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Of course, I had no intention of violating Kyunghee.
Making fun of your waist by asking you to use your body freely is something only animals do.
A sane person doesn’t make the other person in trouble worse.
Even if he was in love with Kyung-hee in the first place, he would have been worried.
However, Kyung-hee and I met each other for the first time today after talking only on the Internet.
Even more so, in the current situation, there is no way to do it.
And Kyunghee is not even in a normal state right now.
Because you look at me with anxious eyes and smile dejectedly.
Besides, it seemed that even her lips were becoming more and more blue.
When I saw my body trembling slowly, I said it all.
It was obvious that they weren’t ready for each other.
“……………..”
“…….yes…”
When I slowly took off the hood, Kyung-hee gave up her body to make it easier to take it off.
My body shivered slightly when I unzipped it, but I couldn’t tell if it was because of the cold or because I wasn’t ready.
Of course, he had no intention of using Kyung-hee’s body.
I brought a dry towel and wiped my body, and then I wiped it all down to my legs.
After wiping until the water was almost gone, he even brought me a blanket for the winter.
“……………..”
“It looks like hypothermia, but I’m wearing this for now.”
“why……”
“yes?”
“Why are you helping me without paying…?”
Why are you helping without paying?
That’s right, it was natural.
Giving the little bit of help I can to someone in need.
I learned that from my parents, and fortunately I can afford it.
I don’t know if it’s tight, but I’m sure I can live with at least one more person.
“That’s it, well. You can do a free favor.”
“…………”
“I know what you’re talking about.”
“…….but.”
“At least I won’t turn my back on someone who is so desperate that he had to come to me from far away.”
“still…..”
Kyunghee’s eyes trembled anxiously.
It seemed like he was trying to say something, but he couldn’t.
In the end, Kyunghee chose to look at the floor without saying anything.
“Rest. I’ll give you clothes to wear when your temperature rises.”
“………..yes.”
“I hope the dimensions don’t differ that much, but I don’t know what will happen.”
“……………..”
As much as possible, I handed over a few small pieces of clothing to my body, and Kyunghee opened and closed her mouth.
It looked like he was going to say something again, but he just ignored it.
It certainly didn’t sound like something good to hear.
No, I was sure. It’s not a good thing to hear.
After giving the clothes to Kyung-hee who didn’t want to take it, he opened his mouth.
“I’m wearing it for now. I won’t be able to give you a room… but I’m still resting in a suitable place.”
“………….yes.”
“And if you’re going to change, go into the bathroom and take a proper shower or something. Let’s warm up.”
“……………..”
Kyunghee nodded silently and went into the bathroom.
Hearing the sound of squeaking inside, it was like taking off wet clothes.
After that, the door closed and the sound of water was heard.
“……………..”
My mind was blank.
I thought about shutting my mouth for a while to sort out the sudden successive events.
But I couldn’t seem to sort it out.
To be honest, something unreal happened.
It must be a strange thing to be able to organize.
“Should I mop the floor first?”
It seemed that he hadn’t been able to eat properly.
I thought it would be right to take care of something that I could eat well.
While I was wiping the floor with a towel, the bathroom door opened and Kyung-hee came out.
He was hesitant and embarrassed, so the moment he opened his mouth to ask what was going on, Kyung-hee said.
“My hands are shaking, so I can’t take a shower.”
“Aha… so…?”
“…May I ask?”
Kyeong-hee lowered her head with an expression that looked as if she would go into a rat hole.
There was no particular reason why he couldn’t do it, and he nodded his head knowing that the situation was not going well.
When I went inside, Kyunghee was sitting on the bathtub railing.
Fortunately, it was not a face-to-face attitude.
If it had been face-to-face, I wouldn’t have known how to react.
“ah.”
It would be nice to say that the bathroom was a mess.
It was all over the sea, but I couldn’t interrogate.
It’s not like he wanted to do it.
You could tell by looking in the mirror or the toilet paper that was splattered with water.
Kyung-hee’s hand holding the handrail was shaking, so she picked up the showerhead without expressing any more.
After setting the water to the right temperature, not hot, but warm, he sprayed Kyunghee with water.
It was a bit awkward for her to flinch whenever my hand touched it, but I tried not to show it.
After how much time had passed, I turned off the shower because it seemed that the water was almost all covered.
But for some reason, Kyunghee just stayed still.
I thought there might be a problem, so I picked a suitable topic and started talking.
So, it seemed appropriate to talk about foaming.
“Can you do the bubbles yourself?”
“That………”
“yes?”
“Why are you helping me?”
It was the same question as before.
why are you helping me
An out-of-the-ordinary question with an unknown intent.
I couldn’t see her expression because she turned around, but I could tell that she was crying.
At the same time, I also felt that I shouldn’t give a rough answer.
It was an instinctive intuition.
