318. Fatal Temptation – Millia’s Happiness (3)
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The affectionate time was too short. At least it felt that way to me.
Sureuk.
As I gently removed her lips, I saw Milia’s watery eyes.
With her eyes full of affection and the most affectionate eyes I’ve ever seen today, her eyes seemed to melt my heart into her.
We kissed each other as if we were longing for each other, and we shared a brief affection… But it wasn’t enough.
‘Whoa.’
Chaoru tried to suppress her desire and controlled her mind.
It was as if reason held me back once in a while to keep me from completely immersing myself in someone.
…That was very strange.
I wasn’t like this before, but before I knew it, I came to control myself so that I wouldn’t fall into it this deeply.
To the extent that it feels as if reality is holding onto the strings of my rationality.
“Hey… ….”
A smile leaked out as I watched Milia open and close her lips again.
It felt so strange that her lips were wet. In addition, the pleasure and sweetness of her lips seemed to remain on my lips, but I opened my mouth first.
“Milia.”
“Ah…. Huh.”
As she answered awkwardly, he touched her cheek again and continued talking softly.
“If I have the same heart, I want to be with you even more. I think we should part here today.”
“Is there anything else I need to do…?”
I nodded at that voice dripping with regret.
Water lilies. Going forward, I had to spend time with Carly.
When she appeared, I felt strange for a moment, but I thought I had to keep the prescribed training somehow.
If I break that now and spend more time with Millia…. It seemed that my mindset, which had been devoted to training, would be completely disturbed.
And I didn’t think that my heart itself was strong above all else.
Then I had to control myself even more.
“Oh, okay. Then next….”
Looking at Millia’s face so red that I couldn’t even meet my eyes properly, a smile leaked out.
“Yes. Next time.”
As I answered, I stroked her cheek once more.
Flinch.
… I wanted to keep touching Milia’s cheeks because they were so soft even when I saw her reacting greatly to her small gestures.
Milia’s cuteness had a loveliness that could not be seen from anyone else.
“Then I’ll make time again next time. Should I go back and take care of myself today?”
“Yes…. I will.”
Watching Milia respond as if she was accepting, I gently removed her body and widened the distance between her and her.
I felt like I wouldn’t be able to stand it if we continued talking like this.
The desire to spend time with Milia surged up like a flood. I tried to hold back and catch my breath.
The car I was about to say goodbye to for the last time.
“Now, wait a minute. Agar-seong.”
“Why?”
“Hug me a little longer… ….”
After Milia said that, she closed the distance with me again, and I allowed her to approach.
Wow!
.
And after a few seconds, Milia immediately removed her body from my arms.
“Enough.”
As soon as he smiled as if he was satisfied with his bright red face, I involuntarily stared blankly at him.
…It was very dangerous even looking at it.
For the first time, I approached someone and kissed them first.
I acted first on a woman who was not in a romantic relationship with me and reflected that feeling. Maybe that’s why, Milia knocked on my heart in a different way.
As if pulling me in more….
Even though he wasn’t doing anything like seduction, he seemed to catch my attention.
“…Then Milia. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
“Yes. See you tomorrow.”
I was able to break up with her like that, but her step toward her training ground was not so easy.
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Clap.
Even after returning to her dormitory, Milia’s heart continued to pound.
Her red-stained face seldom subsided from the heat, and she blankly sat down on her bed and blinked her eyes blankly for a moment.
“What….”
She muttered blankly, but as was her habit, her hand went.
Sure.
A foolish laugh leaked out as I blankly rubbed her lips.
The feeling of the moment your lips touched. It was so special and so intense that I couldn’t get it out of my head.
“Haa….”
As I exhaled lightly, my hand went to my cheek.
…Rough hands. At the same time, the feeling when a strong hand touched my cheek, as if it had carved itself into me, seemed to linger on that heat.
Pu-wook.
Her consciousness was hazy as she idly laid her body on her bed.
…I had no strength in my body, but the heat was so great that I couldn’t control myself.
“It feels like a storm has passed all of a sudden.”
Even though he spoke weakly, laughter kept leaking out.
It was as if my body was out of order. They had already parted, and even though they weren’t looking at each other, Han Chun-seong kept coming to mind, and the series of times they had spent together flickered in front of her like an endless replay.
