showed no sign of anything, but now, I could see that he was very tired.
I could even feel that the eyes looking at me through the disheveled hair were tense.
“…welcome. Sir Isabelle.”
“yes.”
I looked at him as he greeted me cautiously, and nodded coldly.
And after checking the people around me, I approached Instructor Adelia straight away.
“Instructor Adelia.”
“Yes… Sir Isabelle.”
“Can I take Han Chun-seong out for a while? It won’t take very long.”
“Maybe… can you tell me why?”
Seeing her asking with an awkward smile, he glanced at Han Chun-seong.
“I just want to have a serious conversation for a moment.”
I answered calmly so that my voice would not contain any emotions.
“Yes…then I will understand.”
After receiving such consent, I turned around and approached the Hancheon Castle, holding out my hand.
“Then let’s go.”
There was no such thing as the right to refuse to Iza now.
In order to do that, I have blocked the source so that I can’t even say anything else now that I have reached out like this.
“……yes. All right.”
After he answered carefully, he took my hand and stood up, then took a calm step.
Chubuck.
As I was leaving the infirmary, I felt their eyes on me.
“…”
“…”
Even though I saw Leonhard and Karite staring at me silently, my actions did not hold back.
No, I didn’t want to care too much.
Right now I’m just clearing my mind completely cold.
clap.
After leaving the infirmary, I was able to stop walking after walking through the spacious academy and entering a deserted space.
Chubuck.
Then he let go of the hand he was holding and slowly turned around.
“you.”
“Tell me. Sir Isabelle… .”
The nervous tea caught her eyes and bit her lip for a moment.
Seeing his face directly made my heart boil even more.
‘Really like this… .’
While in a mess, I casually laughed and chatted with others with that body.
“ha… .”
Before I even got to the point, I let out another sigh.
flinch.
Looking at him hesitantly, his eyes widened.
I had no intention of hiding myself.
The people I escorted were of course worthy of it, noble people.
This time, I learned about the existence I was going to protect, and even if it was a commoner, I was aware of my position and tried to act right.
So I dared to use honorific language and treated him kindly. It was because I tried not to look down on the person I had to protect, even though I was clearly above him.
‘But maybe that was the problem.’
I didn’t even know that my attitude made the common people forget their place.
“I will ask you first. Did you know that your body would become like this before Dalian?”
He said and moved his hand without hesitation.
snap.
Then, holding onto his shoulder, he met his eyes. Even though he had to raise his height a little because he was taller than me, he didn’t hesitate to act.
“That’s yes… it is.”
After hesitating, as he replied as it was, a blank laugh leaked out.
“Then you know that you acted like this.”
The hand holding the shoulder did not exert much force.
It just moved forward to me so that I could be aware of that position.
“…!”
When I gave him an extremely sunken gaze at a distance where we could barely breathe, I saw him avoiding my gaze.
“Don’t avoid my eyes.”
Unlike before, I forced myself to open my mouth.
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