Shin Yoojung (5)
There were times when I felt guilty when my mother spoke while pounding her chest.
But how much effort did you make to satisfy your mother?
When I was young, I went to a dance academy and an acting academy that I didn’t want to attend.
The only thing I felt while learning ballet was that it was fun to move my body the way I wanted.
My mom said it would be fun if I did better, but I couldn’t feel the fun of ballet itself.
The acting was even worse.
Expressing myself in front of people was not fun at all.
She wanted to be a guardian.
People who appeared on the news and protected people were cool.
I thought I couldn’t do it because I didn’t have the ability, so I just followed my mother’s advice.
She always prayed while sleeping.
And God heard her earnest prayer.
However, the mother did not fully comply with the request that even God had granted him.
As if seeing a glass-blocked utopia, his desire for the Guardian only increased.
“My mom never let me do what I wanted. My mom just forced me to dream of her. I kept thinking. It just took me a long time to speak. I don’t want to live as a celebrity, no, my mom’s puppet anymore. I want to do what I want.”
Shin Yoo-jung poured out all the stories that were in her chest.
I knew that my mother would issue a decree.
You may have to throw away everything you have in the past.
It is natural to throw away all the public love, and like other cadets, he may face the difficult tuition of Fallen Hope without family support.
Perhaps, as a Guardian cadet, he may live his life as an intern, running a small office, and so on.
But what’s the problem with that?
all said satisfactorily.
I melted even the single sediment left in my heart and spit it out.
Rather, my heart was so light that I felt relieved.
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Jang Moon-jung’s mind was completely empty.There was no time to figure out what the pain was or what the problem was.
How do you stop it?
Her response was almost emotional.
“How could you do that to your mother? Are you going to throw away everything you’ve made up to this point in one day and live as a guardian? Do you know how much effort your mother put into getting you there?”
“I am grateful for my mother’s efforts. But it wasn’t for me. It was for a being who would fulfill my mother’s dream instead. Did Mom ever hear what I want?”
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Jang Moon-jung cried out in a voice supported by evil.“This is what you want! that I’ve been looking for all my life. Do you think anyone knows you better than your mother? All you need to do is rise to the top right now, but you’re going to give up everything because of Guardians?” “Mom never heard my voice. I never wanted anything like this!”
For this moment alone, he was shouting, perhaps because he was overwhelmed with emotion.
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Jang Mun-jung looked around.More and more people gathered around.
Even at this moment, her brand value will fall.
The day this video goes up on you tube, their dream is over.
“okay. Yoo Jeong-ah. let’s go in and talk There are a lot of people here.”
And Shin Yoo-jung knew her mother well.
Mom hated having her face sold.
And what if I made my mom even more difficult here?
“I do not like it. I won’t go in until we’re done talking here.”
“Is he real?”
“I’m going to live as a Guardian from now on, and everything I need is here. Whether it’s a penalty fee or whatever, it’s up to you. I’ll pay you back what I’ve earned up to this point or even if I owe you something. But I will no longer dance for my mother.”
Looking back at Shin Yoo-jung, Jang Moon-jung grabbed her daughter urgently.
“Yoo Jeong-ah. look at mom Wait a minute, look at Mom. It can’t be like this. Let’s talk. huh? Is your schedule a problem? I’ll adjust. Has your mother been a bit harsh these days? I will adjust it so that it can be parallel to your dream.”
“no. My mother would say that outwardly and then go back and try to tie me up somehow. This is… this is the best.”
Shin Yoo-jung pushed Jang Moon-jeong’s arm away.
“Leave it all on me regarding the damage you have done. I will compensate for all the economic damage I have caused. But I will no longer make your dreams come true.”
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Jang Moon-jeong looked at the back of her daughter, who was blankly moving away.When did the daughter, who had always been a good listener, start to come up with such destructive ideas?
Ever since you started meeting that cadet named Rahobin?
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Jang Moon-jung managed to calm the boiling blood.That would certainly be an impulsive choice.
When she cools her head and sees her path, she will come back crying to her mother.
But what about in between?
I thought I had to do something from the punk events right away, but Shin Yoo-jung is Shin Yoo-jung.
A daughter is an irreplaceable person.
She returned home tumbling, hoping that by tomorrow her whims would subside.
Hoping that this will be the cruelest future she will face.
And her wish was completely shattered.
When I returned home and contacted my daughter, she did not receive any phone calls or texts.
“daughter. Do you want to see your mother go crazy?” I wanted to threaten her with her life as she threatened and screamed.
There was a time when I thought, ‘If it was a good daughter, I would break her will, even if she was afraid of it.’
But even that is meaningless if you don’t even listen.
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Jang Moon-jung stopped drinking alcohol for over 10 years for reasons of maintaining her body.The whiskey I wore again after a long time was bitter rather than sweet.
I lost everything in one day.
There were only a few steps left before her dream came true.
I purposely ran as many events as possible so that I could win 1st place at the music bank that was to be held in a few weeks.
It was because she was afraid that if she saw herself at the top of the list, she would not understand her, or that the time would come when she could take up her own circle.
She quietly reflected on her actions with her daughter.
Yoojung was a very good daughter.
They did everything they were told to do and ran all unreasonable events.
There is only one thing she wants.
I just wanted to become a Guardian Cadet.
Even then, he said back that it would be good to develop his abilities and evoke his image, but what he really wanted was to learn and run there and become a Guardian.
You can become the idol your mother wants.
Only as a guardian.
That was her final answer.
And he completely ignored the answer.
It only made me angry.
