The bunny is obsessed with me.
During the break, I didn’t stand still.
I newly checked and perused the papers related to dependence that I had stopped looking for for a while.
It seemed that I would have to keep looking for related papers for the time being.
It is not something that can be left only to the person in charge.
Nara also had to be aware of the related concepts in order to properly deal with it.
And it was like dory.
It doesn’t make sense to wait for someone else to solve the problems of a really close acquaintance.
They weren’t just acquaintances there, they were even thinking about getting married.
So I couldn’t stay still.
I read the time on my phone screen for a moment.
Talking about your doctor as soon as you get home could backfire.
So I waited with the excuse of taking a short break, but I thought it would be enough if I waited this long.
Still, just in case, I thought I’d check Kyung-hee’s eyes.
When I went out of the room like that, I saw Kyung-hee, who was half limp and dying.
Maybe it wasn’t finished well, or it looked like it was just finished.
No, it seemed that the deadline was just over.
Rather than tapping the keyboard again, Kyunghee stood up cautiously.
Then, after walking towards me, I slowly hugged her.
“Is the deadline over now?”
“yes… ”
I carefully chose my words and organized my thoughts.
This time, I wanted to seek consent rather than being forced to do so.
It’s not like we’re seeing each other for a day or two, we’ve been seeing each other for years.
I didn’t want to hurt the first button by putting it on wrong.
And this was to set a precedent.
In the future, when conflicts arise over these things, you will be able to rely on them.
Since we have overcome this way, it is the hope that we will be able to overcome each other in the future.
… I didn’t know if that would be vague or not.
Either way, this is what I chose.
So, while slowly stroking Kyunghee’s hair, she chose a sentence.
Asking me to go to the psychiatrist wasn’t such a good thing to hear, so I couldn’t help it.
Fortunately, I came up with a suitable excuse.
I pretended to be nothing.
“Come to think of it, it’s Kyunghee.”
“yes?”
“Recently, you’ve only been getting simple health checkups, right?”
“right? They’re still offering blood and stuff… ”
Kyeong-hee’s expression was not very good when he said that.
It seemed that there was something similar to a grievance.
So I rolled my head quickly, but I couldn’t guess anything.
Whenever she went for a check-up, Kyung-hee felt no discomfort.
Everyone at the hospital was very careful with Kyunghee.
A phenomenon that heats up the whole world.
And the mutants that reveal the most distinct traits in the phenomenon.
For this alone, no one could say anything to Kyunghee.
As much as it has tremendous research value, it was safe to say that Kyung-hee enjoyed virtually omnipotent power.
So, there was no reason for Kyunghee to make such a face.
I pondered for a while.
First of all, it didn’t seem like Kyunghee was treated badly or anything like that.
It didn’t make me feel bad, it was just that I was worried about something.
And I knew right away what it was.
“When I ask about pregnancy, they all say they are uncertain.”
Gyunghee grumbled like that and buried her face in my chest.
The shaking of her ears seemed to be telling her to be comforted.
So when I stroked her hair with a bit more force, Kyung-hee laughed.
Originally, I would have smiled and continued the conversation normally.
But at this moment, I couldn’t help but laugh.
It wasn’t because Kyung-hee imitated a giggling sound with her mouth.
It wasn’t because the hand holding my body was too strong.
This was something Kyunghee had often seen, so he was able to endure it.
If you don’t pet me a little more, I’ll be in big trouble.
It was like a warning.
“Yes, Siwoo.”
I didn’t answer.
Kyunghee puffed out her cheeks and laughed. It seemed to lighten the mood.
However, the two eyes that do not look alive.
It was staring at me as if it were going to pierce me, so even if I tried to calm down, I couldn’t.
Naturally, more strength went into the arm holding Kyunghee.
Kyunghee slowly rubbed her cheek against my chest and said.
“Now I know that you will not abandon me.
if, if. Since I can’t get pregnant, even if there are no children between us.
Siwoo, you will not abandon me and will always be by my side.”
“right.”
“But I still can’t be sure, so I will definitely want to make something believable.”
