The bunny is obsessed with me.
When this happened, I joked that I needed to see the obvious.
It was certain that Kyunghee drew many pictures anyway.
It would be possible to persuade indirectly to seek counseling with that, so there was no need to look at the contents.
He just wanted to make fun of Kyung-hee, who was flustered and didn’t know what to do.
Kyung-hee put down the bowl she was holding and stood in front of the box with her gloves off.
And as if this really couldn’t be done, it firmly blocked me.
I thought it was very cute, so I teased her for a while.
After a few minutes, Kyung-hee seemed to notice that I had no intention of looking at the content.
Kyeong-hee, who had been trembling for a moment feeling betrayed by me, grumbled a little.
“… That is unfair.”
“sorry. But can you show me how many paintings you drew today?”
“I can show you that. braided!”
Kyunghee took out three thick notebooks from the box.
And he quickly flipped through the pages of the notebook in front of my eyes.
Two were already used up, and one seemed to be half used.
I looked at the pictures for a moment and smiled.
Kyung-hee thought I liked it because I worked so hard on my drawing, and smiled brightly.
But I was laughing because I thought I was good at coming in early.
It can be said that Kyung-hee, who relieves her anxiety by writing or drawing, is in a very dangerous state for writing and drawing this much.
It was now clear to me what would happen if I paid less attention.
Kyung-hee is a mutant, but being such a mutant does not mean that his stamina is infinite.
I couldn’t relieve my anxiety with writing and pictures forever.
In the end, Kyung-hee was exhausted and could not properly relieve her anxiety through writing and drawing.
It was clear that the accumulated anxiety would soon become doubt, and the doubt would become a certainty in Kyung-hee’s head.
Then he didn’t know what Kyeong-hee would do.
So I had no choice but to take care of it periodically.
It was important to understand gradually.
No, it wouldn’t hurt to try it now.
It would not be bad if I remembered Kyung-hee’s reaction and said it during the consultation.
“It’s Kyunghee.”
“yes?”
“You mean you want me to think of you first? More than anything else.”
“yes.”
It was an immediate answer without even a moment’s thought.
I tried to smile and put on a nice face.
Now I couldn’t figure out how to explain that priorities could change.
But once it was necessary to try.
“That’s Kyunghee. It can’t be just one precious person. You know that too, right?”
“… yes.”
“There are many precious people. Did you understand this far?”
“I understand.”
“And all those precious people are almost equally precious. Usually.”
“therefore?”
“… Ugh.”
In an instant, a bloody gaze shot at me as if it were going to pierce me.
As if she already understood what I was talking about, Kyung-hee’s mood was quite different from before.
From the expressionless face to the ugly red eyes. If I said something else hastily, it seemed like something big would happen.
So, the moment I was about to end the story here, Kyunghee opened her mouth.
“I value Siwoo the most in the world. Of course, there are other precious people too.
But what does that matter? I love you the most
If it’s for you, I’d give up all other people. If you can kill, you can kill.
You can do anything, you can be anything. That’s because I love you, I can do it, and I can be it.
You are the one who made me know the value of what I thought was useless, and you are the one who saved me from hell.
So forever, I cherish you the most. Above all else.”
“… ”
“Sure, I know this is weird. So, Siwoo, I have no intention of forcing you to love me as much as I do.”
I couldn’t figure out where the heck it came from.
It didn’t seem like something that happened when I was with you.
Perhaps what happened in the process of growing up has left deep scars.
It seemed that counseling was definitely needed.
In the meantime, if it was counseling about the emotions related to me, now it will be counseling about the wounds that remain in Kyung-hee.
Kyunghee seemed to be choosing words for a moment.
Due to the unorganized emotions, Kyung-hee’s ears vibrated nonstop.
The eye light also disappeared and reappeared, so the atmosphere itself was very bizarre.
In the end, what Kyunghee chose was to hug me.
I slowly opened my arms and hugged Kyunghee who was hugging me.
Kyung-hee continued to speak in that state.
“Still, it’s not greedy to ask you to think of it as the most precious thing.”
“It is not greed. But not in all circumstances.”
“… ”
“Most of you are the most precious. This never changes.”
“It’s not a lie.”
“But I don’t intend to deal with the collapse of my daily life.”