Didn’t he come to Seoul as a sign of rebellion against his parents who made him not even be able to act?
Unlike himself, who was not good enough, he was proud that he endured it.
I didn’t mean to say that it was my daughter’s fault that it exploded now.
It was because he was the one who forced such a daughter to give up her dream.
It’s been said that abused children become abusive parents, but after hating their parents like that, isn’t it that they are starting to resemble them?
“After all, I was becoming the person I hated the most.”
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Jang Moon-jung couldn’t sleep that day.She regretted everything she did to her daughter for the first time.
*
“I decided to quit.”
so fast?
Shin Yoo-jung’s face was rather calm.
“It’s okay if you choose.”
“uh. No one forced it. I just want to do what I want.”
The first team in Class A, who had regained the team leader after a long time, seemed full of vitality.
“So, have you come to practice training with your teammates after a long time?”
“yes. And I don’t think there is a better sparring partner than Team C’s first team.”
I asked, raising my eyebrows slightly.
“Are you feeling a little bad?”
When I say this, Shin Yoo-jung smiles and accepts it.
“I don’t mean to belittle. brother. There are a lot of teams that are trying to play a mock match with oppa’s team right now. It’s not easy to ignore the quick judgment built up by practical experience. And for someone who wants to come back in earnest after a brief training break, there is no better opponent than my brother. anticipate. I’m going to suck a lot of my brother’s real-world skills.”
I need to develop some word selection skills.
It’s like a girl is writing something like that.
I’m glad we haven’t brought the equipment yet.
If it were now, Anistine might have gone crazy… Are you okay now?
When I returned to my room yesterday, Anistine was sleeping drunk.
As if she had made a dramatic reconciliation with Adunafel, she had transformed into a foal and placed her hand on Adunafel’s sleeping belly.
They probably teased and tortured each other, but they became friends in their own way.
“So, did you point out my team as the counterpart to this Guardian’s Introductory Performance Evaluation?”
“uh. I thought that my brother’s team would be a sufficient motivation for our team as well. Will you get it?”
“of course. If we just draw with you, we’ll get a pretty big score.”
She replied with a smile.
“great. I will apply to the instructor.”
I called Shin Yoo-jeong to turn around.
“Shin Yoo-jung,”
“yes. brother?”
I must have lost a lot of sense.
I’m not going to be that easy.
Do your best.”
“of course.”
Performance evaluation is tomorrow.
If you want to prepare in advance, you need to convene a team member and conduct a power analysis from now on.
I’ll have to call Sol first and instruct him to ask for a power analysis.
I picked up the phone.
“brush. Can you hear me?”
“president. Why again today?”
“I’m going to do some power analysis.”
There was annoyance in her voice.
“president. Do you have that monthly allowance?”
“When I’m off-season, Sol also rests.”
“sh*t.”
It seems that chronic fatigue has accumulated because of calling too often.
There’s nothing like monetary treatment to get rid of it.
I sent my paycheck right away.
“Open an account. It also includes a generous overtime allowance. Buy something delicious with Betty. The equipment Betty brought me saved my life.”
“Be…T…?”
“yes.”
Sol answered with a voice that seemed to be boiling.
“By when can I give someone an analysis and approach?”
“You can analyze one team in Class A before 17:00 today.”
“Roger.”
After all, if you fight your sisters, you get better motivation.
The Brotherhood is always a tool that works well.
*
Based on the data that Sol brought, prepare the opponent of Team A’s first team.
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Jung Soo was still inflated in his dream.“Lasang. Where did you go with Lee Sang? Because people are walking on clouds, I can’t use them for my studies.”
“It’s probably because I’ve been to heaven.”
Kana asked with a questionable face.
“Did you even give me methamphetamine?”
“Keek!! Don’t compare Yoojung with those drugs!! Of course, Yoojung is the only drug permitted in the country.”
In the end, Kana, who was crying, raised her spoon again.
“There are only three performance evaluations in front of us right now! You shouldn’t be in this state. More than!”
“Keek…. okay. you can study But we’ll face Yoojung again tomorrow. When that time comes, will your heart be pounding again?”
Kana fiercely opened her eyes and pointed at Sorina with a spoon.
“Small. Come here for a moment.”
“Is that what you mean?”
As Sorina approached Kana, she held the spoon in her hand.
And as if threatening a puppy with a vacuum cleaner, he gradually brought the sound to Jeongsu.
And the essence is also grinning like a baby penguin in the face of a giant patrol.
“Small. If it makes strange noises again, please hit me.”
“All right!”
“Keek!! I am my own! I mean, I’m not a slave!”
“Jungsu. It makes strange noises again.”
Seeing the sound of hitting him, all the team members laughed and laughed.
It sounded like he was laughing at some sound.
Maybe it’s fun in a slightly different way.
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Jung-soo is a fun friend to hit, but…[Understanding has increased!]
To be honest, Team 1 is a tough team.
First of all, the compatibility between the main tanks is not good.
As far as I know, Lena hasn’t had a boyfriend yet.
So, you shouldn’t attach Yoon Yi-gon and Lena Bjorndotti.
However, to attach an Essence, the Essence is probably not going to be Lena’s opponent.
Who will be able to stop that muscle pie?
good power…
I looked at the sound of the spoon breaking and attacking the essence.
She lowered Essence’s arm that raised the guard with force.
Aggressive and…
It sounded like a maestro, with two spoons tuned to the scream of the essence.
Its aggression was comparable to that of Mini King Kong.
“Sound or win.”
She looked at me with a look that she didn’t know.
Sona will determine the victory or defeat of this battle.