“There is no favor without a price. That’s how I learned, and that’s how I lived.”
“But, Kyung-hee. In the world, there are often things that are unrequited favors.”
“I know. But that’s only if it’s something insignificant by your standards. Like getting out of the way for grandma on the bus.”
“It’s enough to know. You can think of the favor I give you as unrequited. And…”
I swallowed the afterword.
It meant that I didn’t want to let my acquaintance die, but there was one more hidden meaning.
I thought that if you committed suicide and harmed me, it would become more annoying.
And, as if Kyunghee had noticed it, the small, subtle cry also disappeared.
It seemed that even the sound of her crying was a nuisance to me.
In fact, it was not a nuisance. Rather, it was better to cope with expressing emotions.
I had nothing more to say.
In the first place, saying that you can come here and use your body as you please is a declaration of giving up.
If there was anything I could do, I would have tried to negotiate with it.
The country would have opened the negotiating table like that.
For example, I’ll do housework for you, so I’ll ask you to stay.
You can get a novel settlement on the site, but the money is not interesting.
But Kyunghee is different.
He himself knows that he does not know how to do it, nor can he do it at all.
But I wonder if I just said this once.
He implicitly conveyed the message that if I let you go, he would commit suicide and cause me trouble.
When the thought reached this far, I felt like my nerves were on edge.
It felt like I was walking on thin ice and saw it crack in real time.
“1 minute to give directions. 10 minutes to get transportation.”
“………..What?”
“The price I paid.”
Kyunghee stood up from her seat.
Then he turned around and slowly opened his arms.
The first thing I noticed was the relatively small breasts.
The moment I hurriedly looked at my face to avoid looking at other bodies, my gaze was fixed on Kyung-hee’s pupils.
“…………”
Lifeless eyes full of anxiety and depression.
On the day of silence, Kyung-hee hugged her tightly and said,
I felt a soft touch as my chest pressed against my body.
While trying to avoid the force entering the lower part, he met Kyung-hee’s eyes.
“He said he would show me the way and pay for transportation if I let him touch his chest and butt during that time.”
“…………”
“It’s just like what my father said. Since I don’t know how to do anything, I live by giving away even my breasts and hips.”
“But… didn’t the others help?”
“Some people came while I was passing by, but they all turned away. Why do you think it is?”
“…….I do not know.”
“The guy told me not to worry or looked at me, so he just walked faster.”
“Ha… but…!”
“After getting off the bus, I wandered the streets and collapsed from exhaustion, but the owner of a nearby shop sympathized with me.”
“Look. Such a nice person…”
“You say that if you’re going to sprinkle salt and die, then you’re going to die somewhere else?”
“……………..”
“Well, that’s okay. But he taught me the way.”
slowly.
Step by step, I was pushed back.
To the point where I think I don’t know what power comes out of that slender body.
Then, my back touched the opposite wall.
“So, you.”
“……………..”
“Siwoo, what are you planning to get from me in return?”
“What a price… Ordinary people…!”
“The person who approached me to show me the way, and the man who threw the salt. Both looked normal.”
“……………………………”
“Tell me. What price do you intend to receive?”
“It doesn’t cost anything. Right now.”
“None of the people who have ever said that didn’t ask for anything in return.”
Kyeong-hee cried and laughed as if it was absurd.
After a while, as if driving a wedge, Kyung-hee hugged me tighter and said.
“Don’t sympathize with me. If you’re going to use it, use it right now. I’d rather be comfortable with it.”
“……………..”
“Huh? Please…”
But then, it is to destroy the opponent in front of you.
It was good to say that it was a quandary.
If he chooses to commit a crime, Kyung-hee will lower his own value to the point of being alive.
Then, no matter what happens, he will win the spirit, saying that it is right for the owner to treat him as he pleases because he is an ona hole.
If you don’t do that, you’re forcing the burden on the other person in its own way.
With that way of thinking, it’s obvious that one day you’ll feel anxious about having to pay the price.
“It’s just… if you shove your cock inside me and cum, it’s over…? It’s more comfortable that way…”
“……………..”
The very end was close to sobbing.
I know I have to choose something.
But right now, I couldn’t choose anything, so I just stared at Kyung-hee.
I was afraid to choose any option carelessly.
Soon after, Kyung-hee released her arm from holding me and said.
“Aha… aha… ahahahaha… yes… I know what it is…”
Kyung-hee, who slowly sat down on the floor, said as if she was in a state of collapse.
“I guess Siu decides when to use it. I understand. Wait, I’ll be there.”
“I don’t mean that.”
“No. I think I was too presumptuous. I’m sorry.”
I looked at Kyung-hee without saying anything and then went outside.
I couldn’t figure out where it went wrong.
No, even whether I am behaving properly.
Everything was hazy, as if in a fog.