“… ”
Kyunghee shut her mouth.
I once talked about something like this.
Back then, the story didn’t go this way.
Kyunghee said that she would be considerate of me and that she would respect me.
That’s what I promised.
However, judging from Kyunghee’s expression now, it didn’t seem like it would go that way this time.
I wanted to end the conversation without hurting each other as much as possible.
Kyunghee slowly opened her mouth.
“In the meantime… I was taking care of Siwoo’s daily life.”
“right.”
“Because you are not happy in the daily life I want.”
“… ”
“The kind of situation where you don’t even step out of a spacious house and you have to be with me all the time.
You and I stick together all day, and even if we go out, we have to be together.
Without being far away for a single moment, without others interfering with us.
Until always, you are the most precious to me, and you are the daily life that I should cherish the most… It’s unfortunate for you.”
“Unfortunate.”
“That’s why I was respectful. Until you like my daily life.”
I didn’t say much.
There was no way I would come to like Kyung-hee’s daily life.
The daily life Kyunghee wanted was like a situation where we were the only ones in the world.
That couldn’t happen realistically. However, with Kyunghee’s money, a similar situation could be created.
Kyung-hee was complaining to me that she had been trying hard to suppress her desire to do so.
I like it, so it’s natural to think that we have to stick around all day.
I knew who the heck it was for.
The writers who are Kyunghee’s parents.
The abuse they inflicted must have left such deep scars on Kyung-hee.
Things that shouldn’t be taken for granted are taken for granted.
I slowly calmed down the rising anger.
If it was Kyunghee, he could have mistakenly thought that I was angry with him.
Fortunately, Kyung-hee didn’t seem to notice that I was upset for a moment.
Instead, he must have been choosing a word, and he spoke immediately.
“Of course, there are many precious people. I know you can’t always look at me.”
“… ”
“But since I’ve been considerate and respectful up until now, shouldn’t you be a little respectful too?”
“What does respect mean?”
“At least when I’m by your side, I want you to be my first priority. Unless it’s really serious.”
Kyunghee said firmly.
I internally let out a sigh of relief.
It was because I thought that these conditions were at least realistic.
I thought I just needed to know where the scope of the really serious work was.
“It’s not like he’s going to die, and it’s not like he’ll never be seen again. You can meet or see me next time I’m not there.”
“… ”
“If you keep doing that, I have no choice but to stop caring for you.”
Kyung-hee put strength into the arm holding me.
Kyunghee continued to speak.
“I heard that it is not strange at all for a man to be a housewife these days.
Since I make a lot of money anyway, no one will care if you do housework at home.
If you become a housewife, you will be able to be with me forever, without having to go out.
I can earn money by writing and drawing every day.
If I have to go out, I’ll have someone take care of it.”
“Do you think I would allow that?”
“It doesn’t matter whether you allow it or not. Do you think you can get away from me?”
Kyunghee smiled faintly.
I sighed when I realized the meaning of that smile.
Physically and mentally, I couldn’t get away from Kyung Hee.
Of course, his physical ability is weaker than that of the mutated Kyung-hee.
Even if I try hard to escape, Kyung-hee will be able to neutralize me lightly.
And my love for Kyunghee acted as a kind of fetter.
It was really embarrassing to not be able to end the relationship because we both love each other.
Last time, because of that, he was able to get away from Kyunghee, but he didn’t.
“If you keep doing that, I can do whatever I want. I’ll make sure you don’t have to go outside this officetel.”
Kyung Hee added with her red eyes radiating.
“Or, until I have three children, I will always come first.”
“… Are you a fairy?”
“If you have three kids, you won’t be able to abandon me. If you keep doing that, we can increase it to five.”
“Can you raise it properly?”
“Of course I will raise it properly. What my parents couldn’t do, I want to do right for my children.
I go to an amusement park, I go to the library. I’m going to have a fun party, and I’ll do everything anyway. When you scold me, I will scold you.”
I forced myself to hold back a laugh.
Kyunghee was talking seriously now.
If my priorities changed like this, I seriously thought about whether I would eventually abandon myself, and then vomited it out.
However, since the content is the content, the laughter was about to leak out on its own.
Fortunately, I was able to calm her down without laughing.
After making a promise to take care of Kyung-hee first in front of Kyung-hee, the work was over.