I was happy about that… And I was just happy.
Throw around.
Even though I was mentally very tired, I couldn’t sleep so I ended up rolling around.
Sureuk.
And it was only after I stood still in a daze that I breathed out a breath of happiness again.
“So stupid… I am happy.”
The situation I had only dreamed of, and the moment I wished for, actually happened.
Unbelievably, it didn’t even feel like a dream because it left a strong mark on me in reality.
Even though I didn’t approach him first, I was contacted by him first.
“…”
Thinking about it now, the moment of our first kiss was very sad.
As I kept fiddling with my lips, that ecstatic moment seemed to capture me.
Even though my lips were stolen when I had bad feelings…
Even so, I felt so good.
“Come to think of it, he was very… Good.”
I mumbled blankly and nodded my head.
Even looking at the ceiling of the dormitory, I understood something. I thought I knew quite well about Han Chun-seong’s impression and personality. Not at all.
And as Han Chun-seong’s words came to mind, my happy mood subsided little by little.
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Just as the heat gradually subsided, the previous situation came to mind one by one.
“Who is it? .”
When I thought about it, I couldn’t even ask properly.
The mood of the moment.
I couldn’t even think properly because I was caught in the eyes of Han Chun-seong, who seemed to be demanding me intensely.
It just seemed… Swept away.
I was swept away by an irresistible wave and surrendered myself.
And several times… I gave him my lips as if they were being robbed.
Suddenly.
A foolish laugh leaked out even as he blankly shook his head.
“Really….”
I was weird.
Usually it’s a bad idea, even though I should feel that this situation isn’t good… The memory of the ecstatic moment of the kiss kept blurring my reason.
Too good memories, things that bothered me a little, were covered over as if it was good no matter what.
Feeling the sunken body heat lingering around the body as if it were rising again, I exhaled only lightly.
“Whoa… ….”
And I thought a little lightly.
How I feel right now.
I clearly felt that I was both happy and happy. No, just like today in my life. To the point where I can confidently feel that there has never been a moment where I was as happy as I was just a moment ago….
The moment when the body and mind were connected was very special.
“Then… maybe that was it.”
As my thoughts continued, those words leaked out inadvertently.
I’m so happy right now, so I wondered if it was more greedy to want more than that.
Obviously, when I heard that Chunseong Han could not only love me, my happy heart seemed to sink.
Because he told me that there is a completely different reality to me who was wary of Luna.
I didn’t even know that my accident was short-lived.
She hung out with Luna, her best friend, and was overly conscious of Luna.
…But that wasn’t the case.
I had overlooked the fact that the fact that Han Chun-seong seemed so attractive and lovable to me could also be seen that way by others.
To the extent that while I was hesitant and hesitant, someone approached him.
“……”
I nodded while thinking blankly.
This moment may not be the greatest happiness I have drawn in my dreams and hoped for.
No, I definitely thought so.
‘If only you loved me and looked at me, even more than now….’
Perhaps I was more happy than I am now, so I couldn’t control the heat that rose up.
It was easy to imagine that my heart must have swelled so much that I forcibly grabbed Han Chun-seong, who left the place saying he had something to do, and prevented him from leaving.
“…Not bad.”
Muttering blankly, I found some reason.
I think it’s fortunate that he told me honestly without hiding it… But I had a strange thought.
“…”
How many times has it already been? He nodded while twiddling his lips again.
Still, the fact that he came up to me first and kissed him was a bit….
It was cheesy, but it also made me feel more happy.
“It means that even Han Chun-seong didn’t want to give up on me.”
Really…That wasn’t bad for me on its own.
Even though he had another lover, he was attracted to me so much that he longed for me.
With a happy heart and a heart filled with happiness, I decided to take a good look at reality.
Rather than being unhappy that he doesn’t love me….
I decided to be happy that I could have a relationship with him…….
“And maybe it didn’t happen out of necessity.”
I thought it was definitely my fault for not reaching out first and not building a proper relationship.
By the way, even if the relationship was changed and I was connected first, I felt it to some extent.
‘It’s hard for me to occupy him alone….’
That he is like a big star with too much light.