“… ”
“I hate inanimate objects. Certainly, every moment. I wish I could tell you something.
Even so, I hate having pets.
I really hate it when my nerves go there while managing it.
Whatever animal it is, I hate it. I hate plants too.
Siwoo, you care about me first every day, and then you won’t be able to care about that.”
“… I don’t know.”
Kyunghee nodded blankly.
He probably didn’t expect a positive answer either.
On the contrary, as if he was happy that he hadn’t lied, there was a sloppy love in his lifeless eyes.
After catching her breath and calming down her emotions, Kyunghee opened her mouth.
“I think the child will be fine. But I hate adoption. There was no blood involved.”
“Yes, I guess.”
“… Anyway, my problem is this. If you can’t get pregnant, what will you choose as a reliable proof?”
“You can do it.”
I smiled and said so.
It’s been a long time since I’ve been under the pressure of Kyung-hee, so I can’t judge properly.
But I felt compelled to say so.
It would have been nice to say something instinctive.
After hearing that, Kyunghee smiled heartily.
And as if I shouldn’t say any more, I bit my lip and buried my face in my chest again.
That was definitely a good thing.
If I say more than that, the target will definitely be me and Kyunghee’s child.
What Kyung-hee is implicitly thinking about her child.
If that meant something good, it would be fine, but if it meant something bad, I could have lost my affection for Kyung Hee.
It didn’t matter if the remarks could not control the impulsive emotions.
Because I know very well that a heart that has already left does not come back easily.
Kyung-hee must have reached that point belatedly, and opened her mouth again.
“Sure, I want to be a good parent. Because I didn’t grow up with good parents.”
“It could be.”
“At first you will get lost a lot, but if you try, you will be fine.
Siwoo You will help me a lot too, so don’t worry too much.
Your parents are good people too, so it’s not scary. but… ”
Kyung-hee blurted out her words.
And Kyung-hee’s gaze, which had been bloody until just a moment ago, was much better.
Only then could I move my body properly.
While hugging Kyung-hee like that, I organized my thoughts.
It wasn’t particularly intentional, but it seemed like this was the best situation to propose.
I know your concerns, but let’s ask someone more professional.
If I said that, I thought I would be able to bring up the topic of the psychiatric checkup without a big fight with Kyunghee.
So, after slowly choosing what to say, I opened my mouth.
“Kyung-hee, I know what you’re worried about.”
“… really?”
“Of course, what I am saying now is not to question. I just want to solve it.”
“Yes, I guess. I know.”
“So I wonder if it would be good to see a psychiatrist again.”
“… consulting?”
“yes.”
I smiled brightly.
It was to reassure Kyung-hee because she seemed to be feeling unknown anxiety.
Fortunately, the anxiety that appeared on Kyung-hee’s face was gradually disappearing.
Only then could I be relieved.
I wondered what would happen if Kyung-hee felt repulsed by the act of counseling.
If there was no reaction like this, I thought we could talk again next time.
It’s not like we can talk to each other well every time and end it.
If you need counseling, it seemed okay to go hand in hand each time.
If I could live without any problems doing that, I thought I would.
But something was strange. Kyung-hee, who had been looking for a laugh just a moment ago, was looking at me with an expressionless expression.
“Who contacted you first?”
Kyunghee said that right away.
I didn’t answer, I looked at Kyunghee’s reaction for a while.
This was a question that could not be easily answered.
whether I affirm or deny Kyung-hee looked like what to do with the doctor in charge.
I didn’t want things to escalate just because I said one wrong thing.
So, without saying anything, he just thoughtfully continued his thoughts while holding Kyunghee in his arms.
Fortunately, Kyung-hee did not show any abnormal behavior.
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Just as if he was waiting for my answer, he was silently hugged by me.
In the end, I opened my mouth that I had contacted them first.
After hearing that, Kyunghee only nodded blankly.
It was clear that the doctor in charge would have been angry if he had contacted him first.
I hurriedly changed the subject to end the story.
Kyung-hee continued talking as I changed the subject.
It was a very tiring day.